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American corporations are largely pyramid schemes with the intention of creating zombies in their own image.  When I was approximately twenty, I worked for the Limited, a company that put itself on the map in the late 80s via an overpriced, Third World-manufactured Henley shirt for women.  The Limited is the parent company of Victoria's Secret.  Like most corporations, it is a pyramid scheme designed to make a handful of people at the top obscenely wealthy while exploiting everyone else.  

Christianity has become monstrous in its decay.  Equinoxes die hard, and the crumbling of the Age of Pisces has barfed up communism (End Times Christianity with the serial numbers scratched off) and every other stripe of immanentizing the eschaton in its death throes.   On its way down, Christians have decided to cling to bald materialism as a life preserver.  Luxurious, palatial churches attempt to lure new recruits with bogus promises of friendship, companionship, and easy living.  Gone are the days of giving up your worldly goods out of sheer generosity to your fellow men; no, the church uses a flashier set of lures to seduce congregants and bolster its flagging numbers.  I can name several local churches with worship stage arenas that dwarf my two bedroom house.  One local church has a Starbucks-style café.  Another's (tax free) campus is so large, it is the size of a small city.  Christians have resorted to low tactics to get converts for a long time running: one local church has specialized in matching white men with what is essentially Filipino mail-order brides since the 1980s.  Christian missionaries who travel to other continents to bring food and build housing perform those duties with the expectation the fed and housed will convert.  I am no Bible scholar but I don't remember Jesus having to resort to the hard sell after performing miracles.

Capitalism Gone Wild

Christianity, Islam, and Judaism are all religions of capitalism.  All three were founded by shepherds who made a way of life of commoditizing their herds -- the root of the word capitalism means "head", as in head of cattle or sheep -- and women/females are one and the same with commoditized animals.  Though subjugation is a controversial term, to play devil's advocate, being the subject is not entirely bad.  Being cared for, loved, directed, and protected by a loving father figure is better than a chaotic free-for-all.  Compare the intact, father-dominated family of the 1950s to today's every single mother for herself/dog eat dog economy.  

Those Bronze Age protocapitalists may have thought of money as the root of all evil but it's actually greed, not money, that is terrible. Money is a figment of the imagination.  All the gold in the country won't help you on a deserted island: what will matter far more is skills you've amassed.

The true fault lies in people who chase unearned wealth and who refuse to limit their consumption once they've had a taste of abundance.  Those who go far beyond what the Orphic hymns call "necessary wealth" have always been the root of the problem, capitalist or otherwise.

LDS Glitz and Glamour

Considering its simple beginnings, Mormonism or the Church of Latter Day Saints (LDS) has come a long way.  The LDS headquarters is a 28 story building within the Mormon holy land of Salt Lake City, Utah.  LDS claims to have over 17 million members and 72,000 missionaries.  LDS is the fourth largest Christian church in the United States and claims to have seven million members there.  LDS congregations encircle the globe.

The Mormon church is fond of rewriting and covering up its own sordid history, and that is why old books by and about the LDS are priceless.   For instance, the reason Mormonism is headquartered in Utah is because entire factions of Mormons went on house-to-house killing sprees in the 1800s, and I am not just talking about the Mountain Meadows Massacre.  Mormons at the time believed that the souls of the people they killed were saved from the wickedness of worshipping a false god, and of course that meant any god outside Joseph Smith's bizarre rendition of God.  The US government banished the Mormon church to the salt flat wastes of Utah, driving them out of their Missouri and Arkansas homelands because they were an unbearable menace.  Old Books of Mormon are rife with "reasons" black people are subhuman and somehow not worthy of cohabiting heaven with the "good" Mormon people.  

LDS works because it was an early adapter of the pyramid scheme.  At the bottom are the young, breeding age men and women it sends out to comb the streets, handing out pamplets.  LDS is and always has been a numbers game: the elite at the tippy top are comfortable, middle aged men with compliant, on board wives who have given them many children.  Those men lay a bunch of directives upon the women and beta males below them, who lay a bunch of directives on youngsters to do the grunt work of hustling the street for as many new converts as possible.  Also, everyone at the bottom must tithe ten percent of whatever they earn in any capacity towards the person above them, which provides the middle aged men at the top with even more creature comforts.  LDS is not alone in this kind of scheme, which was readily adopted by the Hare Krishnas who only in the last 30 years have been banned from annoying and assaulting people at airports.  To the non-Krishna or the non-LDS, being surrounded by such people of faith feels a great deal like going to a seedy bar as a twenty-one year old girl: you may have a drink in each hand from two different guys, but you feel an awful lot like raw meat being dangled over a pool of piranhas.  The feeding frenzy of the LDS or Krishna has to do with astral pyramids however they may be abusing the etheric.  There is always the claim they want you to rule alongside them when the dirty truth is they are looking for more slaves.

Those Slimy MLMs

MLM stands for Multi-Level Marketing.  Multi-Level Marketing or Direct Marketing is a "business" model that requires suspension of disbelief that the bottom of the pyramid can be as rich as the middle or the top that is preying upon it.  Arbonne, Amway, Kindermusik, Young Living, Herbalife, Vorwerk, Tupperware, and Mary Kay are among the most famous  MLMs.  If MLMs can be summed up in one word, it is "misleading".  Even the moniker "Direct Marketing" is a lie.  MLMs do not exist to sell product directly to consumers.  Young Living purports to sell essential oils but anyone who has ever dealt with the company knows that the oils are indistinguishable from what is available at the health food store for a tiny fraction of the cost.  The point of Young Living is to enrich Gary Young, snake oil fraudster extraordinaire.  Herbalife's poisons enrich Mark Hughes's successors while perpetuating the septic myth that a pill can magically erase genetics, laziness, and etheric starvation.  The primary purpose of any MLM is to enrich a handful of founders at the top via the exploitation of downlines.  Downlines are the human resources who fork over their energy, money, and the wealth of their families and friends in order to maintain the illusion they will get rich quickly with a minimum of work.  

MLMs primarily target women.  Women make up over 60 percent of the downlines of MLMs.  Young men join the armed forces in hopes of finding the initiatory rites of manhood only to realize they will be ridden hard and forgotten on the sidewalk.  MLMs recruit the fairer set with false promises sisterhood and financial independence and crap them out on the other side poorer, sadder, angrier, and lonelier than before. 

The fabled MLM "hun" is an officious, annoying, and thirsty saleswoman who will sink to any low in order to climb her MLM's pyramid of so-called business opportunity.  MLM huns are infamous for selling out their co-workers, friends, family, and even their children to chase the mirage of cheddar promised by the huns directly above them.  To the MLM hun, you are not a person, let alone a friend.  You are a SALE.  You are a means to an end.  The better an MLM hun is at recruiting believers, the more unearned wealth she will enjoy.  A particularly bitter atheist meme states "God is an MLM hun".  

Retail is Debased

Back to when I was exploring the limits of the Limited: Medieval serfdom would have been less degrading than what I did in that store.  When a company refuses to pay its workers anything close to a living wage, it depends on an emotional construct of soap operas in order to get people to work there.  At the Limited and other retail slave jobs, we were rewarded based on our willingness to be complaint suck-ups to management.  I was hilariously expected to buy a $300 suit every six months on an $8 an hour salary, and the suit was technically discounted. Managers made a princely $14 per hour, ostensibly because they wore the suits which were of course sewn by slave laborers in India, Pakistan, and China.  In other words, just like MLMs, the workers were the primary consumers of the overpriced products, and selling the products were not the point of the company's existence.  During my trials at the Limited, I earned a tiny commission based upon how much money I got random customers to spend on their credit cards.  I was also expected to sell the Limited's own credit card.  The whole point was to get people to spend money they did not have on products they did not need.  Just like an MLM hun, I was expected to believe in the crappy products and to get other women to believe in them too.  I was supposed to look great in my Third World-made suit and to convince other women to buy the suit so they could look like me.  The trouble in my case is I am a short, dark woman and despite my body being as slim as it would ever be at age 19, I looked too much like the enslaved women working sewing machines in Zhejiang Province and not enough like the bulimic glamazons on the Limited's sale posters.  No aspiring Boss Babe wants to be reminded of the Asian girl sewing her clothes.  

After the Limited and my other retail jobs, I tried temping.  Almost every temp job I had was at an insurance company, though jobs at other places were eerily similar in vibe.  Once again, I labored among masses of underpaid women with whom I was expected to be "sisters".  Once again, our work and emotional labor was siphoned upwards towards the faceless top-tier who were too good (and too busy golfing) to hang out with the likes of us.  Once again, I sold a racket that I did not genuinely believe in and I was rewarded for numb compliance.  There are reasons I choose to this day to make my own modest living without health insurance while driving a seventeen year old car and living in a down-at-the-heels suburbs with low property taxes.  I would rather directly invoke my Japanese ancestors and ritually disembowel myself with a sharp knife than to subsist in the Office Space film's dystopia, where every day is the worst day of my life.  I will not pretend to be happy and I will not take antidepressants.  I have tried that road and seppuku/harakiri is infinitely more appealing.  At least Japanese ritual suicide is quick.

Schemes Seeking Legitimacy: And Others That Don't Bother

Astral pyramids are seductive.  The larger a pyramid becomes, the greater its astral gravity because "everyone is doing it".  The ambition of Christian churches, MLMs, and American corporations like the ones I worked for before jumping off into a bohemian life of independent music teaching, is to grow.  Capitalist to their core, the founders of these institutions know their motives to be corrupt and built upon a foundation of lies, but they likely never cared.  Nevertheless, the pyramid must grow in order to gain the illusion of legitimacy.  In all cases, there is the notion that if the whole world can be converted or coerced into membership in the Pyramid, the Awakening will come and the Savior will arrive.  The Savior will forgive the wholesale destruction and vile grifting it took to achieve the unified state.  The game will be finished and will turn over to a new start.  For the MLM hun, this turnover is the achievement of a luxurious lifestyle where her downline's work provides millions if not billions of dollars. The MLM hun's dream is to wake up in her perfect McMansion where her butler serves her breakfast in bed.  Her agenda is to skip out for a day at the pricey spa and to gorge herself on shopping for status brands.  In the case of the wannabe LDS leader, the McMansion is the same but the breakfast is served by one of his pregnant wives.  He is more into golf at the country club than spa treatments and shopping but they live in the same neighborhood.  

This brings us to the founder of the Limited company I used to work for, philantropath Les Wexner.  Lex Wexner is an alleged child trafficker who hung out with Epstein.  Rumor has it that Wexner acquired young girls for Epstein.  Some of these unfortunate "models" may still reside in Epstein's human breeding farms, albeit as skeletons or ashes now that the operation has been moved out of Epstein's hands.  For Wexner, the luxury McMansion lifestyle was not nearly enough.  Like his pal Jeffrey, he seems to have required the blood and tears of children in order to get his rocks off.  

That's the thing about unearned utopias: they seem great until you get there and actually live the dream.  Having a selection of a hundred ice creams in a refrigerator that costs more than the payoff on Kimberly Steele's mortgage isn't so great when you are old and hated.  Your waistline and cholesterol count cannot withstand the abuse and your intestines will likely rebel against the lactose.  A treat without honest work that went before it becomes just another drug to get through the day without collapsing.

Rise of the NPC

Almost all American businesses have adapted the LDS/MLM model: a pyramid scheme that sells primarily to its own workers before the customer ever arrives and whose wealth is concentrated at the top at the direct expense of the bottom.  Growth is dependent upon tricking the bottom into believing they can get to the top if only they trade their morals and their decency, and eventually their pride.  This form of predatory capitalism is the religion of the cannibal: eat your family and eventually your own feet and legs in order to save your own head.  Compliance is the meat that feeds the cannibal's mouth.  Kids nowadays suckle on the digital breast from infancy: the better to indoctrinate you with, my dear.  

The NPC or Non-Player Character is a controversial name for a person who has no internal dialogue.  In my occultist's vernacular, it is a person who has lost all meaningful contact with his or her higher self.  The NPC is gullible, programmable, and compliant.  The NPC is the LDS brother or sister sent to proselytize on behalf of Mormon elders.  She is the MLM hun.  She is me at age 19, working in retail and later, cold-calling strangers in order to sell jet vacations.  He is the dupe that allowed himself to be tricked into taking the unsafe and ineffective vaccines.  

The NPC has key characteristics.  The first is the willingness to believe in a lie.  NPCs are the reason why atheists often criticize religion as being the opiate of the masses.  Deep down, the MLM hun knows her business opportunity is a fraud.  The LDS brother knows at the soul level that it isn't right to attempt to barge into someone's house and that no amount of smiles or reassurance can excuse invading someone's privacy to tell them about a God no human can possibly fully understand.  The average Christian has a sense of praying for someone who never asked to be slimy and threatening.  It may be buried deep under rock hard formations of cognitive dissonance, but the knowledge is there.  Minding their own business does occur to them in the deep subconscious; they lack the motivation or will to uncover it, and that's why we call the pursuit of hidden knowledge "occultism", because it uncovers that which hides and is not obvious.  For the NPC, visions of mountains of unearned wealth, flying around in jets, and lounging by the McMansion pool covers any vestiges of morality and decency they wish to leave underground.  Any selflessness tends to take the form of wanting to provide one's children, spouse, or loved ones with a cushy, materialist lifestyle, always failing to understand that lifestyle's propensity for creating a Wendigo.

FTS: False Transcendence Syndrome

Another key trait of the NPC is false transcendence.  Americans especially love false transcendence, which is the practice of pretending you've got it all together via a surface glamour of looking great and having money when your life is actually a hot, red mess.  The MLM hun is expected to fake it until she makes it: she is expected to go into credit card debt if necessary to finance purchases of MLM inventory or product.  The LDS brother is expected to smile and pretend that his relationship with the Mormon version of Jesus has brought peace to his saved soul.  The retail employee is expected to claim she is happy with the landfill-destined junk her employer coerced her into buying on her lousy pay.  The people who got the MRNA vaccines are expected to cover up any complications they suffered.  If people around them died mysteriously close to the time they were injected, they are told to ignore the vaccines as a possible cause.  In order to survive in the NPC dogpile, you must accept the programming. 

NPCs are routinely told they are in charge, that they are indies, innovators, and entrepreneurs.  This is a lie.  The NPC only becomes an NPC because he or she is too weak or afraid to stand on her own two feet.  In order to be an entrepreneur, you must be unwilling to answer to a superior who directs your energy.  Christianity and other monotheist faiths have a superior in their single God, and that would be fine and good if Christianity's pyramids served God and God alone and not some greedy human with a McMansion.  In MLMs, the hun is a customer first and an entrepreneur dead last.  In order to be an entrepreneur, you must create your own business and take the leading role in it; in other words, you must form your own astral pyramid.  Unlike pyramid schemes, astral pyramids can be benevolent if you choose to make them so.  In any prefabricated system, the NPC joins someone else's astral pyramid and it is highly likely you they are at the bottom of that pyramid.  In the case of religion, when the Divine becomes a cookie cutter, mouse-find-cheese, copy-paste of what someone else experienced, the NPC dwells somewhere near the bottom.  The NPC lacks a dialogue with his or her higher self because he awaits the orders of his superiors, or at very least some dogmatic creed, to tell him what is supposed to happen.  If that scripture tells him to take up the cross and be poor or to undergo the trials of Job, he is likely not to listen as it interferes with his golf and McMansion fantasy of heaven on Earth.  

NPCs are addicted to virtue signaling because they tend to go insane when their vision of golf/spa McMansion utopia is threatened by someone with a working conscience.  The NPC's vision of personal utopia is lightly overwritten with cherry picked bon mots from Scripture or affirmative folk sayings.  The dialogue with "God" is shoehorned into whatever the NPC's handlers tell him to say.  God is reshaped into a thing that provides the basest of material desires.  In the case of televangelists Jim and Tammy Faye Bakker, the Christian god was reworked to be the builder of several luxury compounds where Tammy housed her amazing shoe collection and Jim was sexually serviced by all manner of women and men.  

You know me by now: saying I am reliable is a euphemistic way of saying I am PREDICTABLE.  I am not going to suggest anyone who hates NPCs, LDS, MLMs, or the capitalist mindset that gave rise to them in the first place to go around fighting or "raising awareness" about those things.  I am going to once again (yawn!) suggest that if you despise a thing, ignore it and build your own thing until your strength naturally overcomes the thing you despise.  I despise MLMs, so I will never recommend one and you certainly won't see me buying their products or becoming a rep.  Instead, if I want a Pampered Chef can opener -- that particular MLM actually makes a quality can opener -- I will quietly buy one used on eBay.   If you hate the corporation you work for, it is never to late to develop a workaround or a side gig.  As far as eschewing unearned wealth, it takes some meditation but anyone can do it.  You can act like Jesus right now, wishing blessings upon others even if you are too powerless to perform miracles.  It's simple: mind your own business and do your own thing.  

 

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I have a going hypothesis that I have dubbed the LCD or Lowest Common Denominator Effect that goes a little something like this: any group of people that physically gathers with the intention of channeling spirits is subject to the lowest and worst person's astral state dragging the rest of the group down to its level. So yes, what I am saying here is that any given group that tries to channel spirits, including groups of Christians who worship in church, is subject to the lowest, scummiest, and worst-intentioned person dragging the group's egregore down into the astral gutter.

I am not sure how long the LCD Effect has been in play. I am going to guess it has been a very, very long time, but it does seem to have gained a great deal of ground in the last two hundred years. I think there are quite a few factors contributing to this phenomenon.

Three Strikes of LCD

1. This is not an easy time to be spiritual. That's the thing about our current Demonic Age: this is a difficult time to be spiritual or achieve any kind of spiritual understanding. People are more materialistic than they have ever been as a function of being at the bottom of a glacially long cycle and because of cheap petroleum wealth.

2. Holy buildings are not holy. Another contributor to the LCD effect is a lack of structures, both literally and figuratively, that help connect humans with the Divine. In his book The Secret of the Temple, John Michael Greer discusses how ancient temple structures all over the world were eerily similar and how they may have been conductors and transducers of a now-misunderstood form of energy. In his book, he offers a provocative speculation that perhaps ancient temple architects knew exactly what they were doing and perhaps they were able to channel the kind of energy that made both crops and human minds extremely fertile. Compare the brutalism of modern so-called holy buildings. They are sterile, unproductive places where the only miracle that occurs is the creation of wealth from the wallets of the gullible.

3. Our holy men and women are 90 pound weaklings. Yet a third reason the LCD effect happens is the absence of holy men and women with enough astral "lift" in order to overcome the LCD effect.

The Bad Apples

What tends to happen in an LCD situation is a group of people is spoiled by the "bad apple" and despite the best efforts of good apples, the bad apple turns the egregor into a mirror of his or her own septic self until the group either sinks down into the morass or disbands.

In the case of the vegan group I used to run, it was the second one. After going vegan in 2010, I ran a group for vegans for many years. We met at restaurants and ordered vegan options. I threw potlucks in my old commercial space. I showed movies, hosted bake sales, and generally spent a great deal of my energy trying to make veganism a thing in my local area the only way I knew how. The group was generally very good and we helped lots of people and animals, however, the LCD effect was a constant scourge. One of the first LCD creeps it attracted is someone I will call Creepazoid Chris. Chris decided I was the one for him despite my wedding ring and obvious married status. He took everything nice I said to him as an invitation. When he began suggestively texting me late at night, I told him to buzz off and blocked his number. He proceeded to stalk and harass me online. He was not the only person who came to my meetups hoping to find a date and turning his fractured affections towards me, the hostess. "Laura" wasn't into other girls, but she was a bad apple extraordinaire. Laura went to a restaurant meetup at a cheap, fast-casual place and proceeded to lecture everyone at the table about how the restaurant was in the wrong for not offering oil-free options. Laura's bad behavior ruined several of my gatherings, but by the time she had made herself an obvious pest, the fissures breaking the group apart were en route to dismantling it on their own.

I used to belong to a group of houseplant and garden aficionados online. I say "I used to" because the group has now been canceled by its leader. The founder/leader of the group hosted huge plant swaps at the local mall out of the goodness of her heart. Many of my rare houseplants and a few of my prized garden plants are from the few swaps I was able to attend. Though most of the group was a harmonious bunch of amateur botanists, there were a small but vocal cadre of drama queens who insisted that the founder was pocketing money from fundraisers. The leader's final message before disbanding the group was "I'm tired of breaking my back just to have people accuse me of being about the money; this has never been about the money".

In the past, I think it was easier for a charismatic and motivated leader to lift his or her group out of LCD-ville. I have a great deal of chutzpah and etheric energy, but when Creepazoid Chris and Laura entered one of my meetups, there was no way I could inspire the kind of power necessary for them to feel alienated. No matter what I did, they clung like boogers. I made rules to attempt to dissuade Creepazoid Chris, saying that my group was not for dating and mating and that anyone who sexually harassed another group member would be immediately booted. This worked about as well as you suspect it did. I wrote Laura a scathing message or three telling her to grow the hell up -- I highly doubt she took that advice.

Now take the average, medium-sized Protestant church in my area. Not only do they lack charismatic leaders, there is nothing holy about anyone in the congregation. One medium-sized Protestant church near me sports a Starbucks style café along with the usual worship band. One of their meeting rooms is larger in square footage than my house. The crass materialism of the place is glaringly obvious from the (huge) parking lot. Once you go into the building, it is quite clear they are not worshipping Jesus no matter how many Bibles they quote during service. Multiply the bland, uninspiring elevator music-scored bloviations of the Protestant pastor by a million and we begin to understand how the LCD Effect drags us collectively lower and lower still.

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The person whose channel is referred to above is actually serious -- he conflates clown symbolism (pale skin, red hair, circuses) with Satanic conspiracy.  His leaps of unexamined, random illogic and projection of the shadow are impressive even for a Truther.  I have deleted the channel name and the link URL because he does not seem entirely there and I would not put it past him to personally target people who disagree with his views.  

The Trouble with Truthers

One of the reasons I don’t care for non-mainstream social media alternatives such as Bitchute, Rumble, and Telegram is the amount of anti-Semitism tolerated on those platforms. Bitchute is especially guilty, with any random video playing host to astonishingly offensive comments about how Jews must be responsible for all the evils of the world. I’m not sure if the anti-Semitic comments that proliferate on Bitchute, Rumble, and to a lesser extent, Youtube are real or if they are posted by bots in order to tarnish the platforms in question and drive away intelligent conversation.

 

Truthers also like to target Freemasonry, insisting that every elite and well-monied person in history is and was part of an ongoing Satan-worshipping conspiracy to ruin the world of normies. They try to play both sides, taking their grandkids to see a Disney movie and buying its related merchandise and the very next hour ranting online about the grotesqueries of Christina Aguilera and her strap-on dildo performance. One of these things is the natural result of the other, and you cannot have your Disney princess cake and eat it too.

 

There is a person in one of my many online groups who posts Truther propaganda, usually in the form of black men exposing what they perceive as Satanism in the media, politics, and entertainment. These black men are uniformly American and either purport to be born again Christians or a long lost tribe of black Jews. I came at this person pretty hard and I have come close to outright banning her from my groups. Perhaps she will earn a ban in 2023. Sadly, she is far from the only one of her kind. Her post of a Telegram video attempting to smear Freemasons by revealing pentagrams, hexagrams, and a Freemason compass symbols as part of a Satanic plot earned this retaliatory screed from me:

 

"Do you know anything about the occult? Do you know that the word means "hidden"? Did you know that one of the main traditions of serious occultists like myself is the practice of discursive meditation, which comes from medieval Christianity? Do you know anything about Freemasonry that you haven't learned from Bitchute, Rumble, and Dan Brown novels? I'm getting VERY tired of seeing all of this unanalyzed projection of the shadow in this group. If you're looking for the evilly evil Satanists, you might try rooting out the Satanic crap in your own life first before casting stones at 80-something year old lodge members who donate huge chunks of their retirement money to charity. Let me guess: you're probably not fit to throw stones because you live in a glass house..."

 

Projection of the Shadow and Other Acts of Avoidance

 

I believe the Truther movement, as much as it claims to be about responsibility, prosperity, and faith, is actually about running away from hard limits, gaining and holding on to unearned wealth, and blaming other religions for the increasingly undeniable failures of Christianity. When leftists project their shadows, they are trying to avoid saying “I am full of hatred. When I get up in the morning, my thoughts are dominated by rage towards someone who i am convinced is oppressing me and people like me.” Truthers, for all their claims to the contrary, COULD SAY THE EXACT SAME THING.

 

Truthers think of themselves as the Good People just as frequently as their enemies think of themselves as the Good People. The truth is somewhere in the middle: there are good people and bad people on both sides, and actually most people are a mix of good and bad, present company included. The religious Christian Right forgets that it is just as elite and elitist as the atheist and pagan Left. Forty years ago it was the pathetic parents of Gen X who bought into Tipper Gore’s hysterical policing of dirty, profanity-laden music CDs. The Christian Right started the US down the path of thought police. Furthermore, Pray the Gay Away camps not only do not work, they are what led to the backlash we see today of Big Pharma getting in bed with its woke sympathizers to trick children into surgically mutilating themselves out of natural puberty. I may have only learned one thing from the study of The Cosmic Doctrine (hopefully there’s more than that but I will be the first to admit the inferiority of my brain to retain knowledge) but it is, like I say in my Ogham readings, a doozy. That thing is Dion Fortune’s statement that if you want to rise above hatred, you must hate the hatred more than you hate the object of your hatred. This means looking inward and recognizing the despicable enemy inside yourself before you project the shadow upon the evilly evil Freemasons, or the Big Bad Patriarchy/ whiteppl/ meanie deadnamers.

 

The Limits of Human Power

 

The amount of mysterious power attributed to Masons, occultists, Jews, and other random non-Christians would be very funny if it wasn’t used as reason to start the Spanish Inquisition reboot in the current millennium. Truthers who fetishize an Apocalypse that never arrives are prime candidates for the same sort of Stalinism they allegedly rail against. Margaret Atwood’s The Handmaid’s Tale is just as prescient a vision as George Orwell’s 1984, and both books had plenty of true historical situations from which to draw when painting their pictures of dystopian futures. The desperate urge to project villainy on That Drag Queen Over There is convenient for the former Tipper Gores and original Karens is psychologically interesting.

When we look at the lifestyle Truthers are protecting, a large number of them are comfortable suburbanites in enviable positions. Not all on the Right are in depressed areas in flyover states. Some are the same big boys with big toys who made the 1980s a living hell for anyone with less money, power, and influence. How many of them are still the clueless elite, throwing money willy-nilly at Big Pharma and its minions instead of taking responsibility for their health, buying Chinese made crap at Costco and enriching Jeff Bezos with their Amazon Prime memberships, and going to the big box church on Sunday so they can feel better about worshipping materialism in the company of other materialists?

Speaking of their churches, they’re mostly a sham. I don’t go into a place that looks like a corporate hotel to worship and I think it is a good guess that Jesus would also avoid such a place. If I have a demon, and I would argue I do, the last place I expect to get that demon cast out is a Christian church or any place of mainstream faith. They still wear masks at the Buddhist temple near me, in fact, they force that Satanic symbol on children. I don’t like places where religious leaders resent occultists like me for knowing what they are supposed to know. How is it that an ex-atheist (it has been fewer than 10 years) has more of a gnosis of the ecosystem of the non-material world than some religious nerd who purports to have spent their whole waking life in church or temple? Yet I am not trying to be arrogant here when I say I am more literate about those things than the average preacher. That said, when I compare myself to such an “expert”, it is like a kid who just learned to read in the first grade comparing herself to a deliberately illiterate adult who failed to learn to read out of ignorance and sometimes spite.

Bless You for Reading This, You Must Have Lots of Patience...

For those of you still reading this, I thank you, as my rants have taken on the seeping darkness of our times lately. On a more positive note, I saw something I never thought I would see last week. For those of you who do not know him, Mark Passio is a firebrand occultist who has a large following. He does livestreams and speaks in public. He also occasionally performs with his band because he is a musician. Mark has dedicated his life on lifting people out of ignorance and promotes the Great Work. For those who do not know what the Great Work is, in the occult vernacular, it is the term of the “many paths, one destination” a soul takes as it returns to the God who created it. As the term implies, the process involves a great deal of hard work on oneself and the world one occupies. I was shocked when Greg Reese, an intelligent and thoughtful contributor to Alex Jone’s Infowars, did a segment from Mark Passio on De Facto Satanism. De Facto Satanism is what John Michael Greer refers to as the sleepy, materialist trance that most people spend their day to day lives within. Greg Reese is a person who I would consider to be a Truther, and to see him promoting the diligence required for the Great Work instead of the same old lazy excusetarian, scapegoat-oriented Christianity was extremely refreshing.

 

Another strange and (I think) good sign was a performance of the Orphic Hymns I did in the odd setting of a burger bar in Naperville at an Open Mic. It was a foggy night and almost no people attended the Open Mic in the heart of Naperville, one of the most affluent and elite suburbs of Chicago. Because there were not enough performers, I somewhat reluctantly went on stage to fill in the blanks. The Orphic Hymns — my adaptations of the ancient Greek worship poems — were actually well received. Among the three or four other performers, they seemed to be the obvious favorite. People were tapping their toes, humming along, and a small group actually started dancing in the empty bar during the Orphic Hymn to Hermes and Apollo. I don’t think this had a snowball’s chance in hell of happening in the Naperville of 10-20 years ago. Of course it may mean absolutely nothing, but it certainly made me think twice.

 

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Blah blah, Bible quote, OOH OCCULTISM BAD!, hypocrisy, blah blah. And green horned robots, just because they're cute!

To my own chagrin, I still have a Facebook account. Facebook disgusts me at this point and the only reason I return to it like a dog to his vomit is because it is occasionally essential or useful. I still run the group Speakeasy Illinois and to this day it helps Illinoisans to avoid places frequented by mask-wearing, MRNA vaccine pushing creeps. Nevertheless, Facebook is and has always been an astral cesspool of ridiculous censorship and toxic narcissism.


Speaking of narcissism, the latest trend among Protestant Christians is completely avoiding Halloween celebrations. This October 31 was peppered with self-righteous posts from various churchgoers who loudly and proudly advertised their avoidance of all Halloween costumes, parties, and candy collecting in the name of Christ. Though I’m a big fan of practicing what you preach, this new denouncement of Halloween reeks of hypocrisy and is yet another reason why I believe Christianity is well on its way to becoming one of many endangered fringe religions of the future. The next dominant religions are already beginning to emerge, and none of share the propensity cancelling fun in the way Christians and their communist-atheist imitators have adopted.


When Christianity was much younger, its proponents knew better than to cancel holidays. Instead, pagan celebrations of the winter solstice and Saturnalia became Christmas. The death of Christ was scheduled for the annual celebration of spring fertility called Easter, and that’s why bunnies and eggs get thrown into the great pastel soup of the celebration of the resurrection.


Now it seems regular Protestant Christians are seeking a divorce from Halloween. Funny how Seventh Day Adventists, some Mormons, and Jehovah’s Witnesses cancelled holidays and birthdays long before it was cool. My husband grew up Seventh Day Adventist and he grew up without watching movies or listening to popular music other than a narrow list of church approved artists. I would argue that this damaged him in the long run and drove him in directions he never would have went had he not been subjected to such extremism. A woman I know who grew up as a Jehovah’s Witness was subjected to unspeakable horrors and bore witness to incest. Another child of the aforementioned religions got pregnant and dropped out of school at age 14 under very mysterious circumstances. Yet another caught herpes from her first sexual experience at age 16 and went on to marry and divorce more than a dozen times. Extremism perverts and twists.


I Too Love Jesus!


This is not to say I dislike the Christian God. I love Jesus — I really do. He’s great. From my limited experience, he is nowhere near as jealous, insecure, mean, or dogmatic as many of his followers imagine him to be. Actually, I think it is highly likely that many Christians are worshiping Lucifer and other devils without realizing it. They quote Bible phrases about fools and sinners without ever looking in the mirror. They have lost their own tradition of discursive meditation and it is much to their detriment. They are thoughtless puppets on the short leash of a dying egregore.


The Christian egregore is a pyramid that knows its better days are in the past. The spirit of Christianity was co-opted long ago by materialist forces: Martin Luther recognized that and breathed some new life into the massive structure for a time. With Nietzsche’s announcement of the death of God in 1882, Christianity suffered its first of many death knells. Its greedy, angry egregore clutched at relevance through Marxists like Stalin and Mao, determined to drag to living hell all who went against the idea of a single God in the form of the State. Now the massive astral pyramid has become hideous in its last death throes. It still dominates the material world in many respects but it is rapidly crumbling in the subtler planes. Christians everywhere know it and sense it, and that’s why the average Christian church reeks of palpable desperation for new recruits. It is why crazy old men double and triple down on bitterly memorized Bible quotes instead of actually doing the mostly-silent work of Christ. It is why thirty-something women think that virtue signaling about forbidding their children from dressing up as zombie cheerleaders think they are getting somewhere.

And Mammon Held Sway Over All

Halloween is no more evil, pagan, or "occult" than Easter or Christmas. Granted, Halloween is not ostensibly about Jesus, but if you look at the ways Easter and Christmas are celebrated, it’s pretty self-evident that Mammon rules at least one of them. In fact, Mammon holds sway over quite a few Christian churches regardless of how they celebrate or do not celebrate holidays. The proof is in the pudding, or in the more Biblical sense, “By their fruits ye shall know them.”


The average Christian church in my area of northern Illinois is a palace. Churches often have entire campuses with huge, expertly-designed soundstages and auditoriums, luxurious bathrooms, and spacious hotel style lobbies. They are landscaped to the nines, their asphalt parking lots are brand new, and their roofs never leak. Despite all their amenities, not one of the churches in my area of the far Western suburbs of Chicago doubles as a homeless shelter. Many of them preach some version of the Prosperity Gospel every weekend, and there is always the watered-down notion that indoctrinating others into the fold will somehow lead to a kind of material wealth that I believe Jesus would have found obscene.


In an odd moment of synchronicity, Youtube read my mind and a video of a dude that literally makes his living as a homeless shepherd popped up on my feed. The guy’s name is Aaron Fletcher of 123Homefree.com. He has a wagon and he trades sheep’s milk and labor for temporary lodging and food. He also happily gives away advice on being thrifty and crafty. His fingernails are dirty and his sheep are happy. They follow him around like dogs. One of his mottos is FreeDIYm > $lavery. Draw your own conclusions as to who I think is more like Jesus if we compare him to any smug church member who routinely yawns through the three chord jams of the generic Worship Band at Local Fellowship Community. God is in the details.

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I grew up in a US that was a great deal more Christian than it is now.  I was born in 1973.  Everyone in my then-aspiring upper middle class neighborhood went to church on Sundays with the exception of one Jewish family in the neighborhood.  Believing in the Christian God was the Old Normal.  When I began looking to the occult for answers as I desperately fought night terrors at age fifteen, it was still considered an edgy thing to do.  Nowadays, a Christian student would probably face more trouble in the local high school if he or she discriminated against a Wiccan.  It's almost a guarantee the Christian would be punished or potentially expelled if he or she discriminated against a Muslim or a Hindu.  In Naperville, the Muslim mosque gets its own police presence every Friday during services. That's not something that would have happened in 1987.

Christianity's Coda?

I don't see Christianity going extinct, but it does seem well on its way to becoming a minority religion, much like what Greco-Roman polytheism is today.  Coronavirus may be one of the least pandemics in history if you don't take into account iatrogenic injuries, suicides caused by economic mayhem, and mysterious car accidents, but when it came to the Christian faith, Corona turned out to be extremely lethal.  Nine gestational months after the debut of the plague maiden Coronachan on the scene in March 2020, many Christians reneged on their own savior's birthday.  Two full years passed before half of Christians dared enter their churches mask free, and some to this day have no idea what the mask stands for.  Hint: it does not stand for allegiance with God.

I was not surprised to see the Catholic Pope lining up in compliance with vaccine mandates.  Catholic Christianity, despite having the power and beauty of ancient tradition behind it, has become terminally corrupt.  I tend not to subscribe to New World Order lizard people Illuminati conspiracies, but if anyone embodies them, it is the slithering creatures that occupy the Vatican.  I was more upset to see Protestant Christians have lining up their children like lambs for the slaughter, robotically cladding them in masks and subjecting them to dangerous "vaccines" while claiming to believe in the power of God to protect them.   What were they trying to protect themselves from? From a disease that has no more ability to kill than the common cold?  Or are they being protected from falling out of favor with the upper middle class that seemingly holds the keys to the prosperity they enjoy?  Are they afraid of being poor, outcast, and deplorable?  I wonder who else is poor, outcast, and deplorable?  Who is it they are afraid to resemble?

Televangelism Becomes McMansion Christianity

If I had to name the number one force that took down Christianity in a single word, it would be televangelism. 

There are few things more at odds with the ways of Jesus than television.  TV, like the internet, is an advertising medium.  This makes it prone to cacomagic.  That said, it's not like TV is inherently evil and that good cannot be done via the TV.  The problem is that televangelism has never been about doing good in the world.  From its inception, televangelism was synonymous with monetary grift.  You don't defeat materialist evil by running a grift game.  If there's anyone destined to spend a long sojourn in hell, it is Joel Osteen, Benny Hinn, and Kenny Copeland.  Jesus would not fly around in a private jet.  He would not own a mansion, let alone several million dollar ones like the aforementioned televangelists.  

The televangelist lifestyle became the pinnacle of Christianity in the 1980s.  Unfortunately it did not die along with Headbanger's Ball and VHS tapes (or Headbanger's Ball recorded on VHS tapes).  It morphed into McMansion Christianity.  McMansion Christianity is the type of Protestantism that doesn't outright say it glorifies materialism, however if "by their fruits we shall know them" is a wholly materialist way of life.  McMansion Christianity is inherently salary class and suburban.  Unfortunately, it often takes two salary class incomes, though ideally the responsibility lies with the patriarch.  McMansion Christians are typically the nicest of people: sweet and kind, at least to your face.  I know a rare few who have been at the forefront of fighting vaccine mandates with the same kind of lionhearted fearlessness Christians used to be known for.  Sadly this is not most of them. 

McMansion Christianity or Joel Osteen lite is inherently in conflict with itself.  Jesus was a homeless hippie.  Just as there is no platform for a rich Buddhist to peer down her nose at those who cannot afford luxury vacations and rooms full of orchids, there is no way for an ostensible follower of Jesus to lead the way to spiritual truth while living in six bedroom house with an in-ground pool and a Tesla and a Range Rover in the three car garage.  You're either like Buddha or you're not.  You're either like Jesus or you're not.  

Can Christians Embrace Seasonality?  

To reject seasonality is to reject the processes and laws of Nature itself.  Christianity is at war with seasonality primarily via its rejection of reincarnation.  If there is only a single incarnation as a human being for each human soul, it follows that one lifetime is both of ultimate importance to the single soul living it and of near complete insignificance to the world the soul dwells upon for a tiny fraction of time.  No wonder so many Christians choose to wallow in materialism!  If the price is eternity either way, the idea of heaven and hell become abstract and inconceivable.  Living another human life after this one with a chunk of heaven and hell in-between is boring in comparison, but I would argue it makes a lot more sense.  Christian occultists tend to believe in the Christian God and reincarnation at the same time.  As much as the two beliefs may be at odds if you're a Biblical dogmatist, the fierce Christianity of Dion Fortune could very well be the reason we're not speaking German right now.  Plus it is estimated that a quarter of Christians believe in reincarnation.  Though many Christians will find the idea repugnant that a quarter of their population suspects humans reincarnate, I think that's reason to hope.

How to Work Against a Revival

Ironically the worst way to effect a Christian revival is to try hard to effect a Christian revival.  The goal of Christians is to spread the word of one god across the globe.  This was novel at some point in the 1600s when Spaniards were looking for the Man of Gold in the Americas perhaps but nowadays the bloom is off the rose.  If Christianity is interested in its own survival, it must end the practice of sending missionaries out to preach the gospel.  The televised pleas of Sally Struthers to help feed the starving children became the iconic South Park episode Starvin' Marvin.  John Allen Chau found out the hard way what happens when a young intrepid attempts to preach Evangelism to an unwilling island of hermits at age 26.  His unfortunate end has not stopped other Christian missionaries from "helping" where they are not wanted or worse, trading favors for conversion.

Show Not Tell

Christians who do the Tell part of Show and Tell without Showing are not like Jesus.  Jesus would not preach without practice. 

The desperation of preaching Christians is off-putting.  When I was in junior high, I wanted intensely to be liked and admired.  My desperation to be liked is what made me repulsive.  The second I stopped caring what others thought of me and got comfortable with myself, I began to earn friends and allies.  Christians could focus upon what made their religion great in the first place: selflessness, forgiveness, serenity based in God's love.  There cannot be any other agenda, because nobody is fooled by a false face.  If Christianity is powerful and great, there will never be a need to dangle carrots or to resort to bribery to get someone to listen to the supposed word of God.  

By Their Fruits Ye Shall Know Them

Just as I don't consult allopathic doctors who don't possess a decent level of physical health for my health needs, I don't feel I should go to a spiritual novice when I need help in a spiritual matter.  Most Christians, including the clergy, are ignorant in matters of spiritual health.  If I had a dollar for every Christian who either had no idea what the astral plane is or who dismiss all forms of esoteric knowledge as demonolatry, I would be a very rich woman.  They know zilcho zero about matters of demonic possession or obsession, and a person afflicted with a routine poltergeist haunting would do much better at their local paranormal society than any given church, including the Catholic church which ostensibly has access to the Rites of Exorcism.  When the average Christian begins to have a cleaner astral state than I do because the power of Jesus is flowing through them, make no mistake, I will happily be near them and at least stop by their church once every few months.  I have a feeling that such Christians would not be living in a suburban luxury house with an in-ground pool or anything in the ballpark.  

 

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