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A vegan acquaintance of mine named herself Woke as part of an avatar in the 2010 Facebook era.  She wore the banner proudly, feeling that her self-adopted moniker promoted her desire to be a champion for non-human animals.  Like most woke vegans of the era, she descended into an increasingly isolated bubble of mental illness as the years went by.  She replaced the animals in her diet with a subsistence upon hatred of the people who eat animals.  She reaped the bitter rewards and now marinates in the same toxic stew, just with fewer human friends. She tends to bite the hands that feed her.  I wish her story was a rarer occurrence.  

I was surprised when wokeness finally began its decline in 2023.  Wokeness peaked in 2020 and showed no signs of stopping as late as 2022. I believe the first major stumble was marked by the Bud Light Boycott, which was a general kneecapping of the awful American lite beer after its corporate masters decided to stick Dylan Mulvaney on its cans, boxes, and ads.  Woke defeats began happening at a much faster rate after the Great Trans Pisswater Boycott: the once-mighty Disney corporation began to go into seizures, with its roster of insufferably woke actresses facing the music for their crappy PR. Disney’s sloppy CGI and seemingly AI-written movies and series that nobody asked for resulted in the company taking several nuclear hits.  

The Battles of 2020-2023

The Woke scored major wins in early 2020, when the custom of wearing a Satanic symbol on the face was legally and illegally enforced by battalions of ex hall monitors, fear mongers, and self-righteous Karens.  Fear is a hell of a drug, and even I owned and wore a mask for a short time in 2020 before starting the mask choice and medical freedom group, Speakeasy Illinois.  Though the Woke claimed that masks and vaccines were about protecting Granny, it quickly became apparent to anyone who was paying attention that the hubbub over masks and vaccines served occult purposes and agendas.  One of them was hiding election shenanigans.  I have never thought Joe Biden was elected fairly, though had it been up to me, there would have been a viable alternative at the time to both Biden and Trump.  Another reason for masks was to brainwash both people who had taken vaccines and people who had gotten them with regrets into feeling like they had made the right choice.  To this day, the only people who sport masks in my area of Chicagoland are vaccinated and constantly sick with symptoms that either resemble or are tested as Covid-19.  My unvaccinated friends and I who do not wear masks do not seem to get Covid, and we are far less prone to flus and colds than the vaccinated.  

Once mask hysteria died down and people who got the MRNA vaccines learned the hard way about the phrase “sudden and unexpected”, trans rights began its leg of the relay.  Predictably, the plight of transpeople distracted from the increasingly woeful Ukraine debacle, the three to seven sigma uptick in mass mortality from the quaxxed, and various craters in the weary economy.  

 
Something about this does not seem right.

Suddenly, woke drag queens dragged the non-woke drag queen majority into the gutter by popping up in kindergartens and library reading rooms.  Adult entertainment that since time immemorial confined itself to those of drinking age only became de rigueur among audiences whose main vocabulary consists of “goo” and “gaa”.  The cherry on the pop out cake was the insinuation that children can and should choose their own gender apart from the inconvenience of natal chromosome makeup.  To translate from the Bullshitese, the medical profession realized the gig was up with its dancing nurses and deadly vaccines, so the last move in the cannibalization of the rest of civilization was to go after the children to trick them into a lifetime of surgeries and medications.  Whether a child or an adult surgically flips his or her gender, the result is the same: trips to the doctor become constant and permanent until death.  Sex was not meant to be changed and it seldom works out.  The same is true of stomach stapling, butt implants, and a laundry list of Western allopathic offerings, and that’s not even skimming the surface of allopathic drugs.

Personally, I have not physically seen a doctor in ten years.  I am fifty.  I did have to get antibiotics prescribed for a cat bite via telemedicine around 2021.  At any rate, I don’t seek out the company of doctors and I don’t trust their advice, and I believe that is the reason I am in better health than 99% of of my fellow Americans.  Medicine is a racket.  I am no more willing to trust a “man of God” who molests children or a mechanic who never has a working car than I am a doctor who cannot heal himself, let alone others.  I would literally rather die than put my faith in these people.  I will happily commit seppuku if the only choice is between a quick, self-inflicted death and a long decline of complaining vociferously all the way about health problems that I partially caused due to my laziness and lifestyle choices.  As you can see, nobody could ever accuse me of having a mild personality, LOL.

The Laughable Antics of the Modern Day Satanist

One of the reasons Woke is failing so hard is its inability to laugh at itself.  Nowhere is this more clearly demonstrated than in the case of Sam Smith, a corpulent pop singer who started out around 2014 or so with modest, self-deprecating lyrics like “But I still need love ‘cause I’m just a man”.  Those famous last words… Smith ramped up the LGBT gimmickry with 2023’s Unholy, a forgettable tune with a video almost expressly designed for spoofing.  For those not in the know, Unholy is a three chord jam using the oh-so-edgy harmonic minor scale.  The video features Sam Smith’s ample gut in a black corset and a face-full of questionable, potentially-appropriated Princess Padme makeup surrounded by the S&M D List gyrating and licking their lips to a synth beat.  The ostensible plot is a vanilla rich boy playing around on his wife by going to a low rent Eyes Wide Shut bondage orgy equipped with a single Durex (product placement) condom for “protection”.  It’s boring and it is what I would describe as Peak Madonna, but since Madonna has surgically rendered herself into an alien life form, her role has been taken for the time being by Sam Smith.  To add insult to injury, Smith and his trans woman bandmate Kim Petras inflicted their bit of Stalinist/Satanist theatre on dwindling audiences during the 2023 Grammy Awards, and of course the prominent tagline on the TV following their farce was SPONSORED BY PFIZER.  

There Goes Jimmy Kimmel

Long before Epstein allegedly didn’t kill himself, every truther worth her weight in Durex condoms knew the names of Epstein’s friends, including the ones on his flight logs.  Unlike Sam the Shock Satanist and all of the pop/hip hop duos before and after him, the names on that list were shocking: Bill and Hillary Clinton, Prince Andrew, Bill Gates, Oprah, Alan Dershowitz, Tom Hanks, Sting and his wife, Trudy Styler, Ralph Fiennes of Voldemort fame, Kevin Spacey, Woody Allen, hairstylist Frederick Fekkai, Tom Pritzker (cousin of Illinois governor J.B. Pritzker), John Legend and Chrissy Teigen, etc. There is nothing new about the latest threat of release.  Before 2020, the elites were panicking about what Virginia Guiffre knew.  The frustrating part of the list I have included here is that it was scrubbed of many of the names I know I saw on it when the flight logs were first released.  Nevertheless, the Lolita Express flight logs are old news; I have no idea what the hidden reasons are for trotting them out at the moment.  Feel free to speculate why if you have any idea.

Jimmy Kimmel shot himself in both feet when he went into blackface on multiple occasions on the Man Show, so the fact he has not been cancelled like Ellen Degeneres seems to show how much crueler the Woke are to their own when the heretic in question is a biological female.  The Woke hate biological women even more than the Christian Right, and that is truly saying something.  I guess we could have figured out from what is going on with MTF trans women in women’s sports, but that is a topic for another day.

There are a thousand other anecdotes and trends that herald Woke is soon to be demoted to woke.  There will always be a place for political correctness.  I am not against many of the principles of wokeness so much as their execution.  There is a significant part of wokeness that needs to be preserved: it’s not entirely bad to shame religious bullies of the Christian variety, though I would argue that the same tactics need to be adapted for any and all overbearing religions, including Islam, which the Woke tend to shy away from criticizing.  Sometimes there are segments of the population that genuinely act as oppressors and they need to be outed and taken to task; the problems happen when the Woke spend all their time shouting OPPRESSOR when they need to be pointing fingers back at themselves.  

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I have never had any problem with what does or does not go on in other people's bedrooms. I lean a bit gay myself, and if female-female relationships were somehow less fraught with drama than male-female ones, chances are I would have ended up married to another woman. In my self-conscious youth, I went out of my way to demonstrate how OK I was with other people choosing do do whatever they wanted with their own sexualities. I went to bars and pride parades. Every now and then, I expressed my open disgust at certain polarizing Christian groups that took Leviticus 18:22 literally, yet accepted shellfish-eaters and tattoo-wearers into its ranks without question.

I resisted being a TERF long after J.K. Rowling got cancelled for promoting women-only spaces. It was actually the long reaction to the release of Covid that ended my relationships with gay men. The few gay male friends I had uniformly turned into Wokezis who felt entitled to shame anyone and everyone except themselves.

There's an old adage that the Left will eat itself, yet the current mass hysteria about alternative sexuality was born in the Right. We would not have pushy genderqueer creeps attempting to insert themselves into children's story hour at the library if there had never been pushy evangelists who shouted from televisions and churches built on every corner during the last 200 years. We are on a pendulum that keeps swinging through sensible approaches to life from one heinous extreme to the other. On one side, there are sociopathic libertine clowns in full makeup and foundation-caked beards insisting that their autogynephilia isn't the same kind as the freakshow, serial killer kind captured in film The Silence of the Lambs. On the other side, we have equally septic narcissists who would slut-shame a dog walking in a park because her butt wiggled when she walked; transparently pre-occupied are they with the delights of perversion though they passionately preach otherwise.

In both cases, there is a shadow being carefully tucked away and denied.

I Won't Grow Up!

Adolescence is difficult to begin with, and it is far more difficult now than it ever was when I was growing up. Considering I almost took my own life back then because of how bad it was, to have it be worse now is a special kind of hell. I truly feel for the younger generations nowadays. I created a TikTok expressly for the reason of trying to help them in a way psychiatrists, counselors, and psychologists who are almost as common as preachy Christian hypocrites (and often one and the same) cannot.

I had friends who grew up as gay males in the 80s and 90s. It was rough -- they were bullied, harassed, and to make matters worse, teachers often looked the other way or even joined in. But as much as they might think they had it the worst, I was straight at the time and I was sexually assaulted multiple times in the halls of my junior high when I was only 12 years old. I was bullied and teachers often were just as bad as students. Public school was horrible and in the 80s, there was no awareness about bullies aside from caricatures in Back to the Future and John Hughes movies. The difference between me and my gay male friends is that I grew out of it and I no longer live my emotional life in junior high and high school.

Gay men are often ensnared by the Puer Aeternis archetype. Despite the aging, balding, pot-bellied image in the mirror, they are obsessed with the toxic myth of eternal youth. The reason gay men want to indoctrinate children is because they have confined their imaginations to eternal adolescence: obsessed with human beauty, preoccupied with sexual acts or a lack thereof, and constantly outraged from being trapped inside a persecution complex.

Gay women, ironically, are not as obsessed with youth because they want to mate with it so much as they see commandeering the young as a way to exercise control. Like the embittered Catholic nuns of yesteryear who ruled with an iron hand and a painful conductor's wand well-acquainted with children's wrists and arms, the gay women teachers of the new Millennium want to be dictators of their own banana republics. They want to erect statues to their own superhuman glory (making sure to tear down Abe Lincoln or George Washington as a bonus) like Miss Trunchbull in Matilda.

Don't Fear the Reaper

The trouble with putting all your unfertilized eggs in the ephemeral basket of appearance is that nobody ages in reverse. I thought I had an uphill battle as a woman when it came to letting go of being the prettiest in the room. As it turns out, my non-straight male peers were far worse at accepting the ravages of gravity and age. Just as certain women turn into plastic surgery addicts, choosing to have their skin detached and stretched out over a series of ever-degrading procedures known as face-lifts, certain men seek to turn back the clock by cross-dressing and occasionally amputating/augmenting their bodies in botched attempts to avoid adulthood and maturity. Notice how Dylan Mulvaney caricatures girls ages 8-18 and any given drag show parodies young Mariah, not present day Mariah. Mighty Saturn is their ultimate Kryptonite, and it is almost funny that they think they can outrun him.

Who You Callin' a Dictator?


It's also almost funny that so many "non-binary" people and their "allies" point the finger at the ostensibly straight accusing them of a dictatorship. There has never been an easier time in history to choose or declare your own sexual path. If anything, it is straight couples who wish to bear children who are most at risk at being shamed, excluded, marginalized, bullied, and attacked. Name one place in the US a straight person can live and not be constantly messaged with alphabet soup awareness propaganda: such a place no longer exists. After obtaining the right to get married, the push could have easily stopped and we all know it.

One thing that has become very clear in the last few years is just how beholden our entire economic system is to medical grift. Though it is estimated that 50% of the real economy has something to do with Pharmakeia, I would guess it is more like 80%. Everybody is out to make a buck on the chronically ill these days except for a handful that have somehow stayed out such as myself. Of course the medical dictatorship seeks to exploit awkward pre-teens and medicalize them into a lifetime of misery and dependence. That's how they roll. An industry that has zero problem with scamming the elderly and maiming and killing billions with forced vaccines isn't going to have any qualms when it comes to convincing kids to chemically castrate themselves and amputate working body parts, thus damaging themselves for the rest of their current incarnations.

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Our civilization has a love/hate relationship with children that is currently listing heavily towards hate.  Children and their parents take a bad rap for being selfish in an age of overpopulation.  Long ago, in a time before the woke revolution, gay men came up with the term "breeder" to label people (typically straight ones) who wanted to conceive and/or successfully bore children.  As someone who has never wanted children of my own, I was regularly mystified by people who pitied me for not having children or who asked when I was going to have children of my own. At the tender age of 18 I already felt a great deal of pressure to have children.  The pressure did not truly subside until I reached the age of 45 (I was a very young looking 40) and it became patently obvious my husband and I had no designs on creating a child together.

My go-to line was and is "Raising a child is one of the toughest jobs in the world, and I skipped it because I didn't want to do it half-assed".  I only say this to parents who I believe are doing an excellent job raising their children.  Many people who become parents belatedly discover they don't want to be parents.  There are message boards for parents who confess that having one or more children ruined their bond with their spouse or mate.  They regale anonymous viewers with horror stories about the aftermath of childbirth-ruined bodies, isolation, depression, and regret.  Many wish they could go back in time and make a different decision.  Many feel tricked and hoodwinked.  Parenthood was glorified and its truths downplayed.  Many feel eaten alive by toxic mommy culture and to a lesser but still significant extent, toxic daddy culture.  Many suck it up and never let anyone know about their negative feelings, burying the wound deep inside where it festers and burns.  

It's a fact that many people have children merely because they are expected to have them.  Many more have them by sheer accident.  I was an accident; that's why I was adopted at the age of ten days.  When parents do regret having children, they are not allowed to say it aloud.  They are never allowed to mourn what they have lost in terms of freedom, youthfulness, autonomy, and potential.  They are handed a set of unrealistic expectations.  Nobody can have it all, yet we are told this all the time with the hackneyed term "limitless possibilities".  We are also told we should desire to have it all while being all things to all people.  There are many idealized images where one can have kids, career, a perfect house, a killer Instagram, and of course lots of money.  

Spoiled Rotten: Is There a Subconscious Backlash Against Children?

Childhood is fetishized.  Suburban childhoods like the one I experienced in the late 70s and early 80s became a trend on big and small screens when the TV show Stranger Things resurrected the packs of kids on bikes trope from Stephen Spielberg's ET.  Today's über-precious, molly coddled Gen Z child does not know what it is like to be sent outside to play and forgotten about until dinner, or the brief phone call from a friend's house to get permission to eat dinner over there.  As generations of children have become more and more materialistic, they have become more feral, either shrinking away in horror from just about everything or boldly bratting it up while posing for a mom-assisted selfie in front of a mountain of unearned toys.  As a teen, a healthy amount of my self-hatred came from remembering what an insufferable brat I had been just a few years earlier.  Maybe I'm not the only one who hates how spoiled I was.  

Instead of raising kids sensibly to do without en masse, I hypothesize that hatred bubbles up as severe and awful post-hoc punishments for children, for instance making them the subjects of mass medical experiments with various vaccines and allowing woke teachers to use them for sexual grooming purposes.  In other unsurprising news, the most draconian elements of child punishment have been originated by the most child-hating and overpopulated nation on the planet, China.  

It is the worst time in history to be a child.  The second you pop out of mom's body, you are pricked and poked with vaccines that cause learning disabilities and auto-immune dysfunction ranging from mild to severe.  If you survive, you may end up being told you are insane by the tender age of ten for maintaining an active connection to the spirit world.  If you are not a natural conformist, you will be mercilessly bullied, often by your own parents.  If your parents have any money, it is highly unlikely you will know what it is to play outside without being in constant danger of being run over by a car, if you are allowed unsupervised play at all.  Every parent I knew as a youngster dealt with depression.  Psychiatry as a profession only exists because of moms and dads who hate their lives.  This begs the question of "What's the use of a gorgeous, comfortable lifestyle if you're depressed as hell all the time?"  It's the same sort of conundrum of the very rich and very sick.  What good is the $400 bottle of wine when you cannot drink it even with the help of a nurse holding a straw to your lips?  

The MRNA vaccines were first billed as a way of keeping grandma safe from her grandchildren.  Once the optics fail of children suffering on behalf of their grandparents was perceived for the failure it was, the myth machine churned out propaganda about the vaccines being safe for the youngest of the young.  It was always clear they were not safe for anyone paying attention.  I'm not sure why it took so many ten year olds keeling over with heart attacks though.  My suspicions are that many people who claim to love children actually don't love them at all.

Misanthropy as a Function of Overpopulation

The Plandemic turned regular people into original sinners who could only get clean one way: by getting repeatedly inseminated with a DNA-modding set of machines in injection form.  The baptism rite in question was demanded by the anti-theist powers of Progress.  The children were offered up as the ultimate sacrifice on the altar, which is to say children are still the disposable cannon fodder they were in World War I.  Though some may claim they believe the children are our future, nobody has any problem with child labor as long as it is done by little Pakistani girls in sweatshops and little boys in the Congo mining cobalt for electric cars.  Children were always on the front lines and precious little has actually changed except the flavor of lies we are expected to swallow hook, line, and sinker about how much they are loved and valued.

The reason companies are rushing to get vaccines on the childhood vaccine schedule is because it lifts the onerous burdens of liability in case they kill or maim children as they are already doing.  Autism is up to 1 in every 30 births.  Compare to 1 in every 2500 being diagnosed with autism in 1960.  Something is amiss, for sure, but there is no rush to get to the bottom of it.  To add insult to injury, autistic people are thrown away by the time they hit their teens. To exact revenge, many of them have become memelords on 4chan.  

Commodifying Innocence and Manufacturing Consent

In the Jim Henson fantasy film The Dark Crystal, the evil villains are a race of decrepit bird-creatures called Skeksis who spend their time and resources hunting down the last of a race of mini-people called Gelflings.  When they find a Gelfling, they hang him or her in the air and extract his or her life essence until the creature dies.  They drink the substance as an elixir and gain an addictive rush along with a temporary stay from aging.  Basically Jim Henson had his Skeksis drinking adrenochrome long before it was cool.  Right around the same era, Brooke Shields made several soft porn movies and starred in extremely mature photo shoots, many while she was still a pre-teen.  80s kids were pushed into sexuality at age 12.  Now that sexy 12 year olds are yesterday's news, mainstream media has moved on to five year olds and toddlers.

There are some teachers of the type displayed on Libs of TikTok who have the sick idea that little kids should be initiated into adult domains to "help" them figure out what they will be in terms of future sexuality.  My husband pointed out that anyone with a sexual agenda to "help" a little kid is a pedophile no matter what they believe they are doing.  Most kids are unaware of themselves as having sexual feelings until at least a few years before puberty.  Most of those feelings can easily be shelved until they grow into semi-adulthood and begin the cycle of puberty.  Sexualizing a child, ogling a child as Brooke Shields was ogled, or attempting to influence a gender decision upon a child who has not completed full puberty is sexual abuse and a breach of their human right to privacy and autonomy.  If I was Queen of the World, I would enact no punishments for thought crimes.  However, those who acted on their pedophilic urges would be put on trial and quickly executed as a matter of course, and that includes teachers who "come out" to their kindergarten classrooms.  Communists believe that turning all sex into a robotic, debased free for all is better than the opposite traditional religious obsession with sexual shame and humiliation.  Evangelists want an eternal re-run of the opening scenes of The Handmaid's Tale, with any woman who dares have a child outside the confines of marriage literally branded (preferably by cutting off a hand or putting out her eye) for life and her child taken away to be gifted to the deserving and heterosexual faithful.  Commies prefer an abyss of perversion and Evangelists delight in a morass of repression and punishment.  Either way, kids get thrown under the bus.

In Which I Propose a Ternary

I believe there is a happy medium that neither involves five year olds receiving cartoon masturbation manuals nor a pamphlet of lies about storks and mommy's tummy.  De-stigmatizing unmarried teen pregnancy would help countless generations of children from a couple of key angles.  Allowing younger people to have children outside of marriage with the expectation of being completely supported and accepted would result in healthier generations of children.  The later one waits to have children, the worse one's prospects are for having a healthy, intelligent child.  One of the reasons for the high number of autistic births is because of the general age of today's parents, not just the amount of unnecessary and toxic chemicals being shoved into baby's shoulder.  A hundred short years ago, teenagers had children on the regular and nobody batted an eye.  Women wrapped up childbearing at age 35 if they were not dead from doing it, unlike now when women don't think about having a child until they're having sporadic hot flashes.  Healthier attitudes towards unmarried teen pregnancy would mean more children and fewer abortions of the legal or illegal variety.  Considering the vaccinated are very likely to face fertility problems in the near to far future, there is haste to be made in accepting parenthood in in forms that were previously considered declassé or embarassing.

Though I am encouraged to see alternative schools springing up in my area in response to the exposé of public schools in 2020-2022, I am dismayed by the surging tide of Christian schools which seek to replace once kind of indoctrination with its equally bad opposite.  I believe children should learn that being gay is OK, just not in any graphic detail.  

 

 

 

Zombies

Jul. 28th, 2021 01:52 pm
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True confessions: I still have Netflix. To be specific, my husband still subscribes to Netflix and I occasionally watch a movie or a television show on my computer from it as I do not own an actual TV.  At any given moment, Netflix has at least fifty zombie-themed shows on it. If I subscribed to other streaming services, I’d have my choice of several hundred zombie movies and television series with which to waste a chunk of my time, and this is to say nothing about the plethora of zombie novels I could be reading or the zombie video games I could be playing. Zombies are such a dominating theme in our culture that it begs the question: Why is our culture so obsessed with the undead? What are we trying to work out of our collective system?

Fear of Death

I state the obvious (plus I sound like a broken record) when I say our culture suffers from an excessive fear of death. The reason most people cannot calmly and rationally process natural death and become complete emotional basket cases when presented with random or unnatural death is twofold: there is a general disbelief in reincarnation and because of it, most people have many dramatic misconceptions about the afterlife.

I didn’t believe in reincarnation myself until five years ago. It’s only due to my study of occultism that I’ve arrived at my current set of beliefs. When I was raised as a casual Christian, I held the equally casual belief that a life of good works would mean my immortal soul would spend an eternity in heaven and a life of debasement would mean an eternity in hell; a binary. I didn’t honestly believe in either one despite having an extremely vivid imagination. By the time I reached my late teens, it was obvious that hell was immediate and all around me in the form of severe depression, night terrors, and suicidal ideations. Christians and Christianity had zero remedies for my depression or nocturnal attacks from the creatures of my “imagination”, which of course I was told to dismiss as my own brain playing tricks on me. Imagine if I had been shown how to pray by an actual devotee of the Lord Jesus instead of being feared and hated for dabbling in witchcraft in a desperate bid for magical defense. Alas, it was not to be, and there were no competent witches leading the way either. By age twenty, I threw the baby out with the bathwater and became an atheist out of disgust and frustration. As an atheist, I faced the idea of death as an eternal void. From nothing I came and to nothing I would return. I was not bothered by such an idea, in fact, I welcomed it. No pain, no joy, just nonexistence on all levels.

The zombie’s dead-but-not-really-dead state reveals confusion about what happens after death. Instead of letting go of a deceased person’s mortal shell so their higher bodies can rest before reincarnating into new material selves, there is a fear that their spirits will become wraiths clinging to the mortal form shortly before being returned to the endless atheist’s void that lurks behind the Christian’s binary belief in eternal heaven or hell. The real death of Christianity happened when Christians began questioning eternal heaven and hell: to do so was a tacit acknowledgment of the potential superiority of Buddhism and Hinduism, at least in regards to beliefs about the afterlife.

Profit and Loss

Somewhere along the way, western culture lost the plot and let stigma about death run wild. The Irish wake and sitting Shiva were antiquated customs before the salary class lost its damn mind over Covid 19, nowadays, the suggestion of such practices as good ways of processing grief would get you laughed out of the socially-distanced Zoom room. Speaking of manufactured isolation, it’s no surprise that doctors and nurses who should have known better than to fiddle while Rome burned expressed their pathological need for peer approval by using their copious free time to choreograph complex dance routines in empty hospital wards, especially when said hospital wards were allegedly overburdened with Corona patients. At this very day and hour, medical professionals continue to make money hand over fist for each new patient admitted with the label Covid 19 victim stamped on his paperwork. The unaddressed stigma surrounding death has become so acute, much of the world has allowed the travesty of forcing those who are close to death to face it alone, or worse, surrounded by forcibly-vaccinated strangers who may or may not look after their needs between TikTok twerking parades.

Pod People

Scratch the surface of Resident Evil or The Walking Dead and the truth bubbles to the surface: hell is other people. The zombie trope comes from the fear that other people cannot be reasoned or empathized with and that the only remedy for their kind of stupid is an axe between the eyes. Atheism was satisfying to me because it engaged my inner serial-killer misanthropy. I wasn’t worried about being judged for what I felt, said, and did because there were no judges. It’s incredibly easy to feel like one of the smartest people on Earth as an atheist. The atheist is the ultimate Libertarian. Zombie movies are scary because they are reliably about mass infestations. The whole world of doofus poop-for-brains goes against the hero and her band of plucky survivors.

The above is why I say leftists are playing with fire as they try to usher in communism. They have given the average casual Christian and atheist every reason to believe himself a plucky survivor on an onrushing zombification of his part of the world. Leftists, in their Piscean fashion, are struggling to instill a hive mind, hegemonic, unified way of life. They are doing this utilizing most of the key features of National Socialism, Stalinism, and Maoism. In the eyes of the right, they are communist zombies: unthinking, dangerous, and diseased. I personally maintain that Bill Gates, Anthony Fauci, the Clinton family, and various other rich leftist figureheads will go to the modern equivalent of the guillotine in my lifetime. I don’t wish for this to happen because I don’t do that anymore. It’s just what I see as the logical progression of events when you inflame a bunch of average people to imagine themselves as heroic defenders against the zombie horde.

The Boy Who Cried Apocalypse

Another trope getting an ample workout these days is the Apocalypse narrative. In both the film and the movie adaptation of Cormac McCarthy’s The Road, the world has become a hellish battle for survival for a seemingly-chosen few who have kept their souls and morality intact. Everyone else in the nearly lifeless hellscape of (possible) nuclear winter does things like rape little boys and eat newly delivered babies. The Road is not a story for those with weak stomachs!

It’s much easier to see one’s enemies as slavering, cannibalistic villains instead of considering them as flawed human beings capable of a spectrum of goods and evils. The Apocalypse narrative frames existence as Us Vs. Them, the Saved Vs. the Zombie Horde that’s headed to hell quite soon.

Enter a little boy born in 1983 named Vyacheslav Krasheninnikov, who died at age 11 from leukemia and prophesied the zombie apocalypse. The child, who was nearly canonized for his powers of prophecy and healing, said there would be:

global passports for the population, which will look like little grey plastic cards; in order to obtain this card, people will have to subject their right hand and forehead under machines which will mark them with the number (666). This was a warning that under no circumstances should anyone accept this number or mark, because this act will never be forgiven by God.


I have mentioned before that Christianity in its death throes is using Pedogate and the globalist conspiracy concept to use as a much needed adversary with which to strengthen itself. The leftist powers that be are not doing themselves any favors by calling their newest injectable enzymes “Luciferase”, despite their bioluminescent properties.

Only time will tell how the zombie trope will continue to act itself out in real life. Surely it’s a case of art imitating life at this point and not the other way around.










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I recently heard that my local library’s junior room is pushing a particular brand of children’s book. Books of this ilk, rushed to publication as early as Spring 2020, insist that wearing a mask is a way to express love and care for others.

Masks continue to dominate the feeble minds of the fearmongers who perpetuated the Panicdemic. Their use as a talisman to ward off the forces conspiring to devour the Professional Managerial Class’s comfortable way of life is ongoing, despite the Fauci emails and the glaring examples of Florida, South Dakota, and Sweden. Like their disgraced furor Fauci, Coronatarians never knew enough about their own subconscious processes (despite untold dollars spent to sit on the psychotherapist’s couch and profligate use of her expensive facial tissues) to realize why they forced several generations of now-permanently damaged young people to wear a scrap of dirty maxipad on the face for a year and a half. As Fauci admitted in one of his flip-flops, masks never had any efficacy in preventing disease.

Masks as Misanthropy

What the mask’s vestigial, increasingly irrelevant promoters refuse to admit is that the mask is about the opposite of loving and caring for others. Wearing a mask is an expression of misanthropy: the mask is a symbol to indicate the wearer hates others and that they couldn’t care less about their welfare. Those who are forced into wearing masks, for instance, the many people with social anxiety who face nervous breakdowns if they are confronted by friends and strangers, are potentially forced to lie. They may not hate others, but because of tremendous pressure, they are coerced into joining the Hate Club whether they like it or not. Misery loves company.

We often heard about how wearing a mask mysteriously saved Grandma during the panic, though if we told ourselves the truth, Covid measures made it much easier for poor Grandma to be hidden and thrown away as a useless eater. Tik Tok doctors and nurses danced through empty hospital wards while their superiors received fat bonuses for every new “Covid patient” admitted to secret hells of malign neglect. Now that the MRNA-hijacker disguised as vaccine has hit the market, Grandma is often presented with it as a non-option if she ever wants to hold her grandchildren again. Never mind that adverse reactions, including death, are two orders of magnitude higher than any other vaccine roll out in American history. Never mind that Grandma gets to be a poked like a lab rat for a medical experiment for which no drug company will be held liable if it goes badly.

When I was a young girl, one of my primary regrets was the day I walked my young friend home. Because I was too young to go by myself (I think I was 8 or 9) my grandmother went with me. Grandma’s age made it harrowing and painful to walk the quarter mile or so. The walk there wasn’t half as bad as the walk back — my poor grandmother was crying. There was no excuse for what I did: not my age, not my friend’s desire to get home, nothing. I thought I was helping my grandmother by making her exercise. I thought it was the beginning of her regaining her mobility. I was an arrogant little nine year old. Instead, I subjected her to a Bataan Death March through the suburbs that I regretted long after she was in the ground. Like my 9 year old self, the Covidians think they are helping. They refuse to see the pain and hurt they are inflicting on the rest of the population, including those for whom claim to care.

Karmic Conundrum

I haven’t worn a mask for some time now because I don’t want the karma of it. Early on, I said that I would rather die than receive the so-called MRNA vaccine and I remain unchanged in that declaration. For me, I don’t reject the jab because I’m afraid of dying — that’s why I say I would rather die than have it. I would rather die than have the karma of the obedient mask-wearers and vax-getters.

It is my sincere belief that the people who continue to normalize the mask and the jab have terrible karma in store. Karma is nothing more and nothing less than cause and effect, and though it is as sure as gravity, I don’t claim to have any purchase on the ways it will manifest in the lives of those who have earned it.

Some of the karma for masking and vaxxing appears to be gathering on a dark horizon. For Bill Gates and other members of high-profile Epstein’s Pleasure Island group, they seem well on their way towards swinging from street lanterns without the benefit of their heads. Woke school board members who subsist ungratefully on the taxpayer dime while installing BLM and transgender propaganda don’t seem far behind if the new Recession gets too long in the tooth.

Some of the karma for masking and vaxxing is instant. In my state of Illinois, the state’s Tyrant in Chief has gotten himself backed into a corner. When groups like my Speakeasy Illinois quietly went around the mandates by solely patronizing patriotic, freedom-loving stores and establishments, the big woke retailers found themselves fighting for a shrinking customer pool in a bad economic recession. Presto change-o, suddenly the mask mandate expired and if you showed your vaccination card, you could suddenly shop at all the places almost like it was 2019. Little did the woke retailers realize that many of us would never walk into their stores again, as we did not wish to engage in any forms of Stockholm Syndrome style lovemaking with our abusers. There was also the problem of filtering each person at the woke retailer’s front door for their vaccine card, which is a violation of his or her Constitutional rights as well as inconvenient and difficult. The karma for the wokesters is increasingly empty stores — any retail CEO interested in this phenomenon should plug in the terms Carson Pirie Scott, Venture, or Zayre into a search engine — and the rise of alternative markets that don’t invade their customer’s medical privacy. Maskers now find themselves in the position of the modern day Nazi and his swastika.  Sure, he can wear the symbol, but it automatically marginalizes him as an extremist. If you have hatred in your heart, it’s probably not a good idea to wear it on your sleeve.

Broken Hearts

Speaking of hearts, myocarditis is a known side effect of getting the MRNA inoculation. I think the vaccine attacks their hearts because of their heartlessness when push came to shove during the peak of the Corona panic. Sadly, the worst myocarditis is afflicting teenage boys, which speaks of blood sacrifice and marks over doors that had the opposite effect than the one intended. The horrible part of bad karma is that it acts like a grenade. It’s messy and non-specific. How many Professional Managerial Class snobs sneered and wished death on people for shopping mask free in stores alongside the masked and fearful? Though correlation is not causation, there could be a connection with the subsequent visitation of the Death Angel upon the sons of the sinners.

The death of the Christian Church is one of the scarier convulsions of the banquet of consequences. While Christian lions such as Artur Pawlowski are persecuted for doing what Jesus would do, fake Christians huddle fearfully and sparsely in their often virtual, always socially-distanced pews. As a religious person who believes in Jesus Christ but by no means exclusively worships him, I can think of no better way to anger a god than to supplant his worship with an egregore or worse, a demon. In 2020 and 2021, Christians clearly replaced the worship of Jesus with that of Coronachan. If one shall know them by their fruits, we have only to look at churches that are still forcing congregants to wear the Satanic symbol of the mask as well as the Mark of the Beast in the form of the vaccine. For two years straight on Christ’s birthday and resurrection days, Christians pretended their god mattered as they conveniently failed to take their religion back from a disease that kills fewer people than some seasonal flus.  

Let Them Eat Bugs

Masks are a virtue signal that say "I've got mine, Jack!" meaning they signify the wearer as a person who believes it's OK for large corporations to benefit while the entire economy and the real people who need it crumbles. Masks are the symbol of the belief that communism in the form of eternal welfare checks can sustain a country. They are the sigil of those content to fiddle while Rome burns. Despite the baaing to the contrary of their wearers, masks are the ultimate way to say "I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU OR YOUR FAMILY, you deserve to starve, peasant!"  Ultimately, the joke is on the one who thinks the hatred behind the mask is without blowback.  Anyone who believes in the mask is subject to the karma of the mask, and it hardly matters if they understand the symbolism behind it.
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As if on cue, the Right has become as deranged and demented as the demon-obsessed Left, proving that the opposite of one bad thing is another equally bad thing.

Um, yeah, I told you so. Remember when I said that Pedogate is the revival of the 1980s Satanic Panic? Remember when I said the Left needs to fear Pedogate because the Right can and will use it as a thrust block in order to strengthen a failing, feeble Christianity? Remember when I said the best strategy for Leftists would be to re-open everything (this was in summer), back down from the classist People of Walmart crap and mask shaming, and to offer up a few celebrity scapegoats for sacrifice? Remember the multiple times I have said the Left acts like it wants its heads to decorate tall fenceposts in the next decade at the very latest?

The Left clearly did not listen to me and carried on with its anti-Trump hategasm. I suppose they thought engineering a win for Joe Biden would usher in the New Jerusalem, hence the parties in the street post-election night that drew a hundred plus times the participants as any Biden rally before or since. Nope, nothing fishy there, kindly ignore the woman in blond braids pulling boxes of ballots from under a table in the wee hours of election night. Please sweep the statistical impossibilities and massive reams of sworn affidavits under the big gaslighted carpet. Take your inconvenient truths about Hunter Biden and his 14 year old niece who he clearly groomed for many years prior. Never you mind reports that Hunter did creepy, blackmail-prone things to extremely young Chinese girls because he is a pathetic, overgrown, poor little rich boy who quickly becomes bored with his toys. Please ignore Zhi Jing Ping’s hand up Joe Biden’s pants, animating his every move as doctors swarm round, injecting Sleepy Joe with whatever serums they think will keep Beijing’s favorite puppet from drooling or visibly soiling his drawers on live television.

The Left asked for this and here it is: signed, sealed, and delivered.

Of course the Left aren’t the only ones who can act as if demons control the reins of their psyches. The only thing that keeps some Rightists from actually crowning Donald Trump God-Emperor is the nagging reservation that the Christian god might find it offensive. Look at any video featuring Tom Hanks, John Legend, or Chrissy Teigen and you’ll find multiple comments accusing them of pedophilia. Go to any video on Bitchute and you’ll find not only multiple comments featuring the vilest anti-Semitism uttered since Hitler’s Germany, you’ll find entire channels devoted to denying the Holocaust. The astral septic tank is real and toxic Christianity is about to make it a whole lot worse.

All of the unigod Piscean religions suffer an Achilles heel of intolerance. Islam, Judaism, and Christianity are fatally flawed. Just as none of them have achieved the total world domination they desire for the last 2000 years, all three will see diminishing returns as the Industrial Age sputters to a halt. Religions that do a better job of abiding by the limits of the Earth and aren’t so concerned about the end of the world will survive catabolic collapse. Keep in mind that Marxist, Socialist, and Communist movements share the Piscean flaw of fixating on the End Times instead of making the best out of the here and now.

The death throes of Christianity in particular have lasted for the last two hundred years. It kicked off with the Great Disappointment. Meanwhile, in 1840s Europe, peasant farmers, including plenty in Ireland, starved en masse. The horrors of Stalinism and Maoism were the convulsions of a dying aeon, last grasps at human onethink, one lifestyle to rule them all. Fast forward to the clown world of 2020, when Alex Jones screams about the New World Order as Mike Flynn and MyPillow dude bark about Yahweh’s divine lips brushing their ears.

Toxic Femininity vs. Toxic Masculinity

The Left is toxic femininity personified. Toxic femininity, like radioactive water, engulfs and poisons. Toxic femininity is marked by an inability and unwillingness to discriminate, whether that means pretending two biological genders aren’t the only choices we are granted or that anything said in disagreement is hate speech. The toxic feminine hate themselves and spend great amounts of money trying to escape from dealing with their self-hatred and cognitive dissonance. Toxic femininity papers over its own acidic hatred with positive platitudes, for instance the “Now that Biden is elected, it’s time to unite” schtick.

Contrarily, the toxic masculine love themselves in the worst way. They are proud. They assume they are God’s chosen and will invent all manner of delusional psychotic interludes with the "divine" in order to prove themselves right. They have the same persecution complex that the toxic feminine side indulges in, and they have no problem with hatred, they just don’t hate themselves. Their failure to discriminate is as legendary as what the girls dish out: just look at how they can ball up every celebrity, politician, and left-leaning individual into a great big Satanic cabal. One of the nit-picky reasons the Left gets into such a froth over Trump is his Biff Tannen arrogance. I remember how enraged I used to become at age 13 when I would see the popular girls in school sneering at everyone. I imagined they had perfect lives because they wore Guess? and Benetton clothes and seemed confident. Meanwhile I knew I was smarter than they were and just waiting to come into my looks, yet what tortured me endlessly was that secret confidence that granted them social superiority. Trump inspires similar ire and his enemies are arguably less mature than I was at age 13.

If Biden gets his cheat-win, and it certainly looks like he will get it, it will seal the doom of the Democratic party. If Democrats had any foresight, they would have let Trump win and regrouped for 2024. Trump was their only shot at keeping the fires of media outrage stoked. Biden is situated to become the focus of blame like an ant under a magnifying glass on a hot, sunny sidewalk. Their entire party is going to follow in his endangered footsteps, despite the fact Biden resembles a neocon warhawk (or at least he did before he confused his wife for his sister on a regular basis) and they enjoy creating autonomous methhead Neverlands in former business districts.  Orange Man Bad will rule the country from the sidelines, a martyr who golfs. Just as I don’t think Trump thought he would win back in 2016, I don’t think he will mind his early retirement in 2020, and his loved ones will certainly sigh in relief despite never being able to go back to a pre-Presidential life.

Biden > Trump and Lockdowns > Covid: Two Instances of the Cure Being Worse Than the Disease

The Left will be skating on ever-thinner ice as their TDS finds none of the usual outlets. Their cries of Orange Man ruining everything will be answered with inquiries and probes into Beijing Biden’s many compromises. If Biden is disposed of, the first female (half) black American President will have gotten there by way of disgrace. Harris will never be elected President. Harris’s presidency, if it happens, will be a sad, pockmarked milestone and not one that American women can be proud of. Harris, the original quid pro quo ho, was already a laughingstock when Tulsi Gabbard ripped her to shreds over her record of punishing parents of truants by sending those parents to jail.

An increasingly disenfranchised, insane Christian Right will find ready converts in the multitudes of formerly middle class people who have lost their jobs, homes, and bodily autonomy in the form of mandated vaccines. They’ll be all too ready to believe the hype about a New World Order that really ought to be dealt with lest their be a Great Reset along the lines of a conveniently depopulated Green New Deal. The demons of the Left will find easy prey in the suggestible, eager Right, who will be chomping at the bit to make a deal in order to get the revenge they crave. 
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I’m not ready for the Great Depression.  I think that’s what we are up against.  If Biden cheats his way in, throws the country into unconstitutional lockdowns for six weeks, we are looking at Weimar America, catastrophic economic collapse, and hyperinflation.  That said, Trump may still manage to become the President.  Despite the fact the spoiled child Democrats would use a Trump win to maraud through cities and suburbs in tantrums I mean riots, it would be far better for regular people if he gets in because a catastrophic collapse won’t be anywhere near as likely under his watch.  I believe Sidney Powell when she talks about tsunami level fraud.  Like Powell, I believe Trump won in a landslide and got cheated by a tsunami.  I hope she does release the Kraken.   Though we are not used to seeing treasonous politicians go to prison, I think the founding fathers would have sent the Clinton, Obama, and Biden cabals to their execution for crimes against the US.  Not going to happen, of course, but those are my thoughts.   My divinations and the readings of other occultists whom I trust are saying that Trump will prevail and remain President for four more years.  Nevertheless, I think we have to think about a Biden presidency and prepare for a potential Great Depression.

 

The Astral Morass

 

Things are getting bad in my area of suburban Chicago.  The local schools are going to be closed until Fall 2021 from what it looks like.  The kids hate it and the smart ones all know it’s bullcrap.  Restaurants are shut down.  People are on edge.  The fearmongers are winning — there are mini-freak outs everywhere, people dramatically staying home from work because they knew someone who came within five feet of someone who had COVID.  The most palpable part of it is the hair trigger feeling, the negative electricity that seems to infuse the air.  Driving has been really bad.  I am seeing more accidents than ever before on my commute, tons of sirens and ambulances.  Anyone who is sensitive to the unseen (I’m talking psychic stuff, like empaths) is in hell because of the generally trashy state of the collective mind right now.  If you’re above the age of puberty, I highly recommend doing a daily banishing ritual such as this one and wearing a basic protection amulet every day, and if you pray to a god, right now would be a good time to redouble your efforts.

Unhappy Winners

You would think the Democrats would be happy their cheating paid off, but they’re not.  We now have Portland rioters ahem I mean protestors shouting that they don’t want Biden, they want revenge.  Isn’t that rich?  Revenge for what?  Not getting their gay automated luxury welfare communism on schedule?  Revenge because the single family home they inherited from their grandmother won’t clean and repair itself?  The Democrats in the US have become the epitome of toxic femininity.  What I’m talking about here is the passive, receptive idea they have that the world owes them a living.  They were often born on third and think they hit a homer.  They consider themselves self-starters but when we get down to brass tacks, they were born with many advantages that they are nearly consistently ungrateful for.  I knew a rich girl who was bitterly depressed that she wasn’t a celebrity.  She worshipped celebrities so much that it angered her that her family didn’t have the right connections or money to provide her with a career as a film director.  This girl is par for the course.  Every upper middle class liberal I grew up with battles depression that springs from a grandiose foundation of personal entitlement.  There is no sense of noblesse oblige for these types because they honestly see themselves as poor.  They don’t have Bill Gates money or Stephen Spielberg money, therefore they are poor.  

Let Them Watch Netflix

These are the people who will cause the Great Depression and not be aware of how they caused it.  There is an attitude among rich city dwellers and comfortable suburbanites that everybody can hole up in their residences, binge watch Netflix, order takeout and grocery delivery, and easily coordinate a work from home schedule with their employer.  Anyone who thinks that this is a doable model for the average working class American is breathtakingly naive.  Outside of a small professional managerial salary class bubble, there’s hardly one of us who can take off a few days when we are sick let alone a permanent cushy telecommuter arrangement.  Everyone knows this except for the Marie Antoinette Facebook/Instagram addicts who virtue signal from their smartphones.  My work as a music teacher doesn’t work that way.  Mostly, I teach singing, and the curriculum lessons involves the student singing into a microphone in a sound abated vocal booth about 60% of their lesson time.  So yes, it’s one of those jobs where you have to be there.  Democrats cry SAFETY as they attempt to force me out of a business that I built from scratch twenty four years ago.  I would understand if this was ebola or polio but we all know COVID is neither of those.  In 2018, 350K people died in car accidents in the US.  The ginned up, inflated number of American deaths due to COVID is 230K.  This means that I am statistically more likely to die as a result of getting in a car than I am of COVID, and not by a small factor.  According to the logic of fearmongers, this statistical fact means we should end all use of automobiles immediately.  

Who's Ready For A Great Depression?

 

I’m not ready for a Great Depression, despite the fact I’ve known our entire civilization is in a slow, uneven spiral towards deindustrialization.  Our empire is fraying as it tumbles to its inevitable end.  We are Rome, we are the Classic Maya, we are 17th century Spain.  I saw the writing on the wall years ago, which is why I made it my goal to live in a modest house in a modest neighborhood.  I achieved my goal — my house is so small, current zoning laws would not permit it to be rebuilt as small as it is.  My neighbors are every color of the skin color rainbow.  I vegetable garden and I’m semi-OK at it, but I am not Depression ready.  We have northern Illinois winters here and I am NOT a master gardener despite having gardened for about five years.  I have never canned food on my own (I helped a friend can tomatoes and that’s it).  I cook from scratch fairly well and of course that is helpful, but I’m far from being a hundred percent self-sufficient if all the poop hits all the fans.

 

Overall though?  I’ll be fine.  You know why?  I have studied the Stoics.  I am a deeply spiritual person.  I pray.  I am constantly doing banishing rituals and blessings.  Furthermore, though I was once upper-middle class and miss the perks such as not worrying about how to pay utility bills and being able to do my laundry in my own home, I’m fine with being lower middle class.  I don’t see it as deprivation at all.  I see myself as enjoying luxuries Roman emperors had no access to: chocolate covered strawberries in midwinter, anyone?  Ice cream in the summer?  My liberal ex-friends who spend most of their time on Facebook virtue signaling are in for a much rougher ride.  One point of it is economic: I don’t live high on the totem pole in a well-off neighborhood where one is constantly keeping up with the Joneses.   I don’t have kids.  I don’t even have much of a lawn — every year it gets chipped away for my gardens.  It’s not me who has to worry about finding a skill that people are willing to trade for when all of the stock dividends and bond markets dry up via the Depression.  That’s the thing about the salary class: most of their income comes from dividends, bonds, stock market stuff and retirement packages.  Like I mentioned earlier, this often happens in the form of an inherited gift such as grandmother’s old house, but I have yet to meet an affluent salary class person who didn’t have a great deal of wealth tied up in stocks and their derivatives. In a Great Depression, the market crashes and all of that type of hallucinatory wealth vaporizes.  All of those comfortable folk will be in very bad shape if they get the Depression they are gunning for in the form of Joe Biden.  I may not know how to can my own soup but they don’t know how to live.  When the food I have is down to 2 cups of flour, an onion, a can of stewed tomatoes, and a quarter cup of cooking oil, I don’t worry, because I can make a two course meal out of that: flatbreads and tomato soup, easy.  They will sit in front of their nearly empty cupboards and cry.  They will lash out at their kids.  They will blame their mates.  They will drink and do drugs.  They will open their wrists into a warm bathtub.  They can’t deal with a Great Depression. Their identity is all tied up in the stuff they have to display to others.  Their stuff owns them.

 

That’s why it makes no sense that they are eager to bring on a fatal round of devastating economic setbacks in the form of Biden and lockdowns.  This is why I theorize they are obsessed by demonic forces: how else could they be so compelled to shoot themselves in both feet?  One thing the salary class has failed to understand is that sooner or later, they are affected by a crashing economy.  They may have skidded by while hair salons, karate studios, dance troupes, show choirs, and restaurants dropped like flies.  They may have Netflixed and chilled while the hospitality and travel industries imploded and while small manufacturers dried up.  They may have online binge shopped while the car dealership closed and the local movie house shut its doors for good, but they too will feel the economic sting if we get Biden and a Great Depression.  

 

The Four Horsemen

 

It’s not just stock and bond wealth that goes away in a Depression.  The way I see it, there are four industries that serve as the horsemen of the Professional Managerial Class’s coming apocalypse.  They are Health/Sickcare, Insurance, Entertainment, and College.  

 

The Sickcare Industry

 

We are quickly getting to the point where nobody will trust an allopathic doctor as far as they can throw them.  The sick care industry is bloated and it has the gigantic hospitals to prove it.  Did you ever notice how huge hospitals in the US have become?  They are often as large as cities.  Think of all the money they charged people for stupidly expensive drugs, for astronomical health insurance, and for dramatically inflated surgeries, and hospital room and board. Now think of how many people die horrendous, wasting deaths of cancer, kidney disease, and lung disease anyway.  Where does all that money go?  The words “money laundering” come to mind whenever I see a giant hospital.  The sickcare industry stopped even attempting to cure people long ago — no, it’s all about “managing” one’s health so they remain in a state of suffering so that maximum dollars can be extracted from them and their families.  Sickcare, health insurance, and Big Pharma have been disgustingly corrupt for a long time.  COVID proved how evil these people are in their hearts, being lauded as heroes while participating in the trapping the elderly in solitary confinement and not allowing people to die surrounded by their loved ones.  Any administrator, doctor, nurse, or health care worker complicit in the travesties we’ve got going on right now is karmically accountable.  I didn’t make the rules: do a garbage deed, like preventing an old dying grandfather from seeing his grandkids, and you will deal with garbage karma.  It’s cause and effect.

 

The Insurance Industry  

 

Generator of massive colonies of office plankton.  So many insurances: life insurance, home insurance, health insurance, mortgage insurance, car insurance.  In a Great Depression, does the salary class believe that everyone will remain conscientious about their insurance payments?   Fat chance, and if we collectively decide we cannot afford insurance, there are legions of cozy e-commuting insurance workers who won’t be able to find a job literally to save their lives.

 

The Infotainment Industry 

I know someone who is mega rich because he has a fancy job that involves the building of large entertainment venues.  This mega rich person lives in a giant McMansion in a super posh neighborhood.  If the Democrats get their wish and close down sports stadiums, convention centers, and performance arenas for the next decade or two, this person is 100% out of a job.  Remember what I said about my gardening and coming home to an empty cupboard and not panicking?  These people don’t garden.  He will not know what to do.  Unlike me, there’s not a person in his household who can fix a broken pipe or pick up a guitar and teach someone how to play it.  They will end up squatting in their own luxury McMansion as the roof springs leaks, that is if they don’t become homeless as they’ve done a fairly good job of alienating all but a select few who occupy the same elite class ladder rung as they do.  

 

The College Industry 

If you or a loved one is in college or thinking about going there, I would highly recommend they consider sitting it out for a year.  What we have in the college industry is frenetic competition for ever-smaller pieces of affluent pie.  Before COVID, the job market was already glutted with liberal arts majors desperate to get jobs in their field while neck deep in college debt.  Now one is expected to spend the college years in solitary confinement, telecommuting to classes from one’s jail cell I mean dorm room on campus.  Plus one’s parents are still expected to pay full tuition for the privilege.  College was a racket when I went 26 years ago, and this is coming from someone who uses her four year degree every single day, plus my job is heavily tied to my degree.  Let’s face it, if you can’t go to college to at least flirt with potential mates and socialize with buddies, it isn’t worth it.  Hell, it’s hardly worth the 20K per year if you have those things.  If the Great Depression occurs, nobody’s going to college.  Maybe a select few will go but I’d expect it to be like the 1900s — you only went to college if you were deadly serious about it, and it basically took a whole village worth’s of resources to get you there because you were tremendously gifted.  Again, with the college racket deflated, what will these people do?  What do all the teacher’s aides and administrators and admissions counselors do?  Are they going to be okay with packing up and moving back in with their elderly parents at age 43 with husband and kids in tow?  Cause that’s what’s gonna happen. It’s either that or be homeless and live out of a van.

 

We live in a fading empire that over-expanded itself into collapse.  Why are Democrats trying to bring on the collapse?  Are they actually this stupid?  Sadly, I think the answer is Yes.  This is a group of generations of people so used to skating away from the consequences of their actions, I think they believe nothing truly bad will happen to them because nothing truly bad has happened before.  If Trump gets in, I believe the Left will attempt to tear the country apart via civil war in the form of insurgencies, however, this is vastly preferable to the Left winning and getting a Great Depression that only people like me will manage to thrive in.  

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The meme above popped up on social media a few weeks ago, and like many pictures, it is worth at least a thousand words. I wasn’t able to find the artist for proper accreditation. My apologies in advance if this is your artistic creation — the first place I saw it co-opted without any discernible permission was Facebook.

As I’ve said, this meme packs a few tons of baggage. First and foremost, it reveals the transparent longing of feminist women for power. It also reveals how profoundly naive they are to the concept of blowback.

I have a natural talent for cursing that I no longer use. This talent was remarkable enough that I used to feel I was powerful because of it, and I suppose in a way I was powerful. I don’t curse anymore because cursing is a Faustian bargain. To be good at curses, you must dwell on the plane of curses.

Trigger Happy, Trigger Sad

A feminist ex-friend of mine became triggered when I mentioned that quote from Faust that John Michael Greer often drops in the context of dwelling on the lower astral plane. Let me give you a little backstory. My ex-friend, a long-time vegan, has been obsessed with Donald Trump since 2015, when he began to present a palpable threat to Hillary Clinton’s ascension to the presidency. She fancies herself a born witch, whatever that means, despite being technically atheist. Many of my vegan feminist ex-friends fancy themselves as witches, despite a near complete ignorance of magic. For them, they are witches because they say so and occasionally costume themselves in a manner that suggests sitcom, nose-wiggling witchcraft. My ex-friend had posted her umpteenth Trump-deranged rant, but this time it was wishing disease and death on Trump and his family. I responded (responding was my first mistake, never engage a TDS sufferer) with this quote from Mephistopheles:

“Why, this is hell, nor am I out of it.”

My ex-friend is an anxious person. She does not sleep well if she sleeps at all. She is one of the kindest and most hardworking people you’ll ever meet as long as you aren’t Donald Trump or one of his supporters. Before the advent of Donald Trump as president, she was easily able to keep a level head.

Now she posts about Trump approximately eight to twelve times a day. Nobody needs to send her a demon. She is already infested with them. Perhaps, like me, she has the uncanny power to curse. Her curses may not be working on Trump himself, but that malevolent energy lands somewhere. Curses, contrary to what atheists believe, do not occur in a vacuum. What she has failed to understand is that she probably has hexed a Trump supporter successfully even though she could not get to Trump himself. I’m nearly certain that in flyover country or perhaps in her own neighborhood, a Trump supporter has received a chunk of what she wished on Trump and all of his supporters. Perhaps the recipient was the young man at the now-defunct car dealership on Auto Row in the town where I work who is scrambling to make ends meet, his debts closing in around him like the jaws of a trap. Perhaps it was the woman who died alone of cancer in a nursing home in April of this year, unable to see her children and grandchildren during her last moments because of COVID lockdown. Perhaps it was the eighteen year old kid who died in a car accident Saturday on Route 38. They were all Trump supporters, so surely they deserved it, right?

I understand the foul place where she lives because I used to live there too. There’s no getting out of it unless you:

A. Understand that wishing harm on others has dire consequences for you and the people around you.
B. Solemnly resolve not to do that anymore.


Shamanic Shysters Inc.

My ex-friend is at least not so tacky as to label herself as a shaman after taking a few online courses. She does not go the full monty like some by prancing around making sigils to hex Trump. Imagine the actual shamans of North America’s past rolling in their burial mounds if they could see the for-profit workshop shysters pushing a two day Shamanic Dreamwork™ course on gullible rich housewives! The idea of becoming an "accredited" shaman in two days would not be nearly as offensive if these weren’t the same desperately affluent people throwing hexes at Trump and his supporters. I wrote a song once that asks “Why do you hurt when we all want to heal?” Did I miss a memo or are shamans supposed to be healers, whether we are talking about shamans past or shamans present?

Like Mickey Mouse in Disney’s Sorcerer’s Apprentice, an amateur hour atheist witch might have some beginner’s luck, but it is not without blowback. I don’t think it is a coincidence that every leftist I used to pal around with is a barely-hidden smoking crater of depression, anxiety, and anger. Directing that anger at Donald Trump feels good to them, but it has time and time again proven to be an exercise in pointlessness. Trump would be on the brink of being deposed like Jimmy Carter was in 1979 if only the Left had built upon their few remaining strengths instead of throwing their force into nastiness, spite, and literal black magic rituals.

They see themselves as reserves of deadly power and technically they could be correct. Their bad intentions most likely reach the less fortunate Trump supporters by way of synchronicity and karma. Unbeknownst to them, they bring the same bad intentions to themselves and their networks. Meanwhile, they remain serenely convinced by their delusions of grandeur and impenetrable, obtuse classism. They are too cowardly to assess their own weaknesses and would prefer a Maoist genocide to looking honestly at their own privileges. I used to be good friends with these people and now I back away from them in hopes they have forgotten I exist.

Special Just Like Everyone Else

Would-be shamans and witches see themselves as unique but nowadays, they are as ubiquitous as strip malls and bad drivers.  You can identify them by their sense of self-importance.  They are the ones who claim to be empaths and sensitives.  (There is nothing empathic or sensitive about throwing your bad intentions at someone who disagrees with you.)  As for their uniqueness, they dutifully and consciously parrot the talking points put forth by CNN and the New York Times.  They are unable to tear themselves away from Facebook and Twitter despite the increasing irrelevance of both.  Cancelling the cable TV subscription has never crossed their minds.  Their inner dialogues have been overtaken by lush fantasies about Donald Trump experiencing misfortune.  They are completely blind when misfortune arrives on their doorstep -- their atheism convinces them of their own innocence in matters of spirit.  Yet ignorance of the law excuses no one...besides, aren't they the ones always talking a blue streak about justice?

Protecting Oneself

We are not living in easy times, and that is why I believe it is an excellent idea to protect oneself.  I'm not talking about insurance, not because I don't recommend it but because I have no expertise in the field.  I am talking about magic.  Every human being on the planet right now is being targeted by malevolent magic.  If you have not been targeted directly by another human's bad intentions (unlikely), you have likely been targeted indirectly via a smartphone, a magazine, or the hypnotizing force of the television.  In this age of impotent religions that have discarded the best parts of their ancient routines and rituals for New Age nonsense and mind-emptying Eastern belly button contemplation, you have to take daily measures to shield yourself from the onslaught of psychic crap everyone is neck deep in right now.  I am suggesting that everyone over the age of puberty reading this takes up a daily Sphere of Protection or other form of magical banishing ritual, and if you aren't suited to magic, to take up daily prayer to one or more patron gods.  I am also suggesting that every person of every age learns discursive meditation, another everyday practice.  

The best way of fighting the hexers and the cursers is not to go medieval on them and round them up Inquisition style to put on the rack or in the iron maiden.  That approach has been tried before and proof abounds of its ineffectiveness.  To defeat those who are mired in their own bad intentions, we must fix our own intentions first.  When we become completely unlike them, we become unassailable.  The Sphere of Protection can help with that; so can prayer.  To combat their thoughtlessness, we become thoughtful via discursive meditation.  We defeat their inability to discriminate by setting sensible limits for ourselves.  They are determined to fall to the babbling, torturous, depraved, idiot realm of the demonic, so we must be determined to rise to greater realms of complexity, coherence, and beauty that are possible for the human mind and soul.  

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Save Our Children protests are getting bigger all the time. The connection has been made between the pandemic and its wag the dog aspect. And the Left remains clueless and paranoid about putting kids back into schools and opening up restaurants and small businesses, garnering more ire from common people, as if they needed more. Notice how many are calling for the death of pedophiles and directly associating them with Hollywood. This is a powder keg.
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The frozen, pristine fastnesses of the North American Arctic are no place for the coddled and the comfortable. If it isn’t the howling, icy winter wind or the fifty below temperatures that drive soft city dwellers back to their climate controlled paradises, it is the demoralizing 23 hour winter nights. Now imagine such a land before the advent of electricity. Imagine trying to survive solely off of seal blood and whale meat while depending on your own skills and wits to build a snow shelter adequate enough to keep you and your family alive in a hut made of snow… yeah, me neither.

The Wendigo comes to us from North American Indian/Native American legend. Some say it is from Algonquian legend, but the Wendigo shows up in Inuu (Inuits call it the Angiak), Ojibwe, Cree, and Naskapi folklore as well. It’s not difficult to put together why the people who lived in and around the Arctic came up with the idea of a terrifying monster who stalks fragile winter settlements in the dead of winter, looking to pick off humans for their meat. The Wendigo is a hard American winter personified. It is psychopathic, sociopathic, and ruthless. It is no stranger to famine and it will do whatever it takes to assuage its own ravenous appetite. The creature comes into being when a greedy, selfish individual splits off from his or her community and goes on a cannibalistic bender. After eating anyone unfortunate enough to accompany her on the journey into isolation, the newly-formed Wendigo develops an insatiable craving for more human flesh. The more it eats, the thinner it becomes. The Wendigo can only be defeated when a shaman kills it. Anyone else who gets too close will be turned into the same sort of zombie-like automaton.

I don’t need to remind readers of how ubiquitous zombies have become in entertainment. Zombies abound in film, television, and literature. Resident Evil had five sequels. There are more than 20 Resident Evil games. Zombies are so popular, they show up in franchises that aren’t supposed to have anything to do with zombies, such as Game of Thrones. You’d almost suppose we had ravenous, cannibalistic shadows we were trying to project as a culture…

We live in Addiction Culture. Everybody is addicted to something. I am one of those rare birds who does not get addicted easily. That said, in college I smoked anywhere from one to ten cigarettes a day and had a weird thing for Nutella for a few months. The cigarette and Nutella addictions did not last but I still drink two large mugs of strong black tea every morning with no plans to quit.

Every female friend I have ever had was either addicted to starving, purging, stuffing, or all three. As a teen, I watched my friend starve herself to the tune of 700 calories per day, a behavior that was smiled upon by the teacher of our sadistic Aerobics Slimnastics class. Women my age have warped relationships with food. Men, on the other hand, routinely suffer from etheric starvation — this is where the desperation of incels comes from. I put out a great deal of excess etheric energy and always have, whether I’ve liked it or not, and that is why I have often been stalked by creepy, incel types despite the clear message that I am happily married. Addiction is par for the course in Addiction Culture. To be a non-addictive personality is to be an oddball. To say: “I have never been addicted to alcohol or any form of non-prescription or prescription drugs” is the mark of the unicorn. I am not eaten alive by any self-destructive urge. I have never had a desire to ruin myself in the pursuit of a mind-altering substance. I am a modern freak.

Our culture is so full of Wendigos, we would hardly recognize one if it saddled up next to us on the street.

On a large scale, one of our collective Wendigos is our civilization’s doomed addiction to cheaply available petroleum. We have had every opportunity and incentive to back away from petroleum addiction, and as a race, we have chosen to build Costcos and spaceships to Mars instead. The more oil we consume, the hungrier we get, and meanwhile, we create the barren wastes depicted in Wall-E. Our entire food system is essentially a clever way of consuming petroleum-fertilized corn. Our diets became meat heavy over the last hundred years for a reason — how better to consume massive amounts of corn than to feed it to cows and chickens, concentrating it in their flesh? The inevitable result was a Wendigo and the irony of fat people technically starving to death because of the junky and devitalized nature of their GMO corny diets.

The Left has created a Wendigo in its addiction to controlling people. Donald Trump or his random populist leader counterpart can be thrust forward as a boogeyman, but the background of insatiable craving for power lurks obviously in the background. The Left, now suffering the final, acute stages of demonic possession, has taken to looting, burning, vandalizing, and murdering both its opposition and its own. A marauding set of zombies could not do a better job.

In middle and upper middle class neighborhoods, the Wendigo pops up in shows of ostentation. Think of the senseless waste of resources it takes to maintain a lush, green lawn in a summer drought. Where is the sanity in maintaining a lawn? Sure, it’s better than this, but it’s still not sane. In the neighborhood behind the building where I work, there is a newly constructed McMansion style house with a three car garage. It's a place and a neighborhood built for a class in complete denial that Progress is dead. It is one of many. The conformists who live lives of quiet desperation in these tacky structures (hilariously roasted by McMansion Hell) haven’t the faintest clue they’re being ridden.

In the city of Seattle, a slightly different Wendigo rides the backs of BLM would be Marxists — the kind perpetuated by a shrinking pool of resources. In Seattle, only those making seven figure incomes can afford a three bedroom house. Hatred and entitlement has become BLM’s Wendigo as they march through a seven figure income neighborhood, boldly declaring it as their land unfairly taken away by gentrification. Never mind that Japanese Americans crowded the Central District before World War II came and they were sent to internment camps. Never mind the time before that, when Jewish people proliferated in that Seattle neighborhood. Black Lives are the only lives that Matter, and anyone who doesn’t wish to kiss the feet of a group of people solely based on their arbitrarily chosen ethnicity be damned. To their credit, the BLMers have a legitimate point: it isn’t fair that a handful of rich, out of touch white and Asian people cower and shudder in their 1.5 million dollar condominiums while everyone else who doesn’t have an Amazon/Google job worries how many paychecks they are from living out of their car. The prosperity hoarders with their slick careers and their posh condos are also eaten by Wendigo; BLM isn’t technically wrong to criticize their cushy lifestyles. Nevertheless, marching through the streets while demanding 800K in reparations per black person along with a free 1.5 million formerly white/Asian owned condo is an entitlement Wendigo. It’s the voice that wheedles, “If only I won the Lotto…” meaning “If only I could force the Universe to give me money I did not earn, I’d finally be happy”. Though some well-adjusted people win the Lotto and stay that way, the other type is far more common, and the reason is that it is a Wendigo. You don’t make it go away by feeding it.

Celebrities and other people with lots of money are classic Wendigo victims. How many times have we heard of the disgraced celeb: wealthy, good looking, smart, married to someone fabulous, blessed with adorable children, yet there they were on a plane to Pedophile Orgy Island with Jeffrey Epstein? All the King’s perks and all the King’s privileges could not keep them from flocking to a stable of captured children. Instead of doing the right thing and either NOT GOING or implicating the pedophiles, they gleefully participated in the abuse, never thinking they might face consequences for their behavior. Celebrities are the hungriest of all.

Once a celebrity gets old, they chase the one thing they cannot buy on a silver platter: youth. Money, comfort, adoration, awards, and admiration is not enough. Celebrities would be forever young. Plastic surgery almost makes eternal youth seem possible until you look closely at the overinflated cheeks and the too-tight-to-close eyelids. There is also the problem of looking wet behind the ears when you haven't menstruated for fifteen years. At some point, a 62 year old who sorta kinda looks 27 is a curiosity to be pitied. The drive to look that way is a Wendigo of diminishing returns.

Anorexia, as I mentioned earlier, is a classic form of Wendigo. In her memoir of anorexia and recovery, Appetites, Caroline Knapp put it this way:

Food, over time, became a terrible, powerful symbol — of how much I wanted on the one hand and how certain I was that I’d never get enough on the other — and my denial of food thus became the most masterful solution. I’m so hungry, I’ll never get fed.


The Wendigo isn’t starvation so much as it is the fear of starvation. The Wendigo is a catabolic collapse into fear of deprivation. Over time, fear putrefies into self-destructive insanity and devolution.

Pornography addiction is a classic Wendigo. The porn addict starts off innocently enough and is soon roped into a dark hell populated by both corporeal and non-corporeal demons. Like any good Wendigo, the porn addict becomes increasingly isolated and every relationship he touches turns to excrement because of porn.

I realize how hopeless this all sounds. In my next article, I’m going to talk about the process of defeating the Wendigo. Please stay tuned — the Wendigo is a terrifying and voracious beast, but you don’t need to be a Algonquian shaman to get the better of him!
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The Left has only one point of serenity remaining as it swirls around the toilet of its own catabolic collapse, and that is the misguided notion that karma does not exist for their side. Though they ostensibly champion fairness, the Left has become synonymous with cheating, gaslighting, lying, and naked election fraud.

What Could Have Been: Carter 2.0

Sans "assistance" from Democratic Party operatives, Bernie Sanders arguably would have given Trump a hearty dose of competition had the Democrats let his campaign run its natural course instead of drowning it before the 2016 primaries. It is my opinion that Bernie would have been a second Jimmy Carter. Largely incompetent and inept, Sanders would have engaged in naive, Carter-esque brinksmanship in a way that Trump could only balk at. Americans would have gained free health care and college and at the price of a series of bank holidays. Economic collapse of some sort seems to have been written into the cards. This would have fomented a different sort of civil war than the one we are experiencing today. Bernie, like Jimmy, would have been a one-term president.

Despite his ineptitude, Bernie Sanders would have ended Pedogate in a way Trump with all his swamp-draining could never accomplish: by squashing Clinton like a bug at the first primaries, Pedogate would have gone mostly unexamined. Given their pound of flesh in the election arena, Pedogaters would have receded from the scene. Celebrities would have largely maintained their status as tastemakers and thought leaders. Most people do not want to live in a world where every celebrity and politician is suspected of depraved and horrible acts involving children. A Sanders presidency would have deflated Pedogate's bubble. Without an adversary to contrast themselves against, Republicans would have continued to be the party of rich Protestant property owners instead of lower middle class Deplorable property renters. Only Trump was able to thrust snooty Fox News Republicans onto the side of Larry the Cable Guy populists; the divide between the Middle and the Coasts was much less stark in 2013.

Trump's Unintentional Election Campaign

The Democrats, with their incessant Cruella De Vil toddler tantrums and ridiculous portrayals of Trump as the evil troll of the fairy story, made Trump possible and elected him in spite of themselves. I have often wondered if Democratic antics such as the choice of Hillary Clinton and then Joe Biden aren't a clever Republican psy-op meant to cement eternal rule by the Republican party. Everything Democrats do seems expressly designed to enhance Trump's appeal. If they actually didn't want Trump re-elected, the average Democrat would affect a bored, indifferent demeanor whenever Trump was mentioned. Furthermore, if they wanted to help their side get elected, they would be acting on a personal level in accordance with the values they preached. When they spoke of racial income disparity, it would be meaningful, because they would speak after they had given up their highly paid, benefits-included salary to free the job up for a "person of color". They would do this from a modest house or apartment in a poor, multi-racial neighborhood where whites, blacks, Latinos, and Asians lived cheek to jowl. There would be no empty Marxist words spilled by bourgeois mouths: Democrats of all colors who championed the poor blacks would live exactly like the poor blacks... as their next door neighbors.

Instead, privileged Democrats cry, scream, hex, cheat, riot, vandalize, loot, curse and then virtue signal about how they're fighting against oppression. If they put their considerable energy into championing the equality they claim to care so much about, they could be a force for good, but alas. Instead, they are content to rest on their party's moth-eaten laurels. In the Democratic Party's heyday of the 1960s, they fought for peace and their record producers developed some groovy artists! The 1960s fetish is prevalent in Democratic Party messaging because it represents the last time the Democratic Party was relevant. To make matters worse, Candace Owens and her ilk have excoriated the Democratic Party for its white-hooded beginnings and its nasty habit of creating segregated brutalist ghettoes in big cities. Only black pro sports athletes and television/movie stars have truly benefitted from Democratic policy making over the last 60 years, it seems, and membership in that elite club comes at the price of one's human decency, according to Pedogate.

Democrats only hurt themselves when they sneer at the voting bloc they alienated. Instead of admitting that the lower classes saw benefits from Trump's policies (policies that were promised for decades and not delivered upon by Democrats) such as the end of the TPP and the reworking of NAFTA, the end of the Obamacare penalty, and increased tax breaks for families and businesses, Democrats doubled down on outrage culture, insisting that transexual males needed access to women's bathrooms while screaming Orange Man Bad.

Much Ado About Nothing

Meanwhile, Trump was doing so well in his management role, the Democratic party decided to roll out the Tantrum to End All Tantrums: COVID-19. Anyone who has done the slightest amount of research on the Black Death knows approximately how bad a plague can get: the Black Death killed 9 out of 10 people in London in 1349. The Black Death killed 25% of all people on planet Earth before it finished its rounds. Covid-19 has killed 155,000 in the US (155K is a ginned up, exaggerated number that includes cancer and gunshot victims) which gives it a mortality rate of 0.00047256097. In Sweden, a country that took minimal precautions where COVID was concerned, has suffered 5790 deaths in a population of 10.23 million. This translates to a 0.0005659824 mortality rate. Sweden, of course, did not shut down its economy, so it has not seen a rash of overdoses and suicides because of lockdown like we have in the US.

Trump's administration differed in another key way from business as usual expectations: he and his team prosecuted human traffickers with a special focus on child traffickers. Ivanka Trump held a summit in early 2020 to combat human trafficking and Trump signed an Executive Order to the same effect. These concrete actions, along with tightened security at the US's southern border, showed that the Trumps were serious about attempting to punish traffickers despite the predictable pooh-poohing by leftist media pundits.

Tarnished Legacies

Forces conspired to trash the legacy of Bill Clinton's presidency and with it, the image of the Obama presidency. Clinton's proclivity for intercourse with girls, including those under the age of consent on Jeffrey Epstein's plane and island, along with his wife's complete failure to relate to anyone outside of her own class of One Percenters, was the seal of doom. Obama, with his smooth demeanor and his behind the scenes Chicago machine politician sociopathy, was implicated in Pedogate multiple times. Notably, a leaked email raises eyebrows over the Obamas order of 65,000 dollars worth of "hot dogs" to the White House during the Obama presidency. Outside food is not allowed at the White House for security reasons and hot dog is known pedophile code for little boys. The mainstream media has screamed "fake news" about any tidbit like this one that serves to tarnish the memory of the first half-black President, however, the email in question came from Wikileaks, which exposed the Podestas, the Clintons, and a crew of other players right before the 2016 election, so it's fairly clear from 2016's election results that the damage has been done. The Obamas and the Clintons lost their appeal. Trump, on the other hand, picked up the slack.

The Democratic Party and the Left in the US, in my opinion, is a sinking Titanic. It is irreparably damaged and it will never achieve the kind of power and influence it had when I was growing up in the 70s and 80s. The capsizing of the ship cannot be avoided for leftists. The matter at hand is how leftists who don't want to go down with the ship will survive the coming wave of retribution.

What's A Leftist To Do?

Leftists can ameliorate what is coming their way by walking away from the Democratic Party, of course, but I'd like to talk about less dramatic and more personal ways to deflect what is coming if one is on the Left and planning to stay there.

Number One: We Need To Talk

In a country founded on the ideal of freedom of speech, there is not a single person who has a right to censor, doxx, harass, or threaten someone based on speech alone. If you don't want to talk about Pedogate, fine, but stop expecting that others aren't going to want to talk about it more when you won't allow it in your presence. Don't shame someone for being a Pedogate/Pizzagate conspiracy freak unless you've done the homework. Admit there is something to it.

Stop the TDS

From the beginning, Trump's campaigns have only been strengthened by leftist hysteria. Trump succeeds in direct proportion to the amount of leftist cursing and frivolous aggravation he receives. Had the Left taken a neutral "meh" attitude towards him in 2014, he would not be President now. It's never too late to shrug and move on. Just as die hard Republicans survived Clinton and Obama, die hard Democrats will survive Trump. If you are tempted to go on at length about Trump being the epitome of evil, take a break, cool off, and do something constructive, preferably something that involves physical activity.

Leave the COVID Camp

Quietly refuse to take part in online shouting matches over mask mandates, distancing, and other social controls that are more symbolic than utilitarian. To the Deplorables, COVID controls are a ruse to oppress their class by killing their businesses and laying waste to small towns Trump managed to partially rebuild from 2016 - 2020. To Pedogaters, COVID lockdowns were an invention to help child traffickers fly under the radar. Allow people to go back to games, concerts, weddings, and funerals. If you see your neighbor having a party or people thronging at a re-opened business, shut up about it. Pedogate research gained massive popularity because people had the free time to do it at home. Take away that free time by replacing it with bread and circuses and Pedogate will become unappealing by way of distraction.

Eschew Celebrity and Celebrity Culture

If you have any transparent ambitions to become extremely wealthy or famous, mask them now and for the foreseeable future. Celebrities are the new disgraced class. If they become Pedogate untouchables, their heads as well as the heads of any out and proud leftists will end up on pikes. Pedogaters literally think anyone of extreme wealth or fame is a Satanic pedophile. Keep that in mind if you're determined to chase stardom or high stakes investment banking.

End Class Warfare by Starting With Yourself

Much of class warfare is the irrational fear of other people that manifests as snobbishness, irritability, road rage, and online trolling. Rise above it. Other people are not out to get you -- they're far too busy worrying about themselves. Also, stop painting every other person that exists outside you and your bubble as stupid, unless you wish to be seen in the same harsh light. Give people the benefit of the doubt whenever it is possible. We are all going through rough times. During the times you must avoid people, be courteous about it. One must set firm limits in all areas of life in order to be happy, but we needn't be rude or melodramatic about it. Look people in the eye and don't pity them as lesser than you. Think good and hard about the bigotry of low expectations and the way you view other people. Root out the fear of others via deeply honest self-examination. Live cheaply and lightly and give the tiniest bit of excess away instead of putting it into displays of ostentation or vanity. You try to do this and I will do the same. Be blessed.
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Illustrator Harry Clarke's image for Edgar Allan Poe's The Masque of the Red Death
My sister is a nurse in Texas. She had covid. These bull***t denier post don't help a single person. They do hurt many and possibly kill some. My sister is on the front line and paying the the price. I hope all you loud mouth cowards contract covid. Karma is a beautiful thing. If you do contract it and while you are coughing up your lungs while s***ing your petty brains out...please reread all your posts. A***oles.

This post is an absolute study in ignorance and making s*** up. Bravo!! 👏🏼👏🏼

All bull***t excuses. Every. Single. One.
Yes, they are sad things, but not one of them is a reason for not masking up.
If you don't want to wear a mask, stay out of stores. And if you can't wear one for the 20 minutes you need to be in a store, then seek mental help, and in the meantime, order curbside or delivery.

This is absurd, just STFU. Yes, I do shame people who don't wear masks, because f*** you selfish a***oles. This looks like something a Trump worshipper would post, in addition to a few other posts of yours in the last couple of months. Bye Felicia!!



The above comments were sent in an attempt to force me to take down a meme I posted on social media.  The meme explained to the devout mask wearer that certain people cannot wear masks because of breathing issues, sensory issues, or certain types of PTSD. These responses reveal a commonplace yet disproportionate rage. All of the above commenters are leftist former friends of mine who seek to control my thoughts and behavior via shaming.

The COVID mask does not serve its most obvious function, which is preventing suspended droplets of COVID-loaded bodily fluids from finding a contagious human target. COVID is endemic. I'm not going to explain what this means, because I am sure if you are reading this paragraph, you are already aware of how an endemic disease is the viral equivalent of wallpaper.

For those who wish to harass me like the examples above, I will warn you now that your entreaties won't be published here, so you will do best to take it elsewhere. Comments are fully moderated by me, filtered for profanity, and this site gathers the IP addresses of all who comment, whether I choose to publish them or not.


What I want to talk about is the non-physical aspects of masks and what they represent in the group subconscious.  I want to peel back the layers of bluster and tough guy posturing to reveal the working guts.  I want to talk about the real reasons behind the unhinged, hateful comments I received for posting an innocuous meme.

Hegemony


"We Are All In This Together" bellow the ad sloganeers. Yet who benefitted politically from the shutdowns? Which classes and types of people reaped the most benefits from a stop to all but "essential" labor?   The answer: the middle and the upper classes and their aspirants.  Anyone who questioned the shutdowns, like the April 16 protestors at the Michigan capitol building who wanted to go back to work, was shamed and ridiculed.  Unmasked rioters like the ones who drove a UHaul to loot luxury stores in Chicago last weekend, however, have been cheered on by Black Lives Matter.  We were clearly never all in this together, nevertheless, the pro-mask people figured out they could enforce the appearance of successful groupthink even though the reality was far different. That's why all those who wear masks wish to force mask-wearing on everyone else. A mask wearer's unconscious statement proclaims that he or she is benefitting from the policies designed to give us all an artificial boundary of safety -- the mask, distancing, and shutdowns -- that have all been repeatedly revealed as ineffective shams in stopping a mostly non-lethal, endemic disease. We Will All Appear To Be In This Together Whether You Agree Or Not.

Fear and paranoia have quickly turned 2020 into a lost year for funerals, weddings, graduations, concerts, and games. Whether it was the opportunity to hold your dying child's or grandpa's hand as they left this incarnation or to harmonize in a church singalong to raise money for the less fortunate, those who were paranoid about a disease with a less than 3% fatality rate cancelled it. The coddled, fearful, obedient believers helicopter-parented us all without our consent.

The mask is a muzzle to those who would speak evil or like me, attempt to go deeper into their astral plane meaning rather than examining them from the materialist, scientific standpoint where they have already failed. The mask is an astral plane symbol with a material plane set of rules to accompany it.  The mask identifies its wearer as a unit of the hive mind, like a badge, armband, or special tattoo. Those who do not comply will be shamed, cancelled, forced to die outside castle walls. I am reminded of threats from Christians, "You had better repent your sins to God or you will burn in eternal Hell." Narcissistic, abusive God loves you though!

Isolation


The mask and distancing that goes with it erects an astral plane barrier to prevent potential dissenters from communicating with other people. The mask isn't meant to prevent the spread of a virus so much as it is meant to prevent the spread of ideas. Masks are often compared to condoms: only icky, low class, date-rapist skeezeballs refuse to wear them.  As usual, wearing one signifies belonging to the middle and upper classes or at least aspiring to belong.  In the case of sex, as someone who grew up terrified of accidentally becoming pregnant, I know that abstinence is the only way of doing this between menarche and menopause. For mask-wearers, the ideal of abstinence has its direct parallel in mandatory stay at home orders.  If abstinence in the form of complete social isolation for everyone was the goal, they have done a remarkable job of achieving it in the last few months of cancelled gatherings.

The staunchest cheerleaders of mask-wearing and social distancing are natural introverts who fear other people, especially the working poor.  For them, social distancing was a welcome respite from being obliged to interact with low class strangers on a daily basis.  The mask keeps the dreaded Other far, far away from the fearful and their misanthropy.  The mask's double bonus is its function as a talismanic Binky.  The feeling of safety that the illusion of a masked face provides is more potent than its value as a face covering.  The mask is the molded plastic velociraptor that guards the terrified toddler from the Boogeyman he is certain lives in the bedroom closet.  The mask is the mark of lamb's blood on the doorframe to drive away the angel of death.  The mask is the hottest trend in superstition.

Speaking of death, you'll notice that one my detractors in the opening comments heartily wished it upon me and everyone who thinks like I do, which is a practice I do not reciprocate because nowadays I have an appreciation of the kind of karmic retribution it brings. The paranoia around COVID arises from the imbalanced fear of death that remains unexamined in our culture.  COVID primarily slays the elderly no matter what the mainstream corporate media tries to invent.  Instead of taking a cruel to be kind route and helping any elder drowning in their own fluids to an easy death of opium sleep bliss, our society chooses to isolate them in ICU wards while frantically inflating their lungs so they can succumb to the Reaper while exclusively surrounded by "essential" workers, which is to say they will die alone.  Meanwhile, nurses and doctors hold corpses aloft while dancing in choreographed Tik Tok routines through mostly empty hospital wards. One might almost dare to think they have plenty of time on their hands.

The end goal of mask enforcers is a permanent government funded welfare state of mandatory shelter in place.  In this Marxist welfare utopia, nobody has to work because Progress will deliver the technology in order to feed, shelter, and clothe everyone.  The salary class had it the easiest during the shelter in place orders in March and April, and their naive assumption is that such a state of affairs can go on forever just as long as it is applied with a one size fits all brushstroke.  This is evidenced in the "order curbside or delivery" comment.  This is Marie Antoinette asking why the peasants don't just eat cake.  It presumes the restaurant is kept open because of endless government cash, that the home will not be lost to foreclosure or eviction, and that the person living inside has the money to order expensive take out and grocery delivery.  Marie Antoinette does not understand that real people live outside Versailles and they must work in order to eat.  For the antisocial corporate drone marooned at home with her computers and smart devices, it seems like nobody should be permitted to gather in public ever again because she personally does fine in social isolation.  In her mind, nobody needs to go to church or see a movie in a theater because they can have online worship services and Amazon Prime Video.  The top-riding Marie Antoinettes of the Coronapocalypse want to create the world of Wall-E with slightly less junk, though it will be the same amount of junk soon with all of the take out containers and Amazon trinket packaging piling up.  

Virtue

It is interesting to watch people pretend to hate a situation they brought about out of political necessity.  The panic over the current administration lasting four more years is thick.  Though I have never revealed my 2016 vote, one commenter above paints me as a Trump supporter with gleeful spite.  The people who accuse me of being a Trump lover (I don't honestly give Trump much thought) doth protest too much.  I think they secretly love Trump.  Their hatred of them belies Freudian sexual turbulence.  They sincerely believe they hate him but I think they're more hot and bothered by Trump than simply bothered.  

The Left has a pathological need to feel victimized and oppressed.  Trump does the job nicely, doesn't he?  The revival of The Handmaid's Tale uncovered leftist longing for a Big Daddy Christian takeover that would make liberal women feel as oppressed as authentic victims of religious male oppression, such as Muslim women in Somalia.  Leftist women had the gall to uniform themselves in red Handmaid's Tale outfits to protest Trump's locker room banter about grabbing women by their crotches.  Meanwhile, the tragedies wrote themselves as trafficking gangs targeted white girls in Britain and Islamists hung gay men on public city walls while Joe Biden had yet to be implicated by Tara Reade.  Since they are not personally oppressed, the tormented black, white, and multiracial souls who wear masks must invent their tormentors, whether it's a disease or a president.

Progress, the true religion of the affluent, brought a longed for Apocalypse.  Like Progress itself, the Apocalypse in the form of COVID did not live up to expectations and had to undergo much fluffing and stuffing to appear like it was arriving on schedule.  Materialist Science's Coronapocalypse, although disappointing, was good enough for mask-wearers who needed to believe in the Narrative.  Those like me who don't go along with the Narrative are shunned as Deplorables.  Only a Deplorable would reject the Marxist welfare state utopia.  Only a Deplorable wouldn't be concerned about what the neighbors think.

Charging Away On Revolving Credit

The reason masks are pushed as the New Normal is a rational fear of accumulated blowback. Just as a twenty-something chases more degrees via grad school in order to delay the first of many inevitable invoices for student loan debt from arriving, the mask-wearer seeks to delay the tipping point when the masses discard the New Normal. Such a reckoning must be avoided at all costs, lest those who were disenfranchised start thinking about whom they should hold accountable for lost time, lost income, and forever lost connections with loved ones.  

Though they have their virtues, Millennials are a soft, easily led, placid group with deep reservoirs of entitled rage.  Without realizing it, they have pushed the cost of their hysterical rage primarily upon Generation Z, which is at this time too young to marinate in the hatred of their parents' generation.  Boomers are already hated by Millennials, but this will pale in comparison to the hatred Generation Z will feel towards Millennials when Generation Z comes into its own.  The mask, like pastel rainbow wall art and Netflix binges, is at risk of becoming a Millennial moniker: a symbol for the scaredy-cats who ruined lives because they couldn't admit that their political side was losing for solid reasons.  I'm not sure how this will look to the youth who bore the brunt of Coronapocalypse in twenty or thirty years, but I cannot imagine it will be flattering.

 

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Hi Everyone, I decided to write about Pedogate this week instead of masks this Wednesday. I plan on discussing masks and what I believe they symbolize sometime soon, just not right now as I am fatigued by the subject for the moment.



In March 2016, the Pedogate avalanche began with Wikileak's release of over thirty thousand emails from Hillary Clinton's hacked email server. Many of these emails contained known code language pertaining to pedophilia. The resulting Pedogate scandal soon became linked to almost every celebrity, royal family member, and politician in the land, suggesting they were part of an enormous underground Satanic ritual abuse cult. To add insult to injury, the victims of this alleged worldwide network of supposed abusers were children, including babies.

Pedogate is the revival of the Satanic Panic of the 1980s, when every curious kid played his or her heavy metal records backwards trying to detect hidden messages between electric guitar solos. Like the Satanic Panic, there is a blanket assumption that Pedogate is pure, unwarranted hysteria and that anyone who believes in it is a tinfoil hat-wearing nutter. This sort of blanket dismissal, despite compelling evidence such as the CIA's own Finder's Cult documents, the Franklin scandal, the Laura Silsby case, and Jeffrey Epstein's "gift" of twelve year old triplets from a still at-large Jean-Luc Brunel, lend support to the notion that powers that be are desperate to hide their own nasty habits, and that they are willing to resort to elaborate, media-assisted coverups to shield the ugly truth.

According to Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) survivors, underground Satanic cults have been doing their thing while hidden in plain sight since the age of the pyramids. No one is safe: even Ronald Reagan has been called out by an SRA survivor by the name of Cathy O'Brien. Supposedly Watergate was the original Pedogate, with the Nixon administration desperate to hide all they had achieved via honeytraps and other nefarious forms of blackmail.

Courting The Law of the Forbidden

Mention Pedogate in polite society and you will be immediately shut down. Pedogate is conflated with anti-Semitism because its promulgators don't shy away from pointing out the disproportionate number of Jewish people embedded within the entertainment, banking, and legal industries. Is everyone who believes in Pedogate an anti-Semite? I say no. A similar question would be: Is every Christian an anti-Semite? After all, Christians believe that Jews killed Jesus and have used that excuse to justify violence against Jews for centuries.  By the same bifurcation fallacy, all Christians can be conveniently tarred with an anti-Semitic brush. Muslims as well can be uniformly labeled as anti-Semites if one uses the bifurcation fallacy.

By censoring all discussion of Pedogate, the inevitable result is to make Pedogate more appealing. In an ironic turn of fate, when polite society refuses to openly discuss Pedogate, it is subject to what Satanist Anton LaVey called the Law of the Forbidden. The Law of the Forbidden states that there is nothing more appealing than that which is not meant to be seen, and the forbidden is much more enticing than that which is obvious and "thrown into our faces". Pedogate could just be the result of imaginations running wild. I believe there is some truth to Pedogate, as evidenced by the examples I quoted above as well as Jimmy Savile's posthumously exposed crimes. I draw the line though when I am expected to believe that every royal, celebrity, and politician eats human infants and feces in a Satanic ritual setting before transforming into their final lizard form. Vile perverts exist in low and high places. Some of them are organized, some are not. I personally don't believe every single sitcom star, high ranking clergyman, Instagram influencer, and politician from presidential to local is involved in SRA. But just as there are heroin and crack dealers in the "nice" suburbs (hoity toity Naperville, Illinois is one of the heroin capitals of the free world), pedophile rings are similarly a dime a dozen.

The Class War: It's A Bad Time To Be A Celeb

Podesta did himself no favors by showing off his art collection. Alefantis should have thought twice before hitting the "publish" prompt of his Instagram. Despite all of his Oscars for knowing how to act, Tom Hanks wasn't clever enough to understand how badly his bizarre photographs of lost shoes would be interpreted, especially in light of accusations from Sarah Jane Ashcroft.

Guilt and innocence aside, the three men above demonstrate a broader trend in leftist culture to elevate the status of the absurd and/or the grotesque to high art with room for little else. Art has become the inaccessible stomping ground of elites who use works by questionable talents to wealth signal via gestures of obtuse abstraction. In other words, the arts today (this includes filmmaking, architecture, music, and visual art) are the premier field where snobs weaponize vague meaninglessness and titillating shock value so they can impress other snobs.  This is done with the intended side effect of mystifying/terrorizing the general public.

Elites have retreated into an insulated world of intellectual glitterati. From this hallowed place, they make both documented and implied rules by which to control the unwashed, contemptible people of whom they are afraid. Donald Trump is appealing to the deplorables because he -- with his golden toilets and tragic combover -- is what a deplorable born into wealth looks like. He is a hero to the deplorables who are a class who perceive themselves as increasingly oppressed and parasitized by the middle and upper classes.
You know what they want? They want obedient workers. Obedient workers, people who are just smart enough to run the machines and do the paperwork. And just dumb enough to passively accept all these increasingly sh***ier jobs with the lower pay, the longer hours, the reduced benefits, the end of overtime and vanishing pension that disappears the minute you go to collect it, and now they're coming for your Social Security money. They want your f***in' retirement money. They want it back so they can give it to their criminal friends on Wall Street, and you know something? They'll get it. They'll get it all from you sooner or later cause they own this f***in' place. It's a big club and you ain't in it.

-George Carlin
Why Pedogate?

The upper classes from the comfortable middle class all the way up to the high .001 of yacht and private jet owners deny there is a class war.  This is the same class war, however, that defines our times.  Pedogate, like almost every other contentious subject these days, is about class conflict.  Pedogate makes it easy to paint any member of the comfortable classes as a dirty, kiddy-diddling devil worshipper. Keep in mind there is a perception within Pedogate circles that every one percenter has been initiated into a Satanic cannibal cult, and it is a belief that is far from uncommon.

Nobody is willing to mention that since the 1970s, class tensions have been escalating due to the disenfranchisement of the lower classes as the rich get richer and the poor get poorer.  In the West, the uprising of nationalist populism around the globe seemed to coalesce in an exclamation point with the election of Donald Trump and Brexit. 

Brexit and Trump didn't happen in a vacuum.  By the late 2010s, it was self-evident that the lower classes were tired of being looked down upon. This showed up in notable instances of popular culture rebellion in the 1990s: South Park's initial seasons mercilessly lampooned too-big-to-fail celebrities like Marlon Brando, Kathie Lee Gifford, and Sally Struthers.  South Park was aped in its savage caricatures of the rich and famous by The Family Guy.  Twenty plus years later, television itself has become irrelevant but cruelly roasting celebrities has not.  CrazyDaysandNights.net, a site by an anonymous person who alleges to be an entertainment lawyer, raised eyebrows with its brutal exposés of celebrity debauchery.  Over time, it wasn't entirely clear that power, physical beauty, and riches were awarded to the deserving via an inscrutable system of quasi-Calvinist randomness. As our culture ran off its postmodern rails, decorum went the way of driving gloves and whalebone corsets. Celebrities and political leaders became fair game in a vicious war.  The bigger they are, the harder they fall.  Take John Legend and his wife, Chrissy Teigen.  Both have been disgraced for their association with Marina Abramović, an apparently talent-free Serbian performance artist who reenacts every gory detail of Satanic ritual in a museum theater context except for literal baby eating, and we're not entirely sure about that.  Teigen, a compulsive Twitter addict and chronic motormouth, often babbles about how turned on she is by the children's pageant reality show Toddlers and Tiaras and once seemed to let on that she and Legend had a sordid ménage à quatre with the Obamas.  

The belief in Pedogate sates a hunger that is extremely dangerous to leave unexamined, unrecognized, and unaddressed.  The lower classes (which also includes people with money who lack the sophistication or desire to fit into upper class social circles, for instance, Donald Trump) don't see themselves as inferior to the upper classes.  For the most part, the lower classes just want to live their lives.  Of course the upper classes won't leave the lower classes alone; that would be like asking a swarm of mosquitoes to stop feeding on mammalian blood.

The lower classes resent the interference and being parasitized by the classes above them and resentment has reached an all-time high.  Enter Pedogate.  By characterizing the upper classes as unpunished Satanic pedophiles who participate directly or indirectly in SRA of children, the People of Walmart can immediately perceive themselves as superior to those who sneer.  Pedogate takes away the classiness of the upper class and reveals them to be a lower life form than pond scum.  The sneerers become the sneered at.  Better to be downtrodden, eccentric, sloppy, broke, and fat than to be a gorgeous, rich, Adrenochrome-addicted pedophile.

Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.
If the criteria for rich people to go to heaven are hard to meet, then rich pedophiles don't have a snowball's chance in the place where Christians would assign them after death. Pedogate is how an elite class, once loved and if not loved, at least feared and respected, ends up as a bunch of severed heads on an iron fence. These days, celebrities, royals, politicians, and newscasters act in a way I view as openly suicidal.  Ellen Degeneres may be worth 330 million, but that won't matter to a raging mob if evidence pops up, no matter how shoddy, that she has mistreated children.  Hillary Clinton is one of the most hated people on a planet with more than enough hatred to dish out.  If compelling evidence surfaces of what she is suspected of doing to children, it won't take a court of law in a country with a death penalty to earn her an immediate execution... if she's lucky.  Firing squads are easy compared to what certain factions would like to do to her.  Personally, I'm a fan of innocent until proven guilty.  Our system of punishment is garbage but innocent until proven guilty is not one of its flaws.  

The Way The Left Sees Itself Versus How They Are Seen

Prince Andrew most likely saw young Virginia Giuffre as a high class prostitute.  In his class, other people are automatons born to serve and to be used.  What Pedogate condemns as depraved acts forced upon a child, Prince Andrew and his ilk see as normal business as usual.  Prince Andrew was never trained to perceive the significance of emotion as demonstrated by other human beings.  It is likely he saw Guiffre's forced smile as evidence of enthusiastic consent, age be damned.  Life for Prince Andrew was a great big party until getting old and getting caught conspired to end his fun.

Leftists and liberalism err on the side of the permissive.  The free love era of the 1960s ushered in a loosening of the limits of heterosexual marriage, an openness to drug experimentation, and the exploration of non-Christian religions, including the religion of Marxism: the belief in a socialist utopia that has never actually been achieved by socialism.  Unfortunately, Marxism is back in vogue at the moment and in true liberal fashion, there is a rush to erase its limits and apply it as a one size fits all, final solution to those problematic masses of people who do not agree with Marxists.

The Left is not helped by the way it sees religion.  To the Left, sincere belief in God/gods is a foreign phenomenon to be made fun of, othered, or museum-displayed for profit.  The Left is also fascinated by Satanism.  

Help Wanted: Adversary to Boost Legitimacy of Failing Religion

Christianity isn't doing so hot.  American Christianity has lost credibility within the last hundred years and is a shadow of what it was at the turn of the twentieth century.  The Left as it currently exists provides the perfect adversary to strengthen what is left of a feeble, increasingly irrelevant religion.  Pedogate is a force majeure in a war the Left cannot admit it is fighting.  Christianity needs Pedogate.  There's nothing like a Satanic Panic to get warm butts into chilly church pews. 

Pedogate, with its obsession with accusing adults of molesting and killing infants, naturally lends itself to the more indiscriminate side of the pro-life movement, which prioritizes the life of the unborn fetus well above that of the mother who is but a mere vessel for delivering the precious infant into the world.  Pedogate makes it easy to demonize a pregnant mother, who can be caricatured as a cartoonishly evil idiot who would offer her newborn up to elite Ba'al worshippers to make a quick buck.  This further dehumanizes the expectant mom in a way that is astoundingly convenient if you are running a clandestinely for-profit Christian adoption mill like the one I was born in forty-seven years ago, the type of which still proliferates today. 

As long as Christianity remains the refuge of hypocrites and spiritually insensitive know-nothings who nonetheless scream at the top of their lungs that everyone who does not follow in their footsteps will burn in eternal hell, it will need Pedogate to prove there is an evil out there worse than itself.  Christianity needs Pedogate in order to make itself seem more appealing and less secular, especially when honest, Jesus-loving Christians rightfully question the failings of an increasingly materialist, downright atheist set of approaches to worship.  Desperation is palpable in the Christian right; desperation scares off potential converts.  Pedogate scares them back into the arms of a failing religion. 

Less than forty short years ago, the Christian right dominated the scene in the way the Left dominates now.  Christians used their considerable power and influence to imprison suspected pedophiles, not all of whom were proven guilty.

The rise of Pedogate could be the advent of Terrors with a capital "T" for the Left.  Considering the punishment the Left has dealt to by attempting to crush populism, crashing the economy by overreacting to COVID, and cheering on riots, looting, and murder in the name of BLM and Antifa, one could say they had it coming. 

Instead of ignoring Pedogate and threatening all who don't shove it under the rug, I think leftists would do well to start paying attention.  

In Part II of this series, I'll be discussing how I believe Pedogate should be dealt with.  

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In my final essay of this series, I will be discussing why curses do not work and why blessings, though not as easy to formulate, are the best strategy for overcoming demons.  Next week I am planning to write about the symbolism of masks and why they have precious little to do with the actual preservation of human health.
 

The class of people who bought into and perpetuated the COVID-19 phenomenon were and are largely salaried professionals who grew up in environments of extreme privilege yet see themselves as the middle class because they don't have as much as the successful Hollywood director or tech startup guru. We will call them the PMC or the Professional Managerial Class. PMCs grew up under the umbrella of wealth.


Shielded by luxury, the PMC finds no comfort in excesses of basics that people of lower classes cannot take for granted. Food strewn about their personal landscape is only an opportunity to be tempted and to become fat. Shelter or the lack of shelter isn't a concern either: there's almost always a house and/or its proceeds donated by a doting, deceased family member to fall back on and if all else fails, stocks and bonds can be sold off to provide a safety net. As far as jobs are concerned, their class works hard, but the work isn't a quarter as challenging as the benefit free, do-it-all-and-get-yelled-at-anyway convenience store job or the debasement of the retail sales floor. They are drowning in perks they did nothing to earn, and they believe they hit a home run when they were born on third base.

Poor Little Rich Kids

Despite the freedom material wealth affords, PMCs are miserable. Their lives suck. They battle severe depression that is always teetering on the knife edge of a three month-long descent into a black hole that ends with a bottle of Azipam chased with a quart of Grey Goose. They are perpetually anxious, tormented by a nearly unbroken fight or flight response gone haywire. They are angry. Some retreat into social justice activism, which helps to allay the suicidal despair I mentioned above and also provides an outlet for the energy generated by constant anxiety. Others go the sleazy Ahrimanic evil route, like Jeffrey Epstein, who allegedly needed orgasms with three young teenage girls per day in order to function.

Others still turn to curses. Michael Hughes is the most obvious example with his trash compactor hexes of Trump that combine mismatched planets, inauspicious moons, whatever ancient god or goddess that seemed cool that day, and high school poetry magazine submissions disguised as spells. His female counterparts stage their Satan-lite altars for Instagram, inflaming paranoid Christians while hoping to make enough money as witchy influencers despite not believing in the forces they invoke. Hughes and his pals engage in the formalized version of what regular media socialites do without the quasi-magical pomp and circumstance: they throw around bad intentions in public while sustaining the background belief that god does not exist and that karma does not apply to them. My theory is they have now done this enough times to attract and become infested by demons, a.k.a. large incorporeal beings who hate humanity and become invisible parasites upon those stupid or unfortunate enough to extend the invitation to feed.

Dissecting the Curse

The word "curse" has a murky etymology. In the University of Michigan Press's Middle English Compendium, the etymology of the word curse is attributed to the Latin "cursus" or "course" as in the Christian liturgy, implying a formula of readings performed four times a year.

My definition of a curse is an imposed cycle upon someone or something (places and objects can also be cursed) intended to punish the subject of the curse whenever they try to repeat the behavior the curser intends to prevent them from doing. If you've ever seen the Stanley Kubrick film A Clockwork Orange, Alex, a gleeful murderer and rapist, ends up being ineffectively punished via cruel attempts at aversion where he is trained to associate the his own violent behaviors with the physical pain delivered by his torturers. After a few close calls and a suicide attempt, a newly released "rehabilitated" Alex goes back to his old ways with renewed vigor.

In A Clockwork Orange, Alex is put through a curse. His torturers who try to reprogram his mind via cycles of punishment only serve to create a better and more shady criminal. Prison sentences are curses laid upon transgressors by the State. Though they are meant to trap the prisoner in a place where he is ostensibly prevented from committing crimes, we can all agree the worst types of crimes, such as pedophilia, have high recidivism rates. Prison doesn't help anyone except those who get off on punishing others.

When we look at the anatomy of a curse, is the point of it to prevent the offender from reoffending, or is it to provide a dopamine rush of self-righteousness in the curse-thrower who believes they are doing good?

But Kimberly, you ask, if cursing is like heroin for the self-righteous and prison doesn't work, how should we handle murderers? Well, personally, I'm all for Hammurabi's Code type punishments for murder. Hang a murderer and in five minutes or less, we can let God sort it out. Some crimes are worse than others and it is my belief that the western approach is hard where it should be soft and soft where it should be hard. The bottom line is that most of us are not about to go to prison for our crimes, so we need to identify other examples of what cursing entails and other patterns where intention is aimed as an imposed cycle of hurt.

Most cunning serpent, you shall no more dare to deceive the human race, persecute the Church, torment God's elect and sift them as wheat.

The Most High God commands you, + He with whom, in your great insolence, you still claim to be equal.

"God who wants all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth." [1 Tim. 2:4)

-Excerpt from the Catholic Exorcism Prayer

Mad As Hell

Before I go all love and light on you, I would like to share how angry I am at my leftist friends and acquaintances. Well, clearly I wouldn't write five articles on accusing leftists of being possessed and obsessed by demons if I didn't have a modicum of anger to stew. Leftists caused and elongated the shutdown that nearly took my livelihood. They succeeded in ruining and damaging millions of small businesses via exacerbated panic and then rioting, they killed people of every color under the banners of BLM and Antifa, and they had the gall to lie about it, calling the rioters "peaceful protestors" and mask wearing "scientific". Though I do blame their behavior on the demons who I believe are infesting them, they still bear the burden of ultimate responsibility for the way they have carried on in the last four years.

I'm done with them. I would much rather be alone than have friends of such low, down-with-the-demons character. My strategy for dealing with leftists, though I don't necessarily recommend it to anyone, is this:

-If the person is someone I do not know, for instance, a random social justice type on Facebook who I wouldn't recognize by name, I look for signs of Trump derangement, pro-BLM signaling, or mask wearing. If they have any of the above, I immediately block them.

-If the person is an acquaintance and I see the above signs, I consider blocking them and I refuse any form of conversation about the above topics with threats that I will cut them out of my life. If I felt they could have a rational conversation, I wouldn't come down like a hammer. You cannot argue with the possessed -- it's an exorcism basic!

-If the person is my friend, I resolve to keep them at a careful distance until the election. If they confront me about any of the above topics, I flat out refuse to discuss it (um hello, they can read my blog) and put them on a top priority discursive meditation list to consider what to do about them after a few months have passed. I am considering cut and clear spells if it comes to that.

Gratitude: Easier Said Than Done

Curses are easy. Blessings are hard. Think of how readily an embarrassing or painful memory surfaces, or guilt. Now try to come up with a random, overwhelmingly positive memory. Not so quick, is it? As humans, we are hard-wired to recall pain, suffering, and misery. Happiness and bliss aren't remembered so much as chased.

If you want to be blessed, try gratitude. Gratitude is the first blessing. To give heartfelt thanks is to humble yourself before the gods, even if you don't technically believe in gods. The sheer ingratitude of our era explains a great deal of our cultural misery. A PMC friend once gratitude-shamed me when I thanked the owner of a now defunct hole in the wall restaurant for offering great vegan options. My friend snarkily commented, "You know you have to pay for the meal, right?" To him, every act of kindness is a transaction. Every gesture of grace boils down to a dollar sign, a tit for tat. This is the sort of person who becomes obsessed with getting something for nothing. Gratitude is a quaint bit of woo that comes from nothing and disappears into the gaping void.

As you can imagine, the inhabitant of such a gray and materialist world is a woeful being. They curse because they are angry and depressed (with a deep terror of being left completely alone) but it couldn't possibly be their own fault, so the answer is to foist the blame on someone else. The first "someone" they blame is their parents. The second is their society. They begin hexing and cursing their enemies, calling for various justices but actually just wanting to lash out and trap Trump or Bolsinaro or Johnson in a cycle of repeating physical and mental anguish. Of course by throwing that trash out there, they end up with blowback. Trash also stinks, and it attracts demons. Cursing does not work, and trying to bring someone down only results in your own downfall. If your enemy truly bothers you that much, ignore them and go around them if they stand in the way. If you truly hate the hatred, however, you will genuinely and honestly bless them.

It's pretty tough to bless a person or group you are mad at, so instead of that, I suggest starting with number one. I'm not suggesting you always bless yourself, though it would be kind of hilarious for all members of the public to shout "Bless me!" the next time they sneezed, however, I am suggesting the supplanting of the urge to curse with the immediate blessing of someone you love.

For instance, I stopped using curse words because I don't want to be like the people who seem to be the most predisposed towards foul language at the moment. For every urge to use a curse word, instead of putting a dollar in a jar, I try to say a kind or loving thing to the cherished people around me.

If you have no person or pet to bless, you can bless your place. Even if that place is a tent on the (rhymes with city) streets of the Castro district, you can bless it. You can get formal with frankincense and sage or you can informally steal a moment to focus your mind, asking the gods, Jesus, or whomever you acknowledge is smarter and better than you to bless your space. I am currently in the process of writing a book called Sacred Homemaking about the spirit of place and the ways we can go about amplifying the power of blessings via every trick in my arsenal and then some.

We all have something to be grateful for. When I was at my lowest point of depression in high school, I missed many opportunities to be grateful for my wonderful parents, my decent health, and the beautiful food that seemed to overflow from every cupboard. I am not saying that we should create snares of positivity for ourself that act like horse blinders -- being grateful should be accompanied by an assessment of that which does not elicit gratitude (does it spark joy? Yeah I had to go there). As a teen, I had a boyfriend I settled for, and I was lazy. My emotional storms and inability to look at my real blessings clouded my vision. I should have broken up with the boyfriend and dealt with my laziness and weakness instead of feeling guilty for wanting to be grateful for my devoted boyfriend and the wallowing in the luxury of being a lout.

To defeat the demons infesting the Left, we should become what demons cannot stand. If demons have turned leftists into babbling automatons of hate and authoritarianism, we can defeat them by becoming more thoughtful and analytical, employing discursive meditation every day. We can resolve to take a "you do you and I'll just go around if necessary" attitude no matter how disgusted we are by their behavior. Instead of cursing and throwing around ill will, we can bless. Give someone an authentic compliment. Share what you have. Pay it forward. Light a candle in the memory of someone you loved and take the time to remember why you loved them and how they brought you joy. Light a candle to a great philosopher or a hero. Kiss your dog or cat if they'll let you. Memorize a beautiful poem or a prayer. Recite it aloud. Take cursing out of your language. Learn an instrument so you can fill your home with music. Decorate a corner or a whole room with Aphrodite in mind. Pick up trash in the forest preserve. It's a small, blessed act of informal consecration that will encourage others to do the same. Look to ways to work the soil, even if it's only in the form of houseplants. Every little bit counts said the witch as she peed into the ocean. Be blessed!
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When Indiana Department of Children’s Services family case manager Valerie Washington interviewed Latoya Ammons in the hospital in the Spring of 2012, Ammons’s seven year old son started growling with his teeth showing and his eyes rolled to the whites before strangling his nine year old brother. Adults had to pry his hands off his brother’s neck. Later that night, in front of DCS Case Manager Washington and registered nurse Willie Lee Walker, the nine year old sported a “weird grin” as he glided backward up a wall to the ceiling. He then flipped over his grandmother, landing on his feet.

When classic demonic possession reaches its acute phase, the victim often displays supernatural abilities such as uncanny physical strength, the ability to speak obscure languages, levitation, unnatural flexibility, insensitivity to pain, and clairvoyance. The demon flamboyantly showcases its power as the host struggles deep in the background, locked in a hidden prison of the subconscious. The host recedes as the demon pulls out all the stops in its hostile takeover.

The trouble with this sort of success is that there is only so much a fragile host body can take, and the huge amount of blowback generated from constant stunts grinds strained gears until shutdown is a preeminent risk.

Canceller becomes Cancellee

In the US, leftist cancel culture peaked in 2013. Barack Obama won his second term and The Weinstein Company was pumping out film projects featuring Oprah and Stephen Colbert and winning Cannes awards. Meanwhile, in less glamorous settings, a still-relevant Facebook was bubbling with glee over the cancellation of Paula Deen for using a racial slur.

The true driver of leftist hatred, classism, was hidden modestly under heavy veils.  None dared imagine a future outside of the clutches of the liberal elites who still controlled entertainment, news, medicine, and education. Those who spoke against the leftist narrative of political correctness had the luck of a bloody steak thrown into a tank full of piranhas. Occupy Wall Street was deflated and mocked for its Millennial whininess, and atheists Richard Dawkins, Sam Harris, and Neil DeGrasse-Tyson still hoped to surf the wake of Christopher Hitchens’s death.

2014 brought GamerGate, when leftist women trying to shoehorn themselves into video game culture got cancelled by tribes of young, angry men. By the end of 2015, Trump was president, and with him, the curtain was raised on over forty years of overclass prestidigitation, embezzlement, cheating, and arbitrage. The cancellers got cancelled. They could dish it, but they just couldn’t take it. A human being of indeterminate gender in a pricey green windbreaker screamed NO! into the sky and was immortalized as a meme. Another was unfairly captured in a moment of unflattering, neck-bulging emotion as The Triggered Feminist despite her calm demeanor during a protest.

It still took worldwide lockdowns perpetuated by nihilist scientists and morbidly bored Karens to red pill the average “essential” worker and his recently unemployed/underemployed lower class counterpart. Hollywood hypocrisy in the form of doofus actors singing the worst possible song at the worst possible time put the idea into Joe Average’s head that perhaps we are not all in this together, and perhaps it was finally time to admit publicly that one had voted for Trump and planned to do so again.

Parasite's Dilemma

Blowback accumulated over many years was hitting the Left in waves at this time. Impeachment backfired, Biden was caught doing to a young woman what Trump only bragged about, and Black Lives Matter quickly revealed itself as a depraved and violently racist murder cult. The demons of the Left had no choice but to unleash the hounds of hell. Desperate stunts serve as distracting fronts. Rioting may be the language of the unheard but it is also the language of demons who don’t want anyone to realize the host is nearly used up. A dead host is like a toppled wall to a mammoth colony of English ivy: it’s not usable.

The parasite is giving the host a good thrashing, beating it within an inch of its life before it attempts the jump to new and better hosts.


In an alleged response to the murder of a presumed innocent, the Left was responsible for riots that killed innocents, including children. Their looting and vandalism spree was literally anti-Christ, befouling and destroying statues of a loving God and his holy Mother with the feeble excuse that Jesus was portrayed with the wrong skin color. Fiery, apocalyptic, months-long mass tantrums were enabled by leftist media, governors, and mayors as cities burned and businesses that were just beginning to get to their feet again were reduced to broken glass and ashes.

Confused leftists spun their wheels in several “autonomous” zones in leftist-controlled cities, splattering their makeshift fortresses with obscene depictions of penises and copious uses of a word that rhymes with duck.

Leftists became consumed by large and small energy loops of their own making, returning to their folly like a dog to its vomit and subject to the law of ever-diminishing returns. Each time the same part of the closed loop of shock and control tactics was passed, the dopamine rush was slightly less satisfying, and it was certainly a faint shadow of its 2013 potency. 


If There Be Trolls

There is a point in many video games, whether played solo or with many others online, where it is easy to become a troll. To become a troll, you do things you’re “not supposed” to do, such as kill the character you are supposed to save, torch the area you are supposed to canvas for treasure, or in the case of Grand Theft Auto V, Second Life, or DayZ, utilize  programming hacks to virtually “rape” other people’s avatars. If you thought “Oh for heaven’s sake, if you are getting raped in any online game, just put down the controller, TURN OFF THE COMPUTER, and go outside,” you were not alone. Nevertheless, gamer trolls exist and have existed long before games went online.

Trolling is the last resort of a bully who is losing at the larger games of life and consequently wants to exert total domination in the small games where he still can do damage.

The demons of the Left have won many battles and yet the war remains out of reach. The extreme antics of hate cults like Antifa and BLM have not been enough to lend an air of legitimacy; in fact, the opposite effect has occurred. Tearing down statues, a grotesque show of demonic power, only resulted in the masses becoming curious at what the Democratic Party was so desperate to hide about its own pockmarked anti-black history. Attempting to ban free speech and gun ownership made both seem more appealing, like when Tipper Gore took it upon herself to slap warning stickers on 2 Live Crew CDs in the 1980s. The last of the feverish devotees of the Left champion mask enforcement in a pathetic bid to muzzle anyone who would appear to disagree with their restrictions in the public arena. Leftists who lack the brawn or the vigor to snuff out human lives and destroy property via riots are being commandeered into the neo-Pravda campaign. The physically weak ones are easily shepherded into crusades of enforced mask-wearing, shuttered restaurants, abandoned stadiums, emptied factories, mandatory vaccinations, and eternal welfare for all.  Like the demons behind the fever dream of 80s Conservative Satanic Panic, the demons of the Left never suspected they could lose...

In my next and final post on this subject, I’ll be discussing strategies to keep oneself sane and clean of demonic influence, whether that is from leftists or elsewhere. Thank you for reading this post. I welcome your comments and I thank you in advance for not using profanity.
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Hikikomori is a Japanese term that means "social drop out" and refers to a burgeoning micro class of Japanese adults. Hikikomori live with their aging parents in a flagrant rejection and reversal of hyper-competitive Japanese norms, subsisting upon parental charity as they hide away in their childhood bedrooms, occupying themselves with video games, television, and comic books. Though becoming a hikikomori seems to belie an undertow of hatred for one's parents and the society they had a part in creating, its irresistible, compelling force suggests demonic origins. Once allowed access, the hikikomori obsession plants itself in the psyche like a parasite and feeds, draining its host of vitality and the will to live. Alice, a thirty-something hikikomori who found herself relapsing into the disorder after a stint at university, observes, "It's as if the lights have been turned off. I have no willpower, no desire to do anything."

The Internal Divide

When a demonic possession is in full force, the host's personality becomes completely split from the demon/demons though they occupy the same body. A possession that began as funny raps on walls and tables and flying bric a brac escalates to convulsions, seizures, and lapses in the host's consciousness as the demon seizes control of speech, sleeping, and waking. The host cannot genuinely be blamed for what they do while possessed because they often have no idea. Trauma erects partitions in the host's consciousness and the human personality splits off from the demon, who now asserts dominion over the host. The demon decides when and if the host can reach the outside world, trapping the Personality in the prison of its own body. MK Ultra mind programming relies upon the trauma-partitioning effect in order to split the human personality into multiple, malleable personalities. In classic demonic possession, demons take on the role of the MK Ultra torturer, breaking the will of the enslaved human via a series of degrading and dehumanizing acts.

The Left now collectively finds itself in the unenviable position of hikikomori: detached, split, depressed, without willpower, in full blown addiction to acting demonic. Ideals were reneged upon long ago. The Marxist urge to uplift the the poor and working classes soured and became empty talking points and elite Boomer Not In My Backyard (NIMBY) hypocrisy. The Left has become the hated overclass it once purported to despise. A disproportionate number of leftists toil with crushing depression. Especially for young leftists, chronic anxiety is a given. Whether anxiety and depression are the result of demonic obsession, the cause of it, or both remains to be seen.

The Diminishing Returns of Addiction

Like the fictional story of Gollum I analyzed in a previous post, modern leftist behavior bears an uncanny resemblance to drug addiction. Leftists have become cargo cultists (shout out to Andrew B who brought up cargo cults in a previous post) who pine for the utopia of Progress groupthink ersatz-Marxist capitalism where everything is beautiful and nothing hurts. Leftist egos have become leviathans of blind entitlement, even among the formerly humble hippie types who have made an End Times religion out of Orange Man Bad. The predicament of the leftist individual is to see the world as hideously unfair and to see herself as The One responsible for stopping wickedness by at least standing in its way. Without irony, this responsibility is considered a heavy burden, carried virtuously and with pained dignity like Jesus with his cross.

Unlike Jesus, the long-suffering leftist periodically unburdens her titanic hatred upon her unjust targets via bad intentions, online slacktivism, foul language, and increasingly, physical violence. The addictive substance is control. Leftists transparently desire despotic authority over others and will screech in craven fits like spoiled toddlers when it is not granted to them with a gold bow on top. Because they don't believe in the existence of God/gods, blowback for one's foul intentions and deeds is seen as disappearing into a great, random void of atheist space, therefore no shaping of one's intentions is necessary. Look at any leftist group and you will reliably find the majority to be sick, malnourished via obesity or anorexia, immune-compromised, stressed out, anxious, and eerily accident prone. The same leftists, especially if they claim to be witches, will pretend blowback does not exist, or at least it doesn't for them. Yet haven't they been wishing the very ailments they suffer from upon Random Populist Leader (Trump, Boris Johnson, Bolsonaro) and his family for years? Isn't it uncanny that leftists suffer from almost every malady they've wished on Trump and his family short of death? Wouldn't it make sense to consider opposing viewpoints instead of spending the lion's share of one's time in perennial hysteria over the other side's alleged malevolence? Why maintain a fruitless addiction to exerting control over other people that completely does not work and that leaves you in a state of exhaustion, misery, and sickness?

"They were really scuffling and barely making it from one day to the next, one hour to the next, and with each day they became more desperate. Many times they were ripped off for a hundred bucks here, a few hundred there, but that was all part of that world and all they could do was get more bread and scuffle and hustle until they got the dope they needed. Many times they could only get a couple of bags and they would shoot them up and continue to try and cop more so they could have enough for Marion and Alice, but sometimes it was a long time between fixes for them. After they got off Harry and Tyrone would affirm that they would take the next stuff back to the pad, even if it was only a couple of bags, so their old ladies could have a taste, but each time they got only two bags they shot them up immediately knowing it would be better for everyone involved if they got off and stayed up here where the action was so they could get some weight and then give the girls a real taste. They knew and believed, that it was better to have nothing at all than to have less than enough and who knows what might come down when they were away from the scene. And when they got back to their pads the lies came out easily and believably." -Requiem For A Dream, Hubert Selby Jr.

All Hate, All Fear


No matter how much direct blowback they experience and no matter how slimy the average leftist's reputation has become as a result of leftist behavior over the last half-decade, leftists keep doubling down on failed takeover strategies with increasingly desperate fervor. Many, include myself, report trying to have a conversation with a leftist and being robotically purity-policed, shamed, and threatened for daring to have the mildest of dissenting opinions, and these are just the encounters among leftist friends and family.

Last week I wore a black T-shirt with four words on it: Epstein didn't kill himself. I then made the mistake of going shopping. Three different men of various ages commented they liked my shirt. The Millennial cashier at one of the few fast-casual restaurants open for a sit-down meal fumed and nearly spat into her mask; she couldn't look at me. At the hardware store, a Gen Z cashier was so incensed, he impudently slammed our merchandise into bags and acted like he was about to jump over the counter to throttle me, a petite 4'11" woman of middle age. Later that week, Jessica Doty Whittaker, age 24, was shot in the face and killed for saying "all lives matter" in front of a group of Black Lives Matter activists, orphaning her young son. I vowed not to wear the shirt in public again.

Black clad Antifa gangs physically attacked peaceful protestors in 2017 in Berkeley, and "beat them bloody" according to BerkeleySide.com. Andy Ngo, an unassuming, 165 pound gay Asian journalist, was nearly beat to death by Portland Antifa in 2019. Ngo lived to tell the tale but suffered a brain hemorrhage. Antifa members shouted "no hate, no fear" while beating Ngo to the ground and spraying various liquids in his blackened eyes.

While conservatives were being violently assaulted for exercising their free speech, leftists I knew insisted "I don't think about Trump all the time", but their well-populated social media feeds told a different tale. Wiser souls than I stayed out of it and did not question leftist narratives, especially not when the #metoo women's movement blew back in the form of Biden forcibly penetrating Tara Reid's intimate parts with his fingers and when Black Lives Matter engaged in the wholesale slaughter of black men, women, and children during its riots. None dare to call it what it is for fear of being doxxed, stalked, or murdered by the self-proclaimed righteous Good People. Just as Joel Osteen and Benny Hinn cannot look in the mirror and admit their lifestyles are more amenable to Lucifer's than they are to the other side, the Left fails to see its capitulations to tyranny, depravity, and megalomania.

I fully admit that all of the above could be normal human stupidity, no demonic assistance necessary. I wish I did not need to repeat this so often but I COULD BE WRONG. Nevertheless, just as Jung speculated in his 1936 essay Wotan that the German people had been gripped by a consciousness larger than that of normal human beings, I am suggesting it might be worth investigating the possibility of large and malignant entities jerking formerly sane mothers, fathers, sons, and daughters around like puppets on a string.

Next week I'll be talking about the final stage of acute possession and how it correlates to leftist behaviors we are seeing in real time. After that will be the last part of the series talking about the aftermath and what we can do to protect ourselves.

I welcome your comments and I thank you in advance for not using profanity.
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For Social Justice Warriors, the bargain was struck. The point of entry was the brainstem, the realm of motor instincts, urges, and sheer will to survive. The Hebrew letter Qoph means "the back of the head". It is attributed to one of the Tarot trump cards called The Moon. There is another lunar card called The Priestess, but this is absolutely NOT the same moon as the Priestess. The Priestess is the illuminated side of innocence, purity, and mercy. The Moon is the darkness to her light, the cruelty to her kindness, the Sea Witch to her Little Mermaid. If the Priestess is the young girl, the Moon is the old hag.

The Crossroads

The crone lives at the crossroads where parasitic infection meets addiction. As awful as "parasitic infection meets addiction" sounds, the initial foray into an addiction is almost always exceedingly pleasant, gratifying, and satisfying in a way that makes us humans spend an inordinate amount of time trying to replicate it once its halcyon days have passed. If you've ever tried opiates, you might be familiar with the comforting, warm-blanket-and-a-hot-cup-of-cocoa sensation the opiate family provides. Opium tinctured with alcohol, a.k.a. laudanum, was "heaven bought for a penny" to Romantic poet Thomas DeQuincey; beautiful dreams for a few short months that quickly morphed into a living hell. Falling in love feels the same, often with similar results.

For me, going vegan at age 38 provided a big boost in my physical health and stamina, a rush of energy, and a small army of new BFFs to help me enjoy my newfound moral superiority. The trade off was that I became an officious, self-righteous prick determined to push my diet upon all and sundry for a time. Fortunately, I realized the error of my ways before I alienated every family member and non-fair weather friend. Not all are so lucky. Needing to be right is a hell of a drug, just ask the Seventh Day Adventist fellow I met at a cooking class who preened about like a pigeon, attributing his robust, young, genetically-predetermined health to his perfect diet and being right with God. Hubris is never pretty and for him, there was an excellent chance of his life going wrong in ways he never dreamed possible in all his supreme arrogance.

Baby Boomers, blessed with idyllic postwar childhoods, thrust themselves into passionate young adulthood. They championed sexual revolution, worked in the city and made homes in the suburbs, and looked forward to an enlightened Star Trek future. They had easy, conflict free lives. They had plenty of money for one spouse to stay home. A single, middle class income was the only ticket necessary to the American dream of a house, a car, more than ample food, and vacations once or twice a year. They deserved it because they were the Good People. They didn't pay attention as the houses got larger, the jobs got scarcer and more cutthroat, and the cars multiplied like roaches as garages swelled to accommodate them. They didn't notice the arbitrage of labor to Third World countries. They voted in the era of Reagan's excess, not the be-uncomfortable-like-Jesus Christian guy (Carter) for whom there would be no American morning. The pork went down smoothly, aided with sips of pricey pinot noir and gleeful nihilism. Meanwhile, a swarm of undulating tapeworms split into two battalions, one seeking entrance into the intestines and the other swimming towards the brain...

Birth of the SJW

Boomer children and grandchildren grew up to become today's Social Justice Warriors (SJWs). Generation X and Y have grown up monumentally angry without ever being able to divine what exactly angers them. Had they any power of self-analysis outside the societally-approved Freudian Psychoanalysis 3.0 thrown about as an expensive but necessary companion of copious prescribed antidepressant drugs, they would be able to put their finger on what ails them:

-Kept indoors long enough, any creature goes insane. Humans are no exception.
-Imagination has been replaced by online games and porn.
-Success is measured by meaningless standardized tests and the amount of house you can mortgage later for being a good little test taker.

The resulting case is an extremely entitled human with a large ego who thinks she is the Main Character but in reality is a Non-Player Character, parroting the latest cacomagic as sold by CNN, Target, Nike, and Sephora dutifully. She's depressed. Who wouldn't be? She's never had any protection from religion -- those old fashioned customs like masses, holy water, and prayer are relics of the past. She has never been taught to appreciate the luxury of potable water or fresh fruit in the wintertime. She doesn't have interest in let alone understanding of the way things work, for instance, her typical biophobic upbringing divorced her from appreciation of how food grows, how heat becomes electricity and then heat again, or how her country was founded by complicated and difficult people. So she hates, and hatred feels GOOD. She allows herself to hate a little more. She makes the decision to bully. Bullying is better than sex. Her programmers tell her to carry a sign. They tell her to block traffic and to be brave as the oppressors attempt to commute to their bourgeois jobs. They tell her to scream to get her voice heard, and if that doesn't work, to spray paint a vile expletive on the window of a shuttered local business. And if that doesn't work, to learn how to make a pipe bomb...

Smashing the Patriarchy

Social justice seeks to right perceived wrongs. Righteousness itself is their addiction. The consequences of their righteousness are not considered. At one end of the spectrum, there lies an ideal of Christian marriage that peaked in the Greatest Generation, the one that spawned the Boomers. The Left was not wrong to paint Christian marriage in the bleak tones of repression, frustration, and sorrow. Divorce used to be nearly impossible to obtain. Being gay wasn't legal. For quite a few people, traditional Christian values sucked. The Left rushed into the fray with the Final Solution for Christian family values: their opposite. The Left threw its weight into the entertainment industry, using its many cronies there to promote eternal dissatisfaction. For the oppressed black people, they ushered in the welfare system. Suddenly, it was far more financially beneficial to be a single mother. Black families, also once fans of Christian marriage, were utterly destroyed, condemned to multi-generational ghettoes. US prisons, expanded under Clinton, Bush II, and Obama, happily took in black men among others in their continuation of the Confederate plantation system hybridized with the Victorian workhouse.

They're Having a Riot

The Left found its fetish in the destruction of the ideal Christian nuclear family. It did this in three ways: it "freed" the oppressed with welfare so that the father had no role save sperm donor in the new Utopia. Secondly, it sowed the seeds of discord and consumerism via its domination of the entertainment industry, including infotainment in the form of news. Thirdly, it demoralized and gelded three generations of males via pornography, sucking away their last reserves of virility and motivation.

The inevitable result was Washington Middle School in Green Bay Wisconsin. Kerstin Westcott, a Golden Apple-winning, veteran teacher who walked away from nine years at Washington, testified that student bullies regularly:

-threatened her and other students
-fought with weapons
-vandalized cars
-spouted constant verbal abuse
-fought until bystander teachers were sent away in ambulances with serious injuries
-tortured other students
-sexually molested other students in front of crowds
-masturbated in front of teachers
-pinched, slapped, and punched other students in the chest and groin
-pantomimed crude sex acts in front of students/teacher
-set fires
-bought, sold, and used drugs

In other words, they exhibited most of the behaviors we associate with classic demonic possession. I would venture to say that Washington Middle School, which is demographically 51 percent Hispanic, 16 percent black, and 20 percent white, is rife with demons running amok. Washington is far from special in its basketcase school status. Teachers may blame the school administrators and look to them for reform, but the root of the problem lies squarely in fatherlessness. Remove the father's power and there's ample space for demons to rush in. Modern day demonic fatherlessness, that monstrous creation of the Left, cannot be stopped by a paltry set of rules dictated by a school official.  

Revenge of the Nerd

The trouble with bullying is that it feels fantastic and doesn't beget regret.  Once upon a time, when I was in high school, there was a popular bully who talked smack about misfits, nerds, and geeks just loud enough for the misfit, nerd, or geek to overhear her.  This was her favorite form of torture and it was devastating.  I was born with an unfortunate talent for ad hominem attacks, so one day when I was in a bitter mood, I did the same to her.  My verbal arrows were aimed at her Achilles heel, which was her boxy, corpulent figure.  She became so upset, she cried for the teacher, who promptly shushed me.  But I wasn't done.  I lowered my volume but continued my tirade, spewing poison-tipped barbs I knew would cause her emotional pain for the rest of her life.  She got a hefty dose of her own medicine and I am nearly certain she never used her talking smack technique again, but she wasn't the only one dragged down by our interaction.  Bullying masquerades as justice.  For the weak, especially those who are told they are oppressed and deserve handouts, it's a power trip.  Power feels good, especially when you view the Other as worthless, fat, stupid, and deserving of your wrath.  Wrath has its price: it is a crappy place to live.  Being hated for being just another bully as well as a nerd only added to my malaise as a teen.  Considering my greatest fear back then was the predicament of being misunderstood, joining in the bully's fray only made a bad situation worse.  I could have displayed far more bravery by rising above the bully and refusing to dignify her situation with my words.  Make no capitulation to demonic obsession and the infection is defeated.  

Power feels great.  Righteousness after what seems an eternity of not having the courage of one's own convictions feels like heaven, like the greedy heights of an addiction.  The peak of any addiction, however, is the prelude to hell.

 

 

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 I believe that the Left as we know it is plagued by demons.  I realize that most people don't have an opinion on demons as they probably don't believe in them.  I also fully acknowledge, as always, that I could be wrong.  I believe the average leftist is beset by ancient, non-embodied creatures of exceptional power and cunning.  These creatures are called demons and their key characteristics are:

  1. They dwell on a plane that is best described as "lower" or more dense than the planes upon which we can perceive the world around us.  They have been with us since time began; in fact, they seem to be a much older race of beings than humans.  Qabbalists say are outcasts or shells leftover from a previous Universe. 
  2. They hate humankind and are simultaneously jealous of us.  They will do whatever they can to trick us and hurt us, whether this is individually or in large groups.  Because of their intense hatred of mankind, when they do choose to interact with us, it tends to be with us acting as the host and them acting as the parasite.
  3. They absolutely cannot be defeated by sinking to their dense and scummy level; in fact, the only thing they are afraid of is when we align ourselves with higher and more complex forces who can and will squelch their activities.

 In the upcoming series of essays, I plan on explaining my theory that individual leftists are suffering from severe demonic obsession, which is a symptom of a greater disease of demonic possession that afflicts the Left as a group.  The Left is not the first group of people to be possessed by demons and it certainly won't be the last.  

Demonic Obsession Vs. Demonic Possession

Demonic obsession is different than classic demonic possession, where the victim is able to contort their body in strange ways, can speak languages they've never heard before, and barks obscenities day and night.  Demonic obsession can be just as deadly as demonic possession, but in general it is far more subtle, contagious, and therefore more insidious than possession.  The demonically obsessed are best described as herd narcissists who refuse to engage in any form of self-reflection or self-analysis.  They are consumed by hatred, but because of their willful ignorance of their own motivations, will project the shadow onto the hated Other and in turn be eaten alive by repressed anger at their own hypocrisy and dissonance.  Their external dialogue becomes one of censorship, because internally they are censoring their own dissonance.  This is where demons can enjoy an energy buffet of anger and spiraling despair as the obsessed person walls herself off from redemption and seeks ever new lows of depravity in which to devolve.  For instance, leftists who could not censor their own projected shadow in the form of racism (theirs happens to be anti-white racism) have sunk to a new lowest common denominator of endorsing Black Lives Matter rioters and looters.  Five years ago, they would not have been debased enough to say "theft and vandalism is OK", but given enough time to immerse themselves in the demonic, they're boldly and publicly signing on to demonic behavior.  

In the 1980s, it was ironically the Christian Right that became demon-possessed as a group. Herd narcissism in the name of Jesus manifested itself in conservative rhetoric and leadership.  The entity being appeased wasn't Jesus.  Jesus said "By their fruits ye shall know them."  Mentally ill people were dumped into the streets en masse by an arms dealing, junta-funding Reagan as the Christian right hoarded wealth for itself and covered up the priestly class's child molestation habits. Just like the Left projects its own shadow now and then proceeds to melt down in paranoid hysteria, the Right was once known for doing the same thing.  The Left has its pet boogeymen of the Patriarchy, racism, fascism, and COVID to panic over where the Right once had illegal drugs, abortion, and the Satanic Panic to splatter upon headlines and newscasts.  The Right was once the go-to source for Luciferian arrogance and complete intolerance of dissenting views.  Factions among the Right still cling to the old bon mots of anti-drug and anti-abortion paranoia, but for the present time, these cause celebres are considered somewhat vestigial and out of date.  

"But Kimberly," you say, "These actions by groups are just par for the course human failings, not the grandiose actions of a supernatural demonic force."  There is a fine line where normal human foibles end and demonic influences begin, and that line isn't easy to detect.  Demonic obsession isn't in-your-face like demonic possession, but that does not make it illegitimate.  The path of herd narcissism and its accompanying arrogance is what Dion Fortune described as the Left-Hand Path.  The Left-Hand Path leads towards devolution, simplification, and decay.  It is the path of dismantling, breaking down, and going backwards.  When a person or a group of people make the decision (whether consciously or subconsciously) to blindly pursue power and the rush it provides at all costs, they have entered the Left-Hand Path.  The Left-Hand Path also happens to attract demons, who are more than happy to assist with the devolutionary process and feed upon its cast off energy.  

The Invitation

Nevertheless, as I said in the title of this essay, nobody gets in without an invitation.  Demonic possession does not happen by itself.  The perverse truth about demonic possession is that it is always initially allowed by the possessed person, no matter how badly they regret their decision later.  Folklore points in this direction: the vampire who cannot cross the threshold of the house without being invited, the fairies who cannot keep the mortal within their realm unless he chooses to eat fairy food.  Tragic, horrific, and deadly possessions like that of Anneliese Michel (the true story that became the film The Exorcism of Emily Rose) and of "Roland Doe" (the true story that became the film The Exorcist) could not happen without the acquiescence of the victim in the beginning stages.  In the Michel case, the door was probably opened by Anneliese's disproportionate, dysmorphic sense of Catholic guilt -- she often slept on a cold, hard floor in an attempt to atone for the sins of others.  It is easy to imagine her inviting a demon into her psyche if it promised to grant her the power of truly paying for the sins of others.  Some victims of possession invite the demon in because they believe the demon will give them goodies and toys God would not grant.  I think for many of the possessed, I think their initial welcome of demons is simply a matter of wanting desperately to be the center of attention.  

In the case of the religious Right, their invitation was spurred by their naked lust for power.  Their domineering, one size fits all approach to worship and cantankerous declamations of judgement for anyone who dared stray outside their warped interpretation of Bible theory laid out a welcome mat for entities promising millions of converts and undue influence on economic policy.  The price tag -- completely turning their backs on the authentic teachings of Jesus Christ -- never occurred to them until it was too late.  By the 1990s, the hypocrisy of the religious Right was a caricature: Dana Carvey as The Church Lady, morbidly concerned about what other people did in the privacy of their own bedrooms and utterly convinced the average person was destined to fry in eternal hell.

Belief in the Unseen Hand

In the case of the largely atheist and secular Left, the promise of infinite Progress was the demonic lure.  Just as Christians believe God will deliver them, atheists believe in the power of the free market or Progress will grant their wishes, and if not the wishes, the wishes of their descendants.  The bottom line is both the hyper-religious and the anti-religious don't believe they have to act in the concrete, material world for the result of their will to appear.  If they want a thing fervently and it fails to appear, the religious person turns to more fervent prayer and the thought-stopper "God works in mysterious ways". The atheist cements his resolve in the thought-stopper that God does not exist.  Belief in any power higher than oneself and one's will becomes an insult to humanism.  Both the atheist and the Christian believe in the Unseen Hand.  There is zero discernment or refinement of one's own intentions.  There is no aim or construction of concrete actions to move toward the desired goal.  God and/or Progress is a cosmic Santa Claus and it's all supposed to happen by magic like it does in Harry Potter.

Muddled intentions draw the atheist and the Christian into a place of deep and embittered narcissism.  Lonely and arrogant, the believer thinks he is at the top of an elite pile of intellectual superiority when he is actually blind and in the corner of a maze.  Like the avant garde musician with his "music" of electronic fart noises and random clinking of keys, there is the delusion of achievement.  From this vantage point, animism is impossible, because it involves the acknowledgement and respect of powers who are either indifferent or possibly superior to one's own self.  The Evangelical Christian doesn't allow for the world to be imbued with a spiritual, non-corporeal ecosystem, because all instances of ghosts, fairies, or gods other than the Christian one are manifestations of the Devil.  The atheist similarly dismisses the non-corporeal ecosystem because non-physical phenomena are not allowed according to materialist science. Without the basic "magical Kindergarten" of recognizing non-corporeal entities and the spirit of place, the believer in atheism and the Christian are spiritually stunted and ripe for demonic obsession.  To make matters worse, they may be trapped in an egotistical imbalance of trying to write the spiritual equivalent of a symphony before they have written a three-chord song.  

Thought-stoppers as Preparation for Demonic Infestation

Using binary thought-stoppers in the Christian sense (there is God and everything else is the Devil) or in the atheist sense (God doesn't conform to my expectations, therefore God does not exist) naturally open those using the thought-stoppers to demonic obsession.  For those enveloped in the Progress narrative, their struggles are not learning opportunities for improvement because God in the guise of Progress owes them an easy life, however, God does not exist.  In their minds, they are always bargaining for a better deal, whether it is the Evangelical using the cosmic vending machine approach to prayer or the atheist, who is compelled to amass all the goodies because "you only live once".  They are reaching out to someone, but it's not the someone they were expecting.  

Enter demons.  Demons can feed upon entire groups, in fact, I believe this is the way they prefer to feed.  Why settle for a single, troubled pre-teen in a country backwater when you can have entire football stadiums of crazed lunatics to suck  energy from?  The religious Right used to provide the juicy hysteria and vile behavior preferred by demons, whether it was via the energetic Prosperity Gospel sermons of Joel Osteen to fill Mammon's tanks or the picketing of fallen soldiers funerals by the Westboro Baptist Church to satisfy the appetites of Galamiel.  

The Left, having thrown away all but the pretenses of helping the working class, has signed a deal in blood with what it thinks is the promise of infinite Progress.  Leftists put their faith in career politicians for the span of more than 40 years, only to find their cluelessness blowing up in their face in an unexpected age of populism.  Thought-stoppers opened it to demonic possession as a group and demonic obsession as individuals.  There is no mystery in the race towards the bottom of current leftist behavior: the parasites feeding on their addled minds and spirits yank the strings and tell them to riot, to shout obscenities, to scream in to the air, and by all means necessary to avoid self-reflection.  

Invitation is only the first foray of demons into the Left.  I see demonic infestation as a five part process, which is why you can expect this post to turn into a series.  The five phases of demonic infestation are:

1. The Invitation.  Consent is the sine qua non of any demonic infestation.  It may happen by trickery and guile but there is always consent.  

2. The Honeymoon Phase.  Demons are great liars and they promise glory.  This is the glow phase of the relationship before the parasite/host relationship takes its inevitable turn.

3. Numbness and Fracture.  The personality splits and infighting begins.  The host is beginning to diminish.

4. Acute Possession and Derangement.  The war is in full throttle and only one side will win.  The demon is fighting for its place and the host is fighting for their life.

5. Aftermath.  What can be expected both in terms of blowback and thoughts on strategies for protecting oneself from the demonically obsessed.  

 Thanks for reading my essays.  I look forward to your comments.  If you do choose to comment, please refrain from the use of obscenities. 

 

  

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 Dear Friend,

 

There are reasons why I have blocked you out of my life.  Right now, I am facing the consequences of your actions.  Your paranoia about a disease that has been statistically proven to kill fewer people than heart disease per year has nearly destroyed my business that is twenty-four years in the making.  That’s more than half my life.  You, who attained higher degrees at great cost yet have not been able to do what I managed out of determination, originality, and sheer chutzpah now sit back, demanding the eternal shutdown so you and your loved ones can obtain the communist welfare utopia you think you want.  

 

I did my best to keep my irritation at bay, but when your derangement over a legally-elected president exploded into its latest virulent form, I had no choice but to bring down the hammer of judgement.  You are, quite literally, ruining my life right now.  Like many Americans, I was just beginning to see a bit of financial prosperity when you cut the economy’s legs off with shutdowns and then riots.

 

To understand how we got here, I want to go on a journey into your psychology, a thing that you have almost no understanding of despite your general pretenses of being book-smart and expensive psychotherapist addiction.

 

Once upon a time, there was a senator from Vermont who rose to recognition on waves of the middle class economic frustration.  He was axed in a tragicomedy of high-grade corruption so obvious a third grader could have figured out the storyline.  The result of this cheating was the election of a charismatic Caesar, which if you knew anything of history, you would know is a common event during the decline of Empire. If you weren’t so mentally damaged, you might also know this outcome is better for you and the class to which you aspire than the alternative, which is mass bloodshed and beheadings of a fossilized elite a la Robespierre.  

 

You operate exactly like a person under a malign spell.  You still have not gotten over the results of an election nearly four years in the past.  Please let that sink in.  There has been plenty of time to sit back and reflect why your party lost and even more time to cultivate ways to do better by potential voters.  Instead of doing this, you have thrown a multi-year tantrum that began with lumpy pink hats.  The excuse at that time was sexual harassment of girls and women.  Part of the first #metoo phase was to pretend you are a witch and throw bad intentions at the alleged misogynist patriarchy; this summed up the zeitgeist adequately.  Your karmic punishment for these bad intentions is a blubbering, senile pedophile you’ve cruelly thrust into the debate chair.

 

The next phase of manufactured outrage was Russian collusion.  Projecting your own shadow, you cried about espionage and electronic manipulation.  Boy, did you get your rear end handed to you on that one.

 

After that, it was masks.  You’re still in this phase.  The mask is at once a virtue signal and the grown-up’s version of a binky: a sad, dilapidated totem that symbolically shields its wearer from being perceived as politically conservative.  That’s why you want everyone to wear the mask; just like you would like us to believe there are more than twenty people who want to vote for your demented presidential candidate, you want to enforce the appearance of political hegemony among people who have no interest in backing your party.  Holding the entire economy hostage isn’t enough.  Having the entire mainstream media in your pocket isn’t enough.  Since cable viewership is down, you have discovered you cannot force your way into the public consciousness via the television screen and its ads.  Only a person under an evil spell would be horrified by this, and horrified you are.  You would have George Orwell’s 1984 without envisioning the consequences, and because you are deeply afflicted, you have bankrupted yourself intellectually out of lust of result.

 

Like the aforementioned French 18th century elite, you are losing your heads due to an acute lack of self-analysis. 

 

Your final, desperate act is to play the race card.  To do this, you have enlisted an infantry of white, college-educated liberal women and their pathetic, ineffectual male cuckolds.  Behind them, yanking the puppet strings, are viciously racist blacks, Latinos, and Asians, cheering on the disintegration of the working classes as business districts are torched.  Like you, the riots are motivated by a fundamental disconnect from reality.  Large corporations that benefit from times of unrest are unscathed when one or two of their stores are burned to the ground; small businesses are not.  You bleat about systemic cruelty, yet wasn’t it you I saw on Instagram modeling stretch pants or fashionable new Amazon.com outfit/toy?  Wasn’t your new item made via slave labor in the Third World?  You live in a segregated neighborhood, whether it is all white and Asian, all black, or all Latino.  I don’t.  My lower middle class neighborhood is mixed, just like my own racial make-up.  You are voting for the party that put more blacks in jail than any other party, yet this is somehow about police cruelty, not the institutions that control the levers of law enforcement.  Once again, you piss on my leg and tell me it’s raining.  

 

I have blocked you because you are no longer sane.  I hope this is a temporary condition, but I have no problem if it is permanent.  You need me more than I need you.  You need businesses like mine so the economy isn’t completely given over to the large corporations you claim to be taking to task.  You need my mental stability and my willingness to stand against tyrants.  “By their fruits ye shall know them.” You, who say you are brave, manifest the opposite of bravery in every deed and word.  You have thrown me under the bus, and in doing so, you have become the despised tyrant.  You are not the victim.  You are the perpetrator.  This time, it's personal.  Sayonara.  

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Like tattoos and cigarette smoking, the F-word used to be edgy. The F-word was bad enough to be off-limits/verboten in the trashy horror I read throughout my childhood. The F-word used to appeal to me, especially when I was age 12 and crushed by insecurity. Using it with my few friends made me feel larger somehow. When I wrote my own first horror novel at age 31, I made sure that the F-word had a few cameo appearances.

The F-word comes to us from Germanic languages of the 16th century. In Swedish, a similar word, focka means "to sack" in the plunder and loot sense of the term. Its roots are potentially Indo-European from a verb that also birthed the Latin pugnus, which means "to strike".

Once the domain of longshoremen, edgy 12 year olds, Harley dudes, and late nite comedians, the F word has become the pillar of leftist Newspeak and the crucible within which they seek to reduce all human language.

By doing so, they have cursed and they have also cursed themselves.

Our culture's hangups are reflected in the word that rhymes with duck. We all know that its first meaning is "to engage in sexual intercourse". One of the worst swear words, it is second only to the word that rhymes with bundt for shock value. As much as we post-Feminist Sexual Revolution kids would like to think we're over Victorian prudery and horror over basic bodily functions like masturbation and sex, we are clearly still terrified of our bodies and ourselves. As proof, we have the two worst swear words in the American vernacular, one that refers to a woman's genitals and the other that refers to the act of sex. A distant third curse word is s**t, which means poop and doesn't pack anywhere near the punch of the previous two. There is a popular children's book about everybody pooping. Children's books about the other two subjects are mercifully absent. The F word reflects our culture's compulsive shame about sex.

The left loves nothing more than to project its own shame. Leftists of all colors are secretly ashamed of their privilege. Most of us are privileged, but it is leftists who have become so uneasy with their guilty role in it, so instead of adopting a sense of noblesse oblige, humility, and gratitude, their reaction has been to deny that they are privileged and to chastise others (including historical figures) for being plunderers and rapists. Classic projection of the shadow.

The leftist who doesn't have the human decency to feel guilty about the small mountain of plastic garbage in her $120,000 car that runs on coal-generated electricity bellows about losing her childhood because of global warming. The leftist who sent back his food three times at the restaurant and then forgot to tip votes for a politician who has sneered at the working class and off-shored jobs so other leftists can have cheap nannies and suppliant food service workers. The leftist who champions black lives mysteriously lives in a 95% white neighborhood of gated subdivisions with no plans to move. The leftist with black skin and a persecution complex riots and steals in a scene straight out of the KKK playbook.

It's no wonder leftists feel like the world is closing in on them all the time and seek to blot out that feeling by spending lots of money or by calling out "privilege" like shouting fire in a crowded theater. Hypocrisy is its own inherent trap and sooner or later every religion dies of it. Leftists with their beloved religions of Atheism, Marxism, and Holy Progress are no different. But just like the F word loses its power once you've seen it and heard it a million times, hypocrites who scream hysterically about privilege find that the ears of the masses become numb. I think everyone senses this numb is the calm before the storm, and if the average leftist has any sense of self-preservation, they will look to calm discourse and rational exchanges instead of working themselves into a froth at the mere mention of the Orange Man or populism. There's only so much screaming allowed before the screamer gets backhanded, possibly into the previous century. Leftists probably wouldn't mind this, because a massive problem among them is the pretense we are all still in 1960, with all of 1960's racial oppressions of non-white people, gender conflicts, and wild economic potential. As a bonus, if you are mentally locked in 1960, you can still safely blame Russia for ruining everything while not understanding the grotesque failures of Chairman Mao's Cultural Revolution.

Unfortunately for leftists, we aren't in 1960, and I have a hunch about the word they would choose to describe how they feel about it.

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