The Coming Hysteria
Jan. 4th, 2023 03:59 pm
Since March of 2020, nearly every person on this planet has been waiting with baited breath for the Old Normal to make a dent in the current situation in which we dwell. After the two weeks to flatten the curve expired around Spring Break, I told myself and others I thought corona would be over and done with by May. Two and a half years later, people still wear masks in stores in my area of Northern Illinois. To my mind, masking is now the mark of the insane. I pity anyone still doing it and I must stifle my urge to openly laugh at them if they try to make me follow the rules dictated to them by their demonic masters.
I believe Covid-19 hysteria and its subsequent vaccines is the work of demons, specifically Paimon, Mammon, and Moloch, but mainly Paimon. Considering I was a Hitchens-quoting atheist all of ten years ago, this is an odd place in which to live. Most of my knowledge of demons comes from good, old-fashioned discursive meditation. Without it, I feel any talk of demons is empty fear-mongering, which is why I tend to resent monotheists who lump all forms of worship that isn't directed at their god as demonic. To my mind, the only way to know demons without becoming ensnared in their traps is to do a great deal of Western-style discursive meditation (not empty headed, Eastern-style meditation) on them. The reason I suspect Paimon is because of the symbols he is associated with: his sigil is a corona, he rides a camel which tells me he is a perversion of Gimel. I have explained here and there about why I have fingered Paimon to blame for the current woes; hopefully I will formulate a coherent essay on it sometime soon.
The primary reason that Covid hysteria is about to have a flare up is because the people who bought into it are getting sick and dying in large numbers. From my own anecdotal experience, I have noticed that almost everyone who took the quax has at least one permanent debilitating symptom that is probably from it. Some have mysterious skin conditions, itchiness, dryness, and bruising. Others had strokes or heart attacks and died. Two were coerced into quaxxing in the hospital and died a few days later with the help of clandestine medical malpractice and profiteering. Most have immune system problems that keep them constantly sick with flus and colds, and sadly this includes quaxxed children.
There is no system quite as important as the immune system. Skin is actually our largest immune system organ, and when you think about it, it keeps a world of things from getting into our bodies and hurting us. The second largest part of the human immune system is the digestive system. I tend to rail against the meaty, cheesy Standard American Diet that I was raised on because it is terrible for the immune system. When the quaxxine push started, I immediately said "No freaking way" because there was no way in heaven, Earth, or hell I was going to compromise the immunity I've put so much effort and willpower into as a vegan for some Scientism-ist's synthetic concoction of untested MRNA hijackers. I already felt allopathic medicine was the blind leading the blind and now I feel I have been bitterly proven correct.
The Religion of Progress
If Progress is a religion, it is useful to understand what led to its rise and fall. Progress rose to its current status as the world's foremost religion in the wake of the failure of monotheism in the beginning of the 20th century. The world has always been full of demons, regardless of what the late Carl Sagan believed. One of the primary reasons for a religion to exist is to help people get rid of demons. This is done by accessing the divine (i.e. gods). When a religion fails to get rid of demons, it fails as a religion because its ability to access the divine comes into question. Christianity has become nearly impotent at casting out demons, despite miracles of this sort being its stock and trade in 300 AD. I am a fan of "haunting" television shows which document paranormal events among regular people. Most people who have trouble with poltergeists or violent ghost infestations on these shows end up turning to their local paranormal society for help. The Catholic church is one of the few Christian sects still performing the ancient rites of exorcism, and on the few occasions a Catholic exorcism can get approved to go through, its utilization typically only serves to piss off the entities involved in the haunting and make the infestation worse.
The Demons of Times Past
Sometimes demons like to manifest themselves in the form of disease. This was certainly the case in the European Middle Ages. Enter Progress. When demons and plain old lack of sanitation by living cheek to jowl with rats gave Europeans the Black Death in 1347, it became self-evident the Christian god was not coming to the rescue in any meaningful way. Progress in the realm of sanitation is what truly conquered the Black Death when Jesus's mercy was nowhere to be found. Various encores happened in the form of more bubonic plagues and cholera in the centuries to follow. Fast-forward to our era, where Progress has such an inflated notion of itself, it is presumed that it can conquer all disease with "perfect" sanitation. Hospitals teeming with MRSA and flesh-eating staphylococcus remain a thorn in the side of a Progressian utopia. The copious side-effects of trying to shove Nature and her ecosystems aside for a white bubble world of perfect, computerized Progressian sterility repeatedly throw themselves in the faces of Progress's true believers.
The consequences of the quaxxines are lasting sickness and early death. This does not bode well for Progress, because quaxxines are its sacraments equivalent to baptism. It was either take the quax or admit that you are lower class and do not want to join the rich and pretty people of the Professional Managerial Class, the Church of Progress's chosen acolytes. For true believers in Progress, saying you prefer your own natural body's workings over the MRNA quaxxine is like saying to the Spanish Inquisition thatyou enjoy celebrating your dedication to Satan with wild, drunken orgies every weekend. Now that the quaxxines are proven not to save lives but to damage, shorten, and end them prematurely, the Church of Progress itself is crumbling like the medieval church crumbled under its failure to combat the Black Plague. If the quaxxines do not work, this has dark implications for other Progressian promises such as space travel, power becoming cheap and clean, and the PMC's perks remaining in place for the next thousand years. When quaxxines fail, it means that the PMC have yet another reminder of their way of life going away. They hated Trump because he was the icon of the poor despite being rich himself. They don't like being reminded that the Red Death that quietly mows down the less fortunate is sitting in the middle of the ballroom, its face rotting off as it cries "UNMASK!"
Not All Quaxxed Created Equal
The most sane of the quaxxed will take a quiet and genteel approach to their accelerated declines, if that is indeed what they are facing... they could be fine. Some will be lucky and will suffer no ill effects from the quaxxines, but from what I have seen, this will not be the majority. There is not much to fear from the saner quaxxed. Some of them already openly repent their mistakes; they should be encouraged and forgiven. It is not the sane quaxxed anyone has to worry about. The ones who are dangerous are the insane quaxxed.
The insane quaxxed are people like Emily Oster and Dr. Natalia. They often have advanced university degrees and positions of influence. They are comfortable and do not have to worry about how much credit card debt they have amassed or whether or not they are going to get enough to eat. They are insane because they cannot conceive any vision of the future where they are not wealthy and surrounded by physical comfort. The idea they might suffer and die by the unhappy accident of a badly designed prophylactic ostensibly against Covid-19 is the stuff of nightmares for them. The undeniable evidence of children and young adults dropping dead is much like being a medieval peasant who cannot help but witness the impotence of the clergy (or the Pope himself) to prevent the Plague Maiden's indiscriminate harvest of entire villages.
Because the insane quaxxed are unwell and in my opinion obsessed by demons, I believe we must expect hysteria from them, and it is my feeling the worst of this hysteria will occur in Spring and Summer of 2023. Whether this hysteria is catching or not will depend a great deal on how reverent your locality is towards the PMC and its materialist values. In my PMC, materialist, Progress-obsessed part of Northern Illinois, I expect rabid quaxxers and local PMC butt-kissing governments to at least try Lockdowns 2.0. I also expect them to attempt to renew mask mandates, at least half-heartedly, or to insist that masks will help us avoid whatever flu decides to decimate people suffering Vaccine-Induced Auto-Immune Deficiency Syndrome or VAIDS. This is the best case scenario. The worse-case scenario is where quaxxers, either singly or in groups, commit suicide.
When Cults Fail
When cults fail, cult leaders go apocalyptic and cut their losses by making blood sacrifices to "god", or more accurately, demons masquerading as the god or gods the cult claims to worship. We saw this with David Koresh, Jim Jones, and Charles Manson, narcissists all who had zero ethical trouble tricking their followers into doing their karmic dirty work for them. For Emily Oster and Dr. Natalia, they delight in Munchausen's by proxy, using the suffering they have inflicted on countless pregnant women, their unborn babies, children, etc. to virtue signal. Their unwanted and inconvenient guilt is conveniently stored on the backs of the unvaccinated, whom they accuse of being full of hatred and misery. Methinks the ladies doth protest too much.
I expect Oster, Natalia, and other toxic feminine dupes like them to go fully septic in the seasons ahead. Perhaps they will only endanger themselves, but I would not count on it as they are attention whores first and foremost. Narcissists often have messy codas when they realize they are losing their own games.
If and when the quax narcissists explode in your neck of the woods, the very best thing you can do is ignore them to the best of your ability and go around them. I will never comment directly on any social platform where I don't have 100% control of screening comments (like this one) to Oster's and Natalia's misdeeds because to give them attention on their own playgrounds gives them power. If Illinois's boob government makes up new quax rules, I will once again quietly go around them just as I did in the halcyon days of Speakeasy Illinois in 2021. Since many crazy quaxxers congregate in and around public schools, I highly recommend getting your child out of public school if this is at all possible for the duration of 2023. If it is not possible, don't bat an eyelash when your kid wants to take a sick day, a sick week, or a sick month. Public schools are hysteria cesspools at this point, and this has everything to do with them being centers of government grift and political correctness.
Another suggestion is to take up a form of religious practice, and not the kind of materialist Christianity, Islam, or Judaism that worships masks, vaccines, and most likely demons. If you go to a luxurious box church or temple with a café and a worship band, consider defecting to a more traditional worship center where less ostentatious surroundings combine with older and more time-tested ways of channeling God. If you are adverse to churches as I am, consider making walks in wild and semi-wild places a habit along with relentless daily discursive meditation.
All my best to you and yours in these terrifying times. We truly live in a new Dark Age in a demon-haunted world.
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Date: 2023-01-05 08:12 am (UTC)Their worldview is one in which when tinkerbell died a few jerks didn't clap so she didn't come back to life. That is a much less painful view of the world than the one in which they look at themselves and realize they were the one who killed tinkerbell.
If the latest findings are true regarding what the shots do to the immune system, it is nearly the purest form of Karma I can think of. I can't count the number of times I heard or read the phrase "walking petri dish" used to refer to people like us. As it turns out, they've taken a shot that eliminates their ability to destroy coronavirus and replaced it with an immune response that merely tolerates its presence, similar to the way it tolerates and manages pollen. *They* are in fact the walking petri dishes now.
And yet, despite the fact that they may become reservoirs of sickness that are a legitimate danger to everyone including us, their numbers are so large and their grasp on institutions so tight they may still be able to use their delusions to blame it all on us and send *us* to the camps. For their protection.
Crazy times.
On a separate note, in the past I've mentioned I believe that I suspect that social media on the whole, and Facebook in specific are an earthly manifestation of the Goetic demon Dantalion based on its purported powers and physical description. I have to wonder what is going on now with the sudden apparent transparency that has come to Musk's twitter and what this is about beyond the material world. Not to say I trust Elon, or his NeuraLink project, but this doesn't seem like something that the spirits were planning on.
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Date: 2023-01-05 11:44 pm (UTC)The correlations between Dantalion and FB/social media are a fascinating rabbit hole -- thank you for the meditation fodder!
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Date: 2023-01-07 12:50 am (UTC)Erika
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Date: 2023-01-07 03:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-01-07 04:54 am (UTC)It was fairly shocking given that she in all other respects was un-woke but in that moment became a triggered snowflake lashing out at an imagined affront, and defending her ego from an attacker who wasn't there.
It feels bleak out there.
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Date: 2023-01-07 05:39 am (UTC)“And how we burned in the camps later, thinking: What would things have been like if every Security operative, when he went out at night to make an arrest, had been uncertain whether he would return alive and had to say good-bye to his family? Or if, during periods of mass arrests, as for example in Leningrad, when they arrested a quarter of the entire city, people had not simply sat there in their lairs, paling with terror at every bang of the downstairs door and at every step on the staircase, but had understood they had nothing left to lose and had boldly set up in the downstairs hall an ambush of half a dozen people with axes, hammers, pokers, or whatever else was at hand?... The Organs would very quickly have suffered a shortage of officers and transport and, notwithstanding all of Stalin's thirst, the cursed machine would have ground to a halt! If...if...We didn't love freedom enough. And even more – we had no awareness of the real situation.... We purely and simply deserved everything that happened afterward.”
― Aleksandr I. Solzhenitsyn, The Gulag Archipelago 1918–1956
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Date: 2023-01-07 08:33 am (UTC)But it never ends though, and I would have to judge myself as well for what part I played in even giving the weeks to slow the spread any credence.
And am I honestly such a better person just because I'm willing to say that yes I should have done more but did not, than the person who remains blind willfully to this day when we all live in the gulag together?
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Date: 2023-01-07 08:37 pm (UTC)I stood against this particular propaganda wave but there are plenty of other bits of propaganda over the years for which I fell hook, line, and sinker. Let she who has no sin cast the first stone.
And there's always the clincher: I could be wrong. Maybe the quaxxes are not demonic. Maybe I am selfish for not taking them. Maybe everyone who took them will be just fine (though for now, it genuinely does not look that way) and any 33 year old stroking out or mysteriously aging 15 years in a few months in 2021-2022 is pure coincidence. I don't have a dog in this fight. I don't understand collective karma, I only have suspicions.
For MethylEthyl
Date: 2023-01-07 05:55 am (UTC)At some point I am going to visit the hole in the wall church near me where I know they have almost no money and no worship band and do a bit of anecdotal research to sense the vibe. I might also do the same with the other Orthodox church on the other side of town. I have no interest in joining the churches though -- as I have often said, the hiking trail, the overgrown meadow, and the woods are my church -- and I don't want to lead anyone on.
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Date: 2023-01-07 06:04 am (UTC)Re: For MethylEthyl
Date: 2023-01-07 09:08 pm (UTC)I first heard about Passio sometime in late 2020 and listened to some of his lectures. They definitely seem interesting and worth listening to, though I'd forgotten about them since. I should have a look back soon.
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Date: 2023-01-07 10:21 pm (UTC)Re: For MethylEthyl
Date: 2023-01-08 12:42 am (UTC)Keep up the fight! It's worth it!
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Date: 2023-01-08 02:09 am (UTC)Re: For MethylEthyl
Date: 2023-01-08 02:28 am (UTC)Congrats on your own win! May it ripple outward-- every time anybody can put down the dang phone and go do something real, that's a bright shining light in our electronically-induced haze :)
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Date: 2023-01-08 12:19 am (UTC)I think-- well, hope, anyway-- that whatever else is going on, that any return of the appreciation for "hand-made" music has got to be a sign that currents are moving in the direction of a more human-scaled world.
In our lifetimes, we have seen recordings give the boot to unimaginable numbers of professional musicians worldwide. Why hire a local singer for your wedding when you can have a high-quality recording of Pavarotti for a few bucks, you know? Same fate as travel agents, once cheaptickets.com entered the scene. Why a band when you could get a DJ? It means not just fewer musicians working, but far fewer people even learning to play instruments, or even read music. Fewer musicians at all. Who would want to do the work, when the best most electronically-sweetened musicians on earth can be piped into your phone 24/7 for free?
Which of course means the quality of the music declines, because it's drawing from a smaller and smaller pool of talent.
I'm doing everything I can to make my kids as music-literate as possible. All the instruments I can reasonably give them access to, teaching solfege, the basics of liturgical chant... not because I feel like these are dying arts, but because I think it's the wave of the future, and anybody left who can pass it along will be a valuable member of the community!
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Date: 2023-01-08 02:06 am (UTC)What's interesting is there is finally a bit of backlash starting against one of my pet peeves, which is excessive, obvious Autotune. I don't mind a tiny bit of Autotune, but 99% of the time, the amount is not tiny. Autotune is in every recording nowadays, but happily, Billie Eilish is not apparently using it, at least not all the time. She released a couple of songs as the actual recording sessions and from what I can tell, she is not using autotune on them.
When I record, I am now at the point where I refuse to use Autotune at all. I do use it as a teaching tool because it offers a visual representation of what's going on in any given vocal part.
Isn't it interesting that we are unwitting musical foot soldiers, fighting against the hordes of electronic production houses that have infiltrated and dominated every nook and cranny of modern life? Just today I arranged a Henry Mancini song called Softly for piano. https://www.sheetmusicdirect.com/en-US/se/ID_No/1251777/Product.aspx Very pretty tune -- the grandfather of one of my "prodigy" students wanted her to play it and could only find an advanced piano version, but at age 6, her hands cannot stretch that far even if she can handle the sheet music. So I wrote a reduction of it. One of the battles is the refusal of some educators and music arrangers to dumb it down enough so it becomes accessible. "Anything sheet music must be high brow, difficult, and incomprehensible to the beginner" is the mantra of the snob.
Maybe, just maybe, lockdowns taught us that live performance is much more special than recordings. Personally I love recordings, but there is no substitute for the real thing.
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Date: 2023-01-08 02:56 am (UTC)Our wedding... we saved so much on everything else, we probably could have sprung for a musician. I really wanted an accordion player for the reception. But I hadn't the foggiest idea how to arrange that, and neither did anybody I knew. At some point in my lifetime, that became a "rich people thing".
I didn't know that about sheet music! My son is playing violin, so I keep an eye out at the thrift stores for fakebooks-- those by definition have just the bones of a bunch of songs. Then I can usually go find a YT tutorial that shows how it sounds, and fleshes it out a bit. There's a guy who uses the handle "Fiddlehed" who does a good job of this, slow-walking through each section of the tune, going through what scale is being used (kiddo now thinks E minor pentatonic is super fun-- it is the Appalachian ghost story scale!). I expect he'll want something more complex, once he's got past the beginner stuff... then I'll have to figure out where to find it. Baby steps.
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Date: 2023-01-08 12:02 am (UTC)I'm surprised by what mixed feelings I have about it. Just as a Christian, and someone who's benefitted hugely from my particular religious discipline, It makes me happy that more people are finding it.
But it's also an outside confirmation of the nagging feeling that something's coming, not good, and that I'm not the only one feeling the need for a fortress to retreat to. It's not why I joined up ages ago, but I can feel it. I guess at this point it's my job to buckle down, pray, fast, and do whatever I can to help the newcomers get settled in so we can all weather it together. We need each other. Let's figure out what more we can contribute, what we can do to make sure the community holds together.
It's the anxiety. I wanted to be wrong. But whatever it is, it's big and I have no control over it, so no sense worrying. Right now's that couple of days before the hurricane, where you don't know how bad it'll be, or who'll get the storm surge, but you've still got time to pack up and tie down anything that might blow away, pack your bags, check on your neighbors and relatives... time to get to work.
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Date: 2023-01-08 01:49 am (UTC)In some ways, the big "something's coming" already arrived. Covid 19 hysteria, lockdowns, and quaxxines were and are awful. Meat World's trials and tribulations... so fun! The collective astral in my corner of the universe is absolute trash.
Now we will have to deal with the aftermath: lots of mentally-ruined children who are quickly growing up into mentally-ruined adults. Plus I believe quite a few of them will be infertile because of the quax, which will be very sad for them and horrible for the economy. The economy is never going back to what it was in 2019. We are ramping down towards deindustrialization in fits and starts; Covid and quaxxes were an efficient way of knocking out large numbers of players in Salary Class Musical Chairs regardless of whether that was the original intention.
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Date: 2023-01-08 03:04 am (UTC)Hurricanes: it's all about what you're used to. I'll take them over wildfires, tornadoes, river flooding, mudslides or earthquakes any day. Those things scare the socks off me!
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Date: 2023-01-07 08:31 am (UTC)As for Elon, IMHO Space-X and Starlink make him a PR instrument of the military-industrial complex. The empire needs competent engineers and officers for any chance of survival, and that's not happening while Wokeness force-catabolizes the universities and the government.
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Date: 2023-01-07 08:07 pm (UTC)Jordan Peterson is concerned about AI, but in this brief segment of a lecture, he never gets to the meat of exactly why: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-hB-4fnqtM
Naming names
Date: 2023-01-06 10:51 pm (UTC)My second thought is I live out here in rural deplorable Minnesota and I see in my daily life almost no COVID anything and also almost no vax injuries. I think everyone except my 12 year old daughter that I am related to is vaccinated. I also think the most of my neighbors are vaccinated However I don’t see any injuries at least nothing really out of the ordinary. It seems to me from your writing and also the open posts that something about urban vax concentrations coupled with some astral factors is really driving this mess
Thanks for all your blogging
Will O
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Date: 2023-01-07 03:29 am (UTC)https://www.howbadismybatch.com/states.html
As far as naming the demons, I'm going to pull a G.I. Joe and say I believe knowing is half the battle. Narrowing it down to Mammon, Moloch, and Paimon has helped me to isolate one of their primary weaknesses that I believe is driving this entire thing, and that is the weakness of desiring and clinging on to unearned wealth. Because I know this is a key, it works like a Death Star so I can detonate and remove any desire for unearned wealth inside myself first, for if I have not done that, I have no business talking about it. The reason why Joel Osteen (I know I pick on that dude a lot, but substitute any jet-riding, mansion-owning televangelist preacher) is a de facto Satanist is because he wallows in unearned wealth. He's far better at giving succor to the aforementioned demons than any random hick in the deep woods dancing around a blood-smeared pentagram by the light of the gibbous moon.
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Date: 2023-01-07 04:14 am (UTC)If you say "demons are behind social media" then you sound like a kook. If you say "social media is a demon" you sound at best allegorical. If you name a specific demon, call out that its physical description includes that it carries a book and has a million faces, and its purported powers include those such as "knows the thoughts of all people and can change them at his will. He can also cause love and show the similitude of any person, show the same by means of a vision along with Scrying any part of the Earth", then you have a far more powerful case.
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Date: 2023-01-07 05:47 am (UTC)It's hard to tell whether or not Facebook is dying. Middle-aged women and Millennials still seem to love it and it alone, and for all my efforts to get Speakeasy groups started on Telegram, MeWe, and others, I have never been able to enchant people away from Mark Zuckerberg's Book of Faces.
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Date: 2023-01-07 03:34 am (UTC)Re: Naming names
Date: 2023-01-07 07:26 pm (UTC)Also that is good news about the possibility that the shoots here were watered down. It is VERY SCARY thinking my whole family could be doomed
Will O
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Date: 2023-01-07 07:51 pm (UTC)ominous sign
Date: 2023-01-07 07:04 pm (UTC)After reading your post, I wouldn't be surprised in the least if they go for mask mandates again here, and maybe even full lockdown. A significant chunk of kids are away from school with illness (10% or in that range); my own stepdaughter contended with a head and chest cold for almost two weeks! None of us in my household are vaxxed but clearly illness is up.
Thanks for the well wishes, and all the best to you and yours.
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Date: 2023-01-07 07:59 pm (UTC)Winter is flu and cold season -- the overlords are trying to make us forget it, but that is the way it has always been. California and Florida oranges are coming into their prime season in a couple of weeks, so if you can score a bag of them, I have always noticed eating loads of them throughout February and March really does work to keep the doctor away.
Re: ominous sign
Date: 2023-01-08 12:37 am (UTC)At home, we are stepping up the supplements, getting everybody outdoors as much as possible, and vacuuming frequently to combat dust. I don't know yet if it's helping :/