Autism and the Subtle Planes
Jan. 23rd, 2024 12:37 pm
Residence of the Collyer brothers, world famous New York hoarders.
The collective astral plane is a cluttered mess right now. Imaginations have become ghettoes: ramshackle, crowded urban hells that are prone to colonization and constantly fought over by corrupt powers. Those who do any form of genuine spiritual work do the equivalent of bodybuilding in extreme gravity. I say "genuine" because much of what poses as spiritual work or spiritual literacy is actually toxic pyramid-building in disguise. They want your money, they want your time, and they want the lifeblood of your children if you are willing to give it. We are living in a scary and dangerous world.
Autism is not a superpower. As someone who has autism, I think it is a disability that is part and parcel of the astral conditions of our time that make it harder to do spiritual work. Just as I won't pretend it is somehow more desirable to live in the worst collective astral conditions in human history, I won't pretend having autism makes me better than I would have been without it. Autism cripples us on the physical plane and easily render the autistic person as a lifelong dependent with a menagerie of wasted potentials. Plus, autism is exceedingly common. One in every thirty six humans are born autistic in 2024 with the 1970s numbers being more like one in ten thousand. I don't believe this is over-diagnosis, either. I work with children and if my 30 year career is to be considered as a cross-section of what is going on with the general populace, I can confidently say autism is more common now. Vaccines are probably to blame along with feminizing petroleum byproduct chemicals of the type discussed in the book Our Stolen Future.
Body Bleed
From this occultist's perspective, autism is a disorder of physical and non-physical body sensitivity. To better understand what I am talking about, I will invoke one of my Ogham tree cards called Saille, symbolized by the willow tree or Betula alba. In my system of Ogham, balance is represented by an upright card and imbalance is represented by an inverted or ill-dignified card. For every median point of balance, there are two extremes flanking either side that represent imbalance. Saille is Sensitivity or Flexibility. Imbalance comes in the form of excess sensitivity and flexibility or a lack of those things. Autistic people, when imbalanced, are both too sensitive and inflexible.
On the physical plane, autistic oversensitivity is easy to witness if you've ever seen it in action or suffered it yourself. Autistic people, especially children, are picky about food and can easily turn it into a battleground with parents and caregivers. The food has to smell a certain way, be served at a certain time, and it must be confined to a narrow range of "acceptable", often highly processed forms. The reason behind this kind of pickiness is that autistic people are extremely sensitive to the etheric plane, which is the energy plane where things like aesthetics, vibes, smells, and textures truly matter. Autistic perfectionism is at its most severe when it comes to food, and autistics want perfectly customized meals recreated from past "perfect" meals that alleviated their etheric starvation. As children, famous autists Beata and Greta Thunberg tortured their mother with food sensitivities and requirements. The poor woman had to cancel her career as a internationally renowned opera singer in order to constantly cater to her daughters' etheric demands.
Autistic people, including myself, often have trouble looking people in the eye. The reason for this is twofold: one is that to look someone in the eye is to forge an astral connection with them. For the normie, it's no big deal to connect some rando over the cash register, but for the autistic person with an oversensitive astral and etheric body, it is a potential disaster waiting to happen. There is a common thread among many ancient cultures that photographs steal a little bit of someone's vital essence or soul, and I think this is relative to what happens when an autistic person makes eye-to-eye contact; it is an intimate act. The second reason autistic people avoid eye contact is because they don't need to use their eyes. Autistic people do not "see" so much with their eyes as with their etheric bodies. In my own case, I know that I can remember people I know far more easily by their vibe and non-visual perception of their moods than I can their faces. The astral source underneath the etheric vibe is a much more reliable source of identification for me than physically seeing a face and a body shape. I think autistic people who can't look at you in the eye subconsciously know that Meatworld is an illusion and a fakeout. If they are anything like me, they close their eyes in order to get a true read of you and your feelings towards them without the distraction of visuals.
Sensitivity, like any force, can be good or bad. If the autistic person can sense the truest, most meaningful nature of the person without use of the eyes, I guess that can be categorized as Good. In the Bad corner, it is all too easy for the sensitive person to become overstimulated and suffer a partial or total shutdown due to sensory fatigue.
Autistic People and Their Mothers
The following is mere speculation because I have never been pregnant to my own knowledge in this incarnation.
Pregnancy is a profound bond where mother and child share a single astral body and etheric body along with sharing the physical body. The physical bodies of mother and child separate when the child is delivered. The separation of the etheric body takes much longer to diverge: I believe mother and child are etherically linked until the child reaches the age of six or seven. The astral body takes the longest time to separate and does not become fully separate until the child reaches puberty. Because the etheric body of a biological woman is male (etheric yang to her physical body's yin), the etheric bodies of children -- being the same as their biological mothers for a time -- are male until true gender development happens at puberty.
When you are adopted as I am and did not have a biological mother anywhere near the scene, the etheric bond is created with the primary caretaker. Though this isn't quite the same as the etheric homogeneity of a biological mother, it is more than adequate if there is love for the child. Fathers also create etheric bonds with their children if they choose to stick around and be part of their kids' lives. Additionally, there are plenty of times when the etheric bond is not created between biological mother and child -- there are plenty of stories of mothers who don't form the bond or children that reject it from babyhood. Interestingly, when a father (biological or otherwise) cheats on the mother of his child, he truly cheats on the child or children as well. If the child is under seven years old, he is cheating on both the astral and etheric planes, opening the subtle bodies of the mother and the child to parasites and mayhem on every level of their being.
Speaking of Infection and Disease...
The astral and etheric permeability of children is already what makes normal childhood risky. Adding autism and its accompanying hypersensitivity to the mix only makes it worse, opening avenues for the non-physical equivalent of infection and disease. With the clutter of the collective astral right now rushing in to claim autistic people as astral pyramid recruits, it's seriously not easy to be autistic.
Autistic children are often not raised with any form of diligence. For a long time now, parents have been asking children what they want to do... as if the kids honestly knew. Bribery is a common tactic. "You can have ice cream/a new toy if you'll concentrate for the next thirty seconds, buddy." Uh huh, whatever, mom. Children crave boundaries because boundaries prove to them that their parents are powerful and can keep them safe. When a child acts out, it is usually out of a subconscious fear that the parent is weak, cannot protect them, and is easily pushed around by outside forces. The child is sharing an astral body with at least one parent. In the case of younger children, the child shares an etheric body with mom, which is almost like sharing a physical body. The child wants to be reminded that their body is strong and impervious to assault. This is a natural instinct. If the parent is wishy-washy, the child will push to see how far the weakness goes. He or she has to assess how bad the vulnerability is by throwing a tantrum, crying, yelling, biting, and hitting. The castle walls must be tested to see if they will crumble.
Adding boundaries and hard limits gives the child what they need to feel protected and secure. A mother who says NO to ten minutes more of an iPad game or a request for tater tots and chocolate cake for dinner is the same protective, walled fortress who will say NO to the child molester who wants to date her in order to cover his agenda of raping her offspring.

Greta Thunberg failed to reach physical adulthood because she nearly starved herself to death during her pubescent years. (If anything, tween anorexics need to take this as a warning: if you starve yourself now, you could very well spend the rest of this incarnation looking like an overgrown little girl akin to the 2009 film The Orphan, or if you get the motherlode of plastic surgery, like 2022's M3GAN.) Greta nearly managed to emaciate herself to death despite putting her mother through a three ring autistic meal preparation circus at every meal. I cannot speak to Greta's astral development as I don't know her and I do not care to know her, but it seems abundantly clear that her etheric and physical development were curtailed somewhere near the age of twelve, and she has remained frozen in time. Cruel as it sounds, if I were Greta's mother, I would have given her two choices at the dinner table -- take it or leave it. Perhaps I would be in prison because of it and perhaps my autistic child would be dead of starvation; we begin to see why I chose not to have kids. I like to think my pretend autistic child would have grown tired of testing the limits upon finding they stood firm despite her autistic brat histrionics.
Of course I cannot speak for all people with autism, but from what I have perceived in myself and other autists, it takes autistic people longer to to master the etheric and astral skills normies take for granted. Sociability is prime example: autistic people are too busy being overwhelmed by the etheric and astral bombardment of other people's auras to figure out how to say what someone else wants to hear. Going back to maternal attachment, many autistic people turn into eternal children as adults, retreating into an antisocial bubble. Within this bubble, they depend on a parent, a set of parents, or someone who acts in loco parentis such as a spouse or relative. Autistic adults who depend financially on more "normal" heads of household suffer from stunted astral development. Their creative ability collapses into a set of fond dreams that is no more real than the games and TV/movie imagery they shovel into their minds.
As for adult autism and the salvaging of our unseen bodies, I tend to think autistic people require spiritual protection above and beyond so-called normies because of our oversensitivity issues. Whether this comes in the form of prayer, traditional religious forms, banishing rituals such as the Sphere of Protection or the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram, or other unturned stones, I have no idea. For me, it's the aforementioned SoP, Ogham, and discursive meditation, day in, day out, with the kind of German-train-schedule-regularity to which only an autistic could happily commit.