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The Indian Chief known as Jack Fiddler lived in a time of scarcity.  He was the leader of a tribe called the Sucker in what is now northwestern Ontario, Canada.  Near the dawn of the 20th century, the fur trade had decimated the animal population of northwestern Ontario.  Hunters and trappers exhausted the forests of their fauna. Trade fell off and people went hungry.

Wendigo became a regular infestation in the area -- that is to say people from Jack Fiddler's tribe and the surrounding tribes regularly went rogue and became insane cannibals living on the fringes.  Fiddler, as the resident spiritual healer, reported that he had "defeated" fourteen Wendigos.  When his own brother turned Wendigo after a trading expedition ended in starvation, Fiddler had no choice but to euthanize his own sibling.  Canadian legislators pegged Fiddler as a mass murderer and put him on trial.  Jack Fiddler briefly escaped captivity and hung himself on September 30, 1907. 

In the old tales, the Wendigo could not be cured and transformed back into a human.  In order to stop a Wendigo, a shaman like Jack Fiddler had to kill it.   The Wendigo was like the zombie of modern myth: it was a parasite that could only be killed by eliminating the host.  The Wendigo (nowadays labeled as a sufferer of the phenomenon known as Wendigo psychosis) was a material plane menace brought on by starvation's effects upon the brain.  

Canadian prosecutors were quick to shunt off Jack Fiddler as the "real" enemy.  The Wendigo went unchallenged.  Consequently, Fiddler's Wendigos still continue to exist in the most literal sense: my little area of the Midwest spawned Henry Holmes, Ed Gein, John Wayne Gacy, and Jeffrey Dahmer, just to name a few. 

Another, less obvious form of Wendigo rides the back of entire populations.  The Wendigo is more active than ever before, igniting the ill-conceived fury of Black Lives Matter and Antifa, chewing on the fragile psyches of the deranged men and boys who call themselves incels.  Not every person the Wendigo infects is prone to monstrous behavior: there are compulsive shopping Wendigos and anime/manga Wendigos, home decorating Wendigos, political correctness Wendigos, and cleanliness Wendigos.  The common element of all Wendigos is that they isolate and destroy their hosts.

Excalibur

The sword that kills the Wendigo is gratitude.  The concept is simple, but that does not mean that it is easy.  When all traces of ingratitude are rooted out, the Wendigo dies.

Of all of the ancient skills that modern people of the West have lost, the first and foremost is gratitude.  Nobody knew in 1780 just how rich the common man would become because of petroleum wealth.  There was no such thing as a poor and simultaneous overweight person when the USA was young.  Such a concept wasn't conceivable.

If we were to hand out Ingrate Awards, the spoiled dauphins and princesses of Antifa and BLM would be first in line. The God complexes of BLM members know no bounds: not only do they seek to redistribute wealth (i.e. hand out the money stolen from people they don't like to people they do like), they hope to erase the complexity of history so that it cannot dare to reflect badly upon them.  Antifa is a nearly identical group of spoiled, mostly college-educated crybabies who prefer to dress their brand of violence and looting in ninja thug costumes.  Scratch the surface of a BLM/Antifa member and you have a colossal ingrate who dwells in a living hell of I WANT.  Each one of them is a screaming, thinly-disguised inner child who sincerely believes the next tantrum will be strong enough to bring the longed-for Apocalypse.

We cannot force demon-obsessed, overgrown children to be grateful, and even if we could, the methods we would be obliged to use would make us just as awful as they have become.  The only place we can start is ourselves.

Gratitude is a form of mental alchemy that sublimates and frees virtue while trapping and banishing vice.  

Gratitude starts with small stuff.  The process is slow but powerful, much like drops of water that eventually carve a river through a mountain range.  There is always something to be grateful for, even in times of hardship (and right now, we are experiencing "interesting times" in the most Chinese curse form of the term) and famine.  Back in my college days, I became intensely irritated at a professor of mine who happened to be a devout Christian.  He wanted us to understand the story of Job.  At the time, I thought of Job as a Stockholm Syndrome masochist who, like a battered woman, kept returning to his abuser.  The Bible does a fine job of presenting God as a sadistic creep, and the whole "everybody came back to life and was happy in the end" conclusion of the story does little to ameliorate the depravity of its moral.  The flaws in the story of Job obfuscated the idea of being stripped (and beaten) down to only one's purest love of the Creator.  

Just as Job always found something to be grateful for, and in the end the only thing he had left to be grateful for was his love of his god, we mere mortals can find much to be grateful for, thus partaking in the sublimation that is gratitude.  I have memories of a past life where I starved to death as a child.  I don't think this is out of the ordinary in the slightest: we all have past lives and due to the nature of the world, we have all starved at least once.  Gratitude is the graceful acceptance of limits.  Sometimes the limits are an early death.  The material plane is a brutal testing ground.  You can choose the Luciferian bull in a china shop route and become a one man army against the predicament of it. Hulk smash! Conversely, you can try the other, subtler route and seek to understand why the material plane is the way it is.

When I first accepted that I have lived many lives, I had to come up against the notion that the poor, the deformed, and the unfortunate "deserve" their outcomes.  The issue I take with religions such as Hinduism and Buddhism which would assign people their lots in life based on the castes into which they are reincarnated is that old chestnut of mine: I COULD BE WRONG.  Just as it offends the crap out of me that some Christians assume theirs is the one and only true God and that everyone else is going to hell, the ignorance of some Hindus and Buddhists who shun slaughterhouse and funeral workers as Untouchable strikes me as equally abhorrent.  I still believe I've lived a ton of lives -- I have memories of being a cat several times and a goose before making the human jump -- but I could be wrong, so it makes more sense to do as Martin Luther King Jr. advised and to judge my fellow man upon the content of his character.

Understanding the material plane is full of obstacles means the one way we can help ourselves is to do unto others.  There is no better example of what not to do than BLM/Antifa.  In this way, ingrates are helpful because they demonstrate what we should be doing by never doing it.

To cultivate gratitude, I have a few suggestions:

  • Say thank you, not f**k you.
  • Forgo a perk and give it to or share it with someone else.
  • Clean or restore something, such as an item or a space, then thank the item or space for its gifts.  If you want to get fancy, light a candle or burn incense in thanks, but it's the thought that counts.  
  • Let go of a spite.  Look at an event in your past where you felt wronged, think of the person or circumstances that you felt caused it, and say "I forgive them and I let it go."

Solve et Coagula

Now let's look at the process of being grateful.  It is possible to be grateful for being detained at a long stoplight.  Let's say you are driving to work in your car and you end up at a lengthy stoplight.  By invoking the spirit of gratitude instead of reacting like the typical commuter by getting pissy, you unleash two different virtues.  One of these is patience.  The other is the appreciation of one's situation: a working car, a job to which to commute, and functioning infrastructure are not things that a child soldier in Sierra Leone can boast of enjoying.  This does not mean that your situation cannot be improved.  Nevertheless, there is always room for gratitude and by invoking it, you attract more reasons to be grateful to yourself as gratitude begets gratitude.  

At the same time, there are two negative emotions you can harness at the stoplight.  The reason you won't act out in frustration by swearing or otherwise getting angry is because of certain negative traits in your personality.  One is egotistical laziness: you don't care if you're late and nothing can make you care -- you are too important to fret about such trivia. Another is that you hate those fidgety, hair-trigger, power weekend types who tailgate other drivers because they are anxious to get to their next exercise in empty-headedness.  The two negatives of your laziness and hatred bind together and become lessened as a result.  

Generosity is sublimation.  That's the secret of it.  The more you give, the more you will get, and what you get back will always be in a far larger proportion to what you gave, though not necessarily in the same form.  The most generous character of all, Jesus Christ, sublimated himself right into heaven.  On the smaller scale, the most generous people are always the happiest because generosity has a way of taking over the soul.

The Wendigo cannot survive this form of onslaught.  To defeat the Wendigo in others, we must become the anti-Wendigo.  The Wendigo is always hungry.  We take only what we need and are then happy, grateful, and full.  The Wendigo wants to take what others have.  We are content to make do with what we are given, even if that's next to nothing.  The Wendigo is blind with desire and hate.  We make every effort to unveil our desires and examine the roots of our hatreds. 

The Wendigo is infectious but the remedy is lies within.

 

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The frozen, pristine fastnesses of the North American Arctic are no place for the coddled and the comfortable. If it isn’t the howling, icy winter wind or the fifty below temperatures that drive soft city dwellers back to their climate controlled paradises, it is the demoralizing 23 hour winter nights. Now imagine such a land before the advent of electricity. Imagine trying to survive solely off of seal blood and whale meat while depending on your own skills and wits to build a snow shelter adequate enough to keep you and your family alive in a hut made of snow… yeah, me neither.

The Wendigo comes to us from North American Indian/Native American legend. Some say it is from Algonquian legend, but the Wendigo shows up in Inuu (Inuits call it the Angiak), Ojibwe, Cree, and Naskapi folklore as well. It’s not difficult to put together why the people who lived in and around the Arctic came up with the idea of a terrifying monster who stalks fragile winter settlements in the dead of winter, looking to pick off humans for their meat. The Wendigo is a hard American winter personified. It is psychopathic, sociopathic, and ruthless. It is no stranger to famine and it will do whatever it takes to assuage its own ravenous appetite. The creature comes into being when a greedy, selfish individual splits off from his or her community and goes on a cannibalistic bender. After eating anyone unfortunate enough to accompany her on the journey into isolation, the newly-formed Wendigo develops an insatiable craving for more human flesh. The more it eats, the thinner it becomes. The Wendigo can only be defeated when a shaman kills it. Anyone else who gets too close will be turned into the same sort of zombie-like automaton.

I don’t need to remind readers of how ubiquitous zombies have become in entertainment. Zombies abound in film, television, and literature. Resident Evil had five sequels. There are more than 20 Resident Evil games. Zombies are so popular, they show up in franchises that aren’t supposed to have anything to do with zombies, such as Game of Thrones. You’d almost suppose we had ravenous, cannibalistic shadows we were trying to project as a culture…

We live in Addiction Culture. Everybody is addicted to something. I am one of those rare birds who does not get addicted easily. That said, in college I smoked anywhere from one to ten cigarettes a day and had a weird thing for Nutella for a few months. The cigarette and Nutella addictions did not last but I still drink two large mugs of strong black tea every morning with no plans to quit.

Every female friend I have ever had was either addicted to starving, purging, stuffing, or all three. As a teen, I watched my friend starve herself to the tune of 700 calories per day, a behavior that was smiled upon by the teacher of our sadistic Aerobics Slimnastics class. Women my age have warped relationships with food. Men, on the other hand, routinely suffer from etheric starvation — this is where the desperation of incels comes from. I put out a great deal of excess etheric energy and always have, whether I’ve liked it or not, and that is why I have often been stalked by creepy, incel types despite the clear message that I am happily married. Addiction is par for the course in Addiction Culture. To be a non-addictive personality is to be an oddball. To say: “I have never been addicted to alcohol or any form of non-prescription or prescription drugs” is the mark of the unicorn. I am not eaten alive by any self-destructive urge. I have never had a desire to ruin myself in the pursuit of a mind-altering substance. I am a modern freak.

Our culture is so full of Wendigos, we would hardly recognize one if it saddled up next to us on the street.

On a large scale, one of our collective Wendigos is our civilization’s doomed addiction to cheaply available petroleum. We have had every opportunity and incentive to back away from petroleum addiction, and as a race, we have chosen to build Costcos and spaceships to Mars instead. The more oil we consume, the hungrier we get, and meanwhile, we create the barren wastes depicted in Wall-E. Our entire food system is essentially a clever way of consuming petroleum-fertilized corn. Our diets became meat heavy over the last hundred years for a reason — how better to consume massive amounts of corn than to feed it to cows and chickens, concentrating it in their flesh? The inevitable result was a Wendigo and the irony of fat people technically starving to death because of the junky and devitalized nature of their GMO corny diets.

The Left has created a Wendigo in its addiction to controlling people. Donald Trump or his random populist leader counterpart can be thrust forward as a boogeyman, but the background of insatiable craving for power lurks obviously in the background. The Left, now suffering the final, acute stages of demonic possession, has taken to looting, burning, vandalizing, and murdering both its opposition and its own. A marauding set of zombies could not do a better job.

In middle and upper middle class neighborhoods, the Wendigo pops up in shows of ostentation. Think of the senseless waste of resources it takes to maintain a lush, green lawn in a summer drought. Where is the sanity in maintaining a lawn? Sure, it’s better than this, but it’s still not sane. In the neighborhood behind the building where I work, there is a newly constructed McMansion style house with a three car garage. It's a place and a neighborhood built for a class in complete denial that Progress is dead. It is one of many. The conformists who live lives of quiet desperation in these tacky structures (hilariously roasted by McMansion Hell) haven’t the faintest clue they’re being ridden.

In the city of Seattle, a slightly different Wendigo rides the backs of BLM would be Marxists — the kind perpetuated by a shrinking pool of resources. In Seattle, only those making seven figure incomes can afford a three bedroom house. Hatred and entitlement has become BLM’s Wendigo as they march through a seven figure income neighborhood, boldly declaring it as their land unfairly taken away by gentrification. Never mind that Japanese Americans crowded the Central District before World War II came and they were sent to internment camps. Never mind the time before that, when Jewish people proliferated in that Seattle neighborhood. Black Lives are the only lives that Matter, and anyone who doesn’t wish to kiss the feet of a group of people solely based on their arbitrarily chosen ethnicity be damned. To their credit, the BLMers have a legitimate point: it isn’t fair that a handful of rich, out of touch white and Asian people cower and shudder in their 1.5 million dollar condominiums while everyone else who doesn’t have an Amazon/Google job worries how many paychecks they are from living out of their car. The prosperity hoarders with their slick careers and their posh condos are also eaten by Wendigo; BLM isn’t technically wrong to criticize their cushy lifestyles. Nevertheless, marching through the streets while demanding 800K in reparations per black person along with a free 1.5 million formerly white/Asian owned condo is an entitlement Wendigo. It’s the voice that wheedles, “If only I won the Lotto…” meaning “If only I could force the Universe to give me money I did not earn, I’d finally be happy”. Though some well-adjusted people win the Lotto and stay that way, the other type is far more common, and the reason is that it is a Wendigo. You don’t make it go away by feeding it.

Celebrities and other people with lots of money are classic Wendigo victims. How many times have we heard of the disgraced celeb: wealthy, good looking, smart, married to someone fabulous, blessed with adorable children, yet there they were on a plane to Pedophile Orgy Island with Jeffrey Epstein? All the King’s perks and all the King’s privileges could not keep them from flocking to a stable of captured children. Instead of doing the right thing and either NOT GOING or implicating the pedophiles, they gleefully participated in the abuse, never thinking they might face consequences for their behavior. Celebrities are the hungriest of all.

Once a celebrity gets old, they chase the one thing they cannot buy on a silver platter: youth. Money, comfort, adoration, awards, and admiration is not enough. Celebrities would be forever young. Plastic surgery almost makes eternal youth seem possible until you look closely at the overinflated cheeks and the too-tight-to-close eyelids. There is also the problem of looking wet behind the ears when you haven't menstruated for fifteen years. At some point, a 62 year old who sorta kinda looks 27 is a curiosity to be pitied. The drive to look that way is a Wendigo of diminishing returns.

Anorexia, as I mentioned earlier, is a classic form of Wendigo. In her memoir of anorexia and recovery, Appetites, Caroline Knapp put it this way:

Food, over time, became a terrible, powerful symbol — of how much I wanted on the one hand and how certain I was that I’d never get enough on the other — and my denial of food thus became the most masterful solution. I’m so hungry, I’ll never get fed.


The Wendigo isn’t starvation so much as it is the fear of starvation. The Wendigo is a catabolic collapse into fear of deprivation. Over time, fear putrefies into self-destructive insanity and devolution.

Pornography addiction is a classic Wendigo. The porn addict starts off innocently enough and is soon roped into a dark hell populated by both corporeal and non-corporeal demons. Like any good Wendigo, the porn addict becomes increasingly isolated and every relationship he touches turns to excrement because of porn.

I realize how hopeless this all sounds. In my next article, I’m going to talk about the process of defeating the Wendigo. Please stay tuned — the Wendigo is a terrifying and voracious beast, but you don’t need to be a Algonquian shaman to get the better of him!
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Before I begin criticizing the state of music as I see it, let me first expose some of my own failures as a musician. I am only truly excellent in two areas of music and neither of them is performance. One: I have a profound grasp of music theory and an ear to match.  Two: I'm extremely good at spitting out new melodies and harmonies, and a good proportion of them are catchy, including the zillion ones I compose for my cat and throw out. In every other aspect of musicianship, I consider myself moderately skilled to mediocre. I am a lousy sightreader, a middle of the road pianist, a semi-okay guitarist, a decent but unexceptional singer, and until the last decade, a late-blooming slow learner who was still learning certain Music 201 basics in her twenties because of a combination of mental blocks and sheer laziness. One of the reasons I am a good teacher of music is because I'm not a virtuoso performer.  I still know what it is to struggle, and I don't have to delve that far into my past to remember being mystified by various realms of musical study.

Take any opinion of mine, on the subject of music or otherwise, with a grain of salt. I am not a concert pianist and my original music is obscure and unknown. Nevertheless, I reserve strong opinions about music.

Opera Sucks

There are some operas, La Boheme, for instance, that are intensely beautiful and moving. If you are given a synopsis of the story beforehand or understand sung Italian, there are operas that will change your life. The problem is one of "having to be there."  Most of us cannot afford to see an opera.  For one, if we live near a city where an opera is being staged by a great troupe of musical artists including a pit orchestra and opera singers, there is the problem of not being able to get the time off to make a night of traveling into the city as well as the cost of transportation, opera tickets, and a meal before or after.  Operas aren't short -- if you have the privilege of seeing one, you'll need to stop and eat.  It's no wonder that the dwindling audiences that used to partially fill the opera house and the symphony center were largely white, old, and well-monied.  Nobody else had the resources to try opera, and opera, like symphonic music, is far better experienced live.  Music is a largely etheric phenomenon.  For those of you who don't know what the etheric plane is, consider it to be the plane of energy that is akin to the Force in Star Wars movies.  The special energy of live music cannot be had any other way.

Another problem with opera is the singers.  They're what Randy from American Idol calls "pitchy".  I can sing loud and on pitch.  It's a matter of projection.  I know it's not impossible; the reason people come to me for voice lessons is because I know how to project without screaming or becoming pitchy.  It's a technique.  I'm not sure why so many famed opera singers pile onto the extra vibrato train, but they do, and though it raises the snob appeal of opera, for me it ruins otherwise lovely pieces of music.  These singers have as good or better aural capabilities than I do, so why do they flail around the pitch like a bee closing in on a coneflower?  Vibrato is like perfume: a little goes a long way.  Kiri Te Kanawa bathes in Chanel No. 5 as far as my ears are concerned.  I can tell her ear is impeccable but I cannot stand to listen to her.  Renée Fleming is more pleasant; at least she hits the notes reliably with a minimum of vibrato.  I do tend to enjoy Purcell and other early operas because their style doesn't mandate as much vibrato, but overall, the matronly, rooster crow warblings of opera singers make me cringe.

Museum Music

Most of the music we are expected to like and preserve is museum music.  We are supposed to love everything Mozart, Haydn, Brahms, and Wagner ever wrote because they have been listed as the greats.  I often find Mozart's pieces stilted or syrupy.  I know I'm not allowed to say that.  I can already hear the thousand rallying cries of "but that's the Rococo era and the neo-Classic revival" blah de blah.  If you are enjoying this sacrilege, Haydn is boring most of the time.  He has about two album's worth of great tunes and the rest is filler.  What do you expect from a guy whose comfortable lifestyle depended on being a music mill for a pathologically bored prince?  Wagner's music is awful to all except the chosen few who understand him, and I am not one of those chosen few.  Don't even get me started on atonal music and any form of Musique Concrete.  It's garbage and the people who write it are delusional.  One of their delusions is that they are making music.

Sadder yet is the attempt to revive what is called classical music (I think Classic Music is a more fitting term, because like Classic Rock, it implies a vintage) via "new" composers.  Yes, I have heard of Alma Deutscher.  Have you heard of Marian McPartland?  She's the kind of vital composer/educator I hope Deutscher becomes when she grows up.  

The Music of Our Time

The music of our common era has always displeased me.  Who knew the I-IV-V chord progression had so many iterations?  Or the I-vi-IV-V?  Layer that crap over an annoying beat and throw on some ear-shredding, autotuned vocals and you have a hit ad jingle ahem I mean pop song.  Modern tunes ALL sound like ad jingles.  Music has gotten so bad, the only way a pop star can glean a modicum of attention is via softcore porn in the form of music videos.  I would not be even slightly surprised if the sleazebag influencers (I refuse to call them artists, they're not) creating this tripe resorting to full on X rated porno featuring penetration in order to shock jaded youngsters into watching their torpefying sexual antics.  Cardi B keeps writing the same "song" over and over.  She requires a team of producers to do what unknown teenagers do in their basements with freeware.  Unfortunately for her and fortunately for us, her career will be over in less than a decade.  Let's just hope she doesn't resort to the desperate antics I mentioned earlier in this paragraph as her youth fades.

Rap

Speaking of Cardi B, was there ever a whinier, lazier, greedier, or sleazier genre than American rap?  When rap began, it was fun and edgy.  It was the music of the people, not of the producers.  Though swearing to a rhyme scheme to a looping ad jingle is more impressive than free verse or prose, like constant in-your-face sexuality, it's Dullsville.  Any tune that contains rap these days has one or more of these three obsessive themes:

1.) Money.  "I have more money than you, ha ha, I'm so rich."

2.) Cheap, exploitative sex.

3.) Ego.  "I'm better than you because you're a loser and I'm not."

Sadly, these themes have spread to infect almost all pop music.  Note to the would-be pop music artists out there: pick a theme that has nothing to do with money, sexual relationships, or how much better you are than your rivals, I double dog dare you.

Autotune

Autotune is everywhere in vocal music.  It's in rap, it's in pop, it's in musicals, it's even in country music.  If I am ever shot into space, I believe I will be able to detect the frosty, clipped chirrup of autotune from 15,000 miles before simultaneously freezing and exploding, I hate it that much.  Like vibrato, autotune is fine in tiny doses, but does anyone ever use it that way? No.  I am a professional at pitch-correction, and because I know how to do it, I know how lazy the modern audio engineer is when it comes to batch correcting vocals.  Just make the singer do it again, for crying out loud.  Hard drives are cheap, yet the economy with which tracks are autotuned makes me think these bigwigs are still working with analog tape decks in their rigs.  How else do you explain that much editing on such a tiny bit of material?

Excuses

The above condemnation is a massive oversimplification of what music is out there.  I may like to kvetch, but all in all it is a great time to be a musician.  Never before has it been so easy to record your own music.  There is a whole world out there beyond the two styles I complain about in this article, and I highly suggest you explore it.  Within the two realms I described, there are great artists and performances.  Beyond them lie entire realms of musical magic.  If I have any hope of making musical magic myself, may the gods help me!  That's why I'm going to wrap this up now, because my tunes have not yet learned to write and produce themselves!  


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The Left has only one point of serenity remaining as it swirls around the toilet of its own catabolic collapse, and that is the misguided notion that karma does not exist for their side. Though they ostensibly champion fairness, the Left has become synonymous with cheating, gaslighting, lying, and naked election fraud.

What Could Have Been: Carter 2.0

Sans "assistance" from Democratic Party operatives, Bernie Sanders arguably would have given Trump a hearty dose of competition had the Democrats let his campaign run its natural course instead of drowning it before the 2016 primaries. It is my opinion that Bernie would have been a second Jimmy Carter. Largely incompetent and inept, Sanders would have engaged in naive, Carter-esque brinksmanship in a way that Trump could only balk at. Americans would have gained free health care and college and at the price of a series of bank holidays. Economic collapse of some sort seems to have been written into the cards. This would have fomented a different sort of civil war than the one we are experiencing today. Bernie, like Jimmy, would have been a one-term president.

Despite his ineptitude, Bernie Sanders would have ended Pedogate in a way Trump with all his swamp-draining could never accomplish: by squashing Clinton like a bug at the first primaries, Pedogate would have gone mostly unexamined. Given their pound of flesh in the election arena, Pedogaters would have receded from the scene. Celebrities would have largely maintained their status as tastemakers and thought leaders. Most people do not want to live in a world where every celebrity and politician is suspected of depraved and horrible acts involving children. A Sanders presidency would have deflated Pedogate's bubble. Without an adversary to contrast themselves against, Republicans would have continued to be the party of rich Protestant property owners instead of lower middle class Deplorable property renters. Only Trump was able to thrust snooty Fox News Republicans onto the side of Larry the Cable Guy populists; the divide between the Middle and the Coasts was much less stark in 2013.

Trump's Unintentional Election Campaign

The Democrats, with their incessant Cruella De Vil toddler tantrums and ridiculous portrayals of Trump as the evil troll of the fairy story, made Trump possible and elected him in spite of themselves. I have often wondered if Democratic antics such as the choice of Hillary Clinton and then Joe Biden aren't a clever Republican psy-op meant to cement eternal rule by the Republican party. Everything Democrats do seems expressly designed to enhance Trump's appeal. If they actually didn't want Trump re-elected, the average Democrat would affect a bored, indifferent demeanor whenever Trump was mentioned. Furthermore, if they wanted to help their side get elected, they would be acting on a personal level in accordance with the values they preached. When they spoke of racial income disparity, it would be meaningful, because they would speak after they had given up their highly paid, benefits-included salary to free the job up for a "person of color". They would do this from a modest house or apartment in a poor, multi-racial neighborhood where whites, blacks, Latinos, and Asians lived cheek to jowl. There would be no empty Marxist words spilled by bourgeois mouths: Democrats of all colors who championed the poor blacks would live exactly like the poor blacks... as their next door neighbors.

Instead, privileged Democrats cry, scream, hex, cheat, riot, vandalize, loot, curse and then virtue signal about how they're fighting against oppression. If they put their considerable energy into championing the equality they claim to care so much about, they could be a force for good, but alas. Instead, they are content to rest on their party's moth-eaten laurels. In the Democratic Party's heyday of the 1960s, they fought for peace and their record producers developed some groovy artists! The 1960s fetish is prevalent in Democratic Party messaging because it represents the last time the Democratic Party was relevant. To make matters worse, Candace Owens and her ilk have excoriated the Democratic Party for its white-hooded beginnings and its nasty habit of creating segregated brutalist ghettoes in big cities. Only black pro sports athletes and television/movie stars have truly benefitted from Democratic policy making over the last 60 years, it seems, and membership in that elite club comes at the price of one's human decency, according to Pedogate.

Democrats only hurt themselves when they sneer at the voting bloc they alienated. Instead of admitting that the lower classes saw benefits from Trump's policies (policies that were promised for decades and not delivered upon by Democrats) such as the end of the TPP and the reworking of NAFTA, the end of the Obamacare penalty, and increased tax breaks for families and businesses, Democrats doubled down on outrage culture, insisting that transexual males needed access to women's bathrooms while screaming Orange Man Bad.

Much Ado About Nothing

Meanwhile, Trump was doing so well in his management role, the Democratic party decided to roll out the Tantrum to End All Tantrums: COVID-19. Anyone who has done the slightest amount of research on the Black Death knows approximately how bad a plague can get: the Black Death killed 9 out of 10 people in London in 1349. The Black Death killed 25% of all people on planet Earth before it finished its rounds. Covid-19 has killed 155,000 in the US (155K is a ginned up, exaggerated number that includes cancer and gunshot victims) which gives it a mortality rate of 0.00047256097. In Sweden, a country that took minimal precautions where COVID was concerned, has suffered 5790 deaths in a population of 10.23 million. This translates to a 0.0005659824 mortality rate. Sweden, of course, did not shut down its economy, so it has not seen a rash of overdoses and suicides because of lockdown like we have in the US.

Trump's administration differed in another key way from business as usual expectations: he and his team prosecuted human traffickers with a special focus on child traffickers. Ivanka Trump held a summit in early 2020 to combat human trafficking and Trump signed an Executive Order to the same effect. These concrete actions, along with tightened security at the US's southern border, showed that the Trumps were serious about attempting to punish traffickers despite the predictable pooh-poohing by leftist media pundits.

Tarnished Legacies

Forces conspired to trash the legacy of Bill Clinton's presidency and with it, the image of the Obama presidency. Clinton's proclivity for intercourse with girls, including those under the age of consent on Jeffrey Epstein's plane and island, along with his wife's complete failure to relate to anyone outside of her own class of One Percenters, was the seal of doom. Obama, with his smooth demeanor and his behind the scenes Chicago machine politician sociopathy, was implicated in Pedogate multiple times. Notably, a leaked email raises eyebrows over the Obamas order of 65,000 dollars worth of "hot dogs" to the White House during the Obama presidency. Outside food is not allowed at the White House for security reasons and hot dog is known pedophile code for little boys. The mainstream media has screamed "fake news" about any tidbit like this one that serves to tarnish the memory of the first half-black President, however, the email in question came from Wikileaks, which exposed the Podestas, the Clintons, and a crew of other players right before the 2016 election, so it's fairly clear from 2016's election results that the damage has been done. The Obamas and the Clintons lost their appeal. Trump, on the other hand, picked up the slack.

The Democratic Party and the Left in the US, in my opinion, is a sinking Titanic. It is irreparably damaged and it will never achieve the kind of power and influence it had when I was growing up in the 70s and 80s. The capsizing of the ship cannot be avoided for leftists. The matter at hand is how leftists who don't want to go down with the ship will survive the coming wave of retribution.

What's A Leftist To Do?

Leftists can ameliorate what is coming their way by walking away from the Democratic Party, of course, but I'd like to talk about less dramatic and more personal ways to deflect what is coming if one is on the Left and planning to stay there.

Number One: We Need To Talk

In a country founded on the ideal of freedom of speech, there is not a single person who has a right to censor, doxx, harass, or threaten someone based on speech alone. If you don't want to talk about Pedogate, fine, but stop expecting that others aren't going to want to talk about it more when you won't allow it in your presence. Don't shame someone for being a Pedogate/Pizzagate conspiracy freak unless you've done the homework. Admit there is something to it.

Stop the TDS

From the beginning, Trump's campaigns have only been strengthened by leftist hysteria. Trump succeeds in direct proportion to the amount of leftist cursing and frivolous aggravation he receives. Had the Left taken a neutral "meh" attitude towards him in 2014, he would not be President now. It's never too late to shrug and move on. Just as die hard Republicans survived Clinton and Obama, die hard Democrats will survive Trump. If you are tempted to go on at length about Trump being the epitome of evil, take a break, cool off, and do something constructive, preferably something that involves physical activity.

Leave the COVID Camp

Quietly refuse to take part in online shouting matches over mask mandates, distancing, and other social controls that are more symbolic than utilitarian. To the Deplorables, COVID controls are a ruse to oppress their class by killing their businesses and laying waste to small towns Trump managed to partially rebuild from 2016 - 2020. To Pedogaters, COVID lockdowns were an invention to help child traffickers fly under the radar. Allow people to go back to games, concerts, weddings, and funerals. If you see your neighbor having a party or people thronging at a re-opened business, shut up about it. Pedogate research gained massive popularity because people had the free time to do it at home. Take away that free time by replacing it with bread and circuses and Pedogate will become unappealing by way of distraction.

Eschew Celebrity and Celebrity Culture

If you have any transparent ambitions to become extremely wealthy or famous, mask them now and for the foreseeable future. Celebrities are the new disgraced class. If they become Pedogate untouchables, their heads as well as the heads of any out and proud leftists will end up on pikes. Pedogaters literally think anyone of extreme wealth or fame is a Satanic pedophile. Keep that in mind if you're determined to chase stardom or high stakes investment banking.

End Class Warfare by Starting With Yourself

Much of class warfare is the irrational fear of other people that manifests as snobbishness, irritability, road rage, and online trolling. Rise above it. Other people are not out to get you -- they're far too busy worrying about themselves. Also, stop painting every other person that exists outside you and your bubble as stupid, unless you wish to be seen in the same harsh light. Give people the benefit of the doubt whenever it is possible. We are all going through rough times. During the times you must avoid people, be courteous about it. One must set firm limits in all areas of life in order to be happy, but we needn't be rude or melodramatic about it. Look people in the eye and don't pity them as lesser than you. Think good and hard about the bigotry of low expectations and the way you view other people. Root out the fear of others via deeply honest self-examination. Live cheaply and lightly and give the tiniest bit of excess away instead of putting it into displays of ostentation or vanity. You try to do this and I will do the same. Be blessed.
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My sister is a nurse in Texas. She had covid. These bull***t denier post don't help a single person. They do hurt many and possibly kill some. My sister is on the front line and paying the the price. I hope all you loud mouth cowards contract covid. Karma is a beautiful thing. If you do contract it and while you are coughing up your lungs while s***ing your petty brains out...please reread all your posts. A***oles.

This post is an absolute study in ignorance and making s*** up. Bravo!! 👏🏼👏🏼

All bull***t excuses. Every. Single. One.
Yes, they are sad things, but not one of them is a reason for not masking up.
If you don't want to wear a mask, stay out of stores. And if you can't wear one for the 20 minutes you need to be in a store, then seek mental help, and in the meantime, order curbside or delivery.

This is absurd, just STFU. Yes, I do shame people who don't wear masks, because f*** you selfish a***oles. This looks like something a Trump worshipper would post, in addition to a few other posts of yours in the last couple of months. Bye Felicia!!



The above comments were sent in an attempt to force me to take down a meme I posted on social media.  The meme explained to the devout mask wearer that certain people cannot wear masks because of breathing issues, sensory issues, or certain types of PTSD. These responses reveal a commonplace yet disproportionate rage. All of the above commenters are leftist former friends of mine who seek to control my thoughts and behavior via shaming.

The COVID mask does not serve its most obvious function, which is preventing suspended droplets of COVID-loaded bodily fluids from finding a contagious human target. COVID is endemic. I'm not going to explain what this means, because I am sure if you are reading this paragraph, you are already aware of how an endemic disease is the viral equivalent of wallpaper.

For those who wish to harass me like the examples above, I will warn you now that your entreaties won't be published here, so you will do best to take it elsewhere. Comments are fully moderated by me, filtered for profanity, and this site gathers the IP addresses of all who comment, whether I choose to publish them or not.


What I want to talk about is the non-physical aspects of masks and what they represent in the group subconscious.  I want to peel back the layers of bluster and tough guy posturing to reveal the working guts.  I want to talk about the real reasons behind the unhinged, hateful comments I received for posting an innocuous meme.

Hegemony


"We Are All In This Together" bellow the ad sloganeers. Yet who benefitted politically from the shutdowns? Which classes and types of people reaped the most benefits from a stop to all but "essential" labor?   The answer: the middle and the upper classes and their aspirants.  Anyone who questioned the shutdowns, like the April 16 protestors at the Michigan capitol building who wanted to go back to work, was shamed and ridiculed.  Unmasked rioters like the ones who drove a UHaul to loot luxury stores in Chicago last weekend, however, have been cheered on by Black Lives Matter.  We were clearly never all in this together, nevertheless, the pro-mask people figured out they could enforce the appearance of successful groupthink even though the reality was far different. That's why all those who wear masks wish to force mask-wearing on everyone else. A mask wearer's unconscious statement proclaims that he or she is benefitting from the policies designed to give us all an artificial boundary of safety -- the mask, distancing, and shutdowns -- that have all been repeatedly revealed as ineffective shams in stopping a mostly non-lethal, endemic disease. We Will All Appear To Be In This Together Whether You Agree Or Not.

Fear and paranoia have quickly turned 2020 into a lost year for funerals, weddings, graduations, concerts, and games. Whether it was the opportunity to hold your dying child's or grandpa's hand as they left this incarnation or to harmonize in a church singalong to raise money for the less fortunate, those who were paranoid about a disease with a less than 3% fatality rate cancelled it. The coddled, fearful, obedient believers helicopter-parented us all without our consent.

The mask is a muzzle to those who would speak evil or like me, attempt to go deeper into their astral plane meaning rather than examining them from the materialist, scientific standpoint where they have already failed. The mask is an astral plane symbol with a material plane set of rules to accompany it.  The mask identifies its wearer as a unit of the hive mind, like a badge, armband, or special tattoo. Those who do not comply will be shamed, cancelled, forced to die outside castle walls. I am reminded of threats from Christians, "You had better repent your sins to God or you will burn in eternal Hell." Narcissistic, abusive God loves you though!

Isolation


The mask and distancing that goes with it erects an astral plane barrier to prevent potential dissenters from communicating with other people. The mask isn't meant to prevent the spread of a virus so much as it is meant to prevent the spread of ideas. Masks are often compared to condoms: only icky, low class, date-rapist skeezeballs refuse to wear them.  As usual, wearing one signifies belonging to the middle and upper classes or at least aspiring to belong.  In the case of sex, as someone who grew up terrified of accidentally becoming pregnant, I know that abstinence is the only way of doing this between menarche and menopause. For mask-wearers, the ideal of abstinence has its direct parallel in mandatory stay at home orders.  If abstinence in the form of complete social isolation for everyone was the goal, they have done a remarkable job of achieving it in the last few months of cancelled gatherings.

The staunchest cheerleaders of mask-wearing and social distancing are natural introverts who fear other people, especially the working poor.  For them, social distancing was a welcome respite from being obliged to interact with low class strangers on a daily basis.  The mask keeps the dreaded Other far, far away from the fearful and their misanthropy.  The mask's double bonus is its function as a talismanic Binky.  The feeling of safety that the illusion of a masked face provides is more potent than its value as a face covering.  The mask is the molded plastic velociraptor that guards the terrified toddler from the Boogeyman he is certain lives in the bedroom closet.  The mask is the mark of lamb's blood on the doorframe to drive away the angel of death.  The mask is the hottest trend in superstition.

Speaking of death, you'll notice that one my detractors in the opening comments heartily wished it upon me and everyone who thinks like I do, which is a practice I do not reciprocate because nowadays I have an appreciation of the kind of karmic retribution it brings. The paranoia around COVID arises from the imbalanced fear of death that remains unexamined in our culture.  COVID primarily slays the elderly no matter what the mainstream corporate media tries to invent.  Instead of taking a cruel to be kind route and helping any elder drowning in their own fluids to an easy death of opium sleep bliss, our society chooses to isolate them in ICU wards while frantically inflating their lungs so they can succumb to the Reaper while exclusively surrounded by "essential" workers, which is to say they will die alone.  Meanwhile, nurses and doctors hold corpses aloft while dancing in choreographed Tik Tok routines through mostly empty hospital wards. One might almost dare to think they have plenty of time on their hands.

The end goal of mask enforcers is a permanent government funded welfare state of mandatory shelter in place.  In this Marxist welfare utopia, nobody has to work because Progress will deliver the technology in order to feed, shelter, and clothe everyone.  The salary class had it the easiest during the shelter in place orders in March and April, and their naive assumption is that such a state of affairs can go on forever just as long as it is applied with a one size fits all brushstroke.  This is evidenced in the "order curbside or delivery" comment.  This is Marie Antoinette asking why the peasants don't just eat cake.  It presumes the restaurant is kept open because of endless government cash, that the home will not be lost to foreclosure or eviction, and that the person living inside has the money to order expensive take out and grocery delivery.  Marie Antoinette does not understand that real people live outside Versailles and they must work in order to eat.  For the antisocial corporate drone marooned at home with her computers and smart devices, it seems like nobody should be permitted to gather in public ever again because she personally does fine in social isolation.  In her mind, nobody needs to go to church or see a movie in a theater because they can have online worship services and Amazon Prime Video.  The top-riding Marie Antoinettes of the Coronapocalypse want to create the world of Wall-E with slightly less junk, though it will be the same amount of junk soon with all of the take out containers and Amazon trinket packaging piling up.  

Virtue

It is interesting to watch people pretend to hate a situation they brought about out of political necessity.  The panic over the current administration lasting four more years is thick.  Though I have never revealed my 2016 vote, one commenter above paints me as a Trump supporter with gleeful spite.  The people who accuse me of being a Trump lover (I don't honestly give Trump much thought) doth protest too much.  I think they secretly love Trump.  Their hatred of them belies Freudian sexual turbulence.  They sincerely believe they hate him but I think they're more hot and bothered by Trump than simply bothered.  

The Left has a pathological need to feel victimized and oppressed.  Trump does the job nicely, doesn't he?  The revival of The Handmaid's Tale uncovered leftist longing for a Big Daddy Christian takeover that would make liberal women feel as oppressed as authentic victims of religious male oppression, such as Muslim women in Somalia.  Leftist women had the gall to uniform themselves in red Handmaid's Tale outfits to protest Trump's locker room banter about grabbing women by their crotches.  Meanwhile, the tragedies wrote themselves as trafficking gangs targeted white girls in Britain and Islamists hung gay men on public city walls while Joe Biden had yet to be implicated by Tara Reade.  Since they are not personally oppressed, the tormented black, white, and multiracial souls who wear masks must invent their tormentors, whether it's a disease or a president.

Progress, the true religion of the affluent, brought a longed for Apocalypse.  Like Progress itself, the Apocalypse in the form of COVID did not live up to expectations and had to undergo much fluffing and stuffing to appear like it was arriving on schedule.  Materialist Science's Coronapocalypse, although disappointing, was good enough for mask-wearers who needed to believe in the Narrative.  Those like me who don't go along with the Narrative are shunned as Deplorables.  Only a Deplorable would reject the Marxist welfare state utopia.  Only a Deplorable wouldn't be concerned about what the neighbors think.

Charging Away On Revolving Credit

The reason masks are pushed as the New Normal is a rational fear of accumulated blowback. Just as a twenty-something chases more degrees via grad school in order to delay the first of many inevitable invoices for student loan debt from arriving, the mask-wearer seeks to delay the tipping point when the masses discard the New Normal. Such a reckoning must be avoided at all costs, lest those who were disenfranchised start thinking about whom they should hold accountable for lost time, lost income, and forever lost connections with loved ones.  

Though they have their virtues, Millennials are a soft, easily led, placid group with deep reservoirs of entitled rage.  Without realizing it, they have pushed the cost of their hysterical rage primarily upon Generation Z, which is at this time too young to marinate in the hatred of their parents' generation.  Boomers are already hated by Millennials, but this will pale in comparison to the hatred Generation Z will feel towards Millennials when Generation Z comes into its own.  The mask, like pastel rainbow wall art and Netflix binges, is at risk of becoming a Millennial moniker: a symbol for the scaredy-cats who ruined lives because they couldn't admit that their political side was losing for solid reasons.  I'm not sure how this will look to the youth who bore the brunt of Coronapocalypse in twenty or thirty years, but I cannot imagine it will be flattering.

 

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Hi Everyone, I decided to write about Pedogate this week instead of masks this Wednesday. I plan on discussing masks and what I believe they symbolize sometime soon, just not right now as I am fatigued by the subject for the moment.



In March 2016, the Pedogate avalanche began with Wikileak's release of over thirty thousand emails from Hillary Clinton's hacked email server. Many of these emails contained known code language pertaining to pedophilia. The resulting Pedogate scandal soon became linked to almost every celebrity, royal family member, and politician in the land, suggesting they were part of an enormous underground Satanic ritual abuse cult. To add insult to injury, the victims of this alleged worldwide network of supposed abusers were children, including babies.

Pedogate is the revival of the Satanic Panic of the 1980s, when every curious kid played his or her heavy metal records backwards trying to detect hidden messages between electric guitar solos. Like the Satanic Panic, there is a blanket assumption that Pedogate is pure, unwarranted hysteria and that anyone who believes in it is a tinfoil hat-wearing nutter. This sort of blanket dismissal, despite compelling evidence such as the CIA's own Finder's Cult documents, the Franklin scandal, the Laura Silsby case, and Jeffrey Epstein's "gift" of twelve year old triplets from a still at-large Jean-Luc Brunel, lend support to the notion that powers that be are desperate to hide their own nasty habits, and that they are willing to resort to elaborate, media-assisted coverups to shield the ugly truth.

According to Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) survivors, underground Satanic cults have been doing their thing while hidden in plain sight since the age of the pyramids. No one is safe: even Ronald Reagan has been called out by an SRA survivor by the name of Cathy O'Brien. Supposedly Watergate was the original Pedogate, with the Nixon administration desperate to hide all they had achieved via honeytraps and other nefarious forms of blackmail.

Courting The Law of the Forbidden

Mention Pedogate in polite society and you will be immediately shut down. Pedogate is conflated with anti-Semitism because its promulgators don't shy away from pointing out the disproportionate number of Jewish people embedded within the entertainment, banking, and legal industries. Is everyone who believes in Pedogate an anti-Semite? I say no. A similar question would be: Is every Christian an anti-Semite? After all, Christians believe that Jews killed Jesus and have used that excuse to justify violence against Jews for centuries.  By the same bifurcation fallacy, all Christians can be conveniently tarred with an anti-Semitic brush. Muslims as well can be uniformly labeled as anti-Semites if one uses the bifurcation fallacy.

By censoring all discussion of Pedogate, the inevitable result is to make Pedogate more appealing. In an ironic turn of fate, when polite society refuses to openly discuss Pedogate, it is subject to what Satanist Anton LaVey called the Law of the Forbidden. The Law of the Forbidden states that there is nothing more appealing than that which is not meant to be seen, and the forbidden is much more enticing than that which is obvious and "thrown into our faces". Pedogate could just be the result of imaginations running wild. I believe there is some truth to Pedogate, as evidenced by the examples I quoted above as well as Jimmy Savile's posthumously exposed crimes. I draw the line though when I am expected to believe that every royal, celebrity, and politician eats human infants and feces in a Satanic ritual setting before transforming into their final lizard form. Vile perverts exist in low and high places. Some of them are organized, some are not. I personally don't believe every single sitcom star, high ranking clergyman, Instagram influencer, and politician from presidential to local is involved in SRA. But just as there are heroin and crack dealers in the "nice" suburbs (hoity toity Naperville, Illinois is one of the heroin capitals of the free world), pedophile rings are similarly a dime a dozen.

The Class War: It's A Bad Time To Be A Celeb

Podesta did himself no favors by showing off his art collection. Alefantis should have thought twice before hitting the "publish" prompt of his Instagram. Despite all of his Oscars for knowing how to act, Tom Hanks wasn't clever enough to understand how badly his bizarre photographs of lost shoes would be interpreted, especially in light of accusations from Sarah Jane Ashcroft.

Guilt and innocence aside, the three men above demonstrate a broader trend in leftist culture to elevate the status of the absurd and/or the grotesque to high art with room for little else. Art has become the inaccessible stomping ground of elites who use works by questionable talents to wealth signal via gestures of obtuse abstraction. In other words, the arts today (this includes filmmaking, architecture, music, and visual art) are the premier field where snobs weaponize vague meaninglessness and titillating shock value so they can impress other snobs.  This is done with the intended side effect of mystifying/terrorizing the general public.

Elites have retreated into an insulated world of intellectual glitterati. From this hallowed place, they make both documented and implied rules by which to control the unwashed, contemptible people of whom they are afraid. Donald Trump is appealing to the deplorables because he -- with his golden toilets and tragic combover -- is what a deplorable born into wealth looks like. He is a hero to the deplorables who are a class who perceive themselves as increasingly oppressed and parasitized by the middle and upper classes.
You know what they want? They want obedient workers. Obedient workers, people who are just smart enough to run the machines and do the paperwork. And just dumb enough to passively accept all these increasingly sh***ier jobs with the lower pay, the longer hours, the reduced benefits, the end of overtime and vanishing pension that disappears the minute you go to collect it, and now they're coming for your Social Security money. They want your f***in' retirement money. They want it back so they can give it to their criminal friends on Wall Street, and you know something? They'll get it. They'll get it all from you sooner or later cause they own this f***in' place. It's a big club and you ain't in it.

-George Carlin
Why Pedogate?

The upper classes from the comfortable middle class all the way up to the high .001 of yacht and private jet owners deny there is a class war.  This is the same class war, however, that defines our times.  Pedogate, like almost every other contentious subject these days, is about class conflict.  Pedogate makes it easy to paint any member of the comfortable classes as a dirty, kiddy-diddling devil worshipper. Keep in mind there is a perception within Pedogate circles that every one percenter has been initiated into a Satanic cannibal cult, and it is a belief that is far from uncommon.

Nobody is willing to mention that since the 1970s, class tensions have been escalating due to the disenfranchisement of the lower classes as the rich get richer and the poor get poorer.  In the West, the uprising of nationalist populism around the globe seemed to coalesce in an exclamation point with the election of Donald Trump and Brexit. 

Brexit and Trump didn't happen in a vacuum.  By the late 2010s, it was self-evident that the lower classes were tired of being looked down upon. This showed up in notable instances of popular culture rebellion in the 1990s: South Park's initial seasons mercilessly lampooned too-big-to-fail celebrities like Marlon Brando, Kathie Lee Gifford, and Sally Struthers.  South Park was aped in its savage caricatures of the rich and famous by The Family Guy.  Twenty plus years later, television itself has become irrelevant but cruelly roasting celebrities has not.  CrazyDaysandNights.net, a site by an anonymous person who alleges to be an entertainment lawyer, raised eyebrows with its brutal exposés of celebrity debauchery.  Over time, it wasn't entirely clear that power, physical beauty, and riches were awarded to the deserving via an inscrutable system of quasi-Calvinist randomness. As our culture ran off its postmodern rails, decorum went the way of driving gloves and whalebone corsets. Celebrities and political leaders became fair game in a vicious war.  The bigger they are, the harder they fall.  Take John Legend and his wife, Chrissy Teigen.  Both have been disgraced for their association with Marina Abramović, an apparently talent-free Serbian performance artist who reenacts every gory detail of Satanic ritual in a museum theater context except for literal baby eating, and we're not entirely sure about that.  Teigen, a compulsive Twitter addict and chronic motormouth, often babbles about how turned on she is by the children's pageant reality show Toddlers and Tiaras and once seemed to let on that she and Legend had a sordid ménage à quatre with the Obamas.  

The belief in Pedogate sates a hunger that is extremely dangerous to leave unexamined, unrecognized, and unaddressed.  The lower classes (which also includes people with money who lack the sophistication or desire to fit into upper class social circles, for instance, Donald Trump) don't see themselves as inferior to the upper classes.  For the most part, the lower classes just want to live their lives.  Of course the upper classes won't leave the lower classes alone; that would be like asking a swarm of mosquitoes to stop feeding on mammalian blood.

The lower classes resent the interference and being parasitized by the classes above them and resentment has reached an all-time high.  Enter Pedogate.  By characterizing the upper classes as unpunished Satanic pedophiles who participate directly or indirectly in SRA of children, the People of Walmart can immediately perceive themselves as superior to those who sneer.  Pedogate takes away the classiness of the upper class and reveals them to be a lower life form than pond scum.  The sneerers become the sneered at.  Better to be downtrodden, eccentric, sloppy, broke, and fat than to be a gorgeous, rich, Adrenochrome-addicted pedophile.

Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.
If the criteria for rich people to go to heaven are hard to meet, then rich pedophiles don't have a snowball's chance in the place where Christians would assign them after death. Pedogate is how an elite class, once loved and if not loved, at least feared and respected, ends up as a bunch of severed heads on an iron fence. These days, celebrities, royals, politicians, and newscasters act in a way I view as openly suicidal.  Ellen Degeneres may be worth 330 million, but that won't matter to a raging mob if evidence pops up, no matter how shoddy, that she has mistreated children.  Hillary Clinton is one of the most hated people on a planet with more than enough hatred to dish out.  If compelling evidence surfaces of what she is suspected of doing to children, it won't take a court of law in a country with a death penalty to earn her an immediate execution... if she's lucky.  Firing squads are easy compared to what certain factions would like to do to her.  Personally, I'm a fan of innocent until proven guilty.  Our system of punishment is garbage but innocent until proven guilty is not one of its flaws.  

The Way The Left Sees Itself Versus How They Are Seen

Prince Andrew most likely saw young Virginia Giuffre as a high class prostitute.  In his class, other people are automatons born to serve and to be used.  What Pedogate condemns as depraved acts forced upon a child, Prince Andrew and his ilk see as normal business as usual.  Prince Andrew was never trained to perceive the significance of emotion as demonstrated by other human beings.  It is likely he saw Guiffre's forced smile as evidence of enthusiastic consent, age be damned.  Life for Prince Andrew was a great big party until getting old and getting caught conspired to end his fun.

Leftists and liberalism err on the side of the permissive.  The free love era of the 1960s ushered in a loosening of the limits of heterosexual marriage, an openness to drug experimentation, and the exploration of non-Christian religions, including the religion of Marxism: the belief in a socialist utopia that has never actually been achieved by socialism.  Unfortunately, Marxism is back in vogue at the moment and in true liberal fashion, there is a rush to erase its limits and apply it as a one size fits all, final solution to those problematic masses of people who do not agree with Marxists.

The Left is not helped by the way it sees religion.  To the Left, sincere belief in God/gods is a foreign phenomenon to be made fun of, othered, or museum-displayed for profit.  The Left is also fascinated by Satanism.  

Help Wanted: Adversary to Boost Legitimacy of Failing Religion

Christianity isn't doing so hot.  American Christianity has lost credibility within the last hundred years and is a shadow of what it was at the turn of the twentieth century.  The Left as it currently exists provides the perfect adversary to strengthen what is left of a feeble, increasingly irrelevant religion.  Pedogate is a force majeure in a war the Left cannot admit it is fighting.  Christianity needs Pedogate.  There's nothing like a Satanic Panic to get warm butts into chilly church pews. 

Pedogate, with its obsession with accusing adults of molesting and killing infants, naturally lends itself to the more indiscriminate side of the pro-life movement, which prioritizes the life of the unborn fetus well above that of the mother who is but a mere vessel for delivering the precious infant into the world.  Pedogate makes it easy to demonize a pregnant mother, who can be caricatured as a cartoonishly evil idiot who would offer her newborn up to elite Ba'al worshippers to make a quick buck.  This further dehumanizes the expectant mom in a way that is astoundingly convenient if you are running a clandestinely for-profit Christian adoption mill like the one I was born in forty-seven years ago, the type of which still proliferates today. 

As long as Christianity remains the refuge of hypocrites and spiritually insensitive know-nothings who nonetheless scream at the top of their lungs that everyone who does not follow in their footsteps will burn in eternal hell, it will need Pedogate to prove there is an evil out there worse than itself.  Christianity needs Pedogate in order to make itself seem more appealing and less secular, especially when honest, Jesus-loving Christians rightfully question the failings of an increasingly materialist, downright atheist set of approaches to worship.  Desperation is palpable in the Christian right; desperation scares off potential converts.  Pedogate scares them back into the arms of a failing religion. 

Less than forty short years ago, the Christian right dominated the scene in the way the Left dominates now.  Christians used their considerable power and influence to imprison suspected pedophiles, not all of whom were proven guilty.

The rise of Pedogate could be the advent of Terrors with a capital "T" for the Left.  Considering the punishment the Left has dealt to by attempting to crush populism, crashing the economy by overreacting to COVID, and cheering on riots, looting, and murder in the name of BLM and Antifa, one could say they had it coming. 

Instead of ignoring Pedogate and threatening all who don't shove it under the rug, I think leftists would do well to start paying attention.  

In Part II of this series, I'll be discussing how I believe Pedogate should be dealt with.  

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In my final essay of this series, I will be discussing why curses do not work and why blessings, though not as easy to formulate, are the best strategy for overcoming demons.  Next week I am planning to write about the symbolism of masks and why they have precious little to do with the actual preservation of human health.
 

The class of people who bought into and perpetuated the COVID-19 phenomenon were and are largely salaried professionals who grew up in environments of extreme privilege yet see themselves as the middle class because they don't have as much as the successful Hollywood director or tech startup guru. We will call them the PMC or the Professional Managerial Class. PMCs grew up under the umbrella of wealth.


Shielded by luxury, the PMC finds no comfort in excesses of basics that people of lower classes cannot take for granted. Food strewn about their personal landscape is only an opportunity to be tempted and to become fat. Shelter or the lack of shelter isn't a concern either: there's almost always a house and/or its proceeds donated by a doting, deceased family member to fall back on and if all else fails, stocks and bonds can be sold off to provide a safety net. As far as jobs are concerned, their class works hard, but the work isn't a quarter as challenging as the benefit free, do-it-all-and-get-yelled-at-anyway convenience store job or the debasement of the retail sales floor. They are drowning in perks they did nothing to earn, and they believe they hit a home run when they were born on third base.

Poor Little Rich Kids

Despite the freedom material wealth affords, PMCs are miserable. Their lives suck. They battle severe depression that is always teetering on the knife edge of a three month-long descent into a black hole that ends with a bottle of Azipam chased with a quart of Grey Goose. They are perpetually anxious, tormented by a nearly unbroken fight or flight response gone haywire. They are angry. Some retreat into social justice activism, which helps to allay the suicidal despair I mentioned above and also provides an outlet for the energy generated by constant anxiety. Others go the sleazy Ahrimanic evil route, like Jeffrey Epstein, who allegedly needed orgasms with three young teenage girls per day in order to function.

Others still turn to curses. Michael Hughes is the most obvious example with his trash compactor hexes of Trump that combine mismatched planets, inauspicious moons, whatever ancient god or goddess that seemed cool that day, and high school poetry magazine submissions disguised as spells. His female counterparts stage their Satan-lite altars for Instagram, inflaming paranoid Christians while hoping to make enough money as witchy influencers despite not believing in the forces they invoke. Hughes and his pals engage in the formalized version of what regular media socialites do without the quasi-magical pomp and circumstance: they throw around bad intentions in public while sustaining the background belief that god does not exist and that karma does not apply to them. My theory is they have now done this enough times to attract and become infested by demons, a.k.a. large incorporeal beings who hate humanity and become invisible parasites upon those stupid or unfortunate enough to extend the invitation to feed.

Dissecting the Curse

The word "curse" has a murky etymology. In the University of Michigan Press's Middle English Compendium, the etymology of the word curse is attributed to the Latin "cursus" or "course" as in the Christian liturgy, implying a formula of readings performed four times a year.

My definition of a curse is an imposed cycle upon someone or something (places and objects can also be cursed) intended to punish the subject of the curse whenever they try to repeat the behavior the curser intends to prevent them from doing. If you've ever seen the Stanley Kubrick film A Clockwork Orange, Alex, a gleeful murderer and rapist, ends up being ineffectively punished via cruel attempts at aversion where he is trained to associate the his own violent behaviors with the physical pain delivered by his torturers. After a few close calls and a suicide attempt, a newly released "rehabilitated" Alex goes back to his old ways with renewed vigor.

In A Clockwork Orange, Alex is put through a curse. His torturers who try to reprogram his mind via cycles of punishment only serve to create a better and more shady criminal. Prison sentences are curses laid upon transgressors by the State. Though they are meant to trap the prisoner in a place where he is ostensibly prevented from committing crimes, we can all agree the worst types of crimes, such as pedophilia, have high recidivism rates. Prison doesn't help anyone except those who get off on punishing others.

When we look at the anatomy of a curse, is the point of it to prevent the offender from reoffending, or is it to provide a dopamine rush of self-righteousness in the curse-thrower who believes they are doing good?

But Kimberly, you ask, if cursing is like heroin for the self-righteous and prison doesn't work, how should we handle murderers? Well, personally, I'm all for Hammurabi's Code type punishments for murder. Hang a murderer and in five minutes or less, we can let God sort it out. Some crimes are worse than others and it is my belief that the western approach is hard where it should be soft and soft where it should be hard. The bottom line is that most of us are not about to go to prison for our crimes, so we need to identify other examples of what cursing entails and other patterns where intention is aimed as an imposed cycle of hurt.

Most cunning serpent, you shall no more dare to deceive the human race, persecute the Church, torment God's elect and sift them as wheat.

The Most High God commands you, + He with whom, in your great insolence, you still claim to be equal.

"God who wants all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth." [1 Tim. 2:4)

-Excerpt from the Catholic Exorcism Prayer

Mad As Hell

Before I go all love and light on you, I would like to share how angry I am at my leftist friends and acquaintances. Well, clearly I wouldn't write five articles on accusing leftists of being possessed and obsessed by demons if I didn't have a modicum of anger to stew. Leftists caused and elongated the shutdown that nearly took my livelihood. They succeeded in ruining and damaging millions of small businesses via exacerbated panic and then rioting, they killed people of every color under the banners of BLM and Antifa, and they had the gall to lie about it, calling the rioters "peaceful protestors" and mask wearing "scientific". Though I do blame their behavior on the demons who I believe are infesting them, they still bear the burden of ultimate responsibility for the way they have carried on in the last four years.

I'm done with them. I would much rather be alone than have friends of such low, down-with-the-demons character. My strategy for dealing with leftists, though I don't necessarily recommend it to anyone, is this:

-If the person is someone I do not know, for instance, a random social justice type on Facebook who I wouldn't recognize by name, I look for signs of Trump derangement, pro-BLM signaling, or mask wearing. If they have any of the above, I immediately block them.

-If the person is an acquaintance and I see the above signs, I consider blocking them and I refuse any form of conversation about the above topics with threats that I will cut them out of my life. If I felt they could have a rational conversation, I wouldn't come down like a hammer. You cannot argue with the possessed -- it's an exorcism basic!

-If the person is my friend, I resolve to keep them at a careful distance until the election. If they confront me about any of the above topics, I flat out refuse to discuss it (um hello, they can read my blog) and put them on a top priority discursive meditation list to consider what to do about them after a few months have passed. I am considering cut and clear spells if it comes to that.

Gratitude: Easier Said Than Done

Curses are easy. Blessings are hard. Think of how readily an embarrassing or painful memory surfaces, or guilt. Now try to come up with a random, overwhelmingly positive memory. Not so quick, is it? As humans, we are hard-wired to recall pain, suffering, and misery. Happiness and bliss aren't remembered so much as chased.

If you want to be blessed, try gratitude. Gratitude is the first blessing. To give heartfelt thanks is to humble yourself before the gods, even if you don't technically believe in gods. The sheer ingratitude of our era explains a great deal of our cultural misery. A PMC friend once gratitude-shamed me when I thanked the owner of a now defunct hole in the wall restaurant for offering great vegan options. My friend snarkily commented, "You know you have to pay for the meal, right?" To him, every act of kindness is a transaction. Every gesture of grace boils down to a dollar sign, a tit for tat. This is the sort of person who becomes obsessed with getting something for nothing. Gratitude is a quaint bit of woo that comes from nothing and disappears into the gaping void.

As you can imagine, the inhabitant of such a gray and materialist world is a woeful being. They curse because they are angry and depressed (with a deep terror of being left completely alone) but it couldn't possibly be their own fault, so the answer is to foist the blame on someone else. The first "someone" they blame is their parents. The second is their society. They begin hexing and cursing their enemies, calling for various justices but actually just wanting to lash out and trap Trump or Bolsinaro or Johnson in a cycle of repeating physical and mental anguish. Of course by throwing that trash out there, they end up with blowback. Trash also stinks, and it attracts demons. Cursing does not work, and trying to bring someone down only results in your own downfall. If your enemy truly bothers you that much, ignore them and go around them if they stand in the way. If you truly hate the hatred, however, you will genuinely and honestly bless them.

It's pretty tough to bless a person or group you are mad at, so instead of that, I suggest starting with number one. I'm not suggesting you always bless yourself, though it would be kind of hilarious for all members of the public to shout "Bless me!" the next time they sneezed, however, I am suggesting the supplanting of the urge to curse with the immediate blessing of someone you love.

For instance, I stopped using curse words because I don't want to be like the people who seem to be the most predisposed towards foul language at the moment. For every urge to use a curse word, instead of putting a dollar in a jar, I try to say a kind or loving thing to the cherished people around me.

If you have no person or pet to bless, you can bless your place. Even if that place is a tent on the (rhymes with city) streets of the Castro district, you can bless it. You can get formal with frankincense and sage or you can informally steal a moment to focus your mind, asking the gods, Jesus, or whomever you acknowledge is smarter and better than you to bless your space. I am currently in the process of writing a book called Sacred Homemaking about the spirit of place and the ways we can go about amplifying the power of blessings via every trick in my arsenal and then some.

We all have something to be grateful for. When I was at my lowest point of depression in high school, I missed many opportunities to be grateful for my wonderful parents, my decent health, and the beautiful food that seemed to overflow from every cupboard. I am not saying that we should create snares of positivity for ourself that act like horse blinders -- being grateful should be accompanied by an assessment of that which does not elicit gratitude (does it spark joy? Yeah I had to go there). As a teen, I had a boyfriend I settled for, and I was lazy. My emotional storms and inability to look at my real blessings clouded my vision. I should have broken up with the boyfriend and dealt with my laziness and weakness instead of feeling guilty for wanting to be grateful for my devoted boyfriend and the wallowing in the luxury of being a lout.

To defeat the demons infesting the Left, we should become what demons cannot stand. If demons have turned leftists into babbling automatons of hate and authoritarianism, we can defeat them by becoming more thoughtful and analytical, employing discursive meditation every day. We can resolve to take a "you do you and I'll just go around if necessary" attitude no matter how disgusted we are by their behavior. Instead of cursing and throwing around ill will, we can bless. Give someone an authentic compliment. Share what you have. Pay it forward. Light a candle in the memory of someone you loved and take the time to remember why you loved them and how they brought you joy. Light a candle to a great philosopher or a hero. Kiss your dog or cat if they'll let you. Memorize a beautiful poem or a prayer. Recite it aloud. Take cursing out of your language. Learn an instrument so you can fill your home with music. Decorate a corner or a whole room with Aphrodite in mind. Pick up trash in the forest preserve. It's a small, blessed act of informal consecration that will encourage others to do the same. Look to ways to work the soil, even if it's only in the form of houseplants. Every little bit counts said the witch as she peed into the ocean. Be blessed!
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I turned 47 a short time ago. In almost half a century on this planet, I never thought I would see a day when American public schools clung to fading relevance in a zombie state of half-closure and shopping at beautiful, newly built stores would be an activity I avoided because I prefer to breathe freely. Nevertheless, here we are. At least for now, Big Sister is running the show. She has willing armies intent on re-educating anyone who doesn't believe that fastidious hand washing and sneezing into a towel (or just staying home) is enough to keep the majority of people out of harm's way from a severe seasonal flu.

Warning: if you are one who becomes upset at the notion that legally enforced masks are a bad precedent, scroll away. Your comments will not see the light of day here. You have your forums; Facebook and Twitter spring readily to mind. Your voice is already well-received and perpetuated by the mainstream media. There is no need for you to try to exert control over a peon like me who cannot possibly put a dent in your towering pyramid of fear.

For everyone else, please do not waste your energy by wishing harm on the type person I am describing in the above paragraph. They know not what they do and when it comes down to brass tacks, they were depressed busybodies before they tasted authoritarian power and matters have not improved. They are merely a bit more unhinged than they used to be.

Instead of trying to wrest power from petty dictators, let's do what rational people have done since the beginning of time when dealing with petty dictators: GO AROUND THEM.

It's time to bring back the Speakeasy. The Speakeasy was born long before Prohibition. Back in the day, a speakeasy was an establishment that sold liquor without a license. They were called speakeasies because everyone knew you couldn't blah de blah loudly about them in public, just in case the police or a nosy neighbor overheard. Speakeasies ranged from simple back rooms to grand parlors. During Prohibition (1920 - 1933) the speakeasy hit its stride, and within speakeasy walls the genre of jazz music bloomed as musicians did what they do best in a freewheeling, experimental setting.

The Speakeasy is more than just an illegal place to get an alcoholic drink: it is a state of mind. The Speakeasy is peaceful guerrilla warfare.

Death

The end is a strange place to begin, but we are living in strange times. One of the most ignominious characteristics of the shutdowns was their tacit assault on the very elderly they pretended to defend. At this time, old people are still dying without any contact with their loved ones in nursing homes and hospital wards. Anyone who has been at death's door since March of 2020 is condemned to a frightening and lonely death for the crime of dying during a panicdemic. For many, there were and are no funerals or memorial services to help the living mourn the dead. If you are a religious person wishing to send off your loved one with traditional ceremonies, you can expect to be mocked and potentially arrested for gathering to properly mourn your dead.

The solution to all of this is not to allow the dying to fall into the clutches of corporations disguised as healing centers and asylums disguised as assisted living facilities. If an elder decides they must go into a hospital, nursing home, or assisted living, that is certainly their choice and we should respect it, but if they don't choose such an outcome, we should do everything in our power to move them into our own private living spaces despite the burden they will create. The following is only my opinion, but from what I have seen, death of old age and its related causes should happen at home, surrounded by as many loved ones as possible. When death of old age happens in a hospital or a nursing home, there are legions of paid counselors, managers, and medical staff who must be paid in order to "assist" with a phenomenon that never needed their assistance prior to the advent of nursing homes. If death occurs at home, there is time to say goodbye, light candles, play music, and pray as the loved one's spirit hovers nearby, waiting that short time before the next step in the cyclical death process. If it occurs in a remote place where staffers await to whisk away the corpse, it is probable that you won't even be allowed to see your loved one before they are cremated or otherwise interred.

Schools


The American education system was already a bad joke before the tide of current events swept the land. Quasi-scientific restrictions in the US have turned all forms of school, including college, into a lab rat maze for student and teacher alike. Plastic partitions, no lunch, no recess, and bizarre social distancing and hygiene rites succeed in making public school a far more hellish experience than it was when I attended in the 1980s, and that's truly saying something. In areas with "good" schools, property taxes and house prices are staggering precisely because of the money that goes towards the "good" schools. With the New Normal cemented firmly in place, one wonders if the professional managerial classes who occupy these dramatically overpriced homes will remain willing to finance schools their children can only set foot in two days a week?

I am not a parent, but if I was, I would be yanking my kids out of the public school system faster than billionaire cheapskate J.B. Pritzker yanked out the toilets of his mansion to avoid property taxes. There is a stereotype that homeschooled children are isolated from their peers that isn't true for most. Many homeschool situations are co-ops with their own formal curricula. When parents with similar educational interests for their kids band together and homeschool, the result is more like the one-room schoolhouses of yesteryear, where kids of various ages are obligated to help each other learn. It's simple: we need to start our own micro schools in private spaces. These micro schools should be close by (started by a band of neighbors or friends) and they should feature formal curricula. Because kids are kids, it goes without saying they should be mask free and should include food breaks as well as recess and field trips. Can you tell I was a schoolmarm in a previous life?

As for higher education, the mandatory college for all racket is nearly done. We will see it imploding shortly. I graduated from musical college 25 years ago. Among my peers, I am one of two who uses her degree every single day. Everyone else works in unrelated fields for which it is uncertain if they needed their expensive degrees. If your kid is set on going to college, sit them down and have an honest talk with them about finances. Is the degree worth it if they have to go into debt for a degree that will be mostly obtained online?

I feel for these kids. We can do better.

Food

One of the worst features of the panicdemic was the threat of food shortages. In our land of plenty, nobody should ever go to bed hungry. Plenty are doing that as I write because they have been cut off from the ability to make a living.

We have to take food production and distribution away from large corporations and government via any means possible. It's not possible except in rare cases to be off the food grid entirely, however, my suggestion is that we all need to do whatever small things we can to become less dependent on nationwide and global supply chains for our daily bread.

The obvious first method of re-organizing the food system is growing your own. If you can grow any small bit of what you eat, do it, even if it is only a single jar of sprouts. Anyone with a successful garden knows it is a learning curve and that once the curve is mastered, providing free vegetables to dozens of people at a time is going to be the natural consequence of planting a seed in the ground. Get to know your local gardener -- they want to provide you with fresh produce!

The second is food preparation: Facebook is generally a trash site but there's a feature of it called Marketplace where people often sell ready-made food. Do you have a famous dish, a condiment, or a dessert that you can make in a clean setting in mass quantity? Sell it. Let's get used to the idea that food doesn't have to come from a grocery store.

The third is food gatherings: throw a party to which Big Sister and Big Brother are not invited. We can still enjoy food and we don't need to wear masks upon entering the door, and we don't have to sit six feet apart from each other. If we are feeling truly revolutionary, we can give each other hugs and/or shake hands. The old fashioned dinner party needs to make a comeback.

A cooking circle is a series of dinner parties where people take turns hosting -- they're wonderful because the pressure isn't always on the same host and everyone gets to sample different cooks.

Potlucks are another option -- they're quiet, and they always end up with too much food. For a better potluck, have the participants list what they are bringing ahead of time so you don't end up with three tons of leftover hummus.

Cookie (or other food) exchanges are great especially around the holidays. Once again, getting a list of who is bringing what helps there to be fewer unwanted cookies.

Teaching Your Skills

Just like we need to take back the means of production where food is concerned, it is imperative that with universities collapsing and shortages on the horizon that we learn to hone and trade our skills.

Are you good at knitting? Cooking? Gardening? Carpentry? Beading? Electronics repair? Can you speak more than one language? Are you a pro at dealing with stress? Are you good at finding good deals at garage sales? Are you a pet whisperer? People need you. You don't have to start a formal business in order to have a few like-minded people over to teach a small class. If you can afford to do so, offer at least one class for free -- as a music teacher, the first lesson free approach helped me to build a thriving music studio that has lasted 25 years. Don't wait: figure out what you are good at, reach out, and teach what you know. Now more than ever, people need to learn practical skills.


Entertainment

We now live in an era of vacant arenas and empty stadiums. I personally was never into sports, but it angers me that giant stadiums exist partially funded by my tax dollars that rot in the open air.

If you can get to a wild space, for instance a forest preserve, do it for your own sanity. Get away from screens and online games (including social media) for your own mental health's sake.

Musicians are hurting the worst from the panicdemic. I myself don't have it so bad, as I have never been a regularly gigging or touring musician. My gigging and touring musical brethren have been hit the worst by the current mess. If you have any ability, please find a local or regional musician and ask them how you can host a house concert for them. House concerts are where the musician plays in your living or office space and the audience pays directly for the entertainment. These sorts of underground, DIY events are potential lifesavers for musicians who have lost almost all their streams of income.

Host a board game day for friends when the weather turns nasty. A game day is a pleasant activity in conjunction with a potluck as well.

These are just a few of my suggestions to get the ball rolling. I hope they inspire people of like mind to come up with their own brainstorms as we go around the paranoid neo-Gestapo.

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When Indiana Department of Children’s Services family case manager Valerie Washington interviewed Latoya Ammons in the hospital in the Spring of 2012, Ammons’s seven year old son started growling with his teeth showing and his eyes rolled to the whites before strangling his nine year old brother. Adults had to pry his hands off his brother’s neck. Later that night, in front of DCS Case Manager Washington and registered nurse Willie Lee Walker, the nine year old sported a “weird grin” as he glided backward up a wall to the ceiling. He then flipped over his grandmother, landing on his feet.

When classic demonic possession reaches its acute phase, the victim often displays supernatural abilities such as uncanny physical strength, the ability to speak obscure languages, levitation, unnatural flexibility, insensitivity to pain, and clairvoyance. The demon flamboyantly showcases its power as the host struggles deep in the background, locked in a hidden prison of the subconscious. The host recedes as the demon pulls out all the stops in its hostile takeover.

The trouble with this sort of success is that there is only so much a fragile host body can take, and the huge amount of blowback generated from constant stunts grinds strained gears until shutdown is a preeminent risk.

Canceller becomes Cancellee

In the US, leftist cancel culture peaked in 2013. Barack Obama won his second term and The Weinstein Company was pumping out film projects featuring Oprah and Stephen Colbert and winning Cannes awards. Meanwhile, in less glamorous settings, a still-relevant Facebook was bubbling with glee over the cancellation of Paula Deen for using a racial slur.

The true driver of leftist hatred, classism, was hidden modestly under heavy veils.  None dared imagine a future outside of the clutches of the liberal elites who still controlled entertainment, news, medicine, and education. Those who spoke against the leftist narrative of political correctness had the luck of a bloody steak thrown into a tank full of piranhas. Occupy Wall Street was deflated and mocked for its Millennial whininess, and atheists Richard Dawkins, Sam Harris, and Neil DeGrasse-Tyson still hoped to surf the wake of Christopher Hitchens’s death.

2014 brought GamerGate, when leftist women trying to shoehorn themselves into video game culture got cancelled by tribes of young, angry men. By the end of 2015, Trump was president, and with him, the curtain was raised on over forty years of overclass prestidigitation, embezzlement, cheating, and arbitrage. The cancellers got cancelled. They could dish it, but they just couldn’t take it. A human being of indeterminate gender in a pricey green windbreaker screamed NO! into the sky and was immortalized as a meme. Another was unfairly captured in a moment of unflattering, neck-bulging emotion as The Triggered Feminist despite her calm demeanor during a protest.

It still took worldwide lockdowns perpetuated by nihilist scientists and morbidly bored Karens to red pill the average “essential” worker and his recently unemployed/underemployed lower class counterpart. Hollywood hypocrisy in the form of doofus actors singing the worst possible song at the worst possible time put the idea into Joe Average’s head that perhaps we are not all in this together, and perhaps it was finally time to admit publicly that one had voted for Trump and planned to do so again.

Parasite's Dilemma

Blowback accumulated over many years was hitting the Left in waves at this time. Impeachment backfired, Biden was caught doing to a young woman what Trump only bragged about, and Black Lives Matter quickly revealed itself as a depraved and violently racist murder cult. The demons of the Left had no choice but to unleash the hounds of hell. Desperate stunts serve as distracting fronts. Rioting may be the language of the unheard but it is also the language of demons who don’t want anyone to realize the host is nearly used up. A dead host is like a toppled wall to a mammoth colony of English ivy: it’s not usable.

The parasite is giving the host a good thrashing, beating it within an inch of its life before it attempts the jump to new and better hosts.


In an alleged response to the murder of a presumed innocent, the Left was responsible for riots that killed innocents, including children. Their looting and vandalism spree was literally anti-Christ, befouling and destroying statues of a loving God and his holy Mother with the feeble excuse that Jesus was portrayed with the wrong skin color. Fiery, apocalyptic, months-long mass tantrums were enabled by leftist media, governors, and mayors as cities burned and businesses that were just beginning to get to their feet again were reduced to broken glass and ashes.

Confused leftists spun their wheels in several “autonomous” zones in leftist-controlled cities, splattering their makeshift fortresses with obscene depictions of penises and copious uses of a word that rhymes with duck.

Leftists became consumed by large and small energy loops of their own making, returning to their folly like a dog to its vomit and subject to the law of ever-diminishing returns. Each time the same part of the closed loop of shock and control tactics was passed, the dopamine rush was slightly less satisfying, and it was certainly a faint shadow of its 2013 potency. 


If There Be Trolls

There is a point in many video games, whether played solo or with many others online, where it is easy to become a troll. To become a troll, you do things you’re “not supposed” to do, such as kill the character you are supposed to save, torch the area you are supposed to canvas for treasure, or in the case of Grand Theft Auto V, Second Life, or DayZ, utilize  programming hacks to virtually “rape” other people’s avatars. If you thought “Oh for heaven’s sake, if you are getting raped in any online game, just put down the controller, TURN OFF THE COMPUTER, and go outside,” you were not alone. Nevertheless, gamer trolls exist and have existed long before games went online.

Trolling is the last resort of a bully who is losing at the larger games of life and consequently wants to exert total domination in the small games where he still can do damage.

The demons of the Left have won many battles and yet the war remains out of reach. The extreme antics of hate cults like Antifa and BLM have not been enough to lend an air of legitimacy; in fact, the opposite effect has occurred. Tearing down statues, a grotesque show of demonic power, only resulted in the masses becoming curious at what the Democratic Party was so desperate to hide about its own pockmarked anti-black history. Attempting to ban free speech and gun ownership made both seem more appealing, like when Tipper Gore took it upon herself to slap warning stickers on 2 Live Crew CDs in the 1980s. The last of the feverish devotees of the Left champion mask enforcement in a pathetic bid to muzzle anyone who would appear to disagree with their restrictions in the public arena. Leftists who lack the brawn or the vigor to snuff out human lives and destroy property via riots are being commandeered into the neo-Pravda campaign. The physically weak ones are easily shepherded into crusades of enforced mask-wearing, shuttered restaurants, abandoned stadiums, emptied factories, mandatory vaccinations, and eternal welfare for all.  Like the demons behind the fever dream of 80s Conservative Satanic Panic, the demons of the Left never suspected they could lose...

In my next and final post on this subject, I’ll be discussing strategies to keep oneself sane and clean of demonic influence, whether that is from leftists or elsewhere. Thank you for reading this post. I welcome your comments and I thank you in advance for not using profanity.
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Hikikomori is a Japanese term that means "social drop out" and refers to a burgeoning micro class of Japanese adults. Hikikomori live with their aging parents in a flagrant rejection and reversal of hyper-competitive Japanese norms, subsisting upon parental charity as they hide away in their childhood bedrooms, occupying themselves with video games, television, and comic books. Though becoming a hikikomori seems to belie an undertow of hatred for one's parents and the society they had a part in creating, its irresistible, compelling force suggests demonic origins. Once allowed access, the hikikomori obsession plants itself in the psyche like a parasite and feeds, draining its host of vitality and the will to live. Alice, a thirty-something hikikomori who found herself relapsing into the disorder after a stint at university, observes, "It's as if the lights have been turned off. I have no willpower, no desire to do anything."

The Internal Divide

When a demonic possession is in full force, the host's personality becomes completely split from the demon/demons though they occupy the same body. A possession that began as funny raps on walls and tables and flying bric a brac escalates to convulsions, seizures, and lapses in the host's consciousness as the demon seizes control of speech, sleeping, and waking. The host cannot genuinely be blamed for what they do while possessed because they often have no idea. Trauma erects partitions in the host's consciousness and the human personality splits off from the demon, who now asserts dominion over the host. The demon decides when and if the host can reach the outside world, trapping the Personality in the prison of its own body. MK Ultra mind programming relies upon the trauma-partitioning effect in order to split the human personality into multiple, malleable personalities. In classic demonic possession, demons take on the role of the MK Ultra torturer, breaking the will of the enslaved human via a series of degrading and dehumanizing acts.

The Left now collectively finds itself in the unenviable position of hikikomori: detached, split, depressed, without willpower, in full blown addiction to acting demonic. Ideals were reneged upon long ago. The Marxist urge to uplift the the poor and working classes soured and became empty talking points and elite Boomer Not In My Backyard (NIMBY) hypocrisy. The Left has become the hated overclass it once purported to despise. A disproportionate number of leftists toil with crushing depression. Especially for young leftists, chronic anxiety is a given. Whether anxiety and depression are the result of demonic obsession, the cause of it, or both remains to be seen.

The Diminishing Returns of Addiction

Like the fictional story of Gollum I analyzed in a previous post, modern leftist behavior bears an uncanny resemblance to drug addiction. Leftists have become cargo cultists (shout out to Andrew B who brought up cargo cults in a previous post) who pine for the utopia of Progress groupthink ersatz-Marxist capitalism where everything is beautiful and nothing hurts. Leftist egos have become leviathans of blind entitlement, even among the formerly humble hippie types who have made an End Times religion out of Orange Man Bad. The predicament of the leftist individual is to see the world as hideously unfair and to see herself as The One responsible for stopping wickedness by at least standing in its way. Without irony, this responsibility is considered a heavy burden, carried virtuously and with pained dignity like Jesus with his cross.

Unlike Jesus, the long-suffering leftist periodically unburdens her titanic hatred upon her unjust targets via bad intentions, online slacktivism, foul language, and increasingly, physical violence. The addictive substance is control. Leftists transparently desire despotic authority over others and will screech in craven fits like spoiled toddlers when it is not granted to them with a gold bow on top. Because they don't believe in the existence of God/gods, blowback for one's foul intentions and deeds is seen as disappearing into a great, random void of atheist space, therefore no shaping of one's intentions is necessary. Look at any leftist group and you will reliably find the majority to be sick, malnourished via obesity or anorexia, immune-compromised, stressed out, anxious, and eerily accident prone. The same leftists, especially if they claim to be witches, will pretend blowback does not exist, or at least it doesn't for them. Yet haven't they been wishing the very ailments they suffer from upon Random Populist Leader (Trump, Boris Johnson, Bolsonaro) and his family for years? Isn't it uncanny that leftists suffer from almost every malady they've wished on Trump and his family short of death? Wouldn't it make sense to consider opposing viewpoints instead of spending the lion's share of one's time in perennial hysteria over the other side's alleged malevolence? Why maintain a fruitless addiction to exerting control over other people that completely does not work and that leaves you in a state of exhaustion, misery, and sickness?

"They were really scuffling and barely making it from one day to the next, one hour to the next, and with each day they became more desperate. Many times they were ripped off for a hundred bucks here, a few hundred there, but that was all part of that world and all they could do was get more bread and scuffle and hustle until they got the dope they needed. Many times they could only get a couple of bags and they would shoot them up and continue to try and cop more so they could have enough for Marion and Alice, but sometimes it was a long time between fixes for them. After they got off Harry and Tyrone would affirm that they would take the next stuff back to the pad, even if it was only a couple of bags, so their old ladies could have a taste, but each time they got only two bags they shot them up immediately knowing it would be better for everyone involved if they got off and stayed up here where the action was so they could get some weight and then give the girls a real taste. They knew and believed, that it was better to have nothing at all than to have less than enough and who knows what might come down when they were away from the scene. And when they got back to their pads the lies came out easily and believably." -Requiem For A Dream, Hubert Selby Jr.

All Hate, All Fear


No matter how much direct blowback they experience and no matter how slimy the average leftist's reputation has become as a result of leftist behavior over the last half-decade, leftists keep doubling down on failed takeover strategies with increasingly desperate fervor. Many, include myself, report trying to have a conversation with a leftist and being robotically purity-policed, shamed, and threatened for daring to have the mildest of dissenting opinions, and these are just the encounters among leftist friends and family.

Last week I wore a black T-shirt with four words on it: Epstein didn't kill himself. I then made the mistake of going shopping. Three different men of various ages commented they liked my shirt. The Millennial cashier at one of the few fast-casual restaurants open for a sit-down meal fumed and nearly spat into her mask; she couldn't look at me. At the hardware store, a Gen Z cashier was so incensed, he impudently slammed our merchandise into bags and acted like he was about to jump over the counter to throttle me, a petite 4'11" woman of middle age. Later that week, Jessica Doty Whittaker, age 24, was shot in the face and killed for saying "all lives matter" in front of a group of Black Lives Matter activists, orphaning her young son. I vowed not to wear the shirt in public again.

Black clad Antifa gangs physically attacked peaceful protestors in 2017 in Berkeley, and "beat them bloody" according to BerkeleySide.com. Andy Ngo, an unassuming, 165 pound gay Asian journalist, was nearly beat to death by Portland Antifa in 2019. Ngo lived to tell the tale but suffered a brain hemorrhage. Antifa members shouted "no hate, no fear" while beating Ngo to the ground and spraying various liquids in his blackened eyes.

While conservatives were being violently assaulted for exercising their free speech, leftists I knew insisted "I don't think about Trump all the time", but their well-populated social media feeds told a different tale. Wiser souls than I stayed out of it and did not question leftist narratives, especially not when the #metoo women's movement blew back in the form of Biden forcibly penetrating Tara Reid's intimate parts with his fingers and when Black Lives Matter engaged in the wholesale slaughter of black men, women, and children during its riots. None dare to call it what it is for fear of being doxxed, stalked, or murdered by the self-proclaimed righteous Good People. Just as Joel Osteen and Benny Hinn cannot look in the mirror and admit their lifestyles are more amenable to Lucifer's than they are to the other side, the Left fails to see its capitulations to tyranny, depravity, and megalomania.

I fully admit that all of the above could be normal human stupidity, no demonic assistance necessary. I wish I did not need to repeat this so often but I COULD BE WRONG. Nevertheless, just as Jung speculated in his 1936 essay Wotan that the German people had been gripped by a consciousness larger than that of normal human beings, I am suggesting it might be worth investigating the possibility of large and malignant entities jerking formerly sane mothers, fathers, sons, and daughters around like puppets on a string.

Next week I'll be talking about the final stage of acute possession and how it correlates to leftist behaviors we are seeing in real time. After that will be the last part of the series talking about the aftermath and what we can do to protect ourselves.

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For Social Justice Warriors, the bargain was struck. The point of entry was the brainstem, the realm of motor instincts, urges, and sheer will to survive. The Hebrew letter Qoph means "the back of the head". It is attributed to one of the Tarot trump cards called The Moon. There is another lunar card called The Priestess, but this is absolutely NOT the same moon as the Priestess. The Priestess is the illuminated side of innocence, purity, and mercy. The Moon is the darkness to her light, the cruelty to her kindness, the Sea Witch to her Little Mermaid. If the Priestess is the young girl, the Moon is the old hag.

The Crossroads

The crone lives at the crossroads where parasitic infection meets addiction. As awful as "parasitic infection meets addiction" sounds, the initial foray into an addiction is almost always exceedingly pleasant, gratifying, and satisfying in a way that makes us humans spend an inordinate amount of time trying to replicate it once its halcyon days have passed. If you've ever tried opiates, you might be familiar with the comforting, warm-blanket-and-a-hot-cup-of-cocoa sensation the opiate family provides. Opium tinctured with alcohol, a.k.a. laudanum, was "heaven bought for a penny" to Romantic poet Thomas DeQuincey; beautiful dreams for a few short months that quickly morphed into a living hell. Falling in love feels the same, often with similar results.

For me, going vegan at age 38 provided a big boost in my physical health and stamina, a rush of energy, and a small army of new BFFs to help me enjoy my newfound moral superiority. The trade off was that I became an officious, self-righteous prick determined to push my diet upon all and sundry for a time. Fortunately, I realized the error of my ways before I alienated every family member and non-fair weather friend. Not all are so lucky. Needing to be right is a hell of a drug, just ask the Seventh Day Adventist fellow I met at a cooking class who preened about like a pigeon, attributing his robust, young, genetically-predetermined health to his perfect diet and being right with God. Hubris is never pretty and for him, there was an excellent chance of his life going wrong in ways he never dreamed possible in all his supreme arrogance.

Baby Boomers, blessed with idyllic postwar childhoods, thrust themselves into passionate young adulthood. They championed sexual revolution, worked in the city and made homes in the suburbs, and looked forward to an enlightened Star Trek future. They had easy, conflict free lives. They had plenty of money for one spouse to stay home. A single, middle class income was the only ticket necessary to the American dream of a house, a car, more than ample food, and vacations once or twice a year. They deserved it because they were the Good People. They didn't pay attention as the houses got larger, the jobs got scarcer and more cutthroat, and the cars multiplied like roaches as garages swelled to accommodate them. They didn't notice the arbitrage of labor to Third World countries. They voted in the era of Reagan's excess, not the be-uncomfortable-like-Jesus Christian guy (Carter) for whom there would be no American morning. The pork went down smoothly, aided with sips of pricey pinot noir and gleeful nihilism. Meanwhile, a swarm of undulating tapeworms split into two battalions, one seeking entrance into the intestines and the other swimming towards the brain...

Birth of the SJW

Boomer children and grandchildren grew up to become today's Social Justice Warriors (SJWs). Generation X and Y have grown up monumentally angry without ever being able to divine what exactly angers them. Had they any power of self-analysis outside the societally-approved Freudian Psychoanalysis 3.0 thrown about as an expensive but necessary companion of copious prescribed antidepressant drugs, they would be able to put their finger on what ails them:

-Kept indoors long enough, any creature goes insane. Humans are no exception.
-Imagination has been replaced by online games and porn.
-Success is measured by meaningless standardized tests and the amount of house you can mortgage later for being a good little test taker.

The resulting case is an extremely entitled human with a large ego who thinks she is the Main Character but in reality is a Non-Player Character, parroting the latest cacomagic as sold by CNN, Target, Nike, and Sephora dutifully. She's depressed. Who wouldn't be? She's never had any protection from religion -- those old fashioned customs like masses, holy water, and prayer are relics of the past. She has never been taught to appreciate the luxury of potable water or fresh fruit in the wintertime. She doesn't have interest in let alone understanding of the way things work, for instance, her typical biophobic upbringing divorced her from appreciation of how food grows, how heat becomes electricity and then heat again, or how her country was founded by complicated and difficult people. So she hates, and hatred feels GOOD. She allows herself to hate a little more. She makes the decision to bully. Bullying is better than sex. Her programmers tell her to carry a sign. They tell her to block traffic and to be brave as the oppressors attempt to commute to their bourgeois jobs. They tell her to scream to get her voice heard, and if that doesn't work, to spray paint a vile expletive on the window of a shuttered local business. And if that doesn't work, to learn how to make a pipe bomb...

Smashing the Patriarchy

Social justice seeks to right perceived wrongs. Righteousness itself is their addiction. The consequences of their righteousness are not considered. At one end of the spectrum, there lies an ideal of Christian marriage that peaked in the Greatest Generation, the one that spawned the Boomers. The Left was not wrong to paint Christian marriage in the bleak tones of repression, frustration, and sorrow. Divorce used to be nearly impossible to obtain. Being gay wasn't legal. For quite a few people, traditional Christian values sucked. The Left rushed into the fray with the Final Solution for Christian family values: their opposite. The Left threw its weight into the entertainment industry, using its many cronies there to promote eternal dissatisfaction. For the oppressed black people, they ushered in the welfare system. Suddenly, it was far more financially beneficial to be a single mother. Black families, also once fans of Christian marriage, were utterly destroyed, condemned to multi-generational ghettoes. US prisons, expanded under Clinton, Bush II, and Obama, happily took in black men among others in their continuation of the Confederate plantation system hybridized with the Victorian workhouse.

They're Having a Riot

The Left found its fetish in the destruction of the ideal Christian nuclear family. It did this in three ways: it "freed" the oppressed with welfare so that the father had no role save sperm donor in the new Utopia. Secondly, it sowed the seeds of discord and consumerism via its domination of the entertainment industry, including infotainment in the form of news. Thirdly, it demoralized and gelded three generations of males via pornography, sucking away their last reserves of virility and motivation.

The inevitable result was Washington Middle School in Green Bay Wisconsin. Kerstin Westcott, a Golden Apple-winning, veteran teacher who walked away from nine years at Washington, testified that student bullies regularly:

-threatened her and other students
-fought with weapons
-vandalized cars
-spouted constant verbal abuse
-fought until bystander teachers were sent away in ambulances with serious injuries
-tortured other students
-sexually molested other students in front of crowds
-masturbated in front of teachers
-pinched, slapped, and punched other students in the chest and groin
-pantomimed crude sex acts in front of students/teacher
-set fires
-bought, sold, and used drugs

In other words, they exhibited most of the behaviors we associate with classic demonic possession. I would venture to say that Washington Middle School, which is demographically 51 percent Hispanic, 16 percent black, and 20 percent white, is rife with demons running amok. Washington is far from special in its basketcase school status. Teachers may blame the school administrators and look to them for reform, but the root of the problem lies squarely in fatherlessness. Remove the father's power and there's ample space for demons to rush in. Modern day demonic fatherlessness, that monstrous creation of the Left, cannot be stopped by a paltry set of rules dictated by a school official.  

Revenge of the Nerd

The trouble with bullying is that it feels fantastic and doesn't beget regret.  Once upon a time, when I was in high school, there was a popular bully who talked smack about misfits, nerds, and geeks just loud enough for the misfit, nerd, or geek to overhear her.  This was her favorite form of torture and it was devastating.  I was born with an unfortunate talent for ad hominem attacks, so one day when I was in a bitter mood, I did the same to her.  My verbal arrows were aimed at her Achilles heel, which was her boxy, corpulent figure.  She became so upset, she cried for the teacher, who promptly shushed me.  But I wasn't done.  I lowered my volume but continued my tirade, spewing poison-tipped barbs I knew would cause her emotional pain for the rest of her life.  She got a hefty dose of her own medicine and I am nearly certain she never used her talking smack technique again, but she wasn't the only one dragged down by our interaction.  Bullying masquerades as justice.  For the weak, especially those who are told they are oppressed and deserve handouts, it's a power trip.  Power feels good, especially when you view the Other as worthless, fat, stupid, and deserving of your wrath.  Wrath has its price: it is a crappy place to live.  Being hated for being just another bully as well as a nerd only added to my malaise as a teen.  Considering my greatest fear back then was the predicament of being misunderstood, joining in the bully's fray only made a bad situation worse.  I could have displayed far more bravery by rising above the bully and refusing to dignify her situation with my words.  Make no capitulation to demonic obsession and the infection is defeated.  

Power feels great.  Righteousness after what seems an eternity of not having the courage of one's own convictions feels like heaven, like the greedy heights of an addiction.  The peak of any addiction, however, is the prelude to hell.

 

 

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