Quacks

Jul. 10th, 2023 09:48 pm
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How vacuous do you have to be? Doctors who dance during a pandemic where the dying are not allowed to see their loved ones is not "positive", but terrifying!

The term "quack" comes from the Dutch "quaksalver", a seller of questionable remedies of the kind that used to proliferate on the streets of London in the dread year 1666, when cholera and other plagues stalked the populace. Unlike the quacks of old, modern quacks have absolutely no evidence or basis to suspect any of their approaches are better than placebos. At least the quacks hawking nostrums back then didn't have the juggernaut of the NWO depopulation apparatus and Big Pharma providing the wind in their sails. They weren't insured by the federal government to take taxpayer dollars.

Today's quack is much, much worse than the quack of yesteryear because he or she has zero doubts the products Big Pharma gets him to sell are Safe and Effective. At least William J.A. Bailey, inventor of Radithor (a solution of radium in water that caused many ghastly, premature deaths) may have had some doubts about his product when his patient/customer's jaw literally fell off from radiation poisoning; what he lacked was the ability to care.  Today's pushers of the latest pharmaceutical products are wholly unfamiliar with any notion of self-doubt.  Not only do they not care, they don't know enough to care in the first place.

Channeling South Park's Officer Bar Brady

The first wall of defense the modern quack erects is one of sheer, stupefying ignorance. Today's medical "professionals" have no idea what could go wrong in a human body and even less idea as to why such a thing might happen. Blame the pre-requisite scanty two hours of sketchy nutrition education they get in med school all you want: at some point, ignorance is a personal choice. To add insult to ignorance (and iatrogenic injury), there is a prevailing attitude of NOTHING TO SEE HERE, FOLKS, KEEP MOVING whenever one of their quacky treatments goes spectacularly wrong. Hence Pfizer, originally the brainchild of a candy man and a chemical engineer, being sued regularly to the tune of billions of dollars. And that's just the tiny fraction of harms for which they got caught.

I cannot help but laugh when a random ad tells me to trust my doctor. I don't have a doctor -- it's called being a middle class American without medical insurance. At any rate, the question of whether or not I should trust my doctor begs the question: Why? What's his track record? How many people has he actually healed or at least given some decent, pragmatic advice that they could take in order to heal?

Most illnesses do not have dramatic culminations -- the reason for this is they are diseases of lifestyle. I know several people who are suffering from mild to severe skin problems. One suffers severe eczema. Two others suffer cysts and boils. A fourth has terrible rashes that flare up in summer. All of them have gone to doctors and their doctors have not done one goddamn thing that addresses the root of their problems, and the answer to this equation is they continue to suffer awful maladies of the skin.

Anything skin comes from within. Topical creams will never do anything but ameliorate the symptoms (if they even do that) because skin disorders are intimately linked with digestion. Think about it: the skin and the digestive system are most of the immune system. The rest of it, those cells that wait around in your blood for a baddie to invade, are the icing on the cake. Logic dictates that if the digestive system is taking a hit, it will show up in the skin. This is common sense. Of course the first recourse should never be a cream or an antibiotic. Skin problems are NUTRITION PROBLEMS. If I was a doctor, and I most certainly am not, I would say "Have you tried an elimination diet?" Personally I love fresh garlic but I know that it is not for me. I figured this out by observing my hellish symptoms for 1-5 days after eating it. This did not take a degree on my part. Another one I cannot eat is dairy. Dairy causes cystic acne for me. I figured this one out when I slipped as a first year vegan and got a nice, big cystic acne honker on my chin as a reward.

Another area of experimentation I have found fruitful is the addition of various infusions and teas to my diet. Instead of guzzling water, I drink water in the form of unsweetened herbal, green, or black tea. By doing this, I get all of the health benefits of water and adaptogenic plant materials. Who even knows how many health issues I have spared myself via this simple habit?

The quack would never dream of such basic experimentation on herself because that would take common sense. The quack would rather suck up whatever perks come out of the smooth talking pharmaceutical rep. As William Blake said, you become what you behold. Hanging around with that kind of slime brings to mind an old Chinese proverb about going to bed with dogs and waking up with fleas. Never trust the smiley saleswoman whose firm has deep, DEEEEEP pockets. And yet they do, and then expect you to trust them.

Comfortably Numb

The whole modern medical industry has appealed to mouse-find-cheese conformists for a long time. Medicine is the field you go into when you would rather take orders and put inconvenient scruples on the shelf. The noobiest of amateur herbalists has better advice than the average GP these days because at least the herbalist does not automatically trust any given remedy based on what an authority claimed to be true.

The med heads have taken over the economy in a silent Invasion of the Body Snatchers fever dream, and they still act as if nobody will ever catch on to their grift game. Shame on those who so easily discarded the Hippocratic Oath. As Ice Cube recently demonstrated in his refusal to take the Covid quaxxine in order to star in a film, 20 million dollars is not worth handing over your health. As I have said many, many times, there is no use in a $400 bottle of champagne when you can only drink it painfully through a straw with the help of your live-in nurse aide.

Worst of the Worst Quacks: The Head Shrinker is IN

The worst of the medical industry and those who are shameless but who deserve the most opprobrium of all are psychologists, counselors, and psychiatrists. Never have I met a crowd that is more up their own asses than the average titled "counselor". For them, the solution is always more virtue, more empty gestures, extra platitudes, and more material padding to hide behind. These people are almost invariably materialists to the extreme, cowering in their precious, luxurious safe spaces far away from the realities of what it takes to make an honest living. They suggest beige living to those who live their lives in crimson and black -- there is no way either party can see eye to eye, but we are all told we must listen to their expert advice because they have degrees. They provide advice-for-pay with an air of elite disdain; proof they are afraid of losing their status and insecure about how they got there. They think of themselves as paragons of virtue, yet they feed and depend on the helplessness and the desperation of others, which should be an obvious breach of ethics. The fatter they get, the hungrier they become... often literally. For reasons unknown, there is a disproportionate number of obese psychiatrists, psychologists, and counselors. Stuffing and metabolic syndrome seem to go with the territory.

Any doctor worth her weight in dung should be unvaccinated, mentally balanced (no false transcendence syndrome) and healthy -- in other words, the unicorn. I don't trust healers who aren't healthy just as I don't trust men of God who molest children or car mechanics who ride the bus to work because they don't know how to fix their own cars.  And as for trusting whatever has become of science, well, don't even get me started!

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Hi Everyone,
 
I am happy to read your Ogham free of charge -- that's how I hone my divination skills. I take reading requests until 8pm Central Time (Chicago Illinois USA) on Sunday night. Though I am flattered that people want readings after the deadline, I decline reading requests made after 8pm Central Time on Sunday night without exception.
 
Please note I will be taking off the week of September 10, 2023.  Readings will resume as usual September 17, 2023.

For a more in depth look into how I read and interpret the Ogham's symbols, please visit my website druidogham.wordpress.com.

I am currently trying to minimize my use of PayPal.  If you'd like to make a donation, I would be grateful if you did it here:

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Your prayers of blessing to the deity/deities of your choice are welcome whether or not you can donate.

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New reading requests are concluded for the week of 9 July 2023. Thank you and see you next week for more readings.

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Hi Everyone,
 
I am happy to read your Ogham free of charge -- that's how I hone my divination skills. I take reading requests until 8pm Central Time (Chicago Illinois USA) on Sunday night. Though I am flattered that people want readings after the deadline, I decline reading requests made after 8pm Central Time on Sunday night without exception.
 
Please note I will be taking off the week of September 10, 2023.  Readings will resume as usual September 17, 2023.

For a more in depth look into how I read and interpret the Ogham's symbols, please visit my website druidogham.wordpress.com.

I am currently trying to minimize my use of PayPal.  If you'd like to make a donation, I would be grateful if you did it here:

http://buymeacoffee.com/kimberlysteele

Your prayers of blessing to the deity/deities of your choice are welcome whether or not you can donate.

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New reading requests are concluded for the week of 2 July, 2023. Thank  you and see you next week for more readings.

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A nasty fog has descended upon Illinois over the last few days because of the Canadian forest fires, and the local news media has worked itself up into a hysterical lather, declaring the air as nearly unbreathable and issuing ominous warnings about it being as bad as smoking eight cigarettes.  Like with most slow-moving disasters, I have adopted an attitude of LOL shrug move on.  The evil mist that is on Illinois like white on rice seems an appropriate metaphor for the state of the astral plane right now, for what it's worth.

When the collective astral is bad, and I believe it is as bad as I have ever known it to be in my fifty year lifetime with no end in sight, there is no other recourse except being the change you want to see in the world.  Fighting it outside of defensive practices like a banishing ritual is pointless.  Which head of the hydra do you fight today?  For me, being the change means learning how to garden.  I am grateful for the home I bought eight short years ago, which was a blank slate with no trees save two dying elms.  It has come a long way since then, I think, and it is only this nice because of the help of my family and my neighbors.

Despite my neighborhood being a little sketchy, with the hanging question "was that noise gunshots or fireworks?" being a thing especially when we're nowhere near a holiday, I have not invested in a round-the-yard fence as many of my neighbors have done.  Though we've had annoying incidents of people running through and sometimes even loitering in the yard, I am not a fan of fences because they prevent people from seeing my gardens.  I love seeing other people's gardens and it's possible someday I will make myself a bumper sticker that reads "I NOTICE YOUR GARDENING".  It's true.  No matter how small the effort, I notice people's gardens.  I notice gardens around office buildings and gas stations.  I notice the plantings around the Olive Garden (arbor vitae and catmint) and the bank (tall grass and daylilies).  I hate lawns.  When I see a lawn or an ugly, overlarge house, it seems to have a pall of sadness around it not unlike a Canadian fire fog.  When there is a beautiful garden, it slows people down.  Not all of them, but when there is a lovely garden, there's always a few who will take a stroll who would not have done so otherwise.  If they have a home in the area, it's possible the sight of a lovely garden will get them outside to work on their garden and a healthy, win-win competition will arise.  



The herb garden.  Top left corner is pink and white yarrow.  Top right has catmint, red sorrel, ubiquitous milkweeds (Asclepias syriaca from seed foraged from the forest preserve) and a new lemon balm.  Bottom right is sage and wild monarda/bee balm.  Bottom left is mint.  Stella d'Oro daylilies in the middle: every single Stella in my yard is from plants I divided from the overcrowded plants in the front of my old music studio commercial space. The raised beds were originally from Walmart, I believe.  They're cedar but they've seen better days.  The 2 story cat condo/feeding area attached to the shed features heated cubbyholes that we stuff with straw for additional insulation.  The heat comes from dog warming pads inside the cubbies.  Obviously we only turn the heat on in winter.  The cats also have a heated water bowl that gets a lot of traction from raccoons, squirrels, bugs, the occasional woodchuck and coyote, etc.

 

The pear tree finally produced more than a few fruits this year.  Last year the squirrels ate what few fruits were on the tree, so we will see what happens.  I have been giving the feral cats some food near the tree in hopes of chasing the squirrels away.  I recently planted a peach-colored climbing rose you can see by the fence.  I'm hoping the rose will climb and deter squirrels from using the arbor to get up to the pears.  That said, I'm not one of those people who truly gives a damn if the squirrels eat my pears.  I have better things to do with my time.




The front yard.  Mostly this is daylilies, some boxwoods, an elm shrub that is actually the leftover of the elms that used to be in front of the house, spirea bushes in the middle of each planting area, and Autumn Joy sedums, which is what is in the fake copper urns.  I started putting perennials in containers this year and I may never go back to buying annuals again.  Perennials don't require anywhere near as much water as annuals, even when they are in containers.  The Autumn Joy sedums are another plant I don't buy: most of them are divisions from one or two donated plants.  Sedums are extremely easy to start: just snip off a cutting and stick it in the ground!

My baby oak tree, Mr. Oakinawa, surrounded by Echinacea purpurea.  He is about three or four years old.  I found him growing in one of my garden beds and transplanted him and kept him watered for a few years.  Now he's more of a sapling.  Yes, you guessed it, the E. purpurea (also known as coneflower) are from seeds collected from my neighborhood.  I don't buy coneflowers.  

In the beds, besides Tommy the feral cat, I'm growing brussels sprouts (left nearest), cucumber, tomato accompanied by some renegade borage and dill, and Jerusalem artichokes.  The Jerusalem artichokes are a perennial but they've been very disappointing, so I am thinking I will pull all of them out this fall.

On this side of the beds, the nearest are some early bush tomatoes, buckwheat (not sure what to do with it, it was a free seed from Baker's Creek), another tomato growing with some calendula and dill, and elecampane.

Asiatic lilies are blooming but my larger daylilies are not.  The big plant in the background is a Russian sage I bought from a fellow gardener who sells seedlings on Facebook.

Tommy the feral cat -- he's a funny guy.  He likes to greet my students.  Irises in the front are sadly bloomed out.  They were pretty.  They were from a local plant swap last year.  The front garden has a bit of everything.  Hostas, catmint, daylily, roses, bugbane, spurge, catmint, English ivy, vinca, ferns, coneflowers, some yew bushes I started from cuttings, hydrangea, and grasses kindly given to me by my parents' neighbor.  I am working on extending the perennial garden across what is left of the front lawn.  

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Hi Everyone,
 
I am happy to read your Ogham free of charge -- that's how I hone my divination skills. I take reading requests until 8pm Central Time (Chicago Illinois USA) on Sunday night. Though I am flattered that people want readings after the deadline, I decline reading requests made after 8pm Central Time on Sunday night without exception.
 
Please note I will be taking off the week of September 10, 2023.  Readings will resume as usual September 17, 2023.

For a more in depth look into how I read and interpret the Ogham's symbols, please visit my website druidogham.wordpress.com.

I am currently trying to minimize my use of PayPal.  If you'd like to make a donation, I would be grateful if you did it here:

http://buymeacoffee.com/kimberlysteele

Your prayers of blessing to the deity/deities of your choice are welcome whether or not you can donate.

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Readings are concluded for the week of 25 June 2023. Thank you and see you next week for more readings.

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Are you in for the Clean Toilet Challenge?


The Clean Toilet challenge is a magical experiment to see if keeping the toilet clean brings money luck and other forms of good fortune to the home or business where the toilet is located. Many cultures believe that an immaculate toilet improves your financial bottom line, and I have explained this belief in a blog post that is linked in comments.


If you’d like to be part of the Clean Toilet Challenge, starting sometime this week of June 22, begin keeping your toilet very clean and plan on cleaning it everyday until December 22. At the beginning of your clean toilet journey, make a mental snapshot of where you are financially, what the general state of your household is, and how lucky you feel. On December 22, take the same sort of mental snapshot. Since I keep a journal, I’m making a note of my bank account numbers today, though I have been keeping my toilet clean all month already, and I can say my finances have already improved considerably and I have been able to afford some luxuries I usually do without, such as eating at restaurants 4x a week when it’s usually more like 4x a month.


Every day after you use or clean your toilet, you can optionally say this little rhyme: "Toilet, toilet handling waste, thank you for your saving grace." I recommend cleaning the toilet with a spray bottle with half vinegar and half water for a safe, all natural, non-toxic clean.


At the end of the Clean Toilet Challenge, I’d like to compare notes with everyone here on Dreamwidth and at my TikTok account @whitewitchoftheprairie. Happy Solstice and see you at the other end of the Challenge.

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The scene: a civilized neighborhood Christmas party in an upper-middle class home in the Midwestern US. The year: 1987. I distinctly remember one of the older neighborhood kids tell me his family was moving. Since his family's home was a perfectly adequate, roomy 4 bedroom, I asked why his family was moving away. His answer was because they "needed" a bigger home. Every 5-10 years they moved into a larger home after having enlarged whatever home they occupied. Their goal was ever-increasing real estate profits from ever-larger homes in a game that (for some people) does not end until they die and ostensibly pass the game pieces and board down to their children and grandchildren.

It Takes a Narrative

I often wonder how many memes it will take to grok the materialism of Millennials, the generation that claims to have rejected Boomer capitalism. Millennials often believe they are opting out of capitalism when the harsher truth is they've been cast out of elite circles and now lurk on the outsides, looking in. There is no opting out of capitalism -- though there are plenty of self-styled wokesters who preach about it while flipping their Thai hair weaves, eating salads of mostly store-bought ingredients off of Anthropologie plates, and broadcasting on TikTok. Nevertheless, the Millennial "I am a scrappy communist because I say I am" is a better narrative than the Office of Progress narrative, which is the idea that all functioning adults should be happy rotating from home cubicle to office cubicle, watching screens that tell them how to live at every opportunity while hopped up on injectable chemical concoctions.

Had my sex drive never asserted itself, I would have liked to have kept the trajectory I designed for myself at age 9: to work in an office, come home to a book-filled condominium on the second floor of a building in the town where I grew up, and to live my childless life between books, cats, and occasional solitary dinners outside my home with friends or family. I knew the exact place where I wanted to live. It was small consolation to realize I could not have afforded that condominium as a single spinster even if I had a much more lucrative job: the price of real estate was already soaring when I was in my teens and by the time I was in my late 20s, nobody with an income south of 60K could afford to live anywhere near my hometown in any sort of single family residence. By the time I was 25, it became perfectly apparent that if I wanted a condominium in such a nice place, I would have to marry a man in order for him to buy it for me, and that would have defeated the point as the whole fantasy was a lonely and solo one.

I flirted for a while with corporate jobs straight out of college. The pay I received was barely more than the babysitting gigs I had at age 14; it was laughable and pathetic. I wasn't willing to work my way up that degrading chain by trading all of my youthful energy for something that felt like a living hell. Plus the number of people able to benefit from the living hell was shrinking in the 1990s and is a great deal more diminutive now.

I Want You to Want Me

We are all supposed to want the elite Office of Progress lifestyle. You know the one: it involves driving the latest electric car, living in ever-larger homes, posting on social media, and drinking at least one Starbucks beverage a day. We are not supposed to think about how stupid it is to drive a car that is probably using electricity that originates from coal. Despite lip service given to greenwashing holidays like Earth Day, we are not supposed to consider the wastefulness of living in a big, mostly empty McMansion. As for social media, anyone who turns it off because it is boring or (GASP) does not have any presence at all on Insta, FB, Twitter, YT, etc. is considered a freak or an unfortunate. Those who reject Starbucks out of hand are just weird -- unwillingness to shell out six or more dollars for a mediocre calorie bomb of a drink is trés 1978, and not in a good way.

School

The point of public schooling in the 21st century is to neuter boys, often literally via the trans push, and condition the girls to work outside the home in the good old Office of Progress. My childhood was unhappy for one main reason: I did not sleep properly. Why could I not sleep properly despite having stable parents with no shortage of money? I was busy being conditioned to sit quietly in a desk dictating and absorbing elaborate orders. When I did not get along with other order-followers (who I was always being pitted against in academic and popularity contests) I was punished by ostracism. To think I could have been home actually learning for all those wasted years! 95% of my adult academic knowledge came from the 5% of free time when I could think unhindered on adequate sleep, far away from school. For instance, I learned most of what I know about plants from my mom and the books I used to identify common weeds from ages 13-19 during summers in Michigan. Cooking? That was learned from my mom and library books; the single Home Ec class I took in junior high was a farce. As far as English, the best way of getting me not to read a book is to put a deadline on it and mar it with a quiz or a test. Not that I was in any mood to learn while in school: I was so starved on every plane except the physical one, I wanted to kill myself. When etheric poverty is in full sway in the form of an ugly box one must sit in with other teenagers while being lectured by older inmates, there is nothing to improve the astral shield and hence nothing standing between the seedy lower astral and the developing mental sheath.

A Woman's Place is in the Home

If today's "liberated" woman was truly happy with working outside the home as a regular thing, we would not have seen so much outright sabotage designed to prolong the Panicdemic and to continue Zoom work-from-home schemes that are still going on to this day. The reason women want to stay home, including this woman, is because it is the magical formula of the woman to secure the homestead. Men were designed to hunt, to go to war, and to defend. Women were designed to make the home into a healing place where babies can grow into healthy adults and to give men a place worth defending. Without the healing influence of the home, we all feel more raw, vulnerable, exposed, and beaten by forces that are always getting at us. School is vile because it trains women to force themselves into the role of Atlas: winning bread outside the home and then having the double and triple roles of having the babies it is fed to and making it into sandwiches so everyone can have lunch. Anyone who thinks a woman can do all of these things and do them well is either smoking the strong stuff or has access to Supermom.

The consequences we all live down are all around us. Tired women who have nothing left after having to work all day end up with feral kids being raised by social media, or their husbands leave them because marriage is hard and it's twice as hard when there is nobody competent at home who can enchant the home into a protective symphony of astral, etheric, and physical shapes. Ugly environments of convenience attempt to replace craftsmanship and care, and though I am thankful for their gifts, I am also resentful that everything has to be so ugly and ignorant of etheric ebb and flow. I myself am an example of classic bad faith, caught between worlds while laboring outside the home and always schepping to make ends meet. I'm a long, long way from Buddha, renouncing my niceties and creature comforts to contemplate trees.
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Hi Everyone,
 
I am happy to read your Ogham free of charge -- that's how I hone my divination skills. I take reading requests until 8pm Central Time (Chicago Illinois USA) on Sunday night. Though I am flattered that people want readings after the deadline, I decline reading requests made after 8pm Central Time on Sunday night without exception.
 
Please note I will be taking off the week of September 10, 2023.  Readings will resume as usual September 17, 2023.

For a more in depth look into how I read and interpret the Ogham's symbols, please visit my website druidogham.wordpress.com.

I am currently trying to minimize my use of PayPal.  If you'd like to make a donation, I would be grateful if you did it here:

http://buymeacoffee.com/kimberlysteele

Your prayers of blessing to the deity/deities of your choice are welcome whether or not you can donate.

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Readings are concluded for the week of 17 June 2023.  Thank  you and see you next week for more readings.

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Oubliette plan from the Bastille...or ice storage chamber.  Nobody knows.

 

I'm not exactly physically formidable.  I am under five feet tall and not particularly strong in my upper body, though I do take pride in the fact I can kick like a mule.  As I age, I am hilariously destined to become shorter, so at age 75, I'll likely have shrunk to 4'9".  Oh well.  I have always been small, and as far as I can tell, I have been of short stature in most of my previous lives, including the one where I was a singing sailor from Portugal and my most recent turn as a wealthy widow born in the Belle Epoque.  Maybe that's why it's so funny that I possess certain killer instincts.  

One of my favorite horror films is an adaptation of a novel called Audition directed by prolific Japanese director Takashi Miike.  In the novel, an aging widower named Shigeharu Aoyama who owns a media network decides to "audition" a new and ideal wife.  The women think they're auditioning for a TV show, not to become the wife of a mogul.  A peculiarly graceful young woman named Asami captures the widower's imagination.  As the widower is lured into Asami's mysterious web, his dead wife returns in the form of a ghost to warn him.  He does not heed the warnings, and the outcome is gruesome.

Audition's Asami is an ex-ballet dancer and also a serial killer.  She may be slight and slender, but lurking underneath her lovely brow are some dark and murky thoughts.  The moral of the story is not to judge a book by its cover, especially if you do something extremely stupid like attempt to find a wife via a manufactured audition.

Big Brother Lite

When 2020-2023 descended into hysterical partitioning of public spaces, masking, social distancing, and coerced quaxxines, I believe we all got a brief, glancing sample of what Maoist or Stalinist dictatorships feel like.  For some unwell people, it probably felt like coming home, soothing their inner virtue-signaling Nazi.  For most of us, it sucked and we could not wait for it to be over.  In China, people were welded into their apartment buildings and starved to death.  Not only were they forcibly quaxxed (China claims to have an over 95% quaxx rate) but their cats, dogs, and occasionally their children were "confiscated".  In the case of the cats and dogs, most of them were killed, often left in plastic bags outside apartments while they suffocated to death.  Shanghai in particular was known for its abject cruelty when it came to starving its citizens and their companion animals.  To add insult to injury, white-suited goons patrolled the streets and buildings as medical soldiers, doing the dirty work of killing animals, welding people into buildings, beating them senseless in the doorways of their homes or in the streets, or dragging them off to quarantine internment camps.  As usual, none of the virtue signalers in the US batted an eye even when passably similar things happened in nearby Canada.  

Though many would seek to reassure themselves that such atrocities could never happen where they live, I did not think that for one second.  Humans gonna human.  All along, I have known it could go that way where I live in the suburbs of Chicago, Illinois.  People I knew for years made their exodus from Illinois because of Stalinism-lite in my state.  My piano dealer moved to Kansas with his entire family: children and grandchildren.  A student's family moved to Texas even though it cost them dearly and they did it in the worst real estate market in years.  My musician friend moved to Oklahoma.  My mechanic moved to northern Wisconsin.  The tiniest hint of what Illinois could become scared the living crap out of them.  I have my reasons for staying; I am still here.

If Illinois had become like Shanghai, locked down and oppressed, it is an understatement to say I would not have accepted such an outcome.  Perhaps it is because I am American to my core and perhaps it was because I saw too many Die Hard films at a young, impressionable age, but if the white suited goon circus ever comes to my town and expects me to go without a fight, they've got another thing coming.

Snapped

For years I was puzzled by my own anger, which has always been disproportionate considering how I grew up and the pampered, genteel existence I have enjoyed in my present incarnation.  Even as a child, I repressed extreme rage that often made me feel like screaming.  When someone would piss me off, I wanted to react and cause permanent damage to them and everything around them.  In my 30s, I wrote several works of fiction in an attempt to work out some of the monumental rage that underpinned my daily life and nightly dreams.  Writing out my demons helped quite a bit, and also helped me to make ends meet by selling ebooks during a rough financial time.  Later, I took up a daily habit of discursive meditation, the Sphere of Protection, and divination.  Writing fiction let off steam, but the aforementioned habits extinguished the renegade burner.  Via the aformentioned habits, I realized why I am the way I am and why at age 9 I wanted to violently end the life of a girl who dunked me at the swimming pool: I was a serial killer in at least one of my past lives.

Of course I could be wrong: maybe I wasn't a serial killer in my past life and maybe I'm just defective in the brain.  At any rate, I believe that I was a wealthy Scottish landowner in one of my past lives.  I was a man, hence the ability to own land.  Serial killers during that time were simply known as warriors because it was par for the course to have taken a hundred lives on the battlefield by the time one reached the tender age of eighteen if you are any good at wielding a sword.  In my own case, my main strength was not swordmanship but tenacity and a strong stomach.  When I went into battle-mode, there was no stopping me, and that was how I retired with fabulous treasures instead of succumbing to my wounds on the heath or losing my marbles like so many of my brethren.  After my battling days were over, I enjoyed capturing and terrorizing my enemies, which helped build my reputation for something besides being able to hold liquor.  My favorite way of torturing my enemies was simply to leave them in my oubliette until they chewed their own tongues off and went screaming mad.  I wasn't a freak who bathed in blood like Bathory, but I did savor the screams of the impaled and I was never short of creative ways to torture victims.

I may have changed into a mild-mannered educator from an upper-middle class background, but I have never been able to outrun my past, despite it being in another lifetime that happened a long time ago.  The instinct and desire to sink back into that existence is always pressing at me, waiting for an opportunity to take the lead.

Having gone through a lot of terrible karma associated with that lifetime, including starving to death in at least three lifetimes after it as at least partial comeuppance for my oubliette, I know now that it would take extraordinary circumstances to re-ignite my old ways.  Things would have to be a hell of a lot worse for me to take action on my dark thoughts, despite those dark thoughts being an omnipresent part of my psychic wallpaper.  

Had Shanghai 2022 occurred here in Illinois, that would have been enough for me to regress.  I knew it at the time and I know it now.  If the US government, NWO, or other white-suited goons show up at my door, part of me will honestly breathe a sigh of relief because I can go back to my old ways without any concern for the karma I will gleefully create.  All I have to do is find a white goon suit, and of course one of those will be easily lifted from a member of the lackey battalion.  I will then commence a reign of horror upon Stalinist/Maoist forces until I am stopped, and of course I will do everything in my power to avoid detection.  And of course serial killers being what they are, I will likely put one in an improvised oubliette and let Nature do her thing just for laughs.

There are more like me than anyone suspects, especially in the US.  Though China seems to be mostly sheeple, I suspect there are more and more disobedient rogues with nothing left to lose.  Of course we will never hear about them in the present era of censorship, but I think someday there will be legends told of warlords (and warladies) who, when faced with being welded in their apartments, killed a white-suited goon, stole his outfit, and then took an entire village and studded its walls with the heads of political pundits, self-righteous Karens, and media bloviators.  End of empire is a bitch.  Such is the tide of our Age of Aquarius as the would-be mono-party, Piscean communist forces give way to setting individuals free so they can go in their own directions and towards their own Wills... or else.

 

 



 

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Hi Everyone,
 
I am happy to read your Ogham free of charge -- that's how I hone my divination skills. I take reading requests until 8pm Central Time (Chicago Illinois USA) on Sunday night. Though I am flattered that people want readings after the deadline, I decline reading requests made after 8pm Central Time on Sunday night without exception.
 
Please note I will be taking off the week of September 10, 2023.  Readings will resume as usual September 17, 2023.

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I have never had any problem with what does or does not go on in other people's bedrooms. I lean a bit gay myself, and if female-female relationships were somehow less fraught with drama than male-female ones, chances are I would have ended up married to another woman. In my self-conscious youth, I went out of my way to demonstrate how OK I was with other people choosing do do whatever they wanted with their own sexualities. I went to bars and pride parades. Every now and then, I expressed my open disgust at certain polarizing Christian groups that took Leviticus 18:22 literally, yet accepted shellfish-eaters and tattoo-wearers into its ranks without question.

I resisted being a TERF long after J.K. Rowling got cancelled for promoting women-only spaces. It was actually the long reaction to the release of Covid that ended my relationships with gay men. The few gay male friends I had uniformly turned into Wokezis who felt entitled to shame anyone and everyone except themselves.

There's an old adage that the Left will eat itself, yet the current mass hysteria about alternative sexuality was born in the Right. We would not have pushy genderqueer creeps attempting to insert themselves into children's story hour at the library if there had never been pushy evangelists who shouted from televisions and churches built on every corner during the last 200 years. We are on a pendulum that keeps swinging through sensible approaches to life from one heinous extreme to the other. On one side, there are sociopathic libertine clowns in full makeup and foundation-caked beards insisting that their autogynephilia isn't the same kind as the freakshow, serial killer kind captured in film The Silence of the Lambs. On the other side, we have equally septic narcissists who would slut-shame a dog walking in a park because her butt wiggled when she walked; transparently pre-occupied are they with the delights of perversion though they passionately preach otherwise.

In both cases, there is a shadow being carefully tucked away and denied.

I Won't Grow Up!

Adolescence is difficult to begin with, and it is far more difficult now than it ever was when I was growing up. Considering I almost took my own life back then because of how bad it was, to have it be worse now is a special kind of hell. I truly feel for the younger generations nowadays. I created a TikTok expressly for the reason of trying to help them in a way psychiatrists, counselors, and psychologists who are almost as common as preachy Christian hypocrites (and often one and the same) cannot.

I had friends who grew up as gay males in the 80s and 90s. It was rough -- they were bullied, harassed, and to make matters worse, teachers often looked the other way or even joined in. But as much as they might think they had it the worst, I was straight at the time and I was sexually assaulted multiple times in the halls of my junior high when I was only 12 years old. I was bullied and teachers often were just as bad as students. Public school was horrible and in the 80s, there was no awareness about bullies aside from caricatures in Back to the Future and John Hughes movies. The difference between me and my gay male friends is that I grew out of it and I no longer live my emotional life in junior high and high school.

Gay men are often ensnared by the Puer Aeternis archetype. Despite the aging, balding, pot-bellied image in the mirror, they are obsessed with the toxic myth of eternal youth. The reason gay men want to indoctrinate children is because they have confined their imaginations to eternal adolescence: obsessed with human beauty, preoccupied with sexual acts or a lack thereof, and constantly outraged from being trapped inside a persecution complex.

Gay women, ironically, are not as obsessed with youth because they want to mate with it so much as they see commandeering the young as a way to exercise control. Like the embittered Catholic nuns of yesteryear who ruled with an iron hand and a painful conductor's wand well-acquainted with children's wrists and arms, the gay women teachers of the new Millennium want to be dictators of their own banana republics. They want to erect statues to their own superhuman glory (making sure to tear down Abe Lincoln or George Washington as a bonus) like Miss Trunchbull in Matilda.

Don't Fear the Reaper

The trouble with putting all your unfertilized eggs in the ephemeral basket of appearance is that nobody ages in reverse. I thought I had an uphill battle as a woman when it came to letting go of being the prettiest in the room. As it turns out, my non-straight male peers were far worse at accepting the ravages of gravity and age. Just as certain women turn into plastic surgery addicts, choosing to have their skin detached and stretched out over a series of ever-degrading procedures known as face-lifts, certain men seek to turn back the clock by cross-dressing and occasionally amputating/augmenting their bodies in botched attempts to avoid adulthood and maturity. Notice how Dylan Mulvaney caricatures girls ages 8-18 and any given drag show parodies young Mariah, not present day Mariah. Mighty Saturn is their ultimate Kryptonite, and it is almost funny that they think they can outrun him.

Who You Callin' a Dictator?


It's also almost funny that so many "non-binary" people and their "allies" point the finger at the ostensibly straight accusing them of a dictatorship. There has never been an easier time in history to choose or declare your own sexual path. If anything, it is straight couples who wish to bear children who are most at risk at being shamed, excluded, marginalized, bullied, and attacked. Name one place in the US a straight person can live and not be constantly messaged with alphabet soup awareness propaganda: such a place no longer exists. After obtaining the right to get married, the push could have easily stopped and we all know it.

One thing that has become very clear in the last few years is just how beholden our entire economic system is to medical grift. Though it is estimated that 50% of the real economy has something to do with Pharmakeia, I would guess it is more like 80%. Everybody is out to make a buck on the chronically ill these days except for a handful that have somehow stayed out such as myself. Of course the medical dictatorship seeks to exploit awkward pre-teens and medicalize them into a lifetime of misery and dependence. That's how they roll. An industry that has zero problem with scamming the elderly and maiming and killing billions with forced vaccines isn't going to have any qualms when it comes to convincing kids to chemically castrate themselves and amputate working body parts, thus damaging themselves for the rest of their current incarnations.

One of my quiet agendas with all of the TikTok videos I make about healing herbs is to perhaps get the idea out there that treatments and cures are not limited to magic pills, amputation, and implants.
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Hi Everyone,
 
I am happy to read your Ogham free of charge -- that's how I hone my divination skills. I take reading requests until 8pm Central Time (Chicago Illinois USA) on Sunday night. Though I am flattered that people want readings after the deadline, I decline reading requests made after 8pm Central Time on Sunday night without exception.
 
Please note I will be taking off the week of September 10, 2023.  Readings will resume as usual September 17, 2023.

For a more in depth look into how I read and interpret the Ogham's symbols, please visit my website druidogham.wordpress.com.

I am currently trying to minimize my use of PayPal.  If you'd like to make a donation, I would be grateful if you did it here:

http://buymeacoffee.com/kimberlysteele

Your prayers of blessing to the deity/deities of your choice are welcome whether or not you can donate.

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New reading requests are closed for the week of Sunday, June 4, 2023.  Feel free to comment on existing readings threads though.  Have a good week and see you next week for more free Ogham readings.

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In Japan and other Asian cultures, keeping the toilet clean is thought to bring good luck, specifically in the form of earned wealth and prosperity. There is even a toilet deity known as Ususama-myoo who presides over toilet safety. Ususama-myoo is far from alone in presiding over the privy: Ancient Romans had coins and a shrine to Venus Cloacina, who also blessed sexual unions.

For whatever reason, I always appointed myself as official toilet-cleaner of our house when I was a girl and though I wasn't forced, I cleaned all the bathrooms once a week or more despite not liking the job. Nowadays, I understand the value of that sort of etheric labor, and I have learned to tolerate the work a great deal more and detach myself from the gross-out factor. Having become an amateur gardener has helped because gardening steels you against freakouts over gross things -- plunging one's hand into mud and compost has that effect.

A surprising list of fabulously successful Japanese entrepreneurs and entertainers have kept their toilets clean despite being able to afford maidservice. Soichiro Honda, founder of Honda, believed in cleaning his own toilet until the bitter end. He started his company out of a wooden shack. When his shack days were long in the past, Honda commented that he could tell a good company by the state of their toilets, and that dirty toilets were a likely indicator of bad management. Director Takeshi Kitano is rumored to have sworn by cleaning his own toilet, and J-pop singer Kana Uemura had a hit song about appeasing the toilet goddess to honor her grandmother.


Ususama-myoo... yeah, he's not what I expected either!

The Clean Toilet Challenge

I am hosting an informal experiment: the Clean Toilet Challenge. I am looking for people to join me in keeping at least one toilet in their house sparkling clean from the Summer Solstice of June 2023 until the Winter Solstice of 2023. This means that said toilet will require daily cleanings, preferably with mild, all natural cleansers: I suggest 2 parts water to 1 part white vinegar in a spray bottle. in my case, I add a dash of Florida water and a few spritzes of my favorite Eau de Toilette (see what I did there?) but use what you see fit. Please make a note of the state of your bank account, debts, and general state of neediness on June 21st. There is no need to get specific or divulge the information -- all I am looking for is the general vibe of your personal finances. When December 21 arrives, make a comparative mental snapshot of your fiscal state. Is it any better? The same? Worse? I figure the only thing we've all got to lose is a sketchy and neglected toilet, so it's a win-win no matter what happens.

Lately I have been keeping my toilet very clean, both out of the desire to live the principles of the book I am writing, Sacred Homemaking, and out of sheer curiosity. Does keeping one's toilet clean actually result in business luck and earned wealth success? I haven't hit the big time since a couple of weeks ago, but I have seen a decent uptick in music lesson clients and donations for my creative works.

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Hi Everyone,
 
I am happy to read your Ogham free of charge -- that's how I hone my divination skills. I take reading requests until 8pm Central Time (Chicago Illinois USA) on Sunday night. Though I am flattered that people want readings after the deadline, I decline reading requests made after 8pm Central Time on Sunday night without exception.
 
Please note I will be taking off the week of September 10, 2023.  Readings will resume as usual September 17, 2023.

For a more in depth look into how I read and interpret the Ogham's symbols, please visit my website druidogham.wordpress.com.

I am currently trying to minimize my use of PayPal.  If you'd like to make a donation, I would be grateful if you did it here:

http://buymeacoffee.com/kimberlysteele

Your prayers of blessing to the deity/deities of your choice are welcome whether or not you can donate.

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New Ogham reading requests are closed for the week of 28 May, 2023. Thanks and see you next week for more Ogham readings! 

Please note I will be taking off the week of September 10, 2023.

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I used to get mad when other drivers, almost always male, would advance on my car from behind and then quickly swerve into an open lane in order to pass me. I often drive five miles over the limit, but it is never enough for Anxious Dude hot-rodding around the suburbs in his souped-up Nissan with a vestigial spoiler. After about six or seven years of the calming influence of the Sphere of Protection and daily discursive meditation, I noticed that suddenly what used to make me beside myself with irritation no longer bothered me. I don't find myself perturbed anymore by Anxious Dude because I now realize that his swerving and aggressive driving comes from a set of impulses that make him a man. For me, owning a car is almost pure bad faith and a curse that I have in part chosen because I did not move to a walkable city somewhere in Europe or the UK to escape American car culture as a young woman. For him, driving isn't so bad: he has a knack for it. He likes to go fast and drive recklessly. He's a boy and boys will be boys, vroom vroom.

Feminization

I got a sandwich to go at one of the many fast-casual restaurants that bless my area the other day. A portly young man with a beard retrieved the sandwich from the kitchen area. When he spoke, his voice was about an octave higher than what one would expect and though he wasn't dressed in an effeminate fashion, he gave me an entirely female vibe. Though it is possible he was transitioning, it is not the first time I have run into young men who don't seem to have any maleness about them.

In the book Our Stolen Future, scientist Theo Colborn speculates that chemical byproducts that mimic hormones are causing the feminization of animal and human populations. The chemical constituents of RoundUp from Monsanto end up in a polar bear in the Arctic; there is no escape for anyone on this planet. Endocrine disruption is the inevitable result, and endocrine disruption causes a laundry list of woes, including birth defects, stunted intelligence, autoimmune disorders, and infertility.

Fragile Males

Maleness is inherently fragile. Regardless of chromosomes, we all begin in the womb as females: for guys, their ovaries descend and become testes. The long process of becoming male is fraught with danger from Moment One in the womb. Males are always fighting. Male sperm fight to get to the egg... There can be only one, or maybe two in the case of fraternal twins. Then the male chromosomes assert themselves as XY. No staying within a homogenous XX lane for them! Enter plastic chemicals and the toxic soup of heavy metals, dioxin, and the latest miracle of MRNA quaxxines and it is a wonder that the human race is still a thing. If the male is not physically feminized to near-death in utero, there are plenty of well-meaning doctors who would like to inject him with an array of FDA-approved concoctions the second he emerges from his mother. If he survives, there's always someone who wants him to drink toxic baby formula and to get circumcised.


Wars

I hate organized sports. I probably would not have hated them if my idiot teachers from Grades K-8 had not forced me to participate in junior versions of them. Nevertheless, I was forced into sports every school day from age 5 until 17 because Gym class is mandatory in Illinois; it's actually Illinois law and we are the only state in the Union that has that law.

Sports are how society deals with males in absence of wars. Sports resemble small wars: two teams opposed to each other fight over a ball as symbolic resource. A sports fan once confided in me that he loved the feeling of belonging when he watched a game. Without sports, many guys don't have a tribe outside of immediate family. They are wolves cast out of the pack.

The modern incarnation of organized sports is a poor substitute for wars though because it is passive and based on spectatorship. The pot-bellied sports fan crushing his umpteenth beer on the couch stereotype exists for good reason. Organized sports are feminizing. They turn purposeful, earnest men into couch potatoes, alcoholics, and gamblers.

The Woke

Disney has been on a spree of trying to recapture its glory days by making its cartoon classics from the 80s and 90s as live action films. Disney remade Lion King this way -- basically it was an awkward, musical nature documentary... very weird. It enjoyed modest success nevertheless, especially in China.

The Little Mermaid is Disney's latest live action remake set to be released this week. Little Mermaid replaces the red headed, white titular character Ariel with a black woman played by singer/actress Halle Bailey. Halle Bailey was sent to do a promotional press junket in Mexico, where interviewer Patricio Borghetti graciously gushed about her beauty and captivating performance. Without any context or apparent motivation, Bailey viciously accused Borghetti of racist microaggressions and now refuses to do "unprepared" interviews.

Bailey is far from conventionally beautiful and obviously deeply insecure. Her invocation of racism is vile and disgusting, in my opinion, and as someone who is exactly as white as Barack Obama, I think people who manipulate white guilt in such a fashion should be permanently ostracized, disenfranchised, and ignored. Halle Bailey does not deserve a singing or an acting career if this is the way she is going to behave. There are plenty of young women far more talented, beautiful, and deserving than she will ever be. I could use one of my own rare talents decimate what's left of her career in a single word -- the only hint I will give is that it's a scathing reference to another creative work -- instead I choose to exercise restraint. Plus, she is doing a fine job ruining her career all on her own.

Men cannot win against this sort of wretch. If Bailey wasn't crying about race, she would be inventing other travesties whole cloth. Borghetti came back saying the comments he made were said with love. If I were him, I would have refused to say that worthless, race-baiting slag's name ever again. Halle who?

Sleeping With the Enemy: Men Who Hate Women

The fascinating thing about Don Juans and wannabe Don Juans is their hatred of women. I know many men who are as irritated by Sex and the City as there are women who hate organized sports and video games. The animosity comes from the portrayal of women as obnoxious Don Juans: it's not fun to look at that kind of self-hatred in the mirror.

In his book Bang, former pickup artist Roosh V spends all of one page on the sexual act, dealing with it in a vague and perfunctory way that suggests that for all his braggadocio, he wasn't all that interested in having sex with women. More telling is how few aging pickup artists have settled down with an elusive "dream female" waifu and had children. Roosh is 43 and despite having rediscovered the Christian faith of his upbringing, he has yet to heterosexually reproduce.

If you don't genuinely respect those with XX chromosomes as human and manifest this animosity spend most of your adult life attempting to trap them like an exterminator does to rodents, it seems you will have a bad time when the time belatedly arrives to live all the heterosexual values you pretended to espouse. Pickup artists are not homosexual though. That would be far too easy. Instead, they are autosexual, which is a euphemistic term for a masturbator with a god complex. A far simpler epithet and one I would like to coin right now is Narcissosexual. A Narcissosexual would happily have raucous sex with their own doppelganger if such a thing were possible, and the preferred offspring would be a Brave New World of self-clones. Hopefully Roosh V has left his Don Juan past behind and hopefully divine powers are helping him to ameliorate some of the damage he has done. There will be other Narcissosexuals who arise in his place and they will be just as gay with themselves as he was.

All of the above phenomenon are predicaments and they will go on unsolved as predicaments go. As for the effeminate male problem, I believe it is an issue of nature as much or more as nurture, and I will maintain my stance about destigmatizing teenage pregnancy in order to create a hardier, less feminized male of the species. As far as sports and wars, I am now at the age where I can choose to avoid all sports, and the only thing I can suggest is for those who have children to PLEASE GIVE THEM A CHOICE about sports, and pull them out of schools that force participation. It should probably be clear that to ignore Wokesters is my own personal policy, and I have even got to the point where I won't condescend to permanently sully their images with a well-placed witticism because they aren't worth my fire. Lastly, the pathetic spectacle of the Narcissosexual is hardly worthy of anyone's attention: just recognize them as the jokes they are and move on.
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Hi Everyone,
 
I am happy to read your Ogham free of charge -- that's how I hone my divination skills. I take reading requests until 8pm Central Time (Chicago Illinois USA) on Sunday night. Though I am flattered that people want readings after the deadline, I decline reading requests made after 8pm Central Time on Sunday night without exception.

For a more in depth look into how I read and interpret the Ogham's symbols, please visit my website druidogham.wordpress.com.

I am currently trying to minimize my use of PayPal.  If you'd like to make a donation, I would be grateful if you did it here:

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Your prayers of blessing to the deity/deities of your choice are welcome whether or not you can donate.

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In a past life, I made the devastating claim that women had it easy compared to men. I was male at the time and it was one of those lifetimes that I began to become acquainted with the most common condition of our era: etheric starvation. Perhaps because I felt my wife was not able to provide the etheric bounty of the home I thought I deserved, I got snippy and made a rather universal pronouncement that I have been paying for ever since.

In this lifetime, I have had my nose ground into the sand of why women do not have it easy compared to men. For one, my period was a doozy. I began having it shortly after turning 12. It was a debacle nearly the whole time -- there were lots of almost-funny moments where I drank vodka screwdrivers at 3am while my sheets did a turn in the washing machine, which were a far better alternative to whimpering while in a fetal position in the bathtub between waves of gore and pain. Also not easy was the mystery surrounding the circumstances of my birth. I was told from a young age that I would have access to my birth records as an adoptee when I turned 18. This was a patent lie and I still do not know the name or identity of my birthfather.

Women do not have it easy, not by a long shot. Nevertheless, it is time that women stopped using our burdens as an excuse to make the world a far worse and more hideous place.

Girls Behaving Badly

If I had a dollar for every chubby, ill-kept, slovenly, high-riding, entitled single woman I have met who thinks she is owed her own Christian Grey, I would be writing this article from my country manor while my cook prepared a delicious breakfast. Just as the male equivalent of a frog should not expect supermodels to bear his children, there are a bunch of women who need a reality check. Yes, I get it that they have been told all their lives that they are princesses who deserve the best of everything, but you cannot have your cake and eat it too on this one. I am grateful for age because it gives me the ability to see that during the prime of my youth (age 21) I was at best an 8 on the 1-10 scale. As I age, this number slides ever downward, along with my jowls and my breasts. I would not have it any other way. One of the worst examples of nasty behavior I saw in my younger years was when a married woman in my circle made a rather public pass at a single man who was somewhat of an It Boy in our small pond of locals. She openly threw herself at the It Boy with her husband forced to watch. Luckily (?) for her husband, she was not much to look at and the It Boy took no interest. Perhaps that was the plan all along -- to some degree her outburst seemed like it was designed to fail. I have never understood why she dragged her husband into it by making her fantasies known.

Most people have unrealistic expectations -- that is the human condition. My argument is that it is worse in our era than in previous ones. Plenty of women are groomed to believe they can do it all; that would be me. Somewhere, doing it all gets confused with being provided for by a man, and I have battled that divide many times. I define etheric labor as any kind of work that improves the etheric plane, usually by drawing and transmuting energy from the surrounding astral and physical planes. Women do most of the indoor etheric labor in any given home and have been expected to do this form of labor since the beginning of the human race. Cooking, cleaning, and housekeeping are etheric labor. Teaching, feeding, and nurturing children is etheric labor. Traditionally male forms of etheric labor include farm work, mowing the lawn, routing out the pipes, and building. Men do etheric labor as well, but traditionally, men are expected to do the heavy lifting, often in the most literal sense.


Sigh, Go Get My Purse


The traditional marriage or co-habitation agreement tacitly states that the man will bring in the lion's share of the money and that the woman will take on most of the inside etheric labor. In Asian cultures, she usually controls the money the man brings in and is given the duty of being the house's accountant along with its maid, chef, and tutor. Nowadays, this arrangement has been thrown out with the bathwater. Women are often forced to bring in most if not all of the money, donating whatever they can make to a spendthrift man who wastes it far faster than she can make it. That is where the "Sigh, go get my purse" meme comes from: the dependent, lazy wastrel of a man who banks upon his limited sexual appeal and his woman's good nature in order to subsist a little longer as a financial parasite.

If there is an exact meme that encapsulates the female equivalent of Go Get My Purse, I have yet to find it and would appreciate your suggestions. The opposite pole of Go Get My Purse is an unemployed, spendthrift woman who does little to no etheric labor while expecting to be pampered and coddled with restaurant food, a beautiful and spacious home, and a handsome husband who is completely faithful and enslaved to her despite her own lack of effort. The advent of cheap petroleum seems to make this lifestyle possible if you don't look underneath the hood. This toxic feminine ideal is what drives so-called romance novels like 50 Shades of Grey.

Ugh, 50 Shades of Here We Go

True confessions: I have not read 50 Shades of Grey or its sequels in their entirety. I have not seen any of the films. I am going to come off as a major snob here: they were too insulting to my intelligence to read or watch. Keep in mind I will read and watch just about anything and that one of my favorite movies of all time is Spaceballs and I have read The Nanny Diaries several times. I don't hate 50 Shades of Grey because it is lowbrow or bourgeois. I hate it because it insults my intelligence.

When I wrote my own spoof of 50 Shades of Grey and Twilight, Shadeylight: Vella the Vegan Vampire in 2015, I found that I could not bear to read the source material (the third sequel to 50 Shades was published in 2012) for reasons mentioned earlier. Ditto for the Twilight sequels. Instead of reading them, I read reviews and went on bizarre flights of fancy that resulted in a very strange book indeed. In effect, the stereotypes of women and men in 50 Shades made me so angry, I decided it was easier to attempt to be funny when dealing with them.

There is a film called Book Club from 2018 that is little more than a flimsy marketing vehicle to sell the 50 Shades of Grey series. The "plot" of the film depicts four aging harridans -- a lineup of the usual actresses playing themselves: Jane Fonda, Diane Keaton, Candace Bergen, and Mary Steenburgen -- who read the 50 Shades series on a lark and find that it transforms their lives and relationships. According to the creators of Book Club, we older women should be obsessed with straight male peen. Just as we are coming into our own, throwing off the yoke of reproduction, and entering into an era when we must forge our identities outside of being objects of desire, Book Club attempts to throw us right back into the "YOU MUST BE PRETTY AND SEXUALLY APPEALING TO MEN IN ORDER TO BE FULFILLED" cauldron. No thanks. Spoiler alert: all of the characters either end up happily paired off with an ideal dude or in hot pursuit of one. Second spoiler alert: if you are a man who has the misfortune to watch Book Club, expect some utterly ridiculous caricatures of maleness such as rich, hair-plugged men being hot to trot for old 70-something harpies for no apparent reason.

The Cliques, the God-Forsaken Cliques

We women are supposed to band together and be friendly. For me, this has always been a tall order. At age four, I distinctly remember walking to the back of the bus that took me to a fancy pre-school and being stonewalled by a pair of girls who told me I could not sit back there. I sat up in the front of the bus, alone and near the bus driver. The same women most likely became mothers themselves and would have been outraged if their children were treated the way they treated me at age 4 -- karma is funny like that, isn't it?

If it weren't for the legions of women who decided to wear masks and get experimental vaccines, we would not have had the Coronapocalypse shut downs that decimated the middle class and ushered in the era of deadly MRNA quaxxines. Women are also responsible for the sickening infiltration of public schools by outright groomers who wear badges of faux-oppression and who seek access to children for reasons far outside enlightenment. Women were the protective wall that stood between all of these forces and the sanctity of the home, and they let the demons in while spreading their legs and offering up their kids.

In order not to feel as bad about the obvious immorality of kowtowing to the Latest Thing, they threaten anyone with a spine with removal and shunning from the clique. In their world where Slavery is Freedom and Weakness is Strength, it's far easier to try to punish a dissenter than to face their own evilness and lack of character in the mirror.

Women have roles to play outside the traditional, of course, and I'm all there for the Georges Sands and the K.D. Langs. I myself am not the traditional wife with children; I have no children by choice and I am the primary breadwinner of my humble homestead. That said, many of us women need to grow hell up and figure out what we are going to do with our short lives. I suppose I had better go first.


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I am happy to read your Ogham free of charge -- that's how I hone my divination skills. I take reading requests until 8pm Central Time (Chicago Illinois USA) on Sunday night. Though I am flattered that people want readings after the deadline, I decline reading requests made after 8pm Central Time on Sunday night without exception.

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I have always steered clear of Ouija boards out of instinctive horror. Though I have seen and conversed with full-body apparitions, had my share of astral travels gone wrong, and as the old fairy tale goes "lacked the ability to shudder", I have a loathing of Ouija boards that seems born of past life experiences. When I unpack the skeeviness of Ouija boards in discursive meditation, this is what I have come up with:

It's Not Just a Game

My first experience with a Ouija board was at age fifteen, when some friends and I gathered around at someone's house and had a go. Nothing happened. Nevertheless, though lumped in the same general BAD BAD BAD category as occult books and Tarot cards by Christian suburban Karen-moms, there was always something about Ouija that seemed far more off and and far less relative to the acquisition of knowledge. Ouija boards are often manufactured by Hasbro, the same outfit that puts out Nerf guns and My Little Pony. The idea of Hasbro making a tool that can easily devolve in allowing a demon to enter and potentially possess a random pre-teen is grotesque. I highly doubt anyone at Hasbro ever gave such a possibility a second thought, but that is what I believe Ouija boards do: they quickly devolve from party game to demonic portal in a way an occult book or deck of Tarot cards will never emulate.

The reason why this happens is a sort of Lowest Common Denominator effect that happens at parties. Hoping for the best -- usually romance, fun, or exhiliration -- brings out the worst, especially in teenagers who are already dramatic by nature. Once it is tacitly understood that the party is not going to be a positive revolution that changes her life for the better, the excitement of the party turns into a vicious ennui for some guests, and that's where the Ouija board comes in as a desperate attempt to "make something happen".

A similar phenomenon happens during seances, where a crowd lathers itself up in anticipation of a life-changing experience. Most people go to seances hoping for a connection with a dead loved one. This can happen either with or without the possession of a medium.

No banishing rituals are done before or after a Ouija session or a seance. Considering the popularity of Ouija and seances over the last 200 years, it is no wonder the collective astral is so grubby. A channelling of random spirits without a banishing ritual both before and after is like going into surgery after a week without washing your hands. Septic is a nice word for it. At this very moment, some doofuses are having a seance somewhere, opening a floodgate of demonic energy into our already demon-infested plane. Somewhere else, a bunch of would be edgelord teenagers are doing the same thing with a Ouija board.

Take Me to Church... JK, Actually, Please Don't

I have yet to walk out of a church, temple, or religious center feeling cleaner than I did before I entered. Before I could talk to spirits, I could not explain why I routinely felt this way, so hopefully now that I've had some quality conversations with non-corporeal beings, I can give it a better shot. Like Ouija sessions and seances, the magical work of channeling spirits (thought to be God) is only as good as its weakest link. From what I have noticed, there are plenty of good souls in the pew seats and at the folding tables at any given service, but what tends to happen is a sort of drag effect from both mentally disturbed people among the worshippers as well as massive problems caused by the hypocrisy of the chosen leader/leaders.

When I have been in Christian churches, there is often the feeling of a fledgling attempting to rise against a strong wind and being blown back to the ground by a gust of crass materialism that makes a mockery of any honest aspiration or spiritual work. Among Buddhists, I could feel the spirits of place desperately vying for my energy and attention, begging me to come back to try and see the beauty they had cultivated. Alas, the leaden virtue signaling and status obsession of the center's leaders was not a force to be overcome by me or anyone else, and I explained this to the gentle spirit who pleaded with me to give it a second chance. In Hindu temples, I was fatigued by the insistence on empty-mind meditation as a panacea when this is not and has never been the case, at least not for me personally.
What I see happening in all of these places is similar to the Ouija Board Syndrome: a septic floodgate is opened by the naive who always presume they are channeling exactly whom they think they are channeling, as if demons were not good liars.

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