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I have nothing against people who feel their gender does not reflect the way they feel inside. As a believer in reincarnation, I believe souls take turns as male and female incarnations, so it follows that sexual dysmorphia would be a natural outcome in a world where reincarnation is rapid, with little time between death and re-birth. My problems with trans began when it went from being a fringe choice to a mass agenda pushed upon young children by the greedy State. My objections arose when trans tried to become the new normal, wedding the pharmaceutical-industrial complex to public schools and monopoly media in a disgusting, fascist polygamy of propaganda and brainwashing. I began to hate trans when it called me a bigot for questioning castration hormones for boys and induced menopause and mastectomy for girls, perverts in taxpayer-funded libraries, chest binders at Target, and the erasure of women’s sports. I don’t like sports nor have I ever liked them, and if I never saw or participated in another sports game for the rest of my life, it would not be too soon, but I hate seeing sports taken away from girls and women. These girls and women love sports and cannot have them because of male fetishes and insecurities. Give them back, and while you are at it, keep dudes out of the girl’s locker rooms and toilet stalls.

TRANS IS MUTILATION

Usually I don’t shout my headings like a Boomer or some doofus from Fifty Shades of Grey, but I feel it is warranted here. Hormones are the tip of the trans-mutilation iceberg. Whether they are for an F to M (female to male) or M to F (male to female) transexual, it is not a good idea to take regular doses of opposite sex hormones at any phase of life. It is especially damaging to take hormones as a child. I had a friend who accidentally tampered with her own hormonal balance by starving herself and replacing meals with diet shakes and pills during puberty. She seemingly screwed up everything: the development of breasts, digestion, and moods. She never experimented with drugs, including diet drugs. Kids who screw with the polarities of estrogen and testosterone with actual drugs blow up their entire hormonal ecosystems before they are built, trapping themselves in a paradox of aged babyhood and permanent sexlessness.

It’s just Pat

Back in the 80s, Saturday Night Live ran a particularly cruel skit called It’s Just Pat featuring Julia Sweeney as an androgynous person named Pat. Everyone around Pat tried to goad him/her into revealing his/her gender. Pat was an insipid, nasal, whiny, and mostly unfunny caricature of a human being. In that way typical of overweight, stocky adulthood, it was difficult to make out Pat’s feminizing or masculinizing features. For Sweeney, the skit appeared to be a humiliation ritual, throwing it in the actress’s face that she was only one bad haircut or some extra padding away from ugly, androgynous freakdom.

Hormones make the man or the woman, but they also regulate digestion, mood, water retention, muscle, and fat. If fertility were the only concern in hormonal manipulation, it would be a small one. Most people who become trans start out gay, and baby-making has never been a primary obsession among gays in any era except our own. The trouble with trans is that hormonal manipulation via shots and/or pills do not make a man into a woman or a woman into a man. They make either gender that takes them into Pats, androgynous and riding the middle in the worst sort of way.

Chopped

I recently uttered a single, flippant sentence in an essay that I wrote about plastic surgery about how M to F trans who opt for a colon graft end up with a second, stinky butthole they must dilate every day for the rest of their lives. There is nothing unprovable about what I said, it is plain fact. Some M to F trans have parts of their harvested lower colon implanted as a faux vagina. Because the lower colon has the function of eliminating waste in the form of stools, it continues to have that function if it is implanted in the perineum. My comment triggered a thousand liberal Karens who immediately broadcast my essay to the entire free world. I wept all the way to the bank.

Castrati, court eunuchs, and female genital mutilation

For those who think castrated males and “cut” females are a new phenomenon, please consult the annals of history or at least Google and educate yourself. Since the dawn of imperial courts, said courts have made a habit of altering boys and men by amputating their testicles and penises. Castrated men, also known as eunuchs, were put into the service of elite rulers who used them, often for the duration of their neutered lives.

The Italian castrati were pre-pubescent boys whose testicles were often removed or more commonly crushed to render them impotent. The boy’s voice remained beautiful and high throughout his manhood. They were the lucky ones.

Cutting off the testicles alone is far less painful and dangerous than chopping off both penis and balls. I have four male cats, all of whom are feline castrati. Though they do not mark their territory in the manner of unneutered male cats, they piss like champions. Their healthy urine streams strike the sides of and top of their covered litter boxes.

The court eunuchs of ancient China and old Byzantium were not so lucky. It was custom for thousands of years to remove both cock and balls in a single, harrowing procedure that fewer than half survived. Those who did survive often lived long lives, but the procedure that took their penis resulted in a lifetime of catheterization as the wounded penile stub was prone to closing.

As to why eunuchs were so popular in dynastic China and other places, it is quite obvious. Eunuchs were useful. In the golden cage of the harem, emasculated men served as guardians and petty dictators over bevies of scheming courtesans. Eunuchs knew how to exploit their liminal situations in ways that their 21st century equivalents have yet to grasp. The last surviving eunuch, Sung Yaoting, lived from 1902-1996. His own father performed his castration when he was only 8 years old.

For approximately 2000 years, Chinese court eunuchs were made into eunuchs as a matter of punishment. Full penis and testicular castration was a traditional punishment used to place men as high ranking civil servants and to assimilate them into the court. The “crimes” involved to merit the punishment of castration could be rape, rebellion, or merely being on the losing side of a war. Because eunuchs had a great deal of power, kids from poor families such as Sun Yaoting were often volunteered by their own families. Often, men older than the age of 14 were killed and those who were still young were castrated. The procedure, traditionally done in a chair with the legs spread and the organs chopped off with a sickle-shaped knife, routinely rendered men and boys incontinent for life if they were part of the 30 percent who survived. Self-administered catheters and diapers were and are the eunuch’s reality for the duration.

What about the girls?

Women have always been used and abused for their fertility, and that is why only eugenicists like Margaret Sanger desire to “help” certain races to stop reproducing. In cultures that openly hate women, girls, and femininity with zero qualms, female genital mutilation is the preferred method of ending a woman’s capacity to enjoy sexual pleasure. The advantage of FGM is that it wrecks any sense of fulfillment or power for the girl and future woman without destroying her potential as a baby factory. Ayaan Hirsi Ali, one of the few intelligent people ever to emerge from Somalia, describes her own mutilation around the age of five by her own trusted relatives. This surgery, if you can call it that, was performed on the kitchen table with a pair of scissors and sewn up tight on the spot so she had to pee through stitches. As you can imagine, this disfigurement has caused her a lifetime of pain and suffering.

You have to pee through that

The trouble with trans surgeries and hormones is that they mess with urinary and waste systems while attempting to exclusively target the reproductive organs. Whether the transition is M to F or F to M, bottom surgery involves the shortening or stretching of the urethra. Adolescents and children who have not been sexually abused do not have any concept of the predicament of an aging urinary tract. For a woman, the first time anything penetrates the vagina and leads to an orgasm often heralds the last time peeing is normal, painless, and easy. Because the two pieces of equipment are so close together, the urethra is regularly irritated and often infected with UTIs that emerge after sexual activity. The beginning of sexual activity is routinely accompanied by frequent urination, burning, and a funny smell to the urine even if both partners start out as disease-free virgins.

Almost all men who reach a certain age get prostate cancer. Only vegan men seem to be spared. My not-young, vegan husband pisses like a racehorse. He has 100 problems, but his prostate is not one. Unless you maintain a strict diet free of animal flesh and secretions and an herbal regimen of urinary tract supporting herbs for decades, you will probably end up in an adult diaper as an elderly person.

Trans hormones wreak havoc upon digestion, cognition, and mood. The trans seeking person hopes surgery will complete the process, allowing her or him to emerge from the surgical cocoon to become a beautiful butterfly. Instead, they emerge as Pats, neither male nor female.

The reason the post-op trans person is 17 times more likely to commit suicide is because trans bottom surgery is more brutal than what was done to Qing dynasty brothel boys. At least 1 in 6 trans victims end up with searing, chronic pain that will haunt them until they die. In the creation of a faux vagina, vulva, and clitoris, the penile shaft is either inverted and stuffed inside the perineum or the afformentioned section of the lower intestine is crafted into a “vagina” and stuffed into the same area. The root of the penis is impossible to remove without killing the customer patient, and the castrated male is left with erectile tissue in the stump of his amputation. The stump has a manufactured wound-hole behind it along with reconstructed lumps of flesh as labia to cover the amputation. Unlike the Chinese court eunuch, he is condemned to dilating or re-opening his faux-vaginal wound every day for the rest of his life, lest the wound close and become septic. His shortened urethra is a recipe for permanent UTIs and premature incontinence. There is a high likelihood he will never orgasm again after surgery due to both his hormonal treatments (the same hormones are given to male sex offenders to make them impotent) and the painful, dysfunctional state of his amputated penis.

For F to M transitioning women, the process and results are even more ghastly and hideous. A woman or girl who goes through the F to M grist mill must harvest skin from another body part to form the sleeve or shaft of her future frankenpenis. The skin taken from her forearm (preferred), thigh, or back leaves a permanent track of shriveled, reddened burn that never heals, the searing brand of the surgeon who finances his next tropical vacation on the insurance payout. The urethra is stretched through the phallus, blithely casting aside its intended function purely for the sake of aesthetics. (Gee, when have we seen women subject themselves to bizarre and outlandish tortures and permanent damage in order to look a certain way before? That never happens) The frankendick will only work to function as a dildo with a pumping device. My research hinted at something referred to as “donor testicles”, and I am going to guess that means testicles are being harvested from nearly dead, male ICU patients who made the mistake of checking the Organ Donor box on their driver’s licenses.

A metioplasty involves cutting the clitoris (female genital mutilation) to unmoor it from its surrounding skin so it can stand at attention and function as a micropenis. Fake silicone testicles are added with more harvested skin. The result is the exact sort of “penis” that most straight women purport to hate and loathe, especially if said micropenis is attached to a gender neutral, Pat with a balding pate and a pot belly. Pat with a micropenis does not appeal to anyone, gay or straight. It’s almost as if lesbians prefer to be with other women.

TRANS IS ABUSE

Gays had a short moment in the 1990s when things were looking up. They were not yet free to marry, but they had gained a great deal of respect and clout in our civilization. The 1990s and early 200s showed us that gay is not that big of a deal and that anyone with a puerile interest in what consenting, mature adults do in the bedroom should probably seek help. Big Pharma had not yet cannibalized the populace to the point where it needed to use lesbian and gay children as cannon fodder in its never-ending war against the human race. Right around the time Big Pharma mated with government to create the Covid scare, we got the trans movement and the funneling of children into the medical system via subterfuge such as preferred pronouns and on-the-sly gender counseling. Fascism is the alliance of governments and corporations to create a de facto rule of law. Trans fascism was all the rage from 2016- 2023 until Dylan Mulvaney served as the straw to break the camel’s back by tanking Budweiser’s market share. Fascists cannot fascist if they cannot turn a profit, and Budweiser learned the hard way that its demographic of good old boys and sportsball bros were just as happy to drink Modelo and Miller. The name is irrelevant — it all tastes like carbonated gerbil piss, so why buy the one being hawked by the freak in womanface acting out a minstrel show of Venus flytrap femininity?

Men, as it turns out, try to become women in order to punish them. They have daddy issues galore but it is their mothers who drive them truly nuts. To punish women, they invade their private spaces and steal their trophies. Thanks to the trans movement, the physical superiority of men is now glaringly obvious in a way that was unclear in my Generation X. The strongest female athlete will always be beaten handily. If the point of sports is victory, there is no point to female sports. A group of amateur teenage boys beat the US Women’s Soccer Team, with the women scoring only one point in the entire game. They did this more than once. Switzerland Women’s National Team (it’s called football over there) went up against a group of boys, none of whom was over the age of 15. The women had their asses handed to them. Serena Williams, who is currently shilling her newly-emaciated Ozempic body, once boasted she could beat any male tennis player ranked outside the top 200. She was trounced by Karsten Braasch, who ranked 203rd and whose training “regimen” involved beer and cigarettes, beat both Serena and her sister, Venus, when both were at their physical peak in 1998.

Clearly the best sportswomen in the world are no match for a random, untrained teenager with a cock and balls. They are having their faces rubbed in their physical shortcomings, and though I should feel a grim satisfaction watching all the female jocks who ostracized and mocked me for sucking at sports when I was young, I don’t. They are getting their comeuppance and a taste of their own bitter medicine. Like me, they will never be good at sports. Not really. A man will always do a better job even if they train their entire lives. But just as I play piano and do not qualify or come even close to being the world’s greatest pianist, it does not mean I should give up playing or be mocked because I am not as good of a pianist as someone else. Women should continue being active in sports. Biological men and boys should be kept out of women’s sports so women can win fair victories against other women and gauge their own improvement on a fair grading curve.

F to M transitioners often come from abusive backgrounds. Many have been sexually assaulted and/or raped. They seek transition in order to avoid feeling vulnerable. This certainly seems true of the person formerly known as Ellen Page, who was passed around in the Hollywood System and now passively victimizes others by broadcasting her own brand of false transcendence. Sadly, the abused become abusers at a prolific rate, especially when abuse is of a sexual nature.

TRANS IS PERVERSION

The goal of transitioning is to run away from the weight of age and maturity or anything that looks remotely like it. The person formerly known as Ellen Page has no plans on aging into a bearded, wizened, beer-gutted fellow; no, Page wants to be the miniature version of her own imaginary biological son for the remainder of this articulation. She wants to be a boy, not a man. The man known as Rachel Levine would not dare to cut his hair short — to do so would prevent him from gaslighting the general public into calling him ma’am. Dude does not even look like a lady, and short hair would be far too honest, especially for an obese ex-Secretary of Health. Dylan Mulvaney said it himself: he wants girlhood for himself, not womanhood.

In the 1988 horror film Silence of the Lambs, there is an ostensible M to F trans character who captures, fattens and slaughters larger women with the goal of making their hides into a skin suit that he can wear while prancing about in front of a full-length mirror. Though the real serial killers Buffalo Bill was based upon — Ed Gein, Gary Heidnik, and Ted Bundy — were not autogynephiliacs (males who experience a sexual thrill from viewing themselves as females) but the Buffalo Bill character was depicted as tucking his equipment under crossed legs, enchanted by his own reflection.

The Buffalo Bill character was frightening because men who wear femininity as a costume are scary. A man who sees his XY chromosomal status as a cursed will always be perceived as wanting what he cannot have. To become a woman, he may exact revenge on women, killing them so that he can wear their skin.

Trans is an act of vengeance upon the polarities that make us whole. Being gay is reframed as such an extreme perversion, it must be erased so the formerly gay transperson can become technically “straight” in order to do traditional, penetrative sex. The gay woman has herself genitally mutilated show she can grow a penis out of her defective crotch and mate with other women as a man would. The gay man is castrated and wounded so he can become the quasi-feminine receptacle for another man’s sperm. I don’t know why anyone gets off on this but it is apparent there are entire autogynephiliac armies waiting to groom future autistic gay kids so they can join the ranks of the mutilated.

Rapists are still rapists even if they are autogynephilic men who have their junk amputated. Those who were straight and who raped or wanted to rape women to begin with found themselves in an ideal position from 2016-2023. The point of transitioning for many men was part sissy humiliation ritual and part espionage to see how the other half lives. There are straight men who seek a trans disguise to predate on lesbians, the final frontier for the dedicated misogynists. Losers who fail at being men must co-opt women’s causes and invade their private rooms. They depend upon cultural niceness mandates to defend them from the retaliation they deserve. They hate women and yet they want them and want to be them. Like Ed Gein, the serial killer who inspired Norman Bates of Alfred Hitchcock’s Psycho, they hate and love their mommies in equal measure. They are not above terrorizing the fairer sex in order to satisfy their urges.

To the keyboard warriors at the ready whose fragile, broken minds are boiling over with verbal barbs and accusations of transphobia right now — go outside and touch grass. I am a rando on the internet. I do not think about you at all. Also, if you have read this far without trying to comment yet, you will soon find out that you are not allowed to comment on this essay without signing in. As I have said in the past, I am going to die without being bought. You cannot scare me and you cannot buy me off, so go away.

What I do want is to spread the message that mass acceptance of trans nonsense is over. We are done. We are now coming into a time where dangerous medical procedures of any sort will be questioned and investigated. The enlightenment is here. Allopathic medicine is fascism. Their unholy coupling with Big Government and corporate media in order to push the trans machine has been exposed.

Just a reminder that I will be taking my usual short, seasonal break from writing essays from December 19 - January 5 to rest and refresh the well of inspiration. I have put this blog's comments section to Dreamwidth Registered Users only for this moment and I will most likely turn on this same setting over my break. Thanks for understanding.

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Around 2022, when people were still cavorting about in restaurants with masks, I went to Olive Garden with my husband and family. When I went to the bathroom, it got gross. Someone had projectile vomited all over the floor, sinks, and toilet stalls. The whole room reeked of barf. As is typical of casual American restaurants, there was no specialized department to take care of the mess, so a server (presumably one with a strong stomach) went in with disinfectant and mop to do the job. I overheard the servers talking about how it was the third time that week. I chalked up the episode as the predicament of the MRNA “vaccines”.

Considering my area was one of the most heavily compliant, with upwards of 90 percent opting to get the mystery jab, I figured the Olive Garden spewer was just another statistic in the sordid list of Pfizer/Moderna/Johnson side effects. I did not suspect Ozempic or its competitors at the time, although now in hindsight, the Olive Garden “play stupid games, win stupid prizes” barf mine maze may have been provided by a Big Pharma character I did not suspect at the time: Novo Nordisk.

Brought to you by monsters

Speaking of playing stupid games and winning stupid prizes, I was last week years old when I found out GLP-1 drugs were “inspired” by the Gila monster, a prehistoric relic that eats all of once or twice per year. Novo Nordisk presumably tortured many of these animals to death in the grand style of Anthony Fauci’s sand fly/beagle experiment in order to isolate the elusive substance. They were first in line to develop hunger-suppressing semaglutide drugs and quickly outpaced Pfizer as the most profitable drug company in human history.

The Gila monster’s venom contains a substance known as exendin-4, which slows down digestion and increases insulin. When the Gila monster deigns to put food in its stomach, it subsists on stolen eggs from birds and other reptiles, baby rats, baby chicks, and carrion. In other words, the Gila monster is the OG System ghoul in lizard form, devouring fetuses and infants when it is not relishing in corpseflesh a la Jimmy Savile. David Icke is probably having a field day.

Novo Nordisk’s semaglutide debut, Ozempic, quickly overtook the sketchy MRNA products as the real injection to end all injections. GLP-1 drugs revolutionized the diet scene by making patients uninterested in food. If a patient slipped into old habits and indulged in her old favorite neverending pasta bowl at Olive Garden, that Shrimp Carbonara was highly likely to end up all over the toilet and sinks as revenge for eating it, along with copious amounts of neverending salad and bread sticks.

Strap in, because this is nowhere near the last time I will mention abuse

GLP-1 drugs were born to be abused. I first heard of Ozempic because the Kardashians were rumored to be using it along with the removal of their butt implants. They were not using it for its so-called intended purpose, which is ostensibly to manage diabetes. Even the diabetics for whom GLP-1s are prescribed abuse them. One type II diabetic I know by proxy brags that he can now drink all of the sugary soda he wants because he is on Ozempic. His blood sugar levels remain within the window of normal despite the fact he guzzles carbonated corn syrup like it is water.

There was never even a question celebrities would abuse GLP-1 drugs. As the vainest and most entitled people on the planet, they would never pass up an injection that offered “free” weight loss, even if this led to shortages1 of the drug for the people for whom it was ostensibly designed. Furthermore, I believe we are seeing GLP-1 abuse among those who need it the least: anorexics. I am not making any allegations here, but if I was the betting sort, I would put money on all three out of three of the current visibly anorexic Wick(ED) movie superstars abusing Ozempic. Yes, I am going to discuss Ariana Grande in a minute.

Ally goddamn McBeal

Back when Ariana Grande was only four years old in 1997, a dry, desiccated turd emerged from the bowels of Fox in the form of a television series called Ally McBeal. Ally McBeal (1997-2002) was mostly a vehicle for the fetishization of 1990s anorexic It Girl Calista Flockhart, a human lollipop who scored Harrison Ford as a fiancée and later spouse. Though Calista Flockhart is nearly unknown now, her pouty face and Defend Your Castle body were plastered all over the turn of the millennium. Calista Flockhart as Ally McBeal was a lawyer in a male-dominated profession who narrated a riff track to her own life, including her fantasies. Ally’s fantasy life was explored through cheesy special effects, including a three foot long tongue and an annoying dancing baby that represented her biological clock. Ally McBeal’s brand of sardonic, wisecracking, cooler-than-thou comedy obviously did not appeal to me but it was an extremely popular show at the time.

The cringe of Ally McBeal was sadly not limited to special effects. Nearly every single female character on the show looked visibly emaciated. Rumors flew that the women of Ally McBeal were embroiled in a competition to see who could lose the most weight. The stars were said to have treadmills in their dressing rooms. According to blinds, they ate as few as 150 calories per day, abusing laxatives if an upcoming scene required a state of undress. Portia DeRossi, who was involved with Ellen DeGeneres but did not wed her until 2004, suffered organ failure in the year 2000 after dropping to 82 pounds (37kg). Portia DeRossi is 5’8” tall.

To this day, Calista Flockhart denies any role she has played in the mental poisoning of the women surrounding Ally McBeal or the generations who watched it. Flockhart claims that she is naturally thin. Perhaps she is gaslighting us and perhaps she is not. When we look at who is to blame, it is convenient to point fingers at the bobble-headed It Girl. We all know who was truly at fault for the anorexic zeal of Ally McBeal: the show’s producers. David E. Kelley, the ex-lawyer who was also behind L.A. Law and Doogie Howser, M.D., co-produced the show with Bill D’Elia. Without the consent of Kelley (who has been married to über-skinny Michelle Pfeiffer since the 1990s) there could have been no mass exportation of the Ally McBeal image.

Hide your kids from Wicked: For Good

If I had children, I would either forbid or heartily dissuade them from viewing Wicked: For Good. Before I go any further, I would like to place the mantle of blame for the anorexia these films promoted and inspired upon each show’s respective producers and directors. The newest Wicked film, which is a sequel to the Wizard of Oz spinoff musical Wicked that was popular in the 1990s, features Ariana Grande as Good Witch Galinda and Cynthia Erivo (a race-swapped Bad Witch Elphaba) as its main characters.

No iteration of the Wizard of Oz has been free of anorexic torture and Wicked I and II are no exception. In the original Wizard of Oz movie, Judy Garland, once a robust show kid, was coerced into dieting and drugging herself down to a weight in which she never thrived. In the 1978 adaptation of L. Frank Baum’s books, the Wiz, singer Diana Ross battled with anorexia nervosa that coincided with an extreme amount of stress allegedly put on to her via her MoTown producer, Barry Gordy. Wicked I and II do not have a Dorothy character to torment, so the emaciation banner has been passed to not one, not two, but three separate lead characters in the film: Michelle Yeoh, Cynthia Erivo, and Ariana Grande.

All formerly healthy-looking stars have wasted away over the last half decade of Wicked film production. Michelle Yeoh, a former action star, looks like she could squeeze into a paper towel tube if no clothing was available. I’m guessing this state of affairs is a matter of demented pride for her at 63 years old. She went from Flying Tiger, Hidden Dragon to Starving Greyhound, Hidden Agenda.

Cynthia Erivo has a beautiful, heavily awarded voice, and she deserves vocal awards. Though I refuse to see Wicked: For Good at this point, I saw the first Wicked film not too long ago and Erivo actually out-sang Ariana Grande from my point of view. She has pipes. Unfortunately, Wicked has also been Erivo’s demise into emaciation, with the formerly svelte looking actress looking like a bag of bones with press on nails. Yeoh and Erivo look as if they might return from the Land of the Dead once Wicked reaches the bargain DVD bin at Walmart. Ariana Grande does not.

The Ariana Grande death pool

I’m not the only one who thinks that Ariana Grande looks as if she is at death’s door. Recently, rumors circulated that the singer/actress had died, and considering how skeletal she has become. Though the rumors were part of a hoax, it is telling that nobody would be surprised if the Grande keeled over.

It is entirely possible that Grande was never mentally healthy, not even once in her life. Now in her mid-thirties, she is breaking down in real time, the wages of three plus decades of pretending to be above it all dragging her to the bowels of hell. As I have said in the past, Grande has all the markers of a CIA Monarch bot who has been trained from infancy to be pliant. I am not alleging her parents abused or sold her, but I would not be shocked if such revelations came to light.

Many speculate that Ariana Grande has been anorexic for a long time. There was an old Tumblr account attributed to Ariana Grande during her Nickelodeon/Sam & Cat era, and it was full of weight loss flexes such as Ariana bragging about eating a single dragonfruit in an entire busy day and copious photos of Grande in Disappearing Princess mode. Thigh gaps, or selfies that displayed the natural space between a woman’s thighs when she reaches a certain level of thinness, were all the rage. Beyonce became obsessed with Photoshopping herself as a thinner person with thigh gaps. A woman calling herself Felice Fawn became a thinspiration superstar, launching untold numbers of young women into lifelong careers as anorectics.

Ariana Grande’s long sojourn as an actress and pop star have been chock full of nods to anorexia. She was about as subtle about anorexia in her pre-Wicked career as she was about being sexually active. As a kid, accused-pedophile creep Dan Schneider had her sticking her fingers down her throat in a Sam & Cat episode where she “explored her uvula”. The impression the scene gives (this is a show for kids, mind you) is that Dan is getting off on her adolescent bulimia. I guess children’s feet are not the only things he was into.

I think Grande was always anorexic and possibly bulimic, and the evidence for this is rife not only in that old Tumblr account (which may or may not have been Grande herself) but in her music videos. Side to Side, one of her many tacky, heavily blaccented songs from the 2010s, features Grande on an exercise bike, as if she needs it. Her other videos are populated with self-checking as Grande tests various surfaces to see how tiny she looks in comparison to them. Grande was known for wanting to be carried everywhere she went in 2014. A supposed Life & Style magazine insider reported, “Her new rule is that she has to be carried, literally carried like a baby when she doesn’t feel like walking. She says that she doesn’t want her precious feet to hit the floor.”

I don’t think it was about her feet. It was about her micro-weight and her desire to infantilize herself. Ariana Grande wants to vanish. She wants to become a baby: minuscule and beloved.

Mortify the flesh

A shocking number of canonized saints, all women, were anorexic. Women have been starving themselves for a long time. Saint Catherine of Siena (1347-1380) used to gag herself with sticks and tree branches when she was forced to eat. Marie of Oignies (1177-1213) survived for years on only the consecrated bread of the host. She preferred to eat it when the crust was so hard, it would make her mouth bleed. A common theme we see with anorexics, whether of the nervosa or mirabilis variety, is the desire to inflict pain upon themselves. Any given anorexic is a sadist and a masochist wrapped up in one. Starvation becomes addiction.

The obese starve in their own way too, and they are also sadists and masochists balled up in the same, fractured psyche. Both anorexia and obesity are disorders of dependency. The obese person wants to stop overeating, but at some point, it becomes hardwired into the system. Severe anorexia is even less reversible. Anorexics who are too far gone cannot start eating normally again even if they want to. Those who claw their way out and legitimately recover often die anyway. Caroline Knapp, author of the anorexic memoir Appetites: Why Women Want, died at age 42 after beating anorexia and alcoholism.

Karen Carpenter seems to have legitimately tried to get better. She lived with her psychotherapist Steven Levenkron for a period and she got a little traction in the time she spent with him, going from 79 pounds to nearly 100. Wanting to get back to work on singing, she left Levenkron’s care before she was truly done and most likely relapsed into purging and laxative abuse. Carpenter admitted taking up to 90 laxative pills at a time in order to stay thin. Laxatives, starvation, and purging had taken their toll. She died at age 33 of a heart attack, cutting her brilliant music career off in one fell swoop.

I will be discussing in future articles about how I feel anorexia and obesity are two sides of the same coin, with the substance of the coin being a failure to be grateful. As much as I can already see the chronically bored outrage trolls coming for me with “You’re blaming the victim!” and “Patriarchy!” I truly do see eating disorders as diseases of entitlement, which makes them especially dangerous when they are foisted upon the young and naive, who cannot see them for what they truly are. Shame on those who promote ED culture and its fetishes, and I do mean EVERYONE who engages in it, and shame on the producers of mainstream media who would market that trash to anyone at all.

 

 

 

Quacks

Jul. 10th, 2023 09:48 pm
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How vacuous do you have to be? Doctors who dance during a pandemic where the dying are not allowed to see their loved ones is not "positive", but terrifying!

The term "quack" comes from the Dutch "quaksalver", a seller of questionable remedies of the kind that used to proliferate on the streets of London in the dread year 1666, when cholera and other plagues stalked the populace. Unlike the quacks of old, modern quacks have absolutely no evidence or basis to suspect any of their approaches are better than placebos. At least the quacks hawking nostrums back then didn't have the juggernaut of the NWO depopulation apparatus and Big Pharma providing the wind in their sails. They weren't insured by the federal government to take taxpayer dollars.

Today's quack is much, much worse than the quack of yesteryear because he or she has zero doubts the products Big Pharma gets him to sell are Safe and Effective. At least William J.A. Bailey, inventor of Radithor (a solution of radium in water that caused many ghastly, premature deaths) may have had some doubts about his product when his patient/customer's jaw literally fell off from radiation poisoning; what he lacked was the ability to care.  Today's pushers of the latest pharmaceutical products are wholly unfamiliar with any notion of self-doubt.  Not only do they not care, they don't know enough to care in the first place.

Channeling South Park's Officer Bar Brady

The first wall of defense the modern quack erects is one of sheer, stupefying ignorance. Today's medical "professionals" have no idea what could go wrong in a human body and even less idea as to why such a thing might happen. Blame the pre-requisite scanty two hours of sketchy nutrition education they get in med school all you want: at some point, ignorance is a personal choice. To add insult to ignorance (and iatrogenic injury), there is a prevailing attitude of NOTHING TO SEE HERE, FOLKS, KEEP MOVING whenever one of their quacky treatments goes spectacularly wrong. Hence Pfizer, originally the brainchild of a candy man and a chemical engineer, being sued regularly to the tune of billions of dollars. And that's just the tiny fraction of harms for which they got caught.

I cannot help but laugh when a random ad tells me to trust my doctor. I don't have a doctor -- it's called being a middle class American without medical insurance. At any rate, the question of whether or not I should trust my doctor begs the question: Why? What's his track record? How many people has he actually healed or at least given some decent, pragmatic advice that they could take in order to heal?

Most illnesses do not have dramatic culminations -- the reason for this is they are diseases of lifestyle. I know several people who are suffering from mild to severe skin problems. One suffers severe eczema. Two others suffer cysts and boils. A fourth has terrible rashes that flare up in summer. All of them have gone to doctors and their doctors have not done one goddamn thing that addresses the root of their problems, and the answer to this equation is they continue to suffer awful maladies of the skin.

Anything skin comes from within. Topical creams will never do anything but ameliorate the symptoms (if they even do that) because skin disorders are intimately linked with digestion. Think about it: the skin and the digestive system are most of the immune system. The rest of it, those cells that wait around in your blood for a baddie to invade, are the icing on the cake. Logic dictates that if the digestive system is taking a hit, it will show up in the skin. This is common sense. Of course the first recourse should never be a cream or an antibiotic. Skin problems are NUTRITION PROBLEMS. If I was a doctor, and I most certainly am not, I would say "Have you tried an elimination diet?" Personally I love fresh garlic but I know that it is not for me. I figured this out by observing my hellish symptoms for 1-5 days after eating it. This did not take a degree on my part. Another one I cannot eat is dairy. Dairy causes cystic acne for me. I figured this one out when I slipped as a first year vegan and got a nice, big cystic acne honker on my chin as a reward.

Another area of experimentation I have found fruitful is the addition of various infusions and teas to my diet. Instead of guzzling water, I drink water in the form of unsweetened herbal, green, or black tea. By doing this, I get all of the health benefits of water and adaptogenic plant materials. Who even knows how many health issues I have spared myself via this simple habit?

The quack would never dream of such basic experimentation on herself because that would take common sense. The quack would rather suck up whatever perks come out of the smooth talking pharmaceutical rep. As William Blake said, you become what you behold. Hanging around with that kind of slime brings to mind an old Chinese proverb about going to bed with dogs and waking up with fleas. Never trust the smiley saleswoman whose firm has deep, DEEEEEP pockets. And yet they do, and then expect you to trust them.

Comfortably Numb

The whole modern medical industry has appealed to mouse-find-cheese conformists for a long time. Medicine is the field you go into when you would rather take orders and put inconvenient scruples on the shelf. The noobiest of amateur herbalists has better advice than the average GP these days because at least the herbalist does not automatically trust any given remedy based on what an authority claimed to be true.

The med heads have taken over the economy in a silent Invasion of the Body Snatchers fever dream, and they still act as if nobody will ever catch on to their grift game. Shame on those who so easily discarded the Hippocratic Oath. As Ice Cube recently demonstrated in his refusal to take the Covid quaxxine in order to star in a film, 20 million dollars is not worth handing over your health. As I have said many, many times, there is no use in a $400 bottle of champagne when you can only drink it painfully through a straw with the help of your live-in nurse aide.

Worst of the Worst Quacks: The Head Shrinker is IN

The worst of the medical industry and those who are shameless but who deserve the most opprobrium of all are psychologists, counselors, and psychiatrists. Never have I met a crowd that is more up their own asses than the average titled "counselor". For them, the solution is always more virtue, more empty gestures, extra platitudes, and more material padding to hide behind. These people are almost invariably materialists to the extreme, cowering in their precious, luxurious safe spaces far away from the realities of what it takes to make an honest living. They suggest beige living to those who live their lives in crimson and black -- there is no way either party can see eye to eye, but we are all told we must listen to their expert advice because they have degrees. They provide advice-for-pay with an air of elite disdain; proof they are afraid of losing their status and insecure about how they got there. They think of themselves as paragons of virtue, yet they feed and depend on the helplessness and the desperation of others, which should be an obvious breach of ethics. The fatter they get, the hungrier they become... often literally. For reasons unknown, there is a disproportionate number of obese psychiatrists, psychologists, and counselors. Stuffing and metabolic syndrome seem to go with the territory.

Any doctor worth her weight in dung should be unvaccinated, mentally balanced (no false transcendence syndrome) and healthy -- in other words, the unicorn. I don't trust healers who aren't healthy just as I don't trust men of God who molest children or car mechanics who ride the bus to work because they don't know how to fix their own cars.  And as for trusting whatever has become of science, well, don't even get me started!

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I have never had any problem with what does or does not go on in other people's bedrooms. I lean a bit gay myself, and if female-female relationships were somehow less fraught with drama than male-female ones, chances are I would have ended up married to another woman. In my self-conscious youth, I went out of my way to demonstrate how OK I was with other people choosing do do whatever they wanted with their own sexualities. I went to bars and pride parades. Every now and then, I expressed my open disgust at certain polarizing Christian groups that took Leviticus 18:22 literally, yet accepted shellfish-eaters and tattoo-wearers into its ranks without question.

I resisted being a TERF long after J.K. Rowling got cancelled for promoting women-only spaces. It was actually the long reaction to the release of Covid that ended my relationships with gay men. The few gay male friends I had uniformly turned into Wokezis who felt entitled to shame anyone and everyone except themselves.

There's an old adage that the Left will eat itself, yet the current mass hysteria about alternative sexuality was born in the Right. We would not have pushy genderqueer creeps attempting to insert themselves into children's story hour at the library if there had never been pushy evangelists who shouted from televisions and churches built on every corner during the last 200 years. We are on a pendulum that keeps swinging through sensible approaches to life from one heinous extreme to the other. On one side, there are sociopathic libertine clowns in full makeup and foundation-caked beards insisting that their autogynephilia isn't the same kind as the freakshow, serial killer kind captured in film The Silence of the Lambs. On the other side, we have equally septic narcissists who would slut-shame a dog walking in a park because her butt wiggled when she walked; transparently pre-occupied are they with the delights of perversion though they passionately preach otherwise.

In both cases, there is a shadow being carefully tucked away and denied.

I Won't Grow Up!

Adolescence is difficult to begin with, and it is far more difficult now than it ever was when I was growing up. Considering I almost took my own life back then because of how bad it was, to have it be worse now is a special kind of hell. I truly feel for the younger generations nowadays. I created a TikTok expressly for the reason of trying to help them in a way psychiatrists, counselors, and psychologists who are almost as common as preachy Christian hypocrites (and often one and the same) cannot.

I had friends who grew up as gay males in the 80s and 90s. It was rough -- they were bullied, harassed, and to make matters worse, teachers often looked the other way or even joined in. But as much as they might think they had it the worst, I was straight at the time and I was sexually assaulted multiple times in the halls of my junior high when I was only 12 years old. I was bullied and teachers often were just as bad as students. Public school was horrible and in the 80s, there was no awareness about bullies aside from caricatures in Back to the Future and John Hughes movies. The difference between me and my gay male friends is that I grew out of it and I no longer live my emotional life in junior high and high school.

Gay men are often ensnared by the Puer Aeternis archetype. Despite the aging, balding, pot-bellied image in the mirror, they are obsessed with the toxic myth of eternal youth. The reason gay men want to indoctrinate children is because they have confined their imaginations to eternal adolescence: obsessed with human beauty, preoccupied with sexual acts or a lack thereof, and constantly outraged from being trapped inside a persecution complex.

Gay women, ironically, are not as obsessed with youth because they want to mate with it so much as they see commandeering the young as a way to exercise control. Like the embittered Catholic nuns of yesteryear who ruled with an iron hand and a painful conductor's wand well-acquainted with children's wrists and arms, the gay women teachers of the new Millennium want to be dictators of their own banana republics. They want to erect statues to their own superhuman glory (making sure to tear down Abe Lincoln or George Washington as a bonus) like Miss Trunchbull in Matilda.

Don't Fear the Reaper

The trouble with putting all your unfertilized eggs in the ephemeral basket of appearance is that nobody ages in reverse. I thought I had an uphill battle as a woman when it came to letting go of being the prettiest in the room. As it turns out, my non-straight male peers were far worse at accepting the ravages of gravity and age. Just as certain women turn into plastic surgery addicts, choosing to have their skin detached and stretched out over a series of ever-degrading procedures known as face-lifts, certain men seek to turn back the clock by cross-dressing and occasionally amputating/augmenting their bodies in botched attempts to avoid adulthood and maturity. Notice how Dylan Mulvaney caricatures girls ages 8-18 and any given drag show parodies young Mariah, not present day Mariah. Mighty Saturn is their ultimate Kryptonite, and it is almost funny that they think they can outrun him.

Who You Callin' a Dictator?


It's also almost funny that so many "non-binary" people and their "allies" point the finger at the ostensibly straight accusing them of a dictatorship. There has never been an easier time in history to choose or declare your own sexual path. If anything, it is straight couples who wish to bear children who are most at risk at being shamed, excluded, marginalized, bullied, and attacked. Name one place in the US a straight person can live and not be constantly messaged with alphabet soup awareness propaganda: such a place no longer exists. After obtaining the right to get married, the push could have easily stopped and we all know it.

One thing that has become very clear in the last few years is just how beholden our entire economic system is to medical grift. Though it is estimated that 50% of the real economy has something to do with Pharmakeia, I would guess it is more like 80%. Everybody is out to make a buck on the chronically ill these days except for a handful that have somehow stayed out such as myself. Of course the medical dictatorship seeks to exploit awkward pre-teens and medicalize them into a lifetime of misery and dependence. That's how they roll. An industry that has zero problem with scamming the elderly and maiming and killing billions with forced vaccines isn't going to have any qualms when it comes to convincing kids to chemically castrate themselves and amputate working body parts, thus damaging themselves for the rest of their current incarnations.

One of my quiet agendas with all of the TikTok videos I make about healing herbs is to perhaps get the idea out there that treatments and cures are not limited to magic pills, amputation, and implants.
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The indoor mall is a variation on the theme of the Biodome. The Biodome project is a repeatedly-tried attempt at creating and maintaining a self-contained ecosystem with the purpose of being able to re-create Earth's conditions on other planets. The indoor shopping mall isn't quite so ambitious: it only seeks to be an island of materialistic paradise here on Earth. The heyday of both the Biodome and the indoor shopping mall have passed, leaving behind decrepit hulks that are soon flattened into mere memories. Social media replaced the vast innerspace of the shopping mall, selling people everything they could possibly desire and suckling them on self-made dopamine boosters in the privacy of their suburban bedrooms and basements. They are implanted with programming that insists the current materialist glut is forever. The screen insists that climbing the materialist heap with its online shopping hauls and houses bought in cash from lucrative affiliate marketing is a worthy goal, all you have to do is influence.

An Allegory About a Crappy Horror Movie based on an Allegorical French Play

Like the Biodome, the Covid-19 MRNA vaccines (now to be referred to as the quaxx) represent a brutal misunderstanding of Nature and its ecosystems. Instead of replacing the great outdoors, the quaxx seeks to replace the human immune system, that delicately balanced masterwork molded by millions of years of evolution. If you've ever read the play Waiting for Godot, the plot of the quaxx story is the same, except the waiting parties decide to accelerate events by creating a ventriloquist's dummy, insisting that it is Godot, and then threatening anyone who does not believe it is Godot with unemployment, cancellation, and internment camps. As the curtain falls, Ventriloquist Dummy Godot takes on an obscene life of his own, murdering his creators by forcing them to chug graphene oxide Jell-O shots. Like most Hollywood schlock, it is a transparent set up for a franchise of sequels.

The Quaxx Failed Everyone

Despite the disturbingly large number of people still clinging to the Safe and Effective narrative, it is clear that the quaxx craze is over. The quaxx failed in nearly every single way. For the nefarious, arrogant villains who cooked up Covid in a Wuhan lab and then pushed the "cure" to the disease they created, the quaxx failed. The insane overlords did not get a spectacular depopulation event, leaving them to emerge from luxury bunkers years later to a clean, verdant, nearly human-free Earth. For Evangelical Christian truthers, the quaxxes failed to cause the Apocalypse they lust after, and as per usual, Jesus's arrival has been rescheduled until sometime in the next few years. For compliant believers in the good will and supreme benevolence of Big Pharma, the quaxx has shown itself to be impotent. Those who rolled up their sleeves to save grandma and to get a free box of donuts are now Covid Marys with bum immune systems that churn out mystery variants at the same time they provide their own MAC addresses.

The moral of the story is not only that Nature wins, but also that she knows best. Those seeking to avoid the Long Emergency/Descent/Decline into deindustrialization by propping up techno-triumphalism will be taken to the woodshed by it, if not in this lifetime, than the next.

Before You Think I'm a Total Black Pill...

One encouraging sign is that the quaxx showed a not-small number of people that there could be an agenda behind vaccines in general. Profit agendas always put dollars before humans and the quaxx was all about profit. Vaccine hesitancy in Florida reached new heights in 2021-2022, and notably lots of new moms in the state chose not to get any vaccines at all for their newborns. The result was a significant drop in infant mortality for those two years. Correlation is not causation, of course, but I am left to wonder how many cases of autism (including my own), deafness, learning disability, allergies, food sensitivities, diabetes, asthma, and heart problems might have been missing if all new moms were as afraid of vaccines as the segment of Floridian ones referenced above? How many SIDS deaths would have occurred? We can only sort of know by watching the 100% unvaxxed as they grow, age, and die of whatever gets them in the end.

There are many cases in which improving on nature is good, positive, intelligent, and the clear right thing to do. The beauty of gothic cathedrals that have stood for a thousand years, the miracle of indoor plumbing, advances in sanitation, and the fashioning of wood and metal into musical instruments are all welcome improvements upon the human condition. It is when man thinks he is better than Nature when it all goes awry, such as the aforementioned biodomes and malls, internet addiction, and this new push for children to be chemically castrated in order to be permanently baptized into the Church of Wokeness before they can legally buy cigarettes. Trying to replace human immunity with a drug subscription service is only more human buffoonery and a tired, sad attempt at creating the ultimate magic nuclear bomb pill instead of taking the time to patiently work within an existing system. Hubris is the name of the game. Spoiler alert: we all lose.

Swimming against a tidal wave of idiocy never saved anyone, and that is why I would rather stub my toe repeatedly than reach out to my senator or congressman. I ignore those I wish to disenfranchise, so political pundits are not on my radar. I disenfranchise Big Pharma by refusing to chase after the health insurance chimera and by handling my health problems myself for as long as I am able to do so. I could use my platform to criticize Fauci, Gates, and other quaxx-pushers more frequently, but that would require being able to withstand their ugly faces and their stupid words for more than five seconds at a time on a video screen. I don't have time for that, and that's why I tune them out. A theme I return to time and time again is the idea of sucking the life out of evil by paying it no attention. I believe there is a distant future where those who pushed the quaxx will be seen in the same light as doctors who pushed Thalidomide on steroids. I accept that tragicomic future without lusting for it -- mostly because it sucks. I suggest you do the same.

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Cringe.


Medicine is a collapsing racket exacerbated by cannibalistic grifting, especially around vaccines and experiments being labeled as vaccines.  Medicine is not alone, as pretty much all forms of work have turned into grifts and rackets: banking and finance, education, real estate, and entertainment to name a few.  The food we eat is a grift.  There is no escape from the financial games being played around every industry that exists right now.  

Someday in the future, historians will take a look at our era of grifts and chuckle at the mess we made of civilization so that the average salary class family could live in a fabulous neighborhood with top-rated schools at the expense of pretty much everybody else.  They will see us as runners in a race nobody wins, pitted against each other on purpose to grease the gears of a leviathan consumerist machine.  They will wince when they consider the term "gainful employment" as applied to our era, when gainful employment was only to be had if you worked for yourself, because working for a corporation automatically meant participating in a pyramidal grift expressly designed to drain the soul.  They will cringe at the ideals of the favored classes, their clueless subsistence as office plankton in brutalist buildings with water coolers and ample free parking.  They will ostracize and mock any form of aspiration to the corporate Borg Helltopias our civilization reveres as the pinnacle of living. 

Speaking of corporate Borg Helltopias, no place on Earth better fits the description than the modern hospital.  If you have any psychic sensitivity at all, you know the hospital is a cratering abyss of astral predation.  It feels like a casino and for many of the same reasons.  The house always wins.  To walk into a hospital, even as a visitor, is to endanger your physical life and to be pushed into surrendering a vital part of your imagination to Pharmakeia.  Before the age of Coronatarianism, iatrogenic injuries were underreported as faith in the System obliged.  Now governments and mass formation psychosis victims run roughshod over the sane wherever a medical "professional" is to be found, as is evidenced by the solo adults walking down the street in ninety degree weather with masks on.  The entire medical profession has become a bundle of Stalinist hysterias with the sole purpose of forcing half-believers and unbelievers to comply with toxic, harmful protocols and to brainwash them so they will hand over their children to be chewed up as fodder for the machine. 

During the height of the Plandemic, hospital administrators received big payouts for admitting patients with what was labeled as Corona.  More money was received when said patients, like my unfortunate neighbor, were intubated instead of being treated with potential live-savers such as ivermectin.  Even more money came the administrator's way when the patient died from being intubated and put on Remdesivir, like my other neighbor.  Coviditarianism is the newest in a long line of excuses to keep watchful eyes off the clueless death dealers.  Potential advocates can now be easily prevented from witnessing the bumbling incompetence of dancing nurses and doctors.  Nevertheless, we are all perfectly aware doctors and nurses had oodles of time to invent and practice synchronized dance routines for TikTok between heroically "saving" patients from Corona.  

Personal Responsibility

Much like the only remedy for America's broken public schools is to take your kid out of America's broken public schools, the only feasible remedy for a broken health system is to avoid the broken health system.  When he was a young man, one of my relatives fantasized about getting new kidneys and lungs when he ruined his existing ones from drinking and smoking.  He wasn't serious, but his attitude at the time was reflective of the way that many people see health matters.  To them, the body is like any other machine.  If one part gets ruined, change it out like you would the brake pads on a car.   Of course organ trafficking is just another medical grift: the Chinese Communist Party enslaves and genocides its petty criminals, political dissidents, and Uyghurs with such a purpose in mind.  The relative ease of availability does not mean that human organs can be switched out easily and with few complications: the organ transplantee must take medications for the rest of his or her life.  The robotic sci-fi fantasy of humans having easily interchangeable parts has yet to become a viable reality.  

Panaceas and Manufactured Helplessness

One uneasy piece of the puzzle is the fact that most humans were not designed to eat animal products, so when we eat them, we face a slow and steady deterioration of connective tissue problems, immune system overloading, and inflammation.  There are a few people who have rare constitutions and digestive deformities that cause them intolerance to complex carbohydrates.  This unfortunate set must eat animal products while facing all the same immunity woes but at a slightly slower pace.  There are some people who are environmentally or congenitally damaged, so even if they eat an ideal, clean diet, they will encounter the same laundry list of maladies as someone who eats much more "dirty", once again at a slower pace.  

There is no panacea.  There is no one diet or drug that fixes everything because everything cannot be fixed.  For me, eating a vegan diet with no avoidance of gluten, oil, sugar, etc. works well because I have an average body without special needs.  My type two diabetic husband currently manages his diabetes via a vegan diet and exercise. One of his quirks is that his body cannot handle chocolate: he has an allergic reaction to it and gets a violent headache upon eating as much as a single teaspoon of chocolate chips.  He supplements with a weedy herb called amla or Indian gooseberry.  No matter what he does, his baseline health will always be less robust than mine due to genetics and damage sustained while he was young.

My ex-psychiatrist once told me at age 18 that I would be dependent on antidepressant drugs my entire life.  My husband's allopathic doctor has prescribed a slew of cholesterol-lowering drugs that my husband never filled as well as diabetic insulin.  The universal goal is obvious: get the customer hooked for life and convince them they cannot get along with the product.

I had braces for eight years from age ten to eighteen, which was a combination of having messed up teeth as well as an incompetent, grifting orthodontist.  All along the way I had at least a dozen cavities, and I cannot imagine it was fun to be my grifter dentist as he had to navigate between bundles of sharp metal to fill the holes in my teeth.  We are taught that cavities are genetic, that they are caused by eating too much sugar, and that nothing can be done except to drill and fill them.  To some degree this is true, as eating sugar exacerbates cavities.  One thing we are never taught is that eating animals and their secretions causes cavities.  The reason this happens is because eating animals and their blood and secretions, like eating a bunch of simple sugars, causes a generally acidic state in the body that rots teeth from the inside.  The solution is not to avoid all sugar or even animal products, though doing those things could help.  The solution is to find ways to de-acidify the body and to remineralize teeth.  In my case, my diet works well along with nightly applications of oral calcium.  I literally take a calcium supplement pill, squish out the white paste from the gelcap, and apply it to my teeth every night where I tend to get cavities.  

Acne is similar.  Acne reflects a state of internal inflammation as a result of hormonal imbalance, which means it cannot be cured by applying topical creams.  Solve the internal inflammation and acne goes away.  Consuming animal products in the form of cheeses, cream, and milk causes the kind of deep, cystic acne that plagued me from puberty until I went vegan at the age of thirty six.  This is probably because of the high levels of estrogen and stress hormones in dairy, including "pure" or raw organic dairy, which is a fluid meant to sustain a large baby animal.  Had I replaced dairy with lots of sugar or oil, I most likely would have still battled acne, though no food on Earth seems to be better at causing deep, painful pimples than dairy.  I saw many a dermatologist in my pre-vegan years and not one suggested animal milk products could be causing my cystic acne.  

The bottom line is that all forms of health maintenance have been infected with medical grift.  The goal of medical grift is not to cure the patient but to keep them dependent for life.  The Corona "vaccines" are the perfect example.  Eyeglasses are another.  It is presumed that vision will get worse over time no matter who you are, yet there are no depictions of ancient Romans or medieval Japanese courtesans with glasses.  Is this because they had perpetually blurry vision or because their optic nerves were never weakened enough to become dependent on glasses? 

Hippocrates said to let food be thy medicine and medicine be thy food.  Digestion comprises seventy percent of immunity, making food the most potent form of medicine.  The allopathic medical profession does not recognize food as important, and when it does, it completely fails to recognize the etheric aspects of food.  This is the "fifth element" of food magic.  Food gains nutritional value not only from its actual chemical makeup but from the undefinable dimensions of care and love that go into its creation and preparation.  A margarita is never going to be a health drink, but I would argue a margarita made with fine, aged tequila, hand-squeezed organic juices, and beautifully presented in a pretty glass has far more etheric value than a bottled mango smoothie from the drug store refrigerator case drunk out of the bottle.  Etheric value translates to physical health far more than anyone realizes.  If you're ever hungry after eating, it's usually because the food you ate did not have much etheric value.  Perhaps it was hastily defrosted and eaten on the run.  Perhaps it was prepared without much thought or care, or the ingredients were mostly processed or not all that fresh.   Compare a piece of chocolate cake from an old family recipe made by grandma for a beloved granddaughter.  The etheric value is off the charts.  In the future, it is my belief that physicians will look at the etheric value of the patient's food and seek to remedy their health at the etheric level.  Maybe the hospitals of the future will be huge open kitchens where great cooks show sickly people how to properly prepare healing meals for themselves and their families.

Letting Go

All things die.  Nobody gets out of here alive.  Even our species.  99.9 percent of all life ever to live on Earth has gone extinct.  Humans are not going to be an exception to the rule.  As many of you know, I had to put my terminally ill cat Kiki down in the summer of 2021.  I am still sad about having to live without her... she was the love of my life.  Nevertheless, in order for new kittens to be born, Kiki had to die.  If I had a chance to upload my consciousness to the Cloud and live forever as artificial intelligence, I would not do it.  Avoidance of death is what you do when you are ignorant about death.  The ignorance surrounding death is unacceptable.  Death must be faced with bravery and dignity.  To fear death and avoid it when it comes knocking is insane.  Pharmakeia believes that death can somehow be transcended by avoidance and denial.  Instead of drugs, allopaths, and hospitals, we need songs, rituals, and traditions.  The acceptance of death would go a long way in defeating the current medical dysfunction, which uses the fear of death to extract money from the gullible.

Where There Is No (Competent) Doctor

America, Canada, Europe, and Australia are quickly becoming Third Worlds of empty store shelves, astronomical gas prices, decaying infrastructure, and government overreach.  Medicine is a grift to be avoided at all costs, which means that being able to afford good medical care is not the same as being able to get good medical care.  I am currently betting my life that if I get sick, I can do a better job of healing myself than any allopathic doctor.  I myself cannot afford "good" medical care or the insurance that partially pays for it, and it is because of my economic disadvantages and subsequent self-treatment that I am healthier than anyone I know who can afford health insurance.    

I go by the mantra "If it's not as serious as a broken bone, make an honest attempt to treat it at home."  Doctors are largely know-nothings who can do nothing to help.  They exist to grift off of the manufactured helplessness that is the prevailing attitude about health and wellness. They are obsessed with the Latest Thing, whether it is a superfood panacea, a new drug, or a Corona vaccine.  This puts supposedly First World nations in the odd position of being more deprived of decent medical care than someone living in the deep bush of the Congo.  At least the local bush triage nurse doesn't typically profiteer off her patients as a way of life while pretending to have no clue.  Unless she works for the UN or an NGO, she's probably far better at healing than her highly paid Western counterpart.

The medical industry, like the academia and banking, are rackets that cannot be saved.  Perhaps this happens to all empires that are beyond their prime.  Once-dependable professions that used to heal and save now maim and kill.  We are expected to revere the medical profession as if it never turned traitor and held us and our families over a barrel.  I'll speak only for myself, but I'm done with these asshats and their colossal racket. 

 

 

 

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"People aren't living longer, they're dying longer." -Eating You Alive, 2018 documentary

The current medical system is not designed to heal. Instead, it seeks to keep people sick in order for a large sub-class to make a living off of their suffering. This sub-class consists of doctors and nurses, medical administrators, billers, hospital construction crews, health insurance agents, university professors, scientific researchers, CDC and FDA employees, drug czars, and a bevy of other professionals who participate in the largest ongoing swindle in history.

The Blind Leading the Blind

In most cases, I believe medical professionals are mostly innocent of any deliberate plan to keep people sick.  To quote Bruce Hornsby and the Range, that's just the way it is and some things will never change.  The state of modern medicine is a dumpster fire, but in the minds of all those who derive their bank account deposits from medical grift, it's the only dumpster fire they've ever known.  They are used to the heat and the smell.  Medical professionals do as they are told, whether it is mom and dad telling them to get a job and "medical receptionist" is the first thing they are able to fall into or when society tells them to become a doctor and they discover they can memorize a great deal about anatomy and physiology, so might as well go with the flow and go into debt. 

Currently, only 40 medical schools in the US require a minimum of 25 hours of nutritional training for doctors.  Even if doctors suddenly start learning about the role of nutrition in human health while in medical school, the FDA dictates the Food Pyramid.  The FDA is squarely in the pockets of Big Pharma and Big Agriculture, which is why its Food Pyramid has recommended at least 2-3 servings of animal flesh and secretions per day since its inception in 1992.  

Animal protein generally causes cancer and disease, but you'll hear that from very few doctors because they have never been incentivized to connect the dots of all of our major diseases and animal flesh and secretion foods.  Why would they?  It's much easier to do what you are told.  We are told to believe and trust doctors despite obvious evidence that their diets are not working for them personally.  My current family doctor has battled chronic disease and cancer.  I have known many doctors who drink heavily or pop lots of pills.  In general, doctors aren't typically healthy people, which has as much to do with their stress levels as the food and drugs they consume.  I get it; they're human.  Nevertheless, considering their advice is supposed to be the gospel and "Ask your doctor" is the catchphrase of our era, shouldn't we expect a degreed health advisor to be, oh gee, I dunno... healthy?  I'm healthier than most of the doctors who have ever treated me.  I don't take any drugs, OTC or prescription.  I don't drink excessively, I engage in regular moderate exercise, and I don't indulge any addictions to the point where I become entrapped by them.  If I am supposed to ask a cancer victim for advice on health, isn't that like asking someone who regularly gets in car accidents for driving advice?  Should I ask someone who constantly loses at tennis about how to improve my game?  Shall I ask a person who has never completed a coherent novel how to write fiction?  

Failed Routines and the Definition of Insanity

Allopathic medicine does not treat root causes because it only knows how to treat symptoms.  If you treat a symptom of a disease without addressing the root cause, it is much like lopping off the above ground portion of a dandelion.  The dandelion will still thrive despite the fact you cut off its foliage.  A relative of mine (RIP) had three bypass surgeries.  His chest was cracked open over and over again and his heart routed of cholesterol snakes.  Each time he went in for heart surgery he was diminished, his mental power and his body strength fading.  He never considered changing his diet or becoming more active.  He was content in his misery.  Like many oldsters, he almost seemed to enjoy regaling everyone within listening range with the epic litany of his suffering, pain, and expensive hospital stays.  

The first way allopaths like to treat disease is to amputate.  When I was looking up how to treat my cat's gum inflammation on the internet, I was saddened but not at all surprised to see allopathic veterinarians recommending the pre-emptive removal of the cat's teeth so they did not decay and cause inflammation.  I was reminded of Angelina Jolie's removal of her healthy breasts because she tested positive for the breast cancer gene.  Removing an organ, teeth, a limb, or one's breasts should be seen as a last resort, but allopaths have a major fetish for doing it ahead of schedule.  Sometimes an -ectomy is the only thing that will work, and in that case, full lasers ahead.  Removing a cat's teeth because their gums might become inflamed is barbaric.  On the upside, I was able to find an herbal remedy with calendula that has eased my cat's mouth swelling considerably, no drastic measures necessary. 

The only time allopaths seem to consider prevention is when a child is questioning his or her gender role.  An entire field of medical profiteers rush to outcomes of chemical and physical castration for minors who might just be plain old gay or lesbian at age twelve, or who might only be curious because they're twelve.  

The second way allopaths like to treat symptoms is with drugs.  Allopaths are glorified drug dealers.  This is fine and good if your medical ailments are confined to a case of pinkeye and one feral cat bite within the last fifteen years like mine.  It's not good at all if you have chronic pain and an entire system determined to keep you in chronic pain so you'll depend on their pharmaceutical products.  Antibiotics are especially insidious as they are pumped into animals who are later consumed as food; as a result bacteria have evolved into super-bacteria.  

The Panacea and the Scapegoat

In the same way a kid becomes popular at school, there is often a "food of the moment" or an ingredient that gets propelled into the spotlight.  Turmeric is the current It Food.  Soon it will be shoved to the wayside for another cure-all, which will be turned into high-priced supplements complete with infomercials.  Likewise, there are ingredients that become damned as The Great Evil in the form of scapegoats.  Right now, the heady role of Evil Food is being played by wheat gluten.  Vegetable oils run a close second, and refined sugar is a distant third.  Back in the 1920s, the Evillest Food was surely the demon Alcohol.  Vaccines were to be the panacea to end all panaceas.  Unfortunately, their benefits, much like the severity of the Coronavirus, turned out to be imaginary.  Far more real were their side effects, including permanently damaging heart inflammation, type two diabetes, tremors, and death.  

Panaceas and scapegoats are what you do when you have no idea what you are doing.  The panacea is the sought after cure all and the scapegoat is the kill all everyone loves to hate.  The panacea is the long-awaited Savior who comes down from Heaven and delivers everything the masses could ever want for free, just as long as they have repented and dedicated their souls only to him as the One God.  The scapegoat is the evilly evil villain who is blamed for all of the world's ills burning in the eternal lake of fire.  He's the food or herbal version of Donald Trump or if you occupy the other side of the political spectrum, Klaus Schwab.

Nursing Homes

I used to bring students to nursing homes when I began my music teaching career in the 90s and in the 00s.  Whenever I have hosted small performances in nursing homes, there are always at least two or three child performers who are afraid to go in.  Considering the performances involve fewer than ten child pianists, singers, or guitarists, two or three is a significant number.  The student's fears are not unfounded, because the performers who do the mini-shows are beset with plaintive pleas from the residents who wish to "go home" or who are generally confused, sad, and begging for help.  

The nursing home-as-business-model is yet another way our civilization cannibalizes its own in the final stages of collapse.  In this way it is similar to the hospitals I frequently rail against for their outsized role in what is left of the real economy.  Though there are some people who want to be in nursing homes, from my experience, it is where you warehouse the elderly until they die because the elderly are no longer respected as sources of competence or wisdom.  

Coronatarianism was the ultimate straw in breaking any kind of observation or oversight of nursing homes and hospitals.  Both are now wholesale murder camps depending on the caprice and the amount of payoffs given to the nursing home or hospital administrators in question. Lockdowns and visitor prohibitions were utterly convenient and removed seeing eyes from potential scenes of medical neglect, abuse, or just bumbling hapless idiocy.  The poor souls crying for my students to take them home from the pricey assisted living facility now have absolutely zero advocates.  Any potentially caring outsider is forbidden from entry and the workers on the inside of the facility have either been brainwashed or fired for not receiving the experimental MRNA therapy.  

Our Era as Dystopian Fiction


I believe civilizations of the future, if they remember us at all, will view our civilization as stark raving insane, especially when it came to matters of physical health.  They will wonder why having access to convenient machines drove us so bonkers.  They will pity us for our dependence on "advanced" technology such as dialysis and insulin and they will laugh at the videos of some douchebag biking through the forest preserve with his breathable spandex bodysuit and his vital sign tracking smart helmet.  They will wonder why doctors who took the Hippocratic Oath could not figure out the basic statement "let thy medicine be thy food and let food be thy medicine".  They will tsk tsk at the nurses who took the Nightingale Pledge and who proceeded to stick vaccine needles in arms, when out of all the people, they alone should have known better.  Most of all, I think they'll scratch their heads over how we lost touch with simple, daily realities of wellness.  
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 According to the US Centers for Medicare & Medicaid Services (CMS):

 

U.S. health care spending grew 9.7 percent in 2020, reaching $4.1 trillion or $12,530 per person.  As a share of the nation's Gross Domestic Product, health spending accounted for 19.7 percent.

 

When my commercial lease expired earlier this year, I was hoping to make the jump into another commercial space where I could start a library and education center.  I may have had the creative urge and the mojo to make the center happen, but I certainly lacked the funds.  Commercial space is expensive.  When I looked around, I found the usual array of places that had stood vacant for years.  The average going price for a modestly sized, 2000 square foot, one bathroom portion of a building was $3500 a month.  As a private music teacher, I don't charge my students enough to cover that price nor do I want to do that.  For 25 years, I have sought to keep my prices affordable so my "product", which I believe is exceptionally good, can benefit people who are in the middle class and not just a set of upper middle class elites who can afford it.  

The cheapest place I found was a storefront on a minor thoroughfare in a strip mall complex.  They didn't return my calls or emails after I proposed a $1500 a month offer -- they wanted $2500 or bust.  The space is still vacant.  Guess what's there?  A physical therapist and a pharmacy/medical equipment dealer.  Keep in mind the building is within walking distance of a CVS pharmacy.  One block down the street, there is a building with several doctors offices in it.  Less than a mile away, there is a gargantuan hospital campus the size of a small town.

The medical industry has our civilization by the balls.  Hospitals have metastasized into brutalist empires of constantly expanding blobs of steel, concrete, and fifteen thousand dollar machines.  Dentists proliferate in strip malls and office buildings; they are more common than hairdressers.  Despite the onslaught of the Pfizer documents (Pfizer wanted to hide them for the next three quarters of a century but failed in that cover-up) and the hard, cold fact that no test animals survived the MRNA vaccine trials, there are vaccination centers in every chain drugstore.  if one cannot achieve becoming a human test subject at Walgreen's, there is always some brand of the experimental bioweapon available in the mall or at the doctor's office.  

Nobody is exempt from needing medical care, though I am trying my darnedest.  None of us can truly opt out.  The last time I had regular health insurance coverage was the year 2012, which was right around the time my husband was booted out of the salary class when the company he worked for went the way of the Hindenburg.  I had health insurance for a couple of brief stints of a year or so tied to my husband's employment, but unfortunately it was Obamacare one of those stints, which ended up being financially punishing in the extreme.  I have not had health insurance at all since 2017 and I have no plans ever to have it again, come what may.  Luckily for me I have no congenital defects or chronic conditions.  I also have the basic understanding that my health is not someone else's responsibility and if I squander it, it's on me.  The trouble arises if I sprain an ankle or need a root canal.   Some things cannot be helped.  I'd rather take my chances though because the health insurance "product" and its accompanying medications is simply not a luxury a lower-middle class person like me can afford.  

To my horror, I realized that almost everyone I know in the upper middle class either works for the government or Big Medicine in some capacity.  The kids I grew up with in upper middle class suburban Chicagoland whose dads were not architects had dads and moms who worked for the local laboratories (government) or at the hospital as nurses (medicine).  A girl I was friends with had a mom who worked with insurance companies and a dad who was a big wig at a utility company.  Many had parents working at the local prisons (government) or as teachers or school administrators (government) and of course there was no shortage of hospital administrators (medicine). Very few lacked connection to a government or medical job, and the ones who did were often of far more modest means than the Big Medicine or Big Government beneficiaries.

There are three legs to the iron triangle of the grift economy that now collapses all around us.  The first leg is Big Government.  The second is Big Medicine, which I believe accounts for far more than 19.5 percent of the real economy as cited by the CMS.  The third is Everybody Else, the motley collection of independents increasingly crowded out or coerced into joining the grifts of the other two triangle legs.  

Where Have the Vegans Gone?

Vegans are a collective group that have never failed to surprise me in their capacity for hypocrisy and cognitive dissonance.  I am vegan and I fully plan to stay that way for the rest of my life, but I often wonder how I got here because vegans are some of the absolute worst people this planet has to offer.  My distrust of Big Pharma and Big Medicine are shared by other vegans -- or at least that's what I used to think. 

For instance, I will pick two prominent vegans out of my hat at random: popular Youtuber Mic the Vegan and Kip Andersen, creator of Cowspiracy and Seaspiracy.  It's especially interesting that two prominent vegans continue their quest to save animals by promoting the health and environmental benefits of veganism yet have nothing to say about forced MRNA vaccines.  Kip Andersen has done a heroic job exposing the hidden malfeasance of Big Pharma, Big Food, Big Media, Big Government, and Big Insurance when it comes to the promotion of eating animals and animal secretions.  Yet when it concerns a vaccine from Anthony Fauci, a person who forced foster children to suffer through AIDS so he could profit from their suffering, Kip is nowhere.  Fauci funded NAIAD, a group whose "scientists" literally tortured beagles to death by putting their heads in containers where they could be eaten down to the skull by sandflies.  Once again, Kip is radio silence, along with other ostensibly left-leaning vegans.  Vaxpiracy is not in the works anytime soon.

Mic the Vegan has a photograph of himself on Instagram where he sports a homemade mask and says something about it being comparable to an N85.  Mic the Vegan comes from a place of well-researched health expertise, yet even he has failed to understand the mask as a brainwashing tool.  Masks have no utilitarian purpose, they do not prevent the spread of any respiratory disease, including Covid-19, and they reduce the flow of oxygen to the brain.  We are left to wonder whether or not Mic the Vegan got vaccinated or boostered.  I hope he skipped it.  

 

 

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