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It is estimated that seventy-two percent of the global population received at least one dose of the Covid vaccine. In other words, nearly three quarters of our eight billion person population took an untested, unproven, extremely rushed MRNA concoction for a flu that killed fewer than one percent of the people who caught it. If there was ever any doubt the human race is not collectively all that bright, the Covid response sums it up. The stories of people who wore masks while in their car while alone will live in infamy. To this day, I still see people who most likely have post graduate degrees wearing masks in grocery stores. Very few (fewer than three out of ten) were intelligent enough to ask “What could go wrong?” with the infamous shots. They are now finding out the hard way. Not smart.

The New Normal, ever the same as the Old Normal

To be a normie is to take the path of least resistance. Sometimes the path of least resistance is wise. On various occasions, there is no choice. For instance, if you live in North Korea, you are regularly limited to the choices of a North Korean. Though it is often argued that driving a car is an choice in suburban America, I would dare anyone with friends, relatives, and a job that provides necessary income to try it for a year. Sometimes you have to go with the flow. The MRNA vaccines were an attempt to force a Satanic communion rite upon the last few holdouts like myself who had to make bleak decisions such as “Am I willing to literally die over this?” I was and we were... are. I was willing to go berserk. I was and am willing to go full Asami Yamasaki on the biohazard-suited goon who somehow topples my last barrier, finds me in my remote hidey hole, and comes at me with a syringe. I won’t harm a hair on their heads unless they back me into a corner, but if and when they are foolish enough to bring vaccine rape to me personally, the consequences they reap for themselves will be a gory and festive homecoming. At least one of them will deeply, bitterly regret it.

Normies are zombies. Just as perfectly kind grandmas and innocent children can be made into ravening, black-mouthed brain-eaters, normies can turn into armies of monsters when the stimuli and circumstances are right. It is easy to become a Nazi, a Stalinist, or a Maoist if everybody is doing it. When we look at how force collects and flows on the astral plane or the plane of images that is both shared and individual, certain sets of images become prominent. For instance, the image of SAFETY became a collective obsession. Those infected with SAFETY in the form of a comfortable, remote work, salary class, Door Dash-ordering, isolated but not lonely, status signaling heaven could not understand why anyone would desire to live outside that image for any reason. They clung to SAFETY even though there was a tiny, niggling, mostly-unheard voice screaming from the oubliette of conscience warning that SAFETY is not free. SAFETY, as wonderful and heavenly as it was and as virtuous as it felt, carried a steep price.

Before I go any further, let me say for the umpteen-millionth time that I could be wrong. I am a rando on the internet. I am a crackpot occultist who was atheist ten short years ago. My only redeeming quality is that I never claim my truths are infallible. So do not come at me. I am only speculating here.

Hell is not eternal. Hell is not even warm. Hell is Hel, a temporary bus depot between incarnations where you sort out your crap and ready yourself for another round. And before someone says “Prison planet! Archons!” Let me say you retarded gnostics ought to give beings who are smarter and better than you a chance — not every entity is trying to cockblock you from your warped materialist vision of eternal bliss. But I digress. Hel is a place for normies. As I mentioned in my previous article in this series, heroes go to Valhalla.

Imagine a shallow ocean made of liquified clouds. The ocean rushes towards a great cliff. The liquified clouds rush towards the cliff edge and tumble off, creating a waterfall that becomes a deluge. Now imagine that you are a patch of cloud within that shallow ocean. The more one you are with the clouds, the more likely you are to flow off the edge of the cliff with your brethren. If you are amorphous like the other clouds, you will have no choice but to be dragged along to the abyss yawning beneath the cliff. The abyss is Hel.

Apocalypse anxiety

The human race has always been obsessed with apocalypse myths and has indulged in them since God was a boy. I think the reason for this is because Normies know they must rush off the edge of the astral cliff in a great hurry and spend quality time in the abyss before re-emerging in a mountain spring or at the bottom of the ocean once again. In the case of the Covid vaccines, it felt like a huge test and a great divider of souls. Souls that chose to melt into the crowd and go the path of least resistance were marked, not just physically via their Meatworld bodies but via their eternal selves. I think they knew, deep, deep down, and that is why they were so crazy dissonant about those who chose not to vaccinate. If they were damned, then all should be damned. If everybody chose to flunk, then perhaps the test itself would be scrapped, or at least not graded on a curve.

I believe one of the possibilities for the vaccinated is that they are sequestered for a time or given no choice but to reincarnate as animals as the current extinction wraps. Of course I could be wrong. Despite being unvaccinated, I wholly believe I could go back to being incarnated as an animal. I believe I was a series of geese and cats before making the jump to human thousands of years ago. I have no problem with going back to animal incarnation. There are wonderful things about being an animal just as there are wonderful things about being human. If I do go back to being a bird, I hope I get to finally do a turn as a hawk or some other cool bird of prey.

I don’t think reincarnation as an animal is anything to be worried about. (Many of us could be reincarnated dinosaurs, and perhaps this could explain almost every child’s fascination with dinosaurs? I dunno.) It’s Hel normies should be worried about, because this iteration of Hel resembles an apocalypse, with an extraordinary number of souls falling prey to it. The trouble with this version of Hel is that as always, Hel reflects the consciousness of those destined to go there via their lack of resistance. Our era has been materialistic to the extreme. Our ideals have been mired in stuff, stuff, and more stuff. We have people who claim to be holy men who live in mansions. The Dalai Lama, a man whom I firmly believe will go to Hel, is a child molester who enjoys foie gras. Men who regularly quote the Bible believe they need to become crypto millionaires to measure up. Yet Jesus said:

Matthew 7:13-14 (NIV)

“Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it”.



There are three aspects of spiritual work regardless of religion or lack thereof that are a Get Out of Hel card. They are differentiation, diligence, and humility. I will be discussing all three in future essays.

Differentiation is the process of extracting ourselves from the ocean that cannot resist compelling forces. In short, we must learn to think for ourselves and go against the grain when necessary. That is why I don’t believe Luigi Mangione or killers like him will go to Hel or hell. Luigi Mangione is not a Normie, at any rate. To differentiate is to see when the crowd is and to stand against it at great personal risk, including risk of death. Differentiation requires courage, and like a fruit that is carried far from the tree, it can culminate in a dead end or a new beginning.
Diligence is the daily, hourly, and often minutely commitment to our own convictions. We cannot just believe in our differentiation, we must constantly prove it by remaining true to it in our daily actions and thoughts. I believe everything is sentient, so I clean my floor and toilet everyday because spaces and things have consciousness and can talk. They enjoy being kept clean and and in ship shape. It is not enough for me to write a book called Sacred Homemaking, I must live as a sacred homemaker. A follower of Jesus is not worth his weight in poop unless he lives like Jesus — poor, generous, and forgiving.

Humility is the admittance we are not gods or demigods. When we think we are the smartest ones in the room, we quickly become insufferable. Gods are patient and they give us all the rope we need to hang ourselves, plus multiple lives so we can do it again and again. Humility is ironically a shortcut to the Divine, because by admitting we are not gods, we take the first steps towards improvement.

Anyone can choose to differentiate and follow up with diligence and humility. Vaccination status is irrelevant to this. Hidden choices abound, even in North Korea. In my next article in this series, I will be talking about a road not frequently taken. This road is the one I consider to be the best of the three. I call it the Alternative.
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The term 401(K) comes from the tax status of the earnings.  A 401(K) is a type of adjacent bank account that siphons savings away to play the stock market.  Supposedly this form of gambling is safe.  

Though the term Black Friday has come to be associated with Christmas shopping orgies in late November, the "black" part of the moniker used to apply to stock market crashes.  September 24, 1869 was one such crash.  It was said to be caused by two greedy investors named Jay Gould and James Fisk.  The investors bought obscene amounts of gold, driving up the price due to scarcity.  President Ulysses S. Grant tried to put a stop to the shenanigans by selling a large amount of the US Treasury's gold which in turn caused the stock market to crash.  More crashes came and went during the Belle Epoque until the Great Crash of 1929, which led to the Glass Steagal Act of 1933.  Glass Steagall was a set of banking reforms that put the kibosh on any bank's ability to use its customer's money to play the stock market.

Glass Steagall was repealed in 1999 by President Bill Clinton, which

"opened the door to an orgy of financial mischief so arrant and awful, and to a plague of corruption so broad and deep, that American life is now pitching into a long emergency." -James Howard Kunstler in 2015


The Bathroom Class

The middle class that President Franklin D. Roosevelt attempted to protect in 1933 is clinging on for dear life in 2025.  In one corner, we have the lower eighty percent comprised of the working poor and their dependents such as the elderly, children, the disabled, and those on welfare.  All of the above (or should I say below?) live hand to mouth and paycheck to paycheck if they are lucky enough to have one or more jobs and hustles.  Theirs is a game of robbing Peter to pay Paul for the last thirty years; an exhausting runaround of managing debts.  There is no "saving money" for the lower eighty percent.  It does not exist.  Every time they get ahead enough to maybe purchase a one month backup supply of off brand Kleenex, the car needs a three thousand dollar overhaul or a tooth decides to go full root canal.  Every time they go to the grocery store, the products either shrink in size or inflate in price.  A loaf of bread cost seventy five cents in 1992.  Nowadays a half loaf of bread costs $3.50.  Wages have not risen in a way that is anywhere near commensurate to what life costs.  Anyone who still works retail or fast food, and there are quite a few working retail and fast food, is making $13-15 dollars per hour.  I worked in the local shopping mall in 1990 and I made $12 an hour... that was considered poverty wages back then and bread only cost seventy five cents.  

The upper twenty percent has many names: Professional Managerial Class, salary class, stockholders, laptop class.  They are truly in a class to themselves.  Unlike those below them, they feature retirees who do not have to work until they die.  They are shareholders and trustees.  They enjoy safe neighborhoods with good schools that are perpetually on the up and up, with older, more modest homes being gutted or outright demolished for spacious new construction and the latest in countertop trends.  They always have luxurious, new bathrooms.  We might as well call them the Bathroom Class because they have more luxury toilets per person than any clique in history.  As much as I castigate them, I count the Bathroom Class among my friends.  Many of them are hardworking, helpful souls.  Many of them have earned their retirements, and the only difference between them and the non-Bathroom class is that they actually have money to retire.  Whatever virtues the Bathroom Class might possess do not hide the fact that investment dividends are not earned wealth.  Investment is speculation for financial gain.  Speculation for financial gain is gambling.  Unless the investment is a personal and uncontracted agreement of trust, it is what the Bible calls usury.  The repeal of Glass Steagall and a list of other factors means that investing in the stock market, including with the "safe" 401(K), is playing fast and loose with the meager pennies of the lower eighty percent and their earned wealth. That sort of usury may not hold any consequences in the present incarnation where all subsist in a spiritual Dark Age of ignorance and Greed as God, but it does not bode well for future incarnations as things balance out.  

Most investment dividends come indirectly or directly from private equity firms such as Blackrock and Blackstone.  These firms are corporate goliaths that control the media, drive up home prices, and perpetuate the System of child trafficking that keeps the world trapped in low vibrational consciousness.  There is nothing inherently good about the System or the private equity firms that keep it running.  

Quiznos and Smashburger, a Tale of Private Equity

In the early 2000's, Quiznos was the fastest growing sandwich chain in America.  Though I always thought their sandwiches were mediocre, my husband loved their new (at the time) concept of roasting the sandwich under a broiler before adding the final lettuce and sauces.  Quiznos, like many fast casual strip mall restaurants, was a franchise.  Each store was run by someone who had bought into the franchise with his or her own money and in return gained the suppliers, the name, and the opportunity to up their class status by ostensibly becoming a business owner instead of an employee.  Quiznos took off and its franchises began popping up on every corner.  There were approximately 4500 Quiznos franchise locations at the restaurant's peak. Sometimes a Quiznos would pop up across the street from another Quiznos, literally within three to four hundred yards, as if they were competing gas stations.  The private equity firm that owned Quiznos not only allowed this, they encouraged it, wantonly pitting franchisees against each other in a race to the bottom. My husband noticed that our local Quznos degraded in quality, often running out of ingredients, skimping, or substituting with poorer quality food.  Little did he know what was going on in the background.  The private equity firm allowed many Quiznos to cannibalize other Quiznos, following the catastrophic failures and losses with a promise to reform, which was (of course) a fake out.  The private equity firm lured its surviving franchisees into an exclusive supplier contract, which at first brought back affordable purchasing for those left standing.  If you guessed the private equity firm also owned the supplier and promptly jacked up prices so more franchisees went under, you guessed correctly.  Once Quiznos was fully cannibalized and transformed from the leading sandwich seller to a barely-there also ran of closed restaurants and broken dreams, the private equity firm consolidated and sold off its debt, offshored the profits, filed for bankruptcy on all except the intellectual property, which it kept.  These ill-gotten gains from Quiznos franchisees's hard work, sweat, and tears was repackaged and used to open a fancy burger chain called Smashburger.  It was like Quiznos never happened for all except the franchisees.

Young couples who wish to buy homes and start families nowadays cannot because a private equity firm has either already bought the house and turned it into an eternal rental or Blackstone has raised the overall price of housing around the globe.  I am reminded of a scene in the first Resident Evil movie, a film about an evil Umbrella corporation that unleashes a zombie virus.  In one scene, a group of characters is forced through a laser room where they must play a macabre version of twister to avoid lasers slicing off various body parts.  Spoiler alert: in the end of the laser room scene, the cleverest guy gets sliced into neat little cubes when the laser turns into a mesh.  It is the movie equivalent of a brute smashing the chessboard because he was losing the game.  Private equity is the Umbrella Corporation.  It owns the laser room and it does not like to lose.  

A rising tide raises all ships, but it devours any who cannot afford a boat.  I know many people who regularly go on fabulous international vacations and who have trained their children to embrace the same grandiose lifestyles.  These people are not the direct trustees of private equity firms, but their wealth is private equity money all the same.  Private equity is invested in almost every major company at this point.  It is rarer to find an area of life where private equity is not in the process of cannibalizing wealth.  When people derive income from investing, they give the private equity firms more license to roam free and unchecked in their cannibalistic benders.  Since private equity is the latest form of wendigo, no amount of misery or destruction will ever be able to glut its appetites.

When Covid rule descended and small business owners like me were cannibalized so that more wealth could be transferred to the Bathroom Class wendigo, stockholders sat in their well-apppointed homes and ordered food delivered to their door while bingeing on Netflix, Hulu, and online games.  The Bathroom Class benefited from Covid rules and the lower eighty percent footed the bills and did the work once again.

They Say the Meek Shall Inherit the Earth

I could be wrong but I don't see things going well for some of our current high riders in the far future.  The infuriating bit is that for now, those who choose to enjoy wealth that was earned by those they considered beneath them are not about to change status.  The consequences of human behavior seldom if ever play out at the human scale... at least not immediately.

I believe that everyone who does serious spiritual work eventually comes to the realization that there is a Law of Wealth that exists for humans and perhaps any species that develops an extremely abstracted wealth system.  The Law of Wealth states that the person who amasses and keeps unearned wealth merely agrees to earn that wealth in a future lifetime.  There are a ton of mitigating factors that get thrown into this seemingly simple karmic equation.  Generosity, for instance, sublimates by exponents.  If your actions were compulsively generous in one lifetime, you can manage to repay major chunks, if not all of your unearned wealth.  Generosity pays with compounding interest of the soul.  If you fill your life with good works, gratitude, and humility, you can rectify a massive amount of "bad" karma.

As I have speculated and hypothesized in other essays, I believe many human-incarnated souls are going to wind up in animal forms as the current Holocene extinction is followed by the next great explosion of life on Earth.  The unique part of our era is its prolific number of incarnated human souls.  In the stripe of Hermetic Druidry to which I subscribe, this means that there are many formerly animal beings running aroud the planet at the moment.  The cycle of evolution is not just for matter, it is for spirit.  I was standing by my piano one day when I asked a wandering entity "What's it like to be a god?" The being, which I believe was a god though it's anybody's guess which one, gave a cryptically comical answer:  "It is like turning an amoeba into a pianist".  In other words, it is a long, slow process in geological scales of time to gradually complexify a spark of life in a tiny amoeba and put it through existence after existence until it is a human being who can manage a piano sonata.  When a being gets to the pianist stage, it is a true coming of age.  Not that the pianist is the final event in the chain -- of course not! -- but what has occurred is that cellular consciousness has become animal consciousness and then human animal consciousness.  This takes many, many trips around the sun.  The addition of fine motor skills such as music means that layers of sediment have built to mountainous heights.  The etheric body became an astral body and now the astral body develops a mental sheath.  Gods went through this process long ago, possibly in other universes.  They earned their mental bodies (body is a terrible, inadequate, and primitive word for the phenomenon of which I speak) as well as spiritual bodies that are much more intricate and masterful than our fledgling mental bodies.  Some gods deign to take an interest in human slugs like you and me.  From my experience, they are far more likely to interact with those who do not presume to speak for them personally or through a book or to be on equal footing with them, but I digress.

With such an excess of human-incarnated souls as we have now, we have a natural excess of humans who were wild or domestic animals fewer than a hundred years ago, which is not much in the span of geological time.  Though I believe vaccination and its aluminum adjuvants has been the primary gasoline on the autism dumpster fire, there may be other, deeper reasons why so many autistic people are being created.

The development of a full etheric body is the precursor to the development of the astral body, which is the body that animals are working on and the one upon which humans have a fairly decent grip.  Complex astral skills include written language, architecture, philosophy, music, computing, and large scale urbanization and warfare.  None of these phenomenon make humans any better than rocks, trees, animals, or bugs, but they indicate we may be more skilled in the astral plane than some of the previously mentioned things.  

So if you've made it this far in a long essay by a fringe occultist who talks to her toilet, you may be one of those who feels surrounded by stupid people.  Please keep in mind many of those people were quite literally cows, sheep, birds, cats, mice, crocodiles, fireflies, and squirrels a mere five to one hundred years ago and keep sympathy in your heart.  Like you, they are doing the best they can.  Energy is neither created nor destroyed.  It only changes form.  This is true for soul sparks of billions of animals who die are are quickly reincarnated as humans in the frenetic, overpopulated schedule of today.  

There is nothing wrong with being an animal.  It is neither inherently better nor worse than being a human.  Though our Faustian culture wants to push us to see reincarnation as success or failure where the superior human "wins" by ascending to non-embodiment, the kind of Buddhism and gnosticism that craps on all incarnation as essentially worthless is toxic.  Human life is hellish.  Being an animal is also hellish.  Both are also heavenly.  It depends on where you focus.  In my own case, human blackness and despair had me wanting to end my life.  I have fond memories of being a goose.  I was flying with my flock, the wind lifting my wings and my beak straight ahead.  We knew where we were going.  

As this era of overpopulation recedes like a tide -- and I would argue this is already happening -- some souls will bubble off into non-incarnation, stepping off into a new set of responsibilities that likely do not include anything like holding down a job or harvesting food.  This is not to say they won't have responsibility; I am almost certain they will and those could be difficult to handle.  In my own case, if I ever leave incarnation (I do not believe this will happen anytime within the next six hundred years at the minimum) I think I will become a Bodhisattva.  If I go back to being a cat or a goose as I was thousands of years ago, I don't foresee having a problem with it.  

I have spent a few years looking into what might happen to the vaccinated in their afterlives, and I was recently intrigued to find a couple of other people who are doing the same thing, Bernard Guenther and Thomas Mayer.  Guenther and Mayer are both heavily influenced by the work of Rudolf Steiner and hold him in high esteem.  Steiner had odd things to say about vaccines long before they were as de rigueur as they are today.  He said that vaccines will be responsible for the retardation of spiritual development in many humans and I believe he is correct.  Guenther and Mayer mainly that they can cause separation, detachment, and damage to the subtle bodies and they can make it much more difficult to engage in spiritual work.  For many years, I have had dim perceptions of the same phenomena. Guenther and Mayer speculate that recipients of Big Pharma protocols like MRNA vaccination and chemotherapy face becoming earthbound in the afterlife, which is to say that their etheric and astral bodies seem to end up tethered to the incarnation in which they vaccinated or became inundated with drugs via chemotherapy for an unusually lengthy period, but not forever.  Because these speculations are about the dead and based on unreliable communications with them, nobody knows if any of it is true and there is no way of proving it.  

From my own experience of communicating with the dead, I believe there is a glut of possibilities in the afterlife for the average Joe and Jane that is so vast, a retard like me could not hope to speculate it with any accuracy.  Obviously this has not stopped me from trying.  One possibility is that a large number of human-incarnated souls will return to non-human animal incarnation as wilderness subsumes Gaia.  Another possibility is that many souls will choose the accelerated evolution of spiritual work and become an army of non-incarnated beings themselves, having evolved beyond the need for physical manifestation.  

A Special Kind of Stupid

Somewhere between seventy and eighty percent of the world's population vaccinated, and many who did either died while still in the salty phase of trying to force and coerce others into the vaccination pyramid or are still pushing the vaccine narrative today.  Due to the nature of vaccination dislocating the subtle bodies as well as the karmic consequences of forcing others to do what you want (you will be in turn forced to do what you don't want to do) it seems logical that many vaccinated individuals will become earthbound after death.   But even they have the possibility of being redeemed and spared depending upon their vibe and openness to change. 

There is a special set who embody the rejection of spiritual evolution.  For instance, I have often said Sean Combs, also known as Diddy, seems doomed to reincarnate on a comet.  When I gave it some thought, I could easily see him ending up earthbound, almost content in that state because his etheric body would be able to wander its local area (provided he was not cremated) and vampirize people much like he did when he was still alive.  Diddy's astral body is most likely to remain earthbound, which will give him plentiful opportunities to enter nightmares and wreak havoc.   There are plenty just like him.  This is why everyone needs a banishing ritual.  Those who reject the Light at the end of human life and its companion, the Darkness of Judgement, stymy and delay the reincarnation process.  The Earth is currently teeming with formerly human spirits of this nature who could not let go and who also cannot pass into the next realm: that is how we get the most common of negative hauntings.  All of these stuck spirits had a choice.  They were shown (as you will be shown) a glimpse of the higher planes without so many blinders.  Like you, they were given a choice to go towards the light, which represents the higher self along with the higher selves of their particular soul swarm.  The cosmic ushers known as Bodhisattvas were there showing the path towards a natural progression of lives.  Their souls were given the chance to rest and digest the hard lessons of Meatworld among friends.  

Souls like theirs rebelled in the worst sort of way in life and they continue the path in death.  Having betrayed their soul swarm while in Meatworld, they run away, thinking there is someplace else to go.  As in life, they try to take the lazy way out in death, believing themselves to be entitled.  It is at that point where they are thrown to whatever demons they are tied to via the bargains they made while alive.  Demons, infection, disease, and narcissism overlap.  One leads to another.  For instance, a propensity towards alcoholism may be exacerbated by a little voice inside the future alcoholic's head whispering "Have another drink... it will be fine".  If you think that voice always came from the person's own head every single time, you are too naive to be helped.  Before long, the alcoholic's benders make her prone to both physical and nonphysical infection: disease.  On the more subtle planes, she is host to colonies of etheric larvae that feed off her diseased energy. She is also a vector of astral infection as she pleads for others to join her alcoholic astral pyramid in the form of drinking buddies.  Her energy is hungry and wants joiners.  

Unearned wealth is the ultimate addiction, which brings us full circle to the private equity firm CEO owner of Quiznos and Smashburger.  It's not that his human soul will ever amass enough power to become a demon, nor will that happen for Diddy after he dies.  As much as a power and money hungry human wants to assume the mantle of a superbeing in life or death, the hungry human is never going to be the owner of the casino.  Instead he will be merely another player.  The following, like the rest of this essay, is pure speculation.  The CEO of Quiznos/Smashburger (there have been several) is going to have the usual reception by their soul swarm shortly after dying.  They will be given a brief glimpse of rest and bliss before being sent to feel all that they put others through, and to sort wheat from chaff when it comes to the lives they touched.  If they had many good works that we know nothing about, those will be taken into account and balanced against the wealth they stole from their franchisees.  The balance between those things and their attitude towards it will determine where they will spend time between lives.  I believe people with obscene amounts of unearned wealth cannot hope to balance the scales in their favor, and it is also my belief that the CEOs of private equity firms will spend an inordinate amount of time earthbound and caught in a limbo as a result of running from accountability.  They will act in death as they did in life, avoiding responsibility for what they have done.  They are going to be against the natural law that forces them to earn every penny they stole, and that will mean finally becoming empathetic to emotional pain of the sort they inflicted and a lineup of existences as everything from a sweatshop slave to a dray horse.  Earn it back, earn it back. They will haunt the earth as hungry ghosts until they incarnate as humans in a much different and harder era, and they will not be born as queens and kings.  If they don't get enough redemptive human incarnations in before the Holocene era wraps, they will be reincarnated as non-human animals for the foreseeable future.  If they piss off the gods and powers well enough, they just might end up having to start over as plankton.  Now you see why I want nothing to do with unearned wealth!  I could be wrong, but I also could be right.



 






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We dwell in the decay of a Great Industrial Age. We would like to think we are the first and last hi-tech era to blight this planet, but recent discoveries reveal that ours is neither the alpha nor the omega when it comes to humans harnessing the Earth’s energy for their own highly specific and intricate purposes. Recent lidar (light detection and ranging) discoveries reveal that not only were ancients up to something under those pyramids, they clearly understood currents and patterns of force far better than our mid-brained Scientism-ists ever will. Surely their approach to getting energy from sky, water, and ground was more sophisticated than oxen and plows.The end of this empire is here — the systems and infrastructures we depend upon are sclerotic, elderly, and clearly doomed. The upper middle class is a rapidly shrinking set of musical chairs accompanied by ever-quickening rounds of the monkey chasing the weasel. Despite the upper middle class ideal being a trap, there is no shortage of people willing to die trying to fall into its jaws. Conspiracy theories are quietly renamed conspiracy facts. The idea that a wholly corrupt, overarching System of pedophilia, murder, mutilation, and money laundering dominates the loftiest echelons of power is not as easily dismissed by normal people as it was even five short years ago. Nobody knows if the System and its participants are as diabolically hegemonic or powerful as they seem. What we do know is that regular life for the citizens of empire is not getting any better, that politicians are uniformly trash, and as the Rush song Freewill states:

If you choose not to decide,
You still have made a choice

Like it or not, we are in a phase of politics where the only effective political action is the kind that comes out of the end of an automatic weapon or at the edge of a sharp blade. Before anyone suggests I am advocating for violence here, no, I am not. I have no plans to go gonzo unless situations truly degrade to the point where I have nothing left to lose. I am nowhere near that point, but many are.

When political action of any sort becomes futile and all markets are rigged so heavily that the average person is laden with the burdens of Atlas to simply exist, choices present themselves. The first choice that most opt for is status quo, the second is to become a killer, and the third is to choose an alternative to the binary of status quo and killer. I plan on treating all of these themes to at least one essay a piece.

Briefly, status quo is the path of least resistance. To opt for status quo is to seek out the dwindling rewards of the System in order to amass more of them for oneself and potentially one’s brood. The status quo seeker wants popularity and clout within the dying system and hopes to exploit it as it has exploited him. He fails to understand that unearned wealth must come from someone who earned it and that by amassing unearned wealth, he merely agrees to pay for it somewhere down the line. Somewhere down the line could mean several or even hundreds of lifetimes of subsistence farming in times of famine. Perhaps it could come in the form of devastating illness and excruciating death. Or it might be several helpings of each. Perhaps it involves running the mazes of Purgatory for a glacial cycle or two until it becomes apparent that the hell world is of one’s own perverse creation. I believe status quo is by far the worst of the three choices, far worse and more likely to lead to hell than the Path of the Killer I am exploring today. Ironically, many who see themselves as killers are actually status quo seekers. They are little boys who fancy themselves as grown men.

Though mainstream System media is desperate to pretend it isn’t so, the Path of the Killer has arrived on schedule. The prognosis is doubleplus ungood for billionaire CEOs, grinning politicians, and status quo tops who make the mistake of being visible on the internet. Whoops! For many years, I wondered why school and theater shooters didn’t march into the boardrooms of Monsanto, Bayer, and Nestle instead of a fifth grade classroom. Many school shootings are false flags, meaning the government mass murdering real fifth graders in real time and then claiming the dirty deed was not done by the CIA in order to ram through anti-Second Amendment legislation.

Insurance adjustors

Luigi Mangione was, as we all suspected, the first in what will be a long line of adjustors to terrify and purge the political class that sits prettily above the common people on their heavy thrones. Luigi allegedly took out United Health CEO Brian Thompson in late 2024. A combination of lax security measures and good timing enabled Thompson’s gratuitous slaughter in front of the Hilton in midtown Manhattan. The opening ceremony of our new era of killers was brazen and showy. Mangione is supposedly being treated like a prison king, with nobody allowed to mess with him and his hair carefully crafted by another inmate in an expert fade. Sean Combs, a.k.a. P. Diddy, who is in the same prison at the moment, is reportedly very jealous, because his prison slop allegedly is full of bugs, poop, semen, and pubic hair. Awww.

There was a brief respite for status quo overlords and their media mouthpieces until June 6, 2025, when Nicholas Manning, the CEO of West Valley Medical Center in Idaho was found dead in a Baltimore, Maryland hotel room. It’s interesting that the Mangione family owns several hotels in Baltimore (though not the one where Manning was found) and is heavily involved in the politics in Maryland, but I digress. Manning was 46 when he was found dead, supposedly of a drug overdose. His family adamantly claims that he was murdered. West Valley’s parent company is the Health Care Corporation of America, which operates an 86 billion dollar network of for profit hospitals across the US and UK. Manning allegedly made 21 million per year. Manning’s family insists fraud was involved in Nicholas’s death, which is currently under investigation.

Thomas Gebremedhin, a VP at Penguin Random House, recently got in hot water when he tweeted about the alleged murder of Wesley LePatner, a female, Jewish CEO of Blackstone Real Estate Income Trust and married mother of two. Gebremedhin pointed out that LePatner made $9000 per minute while making home ownership difficult to impossible for nearly everyone else and expressed that she should “rest in piss”. LePatner’s company was called out by none other than the United Nations for massively inflating rents and home prices around the globe more than six years ago, and of course the private equity firm’s response was to do much more of the same. LePatner and her family lived in a tacky, multimillion dollar penthouse overlooking Jay Z and Beyonce’s building in New York.

Many gods, and not half of them pacifists

Ours is not an openly warlike civilization, as that would take a level of honesty most of us do not possess. We like to hide our hatred and veil it with a veneer of virtue signaling. As John Michael Greer wrote, hate is the new sex, and the repression of hatred as a natural force has become a leitmotif in public and private life.

The most perfunctory of studies of ancient Greece reveal the rivalry between Athens and Sparta. Though we modernites like to stamp ancient cultures with our own generic brand of materialist atheism, Greek city states were deeply enamored and embedded with the gods they worshipped. In Athens, the primary deity being worshipped was obviously Athena, but the entire pantheon constantly occupied minds and hearts. The gods were involved in everyday Greek life in a way no modern person will ever understand. Ares was not the only god of Sparta as Hollywood might presume. Apollo, slayer of Tityus, was revered as well as Artemis the huntress.

Furthermore, the Greek gods weren’t nice. Niobe, the Queen of Thebes, boasted about her superior fertility compared with the goddess Leto, mother of Artemis and Apollo. Niobe had fourteen children and Leto only had two. A kinder, gentler pair of gods would have let it slide. Instead, Artemis killed each one of Niobe’s seven daughters with her arrows and Apollo caused Niobe’s sons to sicken, shrivel, and die. Niobe’s husband then died of plague. Niobe wept until she was transformed into a stone on Mount Sipylus.

Unlike monotheist retards, I don’t believe myths actually literally happened, however, this tale gives us some hints to the dark nature of a solar god and a lunar goddess. The gods killed Niobe and her presumably innocent children for her egomania. They slaughtered her and her family because she was an uppity, arrogant insect who became too annoying not to stomp, and personally I don’t have a problem with it.

There are more not nice gods than nice ones. The brutality of the Iroquois was legendary, and I guarantee they weren’t even close to atheist. Mayans, Aztecs, and Incas were also not atheist, and they had plenty of warriors, slaves, and human sacrifice. The Abrahamic religion’s gods are typically brutes as well, with Allah marrying a seven year old girl and considering it fine to force Islam on the rest of the world by any means necessary. Yahweh is no slouch when it comes to hideous murder, and despite his admonitions to be fruitful and multiply, it seems that deity has never met an abortion he didn’t like.1

To the Vikings, Hel was both a goddess and a place where people went after they were dead. Earth and incarnation was the third station between two afterlife worlds: Valhalla for warriors and those who died honorable deaths in battle and Hel for everybody else. This is not to say Hel wasn’t restful or pleasant for some souls, it is only to say it was not considered as special or grand as Valhalla. Valhalla’s etymology is “hall of the battle-slain”. For those who died brave deaths, it is a sort of heaven, much closer to the gods and their world than Hel. They rest in Valhalla, fighting, feasting, dying, being reborn, and repeating the cycle again and again until Ragnarok, the final battle. Hel, on the other hand, is a land of mist and shadows. Hel is a female goddess who reaps souls to populate her gray sepulcher underneath the earth. Valhalla is in the sky.

Different strokes for different gods and different peoples

Monotheism had a good run. The gods of the last two thousand years each tried to create their own monopolies: Buddha in the East, Christianity in the West and South America, and Allah in the Middle East and Africa. The trouble with monotheist gods is they are all seemingly vying to be Highlander. There Can Be Only One in the monotheist purview, yet it does not appear as if a one-god model is going to happen on Earth or her Universe. During each of their respective peaks, Buddha, Yahweh/Jesus, and Allah commanded large respective populations. None has proven strong enough to take the entire world for himself at this point, and I don’t believe it is going to happen. Of course I could always be wrong.

The old gods seem to be on the rise, and there are many more of them than there are monotheist deities. As monotheism falters and its gods grow increasingly remote and distant, the appeal of gods who send help and comfort in our everyday lives is overwhelming. I don’t ask Jesus to help me communicate with my loved ones because I do not sense he is around or interested. I believe I have talked to Jesus about certain things and that he has illuminated me to great truths, however, for everyday pablum, he’s not my guy. Instead, I ask Hermes, Sul, or Lady Bastet (many of my loved ones are cats). As mainstream religions impale themselves upon their own hypocrisy, it is only logical that polytheism resurges to the place it once held for most people; nature abhors a vacuum.

I am not going to speak for my gods, however, I don’t believe they like the Brian Thompsons and Wesley LePatners of the world. I don’t believe the people who rained punishment on bigwig CEOs are going to hell… at all. Valhalla perhaps, but not hell. Samurais did not forgive their enemies. To forgive or yield to an enemy was considered much more dishonorable than death.

In order to die with honor, it is sometimes necessary to kill, or at the very least to allow death to do its natural thing. I once saw a video of an old Indian street woman eating her own barf because she was starving to death. I am glad I have never known that kind of hunger, but at what point is it not worth hanging on? Especially when you come from a culture that wholly considers reincarnation to be a thing?

In spite of the hordes of pudgy, suicidal, gamer-goomers, there will always be various groups and individuals who have not had their skills bred or cucked out of them. There may be a thousand hikkiko moris content to sleep until 2:46pm or until they get hungry enough to rise for whatever meal Mom provides for them at age forty-three but there will always be one or two with enough vigor to sneak a gun into the citadel. Even in less populous times, there was no way of controlling us all.

There is a whole culture in prison devoted to the sadistic torture and murder of child molesters and murderers. In 2018, Chris Watts allegedly killed his pregnant wife Shanann and their two daughters, four year old Bella and three year old Celeste. Chris tried to lie about the murders at first and later confessed. His motive for the crimes seems to be that he was having an affair with another woman and he and Shanann were in deep financial trouble. Rumors are circulating Chris Watts is not having a good time in prison. He has been transferred from a North Carolina penitentiary to a Wisconsin one because he was beaten up and lives in constant fear of being beaten, poisoned, or raped. In other words, his fellow prisoners are punishing him because the law is not up to the job. Jared Fogle of Subway commercial fame seems to have run a child porn distribution center since his young manhood. After making it as a sandwich actor, he still was dumb enough to get caught crossing state lines with the intention of raping a kid. In 2016, a fellow inmate in the Colorado facility where Jared was being detained beat the crap out of him, punching him several times in his face.

To my mind, it is pathetic that lifers in prison are the only ones responsible enough to zero out the recidivism rate of kiddy diddlers via the only way that is effective. When a pedo is killed in prison, it is a public service that benefits the taxpayer, who no longer has to fund that prisoner’s existence.

When human garbage is in a high place, holding his or her fellow humans in thrall and subjecting them to his caprice, I am not so sure it is the Devil acting when that human trash is taken to the curb. America and other nations have entered our Insane Roman Emperor era. No matter how many emperors were killed back in those days, new and often worse ones popped up in their place. Eventually the whole construct collapsed and gave way to different gods. Wash, rinse, repeat.

Humans do not make gods, no matter what Yuval Noah Harari or Richard Dawkins wants to believe. Humans perceive gods in our own image because we don’t know what else to do and frame of reference is not our strong point. Are the gods OK with it when we take matters into our own hands? I don’t know, but I would argue they don’t seem entirely adverse to it.

 


1Exodus 21:22-23, Numbers 5:11-28, Hosea 13:16
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A look that's not too far off from aging Hollywood... some are already most of the way there.

Our civilization is defined by its unearned wealth. Petroleum is the wealth of stored solar energy formed from the compacted, rotted remains of trillions of living organisms that lived millions of years ago. How absurd that one species burned nearly all of the huge reserves of fossil muck in fewer than three hundred years. It takes a special kind of stupid to that, and a special kind of entitlement.

I say this and I will be driving my car over 30 miles today. Though my car is a 2006 economy car that most women of my socio-economic background would have replaced at least three times over by now, it is still a Faustian bargain I chose when the facts on the ground are I hate driving and I never wanted to own a car. I have always been a fan of walking long distances, but even I cannot fathom walking seventeen miles to get to work and seventeen miles back once I am finished. Like many, I am stuck in an arrangement of bad faith where I spend resources I did not earn that would not be possible to spend if this was 1623 and not 2023.

Unearned wealth is immensely seductive. My reluctant travels in my car take me past several luxurious neighborhoods that I used to want to live in as a younger woman. Along one road I drive, the entire stretch on both sides is McMansions for several miles. New roofs, freshly bricked driveways, and neat little gardens mulched and edged in brick loom behind shrubbery that costs more than my monthly mortgage to purchase and maintain. Windows are not allowed to be dirty or to have rotted sashes. Cars are hidden away in five car garages that look like average size houses. Some McMansions have the appearance of small villages from a distance because of their weird, eclectic rooflines.

Nobody who lives in a McMansion or any of the millions of homes designed to imitate them in miniature believes in unearned wealth having a price. The atheism of our age is driven primarily by people who subconsciously fear paying the piper. I believe the Joel Osteens and Dalai Lamas of the world who ride the top of unearned wealth only believe they answer to God if God is still handing them a massive share of unearned goodies. In their hearts, I believe Joel Osteen and the Dalai Lama are agnostic atheists despite their bleating to the contrary. I judge them not by their words but by their deeds.

Nobody knows the price of unearned wealth because from the looks of things, the consequences are designed to play out over large, glacial eras of time and are so grandly scaled, our puny human minds could never understand them. Perhaps that is why the downfall of Hollywood celebrities in our current era is so fascinating to me. Many of them seem to be running face-first into almost instant karma over the span of one human lifetime. A celebrity’s stock and trade is their looks; that is to say, their wealth is largely dependent on how pretty they can make themselves. Back in the halcyon days of Greta Garbo, becoming the belle of the ball meant you had to be born good looking. Nowadays, there are an array of plastic surgeries that can transform a plain Jane into a fetching Gretchen. Madonna was able to use plastic surgery to her advantage for a time, as were many others, going from an average-looking 6 as a young woman to an 8 as a forty year old woman. Many years later, Megan Fox inflated her lips and with them her career. Untold numbers of Hollywood men got hair plugs and extended their careers along with the appearance of youth. Nowadays, the lowliest of influencers is expected to inflate her breasts, reduce her nose, fill her brow, and puff up her lips via easily-attainable cosmetic procedures. What they are not allowed to do is to look old, and therein lies the rub. At some point, unless we die young, we are all going to look different than we did as young people, and looking like a quasi-young version of what’s currently on trend is decidedly not the same as looking genuinely young.

Trying to outrun the visible signs of the reaper’s encroachment is ending for many in disfigurement. An increasing number of older celebrities, including males, are disfigured because of the number of cosmetic procedures they put themselves through in order to chase the dragon of a “better” appearance. Simon Cowell, Meg Ryan, Priscilla Presley, Lara Flynn Boyle, Demi Moore, and the late Michael Jackson are all harrowing examples of what happens when cosmetic procedures go too far. With the explosion of cosmetic procedures, we now see them exacting their costs at an early age. Celebrities are now getting face lifts and buccal fat removal that renders them deformed and weird looking their 30s: Lea Michele, Ariana Grande, Kim Kardashian and Anya Taylor-Joy are on a scary race towards Jocelyn Wildenstein territory.

The Coronatarianism epidemic that saw literally billions getting an experimental set of injections disguised as vaccines in order to stay in the good graces of the favored class was our civilization’s way of worshipping its true God: unearned wealth. The shots themselves served as an unholy communion with the pharmaceutical grift that now comprises at least 70 percent of the real economy. I believe the costs of that particular grift are far scarier than becoming the facsimile of a cat or the Saw franchise monster in the face, and that’s why I was ready to die rather than take that communion.

With a subject this dark, I realize I have much more to write, so this ends Part I. I have no positive spin except to say that if you have earned wealth, be proud of it, and if you think you’ve got some unearned wealth, do your level best to find it where it hides, potentially give it away, and work to sublimate it in order to ameliorate its terrible karma.
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I won’t pretend to be an expert on socioeconomic policy and the rule of nations: I am not. The sorts of observations I am about to make are potentially ill-informed and wrong and I fully admit it. To get straight to the point, I believe the US got the election it deserved in the last months of the year 2022. Analysts who don’t suffer from imbalances of temerity seem to agree it was a wash with neither side of the coin (notice it’s the same exact coin) prevailing, which suggests the Recession the US finds itself in may turn into the Depression I predicted after all.

Many Americans believe the 2022 elections were stolen by the Democrats in much the same way the 2020 elections were stolen in order to install Biden. I am one of those Americans. I believe Democrats tried to steal 2016, but were content to rest on the laurels of their belief in Hillary Clinton only to have the rug ripped out from under them when Trump won. When I handed in my voting sheet in the city of Naperville, two polling assistants (both women) actually looked at the paper in my hand and sneered in disgust because they saw my vote for Trump. I should have raised a stink, but unfortunately I was not of the mind at the time. Trump lost in Illinois anyway, and I have no doubt in my mind it was due to election interference by early TDS sufferers such as the two government workers who illegally viewed my voting placard before I submitted it.

I predicted that Illinois would remain unchanged because of Democratic cheating in the 2022 elections and I was exactly right. Record numbers of people showed up at the polls to vote the Democrats out in my supposedly blue state: my parents tried to go to their local church three times to vote but ended up not voting at all. The lines were too long and neither one of them can stand on a hard floor for hours at a time. In Illinois, Democrats have proved that the only way they will loosen their chokehold on the state is when their heads are removed from their bodies via an axe or a guillotine. I’m sure that can be arranged, but I’d rather not be around when it happens.

Illinois, much like the rest of the States, remains at the mercy of the creepy globalist agenda of bug eating, electric car driving, TV watching, injection receiving, appliance renting, and politically correct pod living put forth by the World Economic Forum. Callous disregard for human rights and human life in general has been imported from China along with electronic doodads and plastic-cased convenience. I have benefited from the China-ization of the economy as much as anyone. The computer I type this on has quite a bit of Chinese rare earth minerals in it. This morning I trained my cats with a plastic clicker that was made in China. I am not innocent when it comes to using Chinese made stuff in my life by a long shot.

Karma is a B*tch

The US has been meddling in the affairs of other countries since the day it was born and arguably before that date in 1776. War hero General Smedley Butler was one of those military men who saw the harsh truth. When recalling his many tours, he observed:

I helped make Mexico, especially Tampico, safe for American oil interests in 1914. I helped make Haiti and Cuba a decent place for the National City Bank boys to collect revenues in. I helped in the raping of half a dozen Central American republics for the benefits of Wall Street. The record of racketeering is long. I helped purify Nicaragua for the international banking house of Brown Brothers in 1909-1912 (where have I heard that name before?). I brought light to the Dominican Republic for American sugar interests in 1916. In China I helped see to it that Standard Oil went its way unmolested. -Gen. Smedley Butler, War is a Racket


When our own republic was raked over the coals in 2020, the US got to experience what it is to have an incompetent (and incontinent, har de har) puppet installed as its face and leader, just as it has done countless times to other countries to benefit corporate interests. If the US is a bunch of rabid chimpanzees and fascism is poop, the chimpanzees just learned what happens when you throw poop. Sometimes the other chimpanzees throw it back in your direction, and sometimes their aim is decent and they hit the mark.

Kimberly Steele, Broken Record Player

I only speak for myself here, but I am going to suggest that voting in general is a joke, at least in blue states like Illinois. When I braved a windstorm a few Saturdays ago to vote early, I engaged in an act of futility. I will still vote as a gesture, but I am now at the point where I have completely divorced myself from the idea my vote makes a significant difference.

When a family has become completely dysfunctional, if a child wants to survive to healthy adulthood, she must learn to separate from the bickering parents and make a life according to her own ideals apart from them. I cannot influence my local politicians to stop pushing dangerous injections or to expose five year olds to gay pornography in the name of tolerance. What I can do is continue to work on my group for people who want to get around the dangerous injections. I cannot stop election fraud and also do what I believe I was meant to do in this incarnation.  I don't have that kind of time.  I can practice my instruments, record, and arrange more music.  I can plan tonight's dinner.  I can figure out ways to use less energy that don’t involve shooting myself in the foot by buying new Chinese-made doodads, such as putting insulated blinds on the windows, solar cooking, and rocket mass heaters. I can tune out my narcissist elders and go live my own life, and that’s what I suggest most people should do as well.  Make yourself strong and resilient.  Tune them out.  If they get in the way, quietly go around them.  

The Bargain

Jan. 4th, 2022 10:44 pm
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"For now, the public arena is entirely occupied by the mass formation psychosis that first erupted around Donald Trump and then shifted to Covid-19." -James Howard Kunstler, Clusterfuck Nation blog


Coronatarianism and the MRNA vaccine as the Savior of the religion of Progress was the alchemical product of Trump Derangement Syndrome. The worship of Progress was the result of many generations of people born in the previous millennium who sold what few youthful ideals they had to sell. As a kid who grew up in the 1980s, I remember being quite alone in my disgust of consumerism. Generation X was not idealistic. When Millennials came up behind us, they longed for 1980s prosperity, conveniently forgetting the horrible nihilism that settled on the land like a caul when Reagan took office. Millennials were the first generation to chase material prosperity completely divorced from ideals.

This era is permeated with a spirit of moorlessness. Families are uprooted and atomized. It is not uncommon to have close relatives who live 21 hours away by plane. The lifestyle chased by the moorless and the rootless is one of exotic fetishism: the grass is perceived as greener in the other country. It's a wendigo. The big house in the suburbs is not enough. Eventually it will be replaced by the even larger house in the more exclusive neighborhood.

All Hail the 1980s

Right now, the upper middle class is a drama that is playing out against the backdrop of cheap oil going away. Panic is the unspoken truth everywhere in uptown worlds. There is a constant shell game of Hide the Poverty and Hide the Arbitrage. I say this yet I am as guilty as any of enjoying cheap goods from China, the West's favorite place to employ when trying to hide from falling standards of living. I still shop at Dollar Tree.

"Something I was considering the other day, if this is some sort of divine retribution, is it going about it's business by asking us how much are we willing to give up in order to continue to live our high powered, high consumption lifestyles? Will you even submit your body to injected mutilation so you can keep shopping, keep going on holidays, keep eating out etc? This madness seems to be uniquely targeting the most overdeveloped countries, and perhaps there is something redistributive in that." -Anonymous, Open Covid Post at Ecosophia.dreamwidth.org, 12/29/2021 at 3:13am



The Deal is Struck


Demons make easy bargains with the panicked and the desperate. The deal in the 1980s was to trade sensible decline for partying like it's 1999. The 1990s were the 80s on steroids. It saw the birth of the McMansion trend and the blossoming of propagandized wars for profit. The 2000s were the age of the bubble, especially real estate, with a pop at the end. No lessons were learned, and so here we are living out the aftermath of the 2010s, the decade when psychosis and derangement became the average state of the human mind.

The class of people who never stopped chasing 1982 (this includes my generation, who should have known better, as well as Boomers, Millennials, and some not-so-bright Zoomers) struck the bargain.

 

"Just give me a little more plane travel and I'll stick carcinogenic ethylene oxide up my nose. Let me into the arena where I can sponge the energy of the Satanic Hollyweird celebrity and I'll submit my body to a dangerous experiment. Just a few more years in my climate controlled palace where I eat strawberries and avocados in winter and hire teams of young Hispanic men to care for my yard in summer and I'll sacrifice the long term health of my children, and very possibly their ability to reproduce."


The people who consider themselves the most educated and informed have had ample opportunity to see the writing on the wall. Screaming la la la and clapping hands over the ears has been a popular strategy for the last two years when confronted with evidence that Covid isn't all that dangerous or that MRNA vaccines are extremely dangerous, but it's no excuse. At this point, anyone who has gotten the vaccines has made their bed and they are now forced to lie in it.

There are a lot of people, most of them men, who have died suddenly after their booster after two solid years of cursing the unvaccinated. Their karma was to get off easy. Compare the fate of Instagram personality Queen City Dom, a lovely young woman who has been crippled and saddled with excruciating pain after getting only one dose of the Pfizer vaccine. Even worse is Maddy Garay, a 13 year old who took part in the Pfizer trials for children and will most likely never walk again. The horror stories abound on social media for anyone who isn't deliberately trying to avoid the information. Even the most cloistered can find the hashtags #realnotrare and #protectyourfamily.

I believe the suffering of the MRNA vaccine-injured is the collective fault of those who got the vaccines early and enthusiastically with little to no pressure, like one of my husband's friends. If there is a die off as my Ogham have predicted, the die off will be their fault. Guilt is often used to manipulate and that is not my goal here. I'm saying there are consequences for not showing some spine when it matters. Consequences exist.

Just because one vaccinated person seemingly gets away scot free does not absolve them from karmic consequences in this life or the next. This is my perception and I could be wrong. I believe the karma of shutting out what you don't want to hear, willful ignorance, is nasty. The karma of knowing your decisions will hurt, maim, wreck, and kill others but doing it anyway is awful. I used to be atheist only seven years ago and I did not believe anyone had to live out the consequences of their actions. This was much of what fueled my atheist rage. The sense that there is karma leaves me less angry but far more uneasy.

Easy to Sicken, Hard to Kill


I believe this era is unique in the kind of corrupt, grifting rackets it produced. Nowhere is racketeering more pronounced than in allopathic medicine. Medicine in its current form cannot possibly last. Doctors spend their entire careers treating one body part or at best one body system (podiatrist, dentist) and never so much as dabble in understanding the human body as a whole. Metastasized hospital buildings hulk and glower over the landscape, financed by predatory pharmaceutical and insurance grift. Every person entering and leaving the etherically malnourished hell of medical facilities has a pathological fear of death and dying. The detached masses of white coated professionals with their heads in the clouds are absolutely terrified of any manifestation of DIY, earthy, pragmatic approaches to health... or just life in general. They feel much safer in their etherically stripped, deadened environments of staggering ugliness and waste. Hospitals are the epitome of etheric death. Any healing that takes place in a hospital is a testament to humans being easy to sicken but hard to kill. The modern hospital is an etheric abortion. There can be no healing when you treat the land like this and it is obscene even to pretend.

Legions are starving to death on the etheric plane while remaining well-fed on the material plane. They are driven by discontent because of their detachment from the spirit of home, the spirit of food, and the spirits of other humans. Costco is no substitute for a warm hearth and a meal cooked with love. Shutting off the voices that suggest the bargain was a bad one is easier than looking at the deal with its consequences stretching for many lifetimes into the future.
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Long story short... she is still alive and I have decided to wait and see with euthanasia. Here is photos of her taken this morning and afternoon.




Kiki, my cat, is a 15 year old domestic shorthair. My husband and I, a deliberately childless couple, got her from the local animal shelter when she was approximately 6 months old. When we got her, she had an infected spay scar and an abdominal hernia, most likely a result of the botched spay job she received. She wore an Elizabethan collar for a long time, nearly 8 months, once we sprung her from the pound by adopting her. (More correctly, she adopted me when I was sit in a room full of kittens and she came up to my leg and immediately nuzzled it.)


The day we took the collar off was thrilling, both for her and us. She was finally healed. Kiki went from a scrawny kitten to a hefty mini-panther over the span of a year. At her heaviest, she weighed nearly 22 pounds and was not obese, just big boned as they say. Kiki has been an only cat and an only pet this whole time. Though I have trained her with a clicker to do some basic tricks such as Sit and to come when her name is called, she's otherwise been a completely pampered, spoiled princess. My husband has bought and assembled two cat trees for her, modded our entire apartment out with bookshelves for her to climb in two different apartments and more recently in my office, and has bought her a small fortune's worth of toys and treats. For a long time, I was giving her raw chicken because it was recommended by a holistic vet -- I've since stopped as she doesn't care for it anymore and there is a supposedly salmonella risk to her. My husband and I are officially the world's lousiest vegans: not only do we proudly feed Kiki and her outdoor feral counterparts meat, we treated her like a rock star when she killed three mice this year.

Kiki is not a fiery personality, meaning she is usually calm and shy. She's a sweetheart who loves shoulder rides and generally must be touching me at almost all times when I am home, and if we are not touching, she prefers to be in sight range. I'm not sure if it is sad or funny or both that I've done the Sphere of Protection more than once with an approximately 20-pound kitty in my arms.

Kiki's robust health finally started to slide around three years ago. Instead of pooping the generous logs you would expect from a big kitty, she would not poop at all. I took her to a good vet in my area. The vet prescribed a few anti-constipation medications, and finally we found one that worked called Cisapride. She also got special shipments of fiber-y cat food in the mail, Royal Canin for Cats Gastrointestinal Fiber Response. Combined with pumpkin in Kiki's food, Miralax, and lots of water, Kiki was pooping again. In the last year, she feel prey to more episodes of constipation, not eating, and dry-heaving and vomiting. She went nearly four weeks without eating or pooping this Spring, and supposedly that's not possible to survive for a cat. I believe the reason she survived was slippery elm, an herb that I mixed into a thin gruel with some feline probiotics and fed to her via a plastic syringe whenever she began to gag. Elm seems to be the only thing that soothes Kiki's gag reflex.

Within the last few months, Kiki has had two different trips to the vet, both times to have her bowels manually de-constipated by her veterinarian. She returned from both trips only slightly better off. The latest trip, which happened a month ago, happened immediately after her month-long bout of not eating. This weekend, her health took a steep decline. She was gagging and/or throwing up every few hours. She had not had a significant poop for a month. Four days ago, this led us to try a Pet-ema brand enema, which is a special sodium mixture designed for cats and dogs. The Pet-ema worked too well. She pooped, but the violence of it caused diarrhea and more vomiting. At that point, I stopped giving her Gabapentin (painkiller) and gave her elm plus pro-biotic every few hours. I am still doing that now.

Late Sunday night, I decided to have Kiki euthanized. My husband was and is 100% for euthanasia. We had both done research on in-home pet euthanasia, and after a few investigative calls, we decided on the Welcome Waggin', a local mobile veterinarian. I scheduled the appointment for 1pm today. After crying my eyes out yesterday and spending the entire Monday, which I have off from work, cuddling Kiki and eating pizza from bed with her in my lap, and then snuggling with her all night, this morning, she rallied. She squatted for a while in her litter box and had the first normal, non-enema-related poop she has had in months. I called the Welcome Waggin' in the early morning and left a message that I was cancelling the euthanasia.

My husband reminded me of just how bad Kiki has been and that her quality of life has been awful for the last month. I waffled on my morning decision and decided to go through with the euthanasia. I then looked at the email the Welcome Waggin' had sent to me. I had expected the vet and her technician would wear masks as they euthanized my cat. I did not expect the ridiculousness of their COVID policy.

The Welcome Waggin' Pandemic Protocols: Due to the pandemic, we are unable to go inside of the homes for appointments. When we arrive the day of the appointment, we will call to let you know we are there and we will have you bring your pets outside to us secured by a leash, carrier, or wrapped in a towel. We can perform veterinary services in the yard, on a deck/porch/patio, or in the garage with the door open. We may also be able to take some animals back to our vehicle for veterinary services. We will be wearing personal protective gear and request for everyone to be wearing masks and maintain 6 feet of social distancing during the appointment. We are unable to allow pet parents to assist in restraining at this time. Please call our office if anyone in the house shows any signs of illness, tests positive for the virus, has contact with anyone who has tested positive for coronavirus, or traveled outside of the state of Illinois in the 14 days prior to the appointment.



Only masks and social distancing were mentioned when I initially called Welcome Waggin' to schedule the appointment. As I sat in bed with my cat on my lap a mere two hours before her date with death, I read the email in disbelief. The Welcome Waggin' website is spattered with false promises that owners and pets can be together in their favorite place during the procedure. Nowhere on their site at the time I read it was there any reference to having to perform services in the yard. What about pet-owners who live in apartments and condominiums with no private yard?

A call came in from the Welcome Waggin'. I asked her if they were serious about the protocols in the email or if it was just placating talk for the authorities. She said they absolutely were serious. I told her they were a deal-breaker. I said that either the service went down with me holding Kiki the entire time, and that I would not be wearing a mask in my own house, or no deal. She insisted that COVID protocols had to be followed and that I would hand Kiki, a cat who has never stepped onto our enclosed front porch, to a stranger who would then stick her with a needle in a van.

After a night of fitful sleep with my ailing cat, unfortunately I completely lost patience with the socially-conditioned corporate idiot on the other end of the line. I said, "Human to human, do you realize that far more people, including children, are dying of the jab than they are of COVID?" I did not use profanity, but I did unleash my frustration -- I told her that parents were fighting to get their children out of masks and winning in local school districts, and that the Plandemic was engineered to collapse small businesses in the name of luxury communism, and a host of other topics I have covered over the past year and a half on this blog. I said that I ran a group of 3400 people on Facebook dedicated to re-building the businesses the globalist Plandemic set out to destroy. She stated that she wasn't about to change her mind about Corona. I then told her that her karma for this was coming, and that by participating in mask and distancing theater, she had gotten herself all sorts of bad karma. I said "This is your karma for nurses who danced on TikTok while elders died. This is your karma for a billion lost rites of passage." She accused me of threatening her, to which I replied, "I'm not threatening you; karma is mere cause and effect. You did this to yourself."

Though I don't imagine my screed in her general direction was effective, I do know it will burrow under her skin. I have always had a talent for weaponizing subconscious Achille's heels.

Back to what is important, that being Kiki. She is doing OK today. So-so. Still not eating. Still gagging every few hours, which stops when I give her 5 mL of the elm mixture. Drinking water from the sink. Chilling by the open window. I'm not rescheduling the euthanasia despite having found a group of doctors that will come into the home without masks or COVID theater. They offered to come on Thursday and I have declined. Please pray for Kiki. Pray that I am not only bound from doing anything that harms her, but also that her life's end is exactly as it should be and free from human bumbling on my part and everyone else's. Thank you.




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I recently heard that my local library’s junior room is pushing a particular brand of children’s book. Books of this ilk, rushed to publication as early as Spring 2020, insist that wearing a mask is a way to express love and care for others.

Masks continue to dominate the feeble minds of the fearmongers who perpetuated the Panicdemic. Their use as a talisman to ward off the forces conspiring to devour the Professional Managerial Class’s comfortable way of life is ongoing, despite the Fauci emails and the glaring examples of Florida, South Dakota, and Sweden. Like their disgraced furor Fauci, Coronatarians never knew enough about their own subconscious processes (despite untold dollars spent to sit on the psychotherapist’s couch and profligate use of her expensive facial tissues) to realize why they forced several generations of now-permanently damaged young people to wear a scrap of dirty maxipad on the face for a year and a half. As Fauci admitted in one of his flip-flops, masks never had any efficacy in preventing disease.

Masks as Misanthropy

What the mask’s vestigial, increasingly irrelevant promoters refuse to admit is that the mask is about the opposite of loving and caring for others. Wearing a mask is an expression of misanthropy: the mask is a symbol to indicate the wearer hates others and that they couldn’t care less about their welfare. Those who are forced into wearing masks, for instance, the many people with social anxiety who face nervous breakdowns if they are confronted by friends and strangers, are potentially forced to lie. They may not hate others, but because of tremendous pressure, they are coerced into joining the Hate Club whether they like it or not. Misery loves company.

We often heard about how wearing a mask mysteriously saved Grandma during the panic, though if we told ourselves the truth, Covid measures made it much easier for poor Grandma to be hidden and thrown away as a useless eater. Tik Tok doctors and nurses danced through empty hospital wards while their superiors received fat bonuses for every new “Covid patient” admitted to secret hells of malign neglect. Now that the MRNA-hijacker disguised as vaccine has hit the market, Grandma is often presented with it as a non-option if she ever wants to hold her grandchildren again. Never mind that adverse reactions, including death, are two orders of magnitude higher than any other vaccine roll out in American history. Never mind that Grandma gets to be a poked like a lab rat for a medical experiment for which no drug company will be held liable if it goes badly.

When I was a young girl, one of my primary regrets was the day I walked my young friend home. Because I was too young to go by myself (I think I was 8 or 9) my grandmother went with me. Grandma’s age made it harrowing and painful to walk the quarter mile or so. The walk there wasn’t half as bad as the walk back — my poor grandmother was crying. There was no excuse for what I did: not my age, not my friend’s desire to get home, nothing. I thought I was helping my grandmother by making her exercise. I thought it was the beginning of her regaining her mobility. I was an arrogant little nine year old. Instead, I subjected her to a Bataan Death March through the suburbs that I regretted long after she was in the ground. Like my 9 year old self, the Covidians think they are helping. They refuse to see the pain and hurt they are inflicting on the rest of the population, including those for whom claim to care.

Karmic Conundrum

I haven’t worn a mask for some time now because I don’t want the karma of it. Early on, I said that I would rather die than receive the so-called MRNA vaccine and I remain unchanged in that declaration. For me, I don’t reject the jab because I’m afraid of dying — that’s why I say I would rather die than have it. I would rather die than have the karma of the obedient mask-wearers and vax-getters.

It is my sincere belief that the people who continue to normalize the mask and the jab have terrible karma in store. Karma is nothing more and nothing less than cause and effect, and though it is as sure as gravity, I don’t claim to have any purchase on the ways it will manifest in the lives of those who have earned it.

Some of the karma for masking and vaxxing appears to be gathering on a dark horizon. For Bill Gates and other members of high-profile Epstein’s Pleasure Island group, they seem well on their way towards swinging from street lanterns without the benefit of their heads. Woke school board members who subsist ungratefully on the taxpayer dime while installing BLM and transgender propaganda don’t seem far behind if the new Recession gets too long in the tooth.

Some of the karma for masking and vaxxing is instant. In my state of Illinois, the state’s Tyrant in Chief has gotten himself backed into a corner. When groups like my Speakeasy Illinois quietly went around the mandates by solely patronizing patriotic, freedom-loving stores and establishments, the big woke retailers found themselves fighting for a shrinking customer pool in a bad economic recession. Presto change-o, suddenly the mask mandate expired and if you showed your vaccination card, you could suddenly shop at all the places almost like it was 2019. Little did the woke retailers realize that many of us would never walk into their stores again, as we did not wish to engage in any forms of Stockholm Syndrome style lovemaking with our abusers. There was also the problem of filtering each person at the woke retailer’s front door for their vaccine card, which is a violation of his or her Constitutional rights as well as inconvenient and difficult. The karma for the wokesters is increasingly empty stores — any retail CEO interested in this phenomenon should plug in the terms Carson Pirie Scott, Venture, or Zayre into a search engine — and the rise of alternative markets that don’t invade their customer’s medical privacy. Maskers now find themselves in the position of the modern day Nazi and his swastika.  Sure, he can wear the symbol, but it automatically marginalizes him as an extremist. If you have hatred in your heart, it’s probably not a good idea to wear it on your sleeve.

Broken Hearts

Speaking of hearts, myocarditis is a known side effect of getting the MRNA inoculation. I think the vaccine attacks their hearts because of their heartlessness when push came to shove during the peak of the Corona panic. Sadly, the worst myocarditis is afflicting teenage boys, which speaks of blood sacrifice and marks over doors that had the opposite effect than the one intended. The horrible part of bad karma is that it acts like a grenade. It’s messy and non-specific. How many Professional Managerial Class snobs sneered and wished death on people for shopping mask free in stores alongside the masked and fearful? Though correlation is not causation, there could be a connection with the subsequent visitation of the Death Angel upon the sons of the sinners.

The death of the Christian Church is one of the scarier convulsions of the banquet of consequences. While Christian lions such as Artur Pawlowski are persecuted for doing what Jesus would do, fake Christians huddle fearfully and sparsely in their often virtual, always socially-distanced pews. As a religious person who believes in Jesus Christ but by no means exclusively worships him, I can think of no better way to anger a god than to supplant his worship with an egregore or worse, a demon. In 2020 and 2021, Christians clearly replaced the worship of Jesus with that of Coronachan. If one shall know them by their fruits, we have only to look at churches that are still forcing congregants to wear the Satanic symbol of the mask as well as the Mark of the Beast in the form of the vaccine. For two years straight on Christ’s birthday and resurrection days, Christians pretended their god mattered as they conveniently failed to take their religion back from a disease that kills fewer people than some seasonal flus.  

Let Them Eat Bugs

Masks are a virtue signal that say "I've got mine, Jack!" meaning they signify the wearer as a person who believes it's OK for large corporations to benefit while the entire economy and the real people who need it crumbles. Masks are the symbol of the belief that communism in the form of eternal welfare checks can sustain a country. They are the sigil of those content to fiddle while Rome burns. Despite the baaing to the contrary of their wearers, masks are the ultimate way to say "I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU OR YOUR FAMILY, you deserve to starve, peasant!"  Ultimately, the joke is on the one who thinks the hatred behind the mask is without blowback.  Anyone who believes in the mask is subject to the karma of the mask, and it hardly matters if they understand the symbolism behind it.
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As I have mentioned, I have distanced myself from my leftist friends because of the karmic blowback I sense they have coming at them like a tsunami. I could be wrong and my avoidance of former pals could be all for nothing. I am willing to take that risk as I have become increasingly disgusted by the hypocrisy and detachment of my former allies. My distancing is also motivated by pure selfishness -- I don't want to be around if what I believe is coming for them actually appears on schedule. I don't relish being dragged down by people who are already at this time unhappy and toxic to be around.

I used to be unhappy in the same way most leftists are unhappy: I suffered severe depression. Though the thick of it happened in my teens, depression was a normal condition for me that only faded completely when I started doing the Sphere of Protection and discursive meditation every day as part of my Druid religion. I know the state of depression intimately. I know its manias and its black holes. I know its behaviors and false hopes. Most individuals on the left suffer from some form of depression or mania, and those who are able to keep their own subconscious inner turmoil at bay usually succumb to various forms of addiction, food addiction being the most common.

Trends have it that it is fashionable for leftists, especially women, to declare themselves witches. The number of good role models out there for the young witch are close to zero. Brought up on Harry Potter and American Horror Story, a young witch is sets out on her own with cartoon images of what magic is and does. Witches with street cred who should honestly know better set traps for her, insisting you can invoke the djinn or faeries or whomever and they will do your bidding to "free that imprisoned lightning to strike down injustice and bring home the consequences of their actions to those who perpetrate it." A newbie to the Path, she is already the victim of a glamour designed to get her to buy more cool stuff so she can get a larger Instagram following. She enters witchcraft as the victim of hostile magic. To make matters worse, she is depressed.

That's where the T-shirt store comes in. There are at least seven T-shirt stores selling this design called "Hex the Racists":



"Racists" are defined as anyone who isn't pro-rioter. It's presumed "racists" are white but non-whites also qualify if they are against rioters. David Dorn, a 77 year old black man who died via a rioter's bullet, is considered a racist against his own kind. I mentioned leftist hypocrisy, and the former example is unfortunately one of at least a million.

I have learned the hard way that it's a bad idea to hex people even if you are particularly good at hexing people. Karma works in mysterious ways, and one of the reasons I think leftists suffer pandemic depression, chronic pain, and insomnia is the hurt they've thrown around coming back to hit them where it counts.

When a commenter on the Hex the Racists T-shirt store post suggested one should not hex, all hell broke loose among leftist witches intent upon killing the messenger.



Abject terror of consequences for one's actions is a calling card among modern leftists, including those who do not lean towards the occult. This comes from a place of not being able to recognize one's own first world privilege and the high costs of that privilege to everyone who is not first world. Hence the immediate overreaction of "don't tell me how to walk MY path" and "your path isn't the only one!" as if consequences for one's actions where a matter of elective choice.

The OP comes back with (essentially) that you don't have to call it karma for it to work, and that's where we get a grandiose egomaniac informing us that she is karma. The grandiose egomaniac is a black woman, so immediately a sycophant rushes in with an appeasing "my daughter was molested and I hexed her abuser!"



The next page has another egomaniac making up rules that absolve her from natural law just as long as the hexed person was a racist or committed an act of violence. As we have established, a racist is anyone who doesn't emphatically agree with a leftist. Real racism does not have to be demonstrated to condemn someone as a racist, and real violence most likely includes people who say mean, disagreeable things that hurt the witch's feelings.

A bystander who I will call White Witch asks about the law of three and is quickly shot down with more arbitrary limitlessness. Christianity is fashionably denigrated, most likely because of that stuff Jesus said about "Do unto others".

The OP chimes in again with more mild suggestions of sending protection instead of flinging harm, again citing natural laws of energy bouncing around.

This upsets the "the rules are anything I say!" witch who now basically tells the OP to leave her alone. OP comes back with "this is just science, yo."

Egomaniac No. 2 comes in with "The hex IS the karma." I'm reminded of a scene from Judge Dredd.

Also notice my comment is the only one of this whole group that has zero likes, ha ha! Guess I did a good job of scaring them...



White Witch dares to complain about being crucified for asking about the Rule of 3.

She is given virtual hugs by the OP and another white witch. Then a creepy message aappears from Our Sponsor offering 30 percent off on a T-shirt to one of our hex-happy witches.



A popcorn-munching fence rider pops in to say she enjoys reading all the different opinions. Seems legit. A third grade flame war occurs between yet another "I make my own rules" witch and a witch who takes an agnostic approach yet cannot raise herself above primary school "BUT SHE SAID" butthurt.



Remember the witch who hates Christianity and makes up her own rules? She's back, insisting karma isn't for her because she said so.

A troll stops by to mention that karma applies only to Hindus.

Anti-Christianity, who must correct others on absolutely everything, graces that person with more of her wisdom about "tenants in different faiths".

Troll returns with a revelation about being Christian herself and more hatred of Hinduism because her God allegedly hates anything she has misinterpreted as being against God's will.

Egomaniac No. 3 burps out "A hex is an inconvenience. If I want to hurt you, I will curse you".

Just as magic exists without one's personal belief being necessary, karma exists with no belief needed from you or me, no matter how important we think we are in the scheme of things. Every now and then, karma is obvious, such as when the rioter tries to hurl a brick into a car window and it bounces back and hits him.

Karma usually isn't obvious and it takes a staggering amount of careful discursive meditation to understand the tiniest fraction of it. Unbeknownst to these witches, karma affects us through all of our incarnations. Like gravity, it never sleeps. The toxicity we see in the above thread is the result of spiritual ignorance and confusion. Who ever told these women to turn off the television and shut off the Instagram feed and consider the possibility you don't just live once? Karma isn't just for Hindus and neither is reincarnation!

For this reason, I have taken to leaving vengeance to the gods. Sure, I still get good and angry at people who have done colossally stupid things. Then I take a moment and remember that I too do colossally stupid things. My only recourse is my vow to be a better person than I was yesterday, if only by the slightest bit. You are all welcome to steal my affirmation for yourselves... no bad karma in that at all!

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