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kimberlysteele
When you die, you are always given many choices, just as you are given choices while you still live. As someone who speaks to the dead, let me reassure you that an entire unseen ecosystem surrounds you at all times. The only difference between the after-death state and Meatworld is that the ecosystem becomes much more visible and perceivable because you don’t carry the albatross of your Meatworld body.
After physical death, your subtle bodies (also known as the eternal soul) undergo a series of baptisms as your perception is re-opened to the real world. Meatworld is a spacetime illusion. It is like the reflection a mirror. The scenery behind the layer of glass looks real enough until you try to walk into it.
Goodbye, cruel world!
So imagine if you followed the advice of a certain nihilist influencer and upon dying, you reject the light, run away from your loved ones who are calling out to you, and instead choose to run towards the Void. The influencer informed you that evil space lizard gods have been farming you for your soul energy for all your countless lifetimes on Meatworld. Said lizard devil-gods wash your memory each time so you’ll continue being their compliant livestock. Meatworld sucks, lending hefty credence to the notion that it is all a scam, along with those pesky religious recommendations to be a good person and to do unto others as you would yourself. Nah, all that do-gooder stuff is for suckers. You believe this influencer until the day you are hit by a bus and croak.
Perhaps part of you believes that as you run towards the Void, the gods will catch you and say “No, you’re not allowed to do that!” Since you are convinced that all deities are scheming space lizards out for your blood energy, you are quite surprised as the light fades, the tunnel recedes into the distance, the glowing door vaporizes, and the voices of all those you have ever loved, including your beloved pets, are squelched in an abyss of silence. The Divine won’t stop you from being engulfed by the Void if is that is what you choose. You are and have always been autonomous. As it turns out, you can have your Void and eat it too, but don’t be shocked if what you thought were open arms are actually open jaws.
The Void is a vacuum and nature abhors a vacuum. The Void wants you in it and always beckons. Humans are not the smartest creatures and our intelligence is somewhere between plankton and demigods. If you reject Meatworld’s school, it will happily let you go, but you will remain a spiritual retard with a Dunning-Kruger approach to the learning process. When you reject Earth while presuming the grass is greener in the Void, the Void will sweep you away, far from the soul swarm in which you incarnated to other planets and other universes. These could be heavenly depending on the frequency at which you vibrate. Odds are that your vibration is more of one of despair and arrogance, and there are plenty of planets, timelines, and universes ready to match you note for note with more of the same. Just because a planet is not Earth does not make it good, and there are many places that are far more harsh and hostile to your type of soul, which after all was incarnated on Earth because that is the ecosystem to which it is best suited. The lore around comets is very useful to study here, as comets have long been associated with bad omens and demonic beings.
Let’s hear it for the Void
The Void has a much stronger pull than the light, especially if you vibrate in sympathy to other beings who have chosen to wander it. The pull of the Void is so strong, you don’t have to wait until the end of your life to partake in it. In fact, most people are swayed heavily by the Void’s gravitational pull, which is especially true in our current materialistic, demonic age. It is actually far more difficult to resist the Void, because resisting the Void requires the Apollonian virtues of knowing yourself and exercising moderation in all things.
To jump into the Void right now, all you need to do is cut off and abandon every connection and friend who cannot help you in the purely material sense. Those souls at the other end of the doorway are also right here and now; give up on them and you make it much easier to leave them behind later. Refuse to see the beauty of anyone or anything unless it is an acknowledgement of superficial glamour or sex appeal. All beauty is the light and the light is supposed to be false, provided by the Archons as a fake out. Sequester yourself on a metaphorical island of parsimony, expending the bare minimum of energy it takes to stay afloat, abandoning all work if it means being inconvenienced or if it involves sacrificing your precious time for a greater cause. Grab all the wealth you can, never questioning how it got into your bank account. You won’t have to wait for the Void or travel to the Void because you will be the Void.
When the next comet comes around, you’ll feel its gravitational pull, which exists on the astral plane as well as the physical plane. The comet will seem even more promising than the Void and you will find that others who have chosen to exempt themselves from Earth and its natural laws will be magnetized by it along with you. Sociopaths, serial rapists, pedophiles, ritual Satanists, various murderers, and hoarders of unearned wealth will jump on board thinking they are going home, and in a sense, they will be going home. You, the aforementioned group, and the others who believed the influencer over their own guts will hitch a fast, free ride to lands far, far away from Earth. It is highly doubtful you’ll be back again. That said, be careful what you wish for.
What is karma?
The challenge of karma is to understand it is not a set of arbitrary laws put in place as a measure of sadism. Karma is another word for consequences. It is also known as cause and effect. I’m sad to have to say this: the point of incarnation is not to run away from incarnation because evilly evil space lizards are forcing you to live your worst lives. The point of consequences for your actions is to forge you into a being who is brave and strong enough to consistently be better than you were yesterday, if only by the slightest bit.
Forsaking the rest and grace that comes after a Meatworld incarnation for the promise of adventures and free-dumb in the Void is like being saved from starvation only to vomit the contents of your life-saving meal into the nearest toilet. Go ahead and gag yourself, but don’t expect it to end well.
I don’t claim to be an expert and I could always be wrong, but from I can tell, it is up to us to suss out the beauty in an ugly time. It is our duty to make the best out of what we are given, even when what is given looks like a trash heap. With enough spiritual work, the blinders are removed while we still toil on Meatworld, and that is how I can converse with the dead and remember a patchwork of my own past lives, including some of my past lives as geese and cats.
When I die, I am going to skip hitching a ride deep into the Void. No comets for me, thanks. Instead, I will enjoy having my Second Sight turned back into my First Sight. I especially look forward to communing with my soul swarm and the higher selves of the family and friends I have had during incarnation. I’m looking forward to seeing my Dad again. While I am here, I will love the seasons and I will embrace the spirits of the land, for I am one with them. I will never give up the Great Work in despair. I will persevere like the drop of water that became a creek that became the Grand Canyon. I will ratio my hatred with love. I will stay on the Path, no matter how lonely and difficult, and I will trust in the Divine. I hope you’ll join me.
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Date: 2025-02-25 04:04 pm (UTC)Nailed it
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Date: 2025-02-25 08:14 pm (UTC)My daughter just left for work as a nurse and I told her something like I tell her every time...do well...do good...love profoundly. You don't be afraid when you reach the other side to call on the name of Jesus if you find yourself in trouble. All love. Davie
I know that sounds like odd advice
Date: 2025-02-26 03:11 pm (UTC)Mercy isn't a thing that anyone deserves. If it was deserved, it wouldn't be called mercy, it would be called something else. Blessings. Davie
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Date: 2025-02-26 06:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-25 11:58 pm (UTC)It also occurred to me whilst I was doing the washing up (a remarkably Zen meditation activity) just the other day that drinking from the waters of Lethe and forgetting our past lives is as much collectively for our own benefit as anything. Imagine a situation where everyone remembered Everything That You Had Ever Done. It would be like living in a small town, forever.
"Remember that lifetime when you stole my bike? You utter scum." It seems like it would descend into endless, petty bickering quite quickly.
I'm fairly sure I was a British fighter/bomber pilot in WW2 (snippets of moderately disturbing memories keep coming back, with some identifiable/verifiable facts which I looked up later, as I didn't know them beforehand), so that probably carries a fairly hefty dose of karma. It would be made all the worse if those people killed came knocking at my door, wanting reparations for past lives.
Also, ever heard this song? Your essay reminded me of it, particularly at 1 min 22 seconds:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Nu91q_F4fuA&pp=ygUTaG9sbGFuZCAxOTQ1IGx5cmljcw%3D%3D
There was a large comet which passed relatively close to Earth back in November last year, so maybe that scooped up a load of the more deranged souls from the 2020-2022 years.
Having said all that... I do feel there is something to Gnosticism, and all is not quite right with this world. Is it a prison planet, or a quarantine zone, or a factory farm/loosh plantation run by Archon warder-farmers? Possibly. On the other hand, if this is all a school/training course, what kind of nightmarish final placement are we being trained for??? I'm pretty sure that if Bezos, Musk etc could leave this planet (and I'm certain that technologies exist with capabilities far beyond rocket propulsion), then the question is why they haven't done so yet? Are we effectively trapped here, or are the other planets even worse??
Mr. Crow
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Date: 2025-02-26 06:59 pm (UTC)Keep in mind that karma is never as simple as our human minds try to make it. The path of the warrior is one that many of us travel, including General George S. Patton, who had distinct memories of being a warrior before he was George S. Patton. Take Luigi Mangione -- I don't think he will be judged as harshly as the guy he killed, Brian Thompson. Or let's use any random example of when guys in prison find out a new prisoner is a child molester and they all make his life a living hell. They may technically be the chomo's torturers but it's a job not unlike taking out the trash. Someone has got to do it, especially when the State is too incompetent to do the job.
I am no fan of Gnosticism as you can probably tell, because they fail to see the good. If they truly had the gnosis they claim to seek, they wouldn't deliberately immerse themselves in negativity. Seeing the world as a horrible trap is fixating upon the negative. To my mind, they claim to know by experience yet they don't allow themselves to love the good in any way that is not abstract and remote. Humans are biologically wired to see the negative, which makes it the easiest kind of obsession. Gnostics think they have seen through the illusion when they've actually become part of its wallpaper.
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Date: 2025-02-27 05:21 am (UTC)I don't know. Maybe I'm wrong.
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Date: 2025-02-26 11:27 pm (UTC)If somebody refuses the Light doorway, the very least worse thing that will happen is that they become a wandering spirit on earth, exiled from heaven and earth.
I should say that I don’t really equate “the Void” with the depths of outer space, at least from the spiritualy-sighted POV. The great Christian mystic Jacob Boehme once pointed out that “every parsec of space is inhabited”, a mind-blowing notion, but sensible, I think, if we consider the universe to be a living organism. In other words, there is no place in the universe where “nothing” really exists. Of course through our material eyes, most of the universe *is* intimidatingly a nothingness.
There is such a thing as the Void, I think, as in “being rendered non-existent” or being shuffled off to some outer darkness outside the dimensions of time and space. Boehme, like D Fortune, indicated that if a soul really, really effs it up - which is pretty rare, but it happens - the actual atomic and sub-atomic particles that compose the soul are taken apart and thrown back into the divine matrix to await new use.
Kimberly, one thing I gotta say - it’s not that I really object to your term “Meat World” because it really is a world of lotsa meat, but, hmm, I dunno, “Meat World” sounds to me to be a bit dismissive, you know, like a put-down. Maybe I’m associating it with Archie Bunker’s “Meat head” put-downs, I dunno. But I’m thinking maybe “Biological World” or “Bio World” would be better, not only bc it would include plants and trees, etc., but bc our material world, as rough and tumble as it is, is still pretty durn wondrous and beautiful, and deserving of high praise. That’s just my notion anyway.
Thx again for essay!
best,
Will M.
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Date: 2025-02-27 05:21 pm (UTC)Fascinating, I will have to read Boehme. I could be wrong, but I believe most of this essay was dictated to me by Dion Fortune or one of her friends, and I believe Fortune is an ascended master who no longer incarnates. Yes, every part of space is bursting with life, I agree, but try telling that to an arrogant influencer with her head up her own behind. She has to view it as passive, empty space ripe for her to colonize, dominate, and enjoy, not as a sentient group of beings with their own wills and intentions.
LOL Meatworld! Bioworld is more accurate. I may end up toggling between the two terms depending on how much piss and vinegar I am feeling at any given moment.
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Date: 2025-02-27 05:48 pm (UTC)--Sister Crow
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Date: 2025-02-27 11:51 pm (UTC)Because I am prone to synchronicities, I was reading a science fiction book at the time and about 2 days after this incident, I got to a section where it described Lovecraftian horrors coming through from "the void". It described it as "the endless grey space between the spaces". I showed her the passage in the book, and it alarmed her.
I know a while back I mentioned the Backrooms, and you were quite taken with the concept, Kimberly. What you may or may not know is that the original concept for entering the Backrooms was described on a creepypasta as what happens when you "noclip out of reality" (though the Backrooms definitely exist in the collective unconscious - when the first guy to make CGI videos of the Backrooms posted them on youtube, loads of people commented things like "What the hell? I've been to this place in my dreams!")
'noclip' is a cheat/development code used in video games for when you can pass through all the objects in the level, and if you keep moving, you eventually disappear off the map and end up in an endless grey space...
Mr. Crow
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Date: 2025-02-28 03:16 am (UTC)There are many collective astral plane places. In my own case, it wasn't so much the Backrooms but the desolate town of Silent Hill that jogged a lot of astral plane memories. Now that I have several years of the Sphere of Protection under my belt, I have not returned to the Silent Hill-esque town. I seem to remember the end of the first Silent Hill movie ending with the main character wandering a misty gray parallel world where she isn't able to break through to her loved ones.
I still go to the collective astral mall, various schools including colleges, and the huge city where the sun is always setting.
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Date: 2025-03-02 01:41 am (UTC)Thank you for sharing these thoughts.
Excellent.
Rooby
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Date: 2025-03-02 02:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-03-02 01:34 pm (UTC)I was too tired yesterday to write my thoughts on this post. Here we go.
I will start by posting this link: https://farsight.org/FarsightPress/Death_Traps_Farsight_Project_main_page
I think Courtney Brown and his group of remote viewers are the originators of this narrative designed to "Help Humanity". Help humanity is a threadbare marketing campaign. Most things designed to help humanity in recent history have been designed to kill us...so.
My massage therapist, a clairvoyant, follows Courtney and believes the trap narrative, so this is not the first time I have heard it. My massage therapist is a kind and good person, so I did think about this for a minute.
However, I have NO ability to gauge the truth of the "aliens are keeping us on a prison planet" narrative. The only slight opening I can give to the alien or other narrative is that the people creating and overseeing the eugenics movement seem to have no human soul or compassion...where in the world did they come from, who raised them and why?
My main and very basic source of information these days comes from the trees. They tell me, time and again, that almost everything on the internet is a lie. I don't have too much time for the narrative and I cannot get on board with drug use to travel to a different plane in order to speak with beings waiting for drug users to arrive for a coffee chat. I can imagine that conversation without the use of drugs. Key word, in my case, is imagine.
Le sigh indeed.
Thank you for this post. I believe it puts the issue, that was very far down the list of my thoughts, to rest. Going toward the light seems to be the best answer that I have found through this mess. I strive to reach a higher vibration and can feel that vibration sinking if I spend too much time on the internet.
Have a great week.
Rooby
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Date: 2025-03-02 05:20 pm (UTC)Watching the video right now. This is what happens when beings of middling intelligence presume they know a great deal more than they actually know.
I am struck by the arrogance that is born out of ignorance. They think they have it all figured out and there is never the acknowledgement they could be wrong. It's very B and C crowd as well -- the blind leading the blind.
I left a comment on it, knowing you can lead a horse to water but you cannot force him to drink.
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Date: 2025-03-02 05:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-03-02 05:26 pm (UTC)Go towards the light. It's OK to love this Earth, nature, and natural law. But if you are determined to reincarnate on a comet, you do you, boo. Just don't say we didn't warn you. https://kimberlysteele.dreamwidth.org/141685.html
Grant us, O Holy Ones
Thy protection, and in protection, strength
And in strength, understanding
And in understanding, knowledge
And in knowledge, the knowledge of justice
And in the knowledge of justice, the love of it
And in the love of it, the love of all existences
The love of Earth our mother, and of all goodness, AWEN.
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Date: 2025-03-03 06:47 am (UTC)I think we all have to follow the light we have been given. Likely its true what JM Greer says, that the realities of the higher planes are beyond our ability to understand. And (just as a thought experiment) what if it is true that a lot of what we endure in this life is due to the actions of malign and evil beings? IMHO it's still better to practice kindness and helpfulness and head towards the light.
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Date: 2025-03-03 05:14 pm (UTC)I know none of them will take anything I have to say seriously, and this is because they have been so immersed in video games, they see life itself as a video game that they can win by hacking the system and getting the cheat codes.
Yep.
They have no concept of vibration and how like attracts like. As above, so below. Yeah, I highly doubt I'm done writing essays about this topic...