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I recently had to remove a member of my online pro-freedom group Speakeasy Illinois for doxxing.

Speakeasy Illinois has three main objectives:

  1. To encourage people who want to go unmasked in the face of illegal and unconstitutional mandates
  2. To warn them about establishments that enforce the illegal mandates
  3. To give them other options to go around the illegal mandates

 

A group with such limited foci has strict rules, and administering it entails the merciless deletion of posts and accounts from an array of trolls, both well- and ill-intentioned.

The Struggle is Real

Living in northeastern Illinois has been a constant struggle against the mask and vaccine gestapo since March 2020. The governor J.B. Pritzker, a comically obese heir of hotel money, has adopted every leftist virtue signal in the Stalin playbook. Emperor Butterball shows no sign of being deposed thanks to good old fashioned Illinois grift. There is a great deal of anger in the north end of Illinois. Surrounding states are not as entrenched in the nonsense. Schools in Chicago are doing remote/online education again. Shelves of grocery stores are routinely bare. The closer one gets to Cook County, domain of incompetent Chicago mayor Lori Lightfoot, the more desolate the situation becomes. Entire neighborhoods have been handed to gun-brandishing gangbangers, including the formerly-Magnificent Mile. Ironically, guns are technically illegal in Chicago, where they are always acquired illegally. Stores are haunted by chronic maskturbators, their fearful vibrations ringing to the HVAC vents of big box stores. When they sit down to eat at restaurants, they show their booster cards and they lift their mask between bites of food. Misery is palpable. Yesterday, I went to the grocery store. The general feeling of hatred and agony could have been cut with a knife.  

People in my group are pissed. They’ve had their livelihoods taken away or threatened, their children are depressed or in physical distress caused by forced masking, and some have been coerced or tricked into taking the MRNA vaccines. Anger causes predictable behaviors. Angry members often lash out at me or the other administrators of Speakeasy Illinois for not allowing them a literal “speak easy” free for all of foul language, political diatribes, and general negativity.

Bad Behavior by Bad Actors

The now ex-member in question, who we will call Lara (not her real name) took it upon herself to target public schoolteachers in Chicagoland, attempting to shame them for being “part of the problem”. She accused them of being guilty by association because they have been ordered to enforce masks on children or lose their jobs. She gave them a sort of ultimatum. Quit their teaching job or be on the wrong side of history. She made herself deaf to their entreaties of “but what about feeding my family?”

In Lara’s eyes, the choice was a binary: you are either with us and you sacrifice your teaching job or you are against us and you are a compliant Nazi. There was no third choice.

Lara’s method of hurting her perceived schoolteacher enemies is called doxxing in modern internet lingo. She attempted to dox in the most classic sense: she harvested private information and used it in an attempt to exploit her targets to do her will. In my series of essays The Demonic Infestation of the Left, I explained my own definition of a curse:

My definition of a curse is an imposed cycle upon someone or something (places and objects can also be cursed) intended to punish the subject of the curse whenever they try to repeat the behavior the curser intends to prevent them from doing.


Lara is throwing a curse upon individually targeted schoolteachers. Her intention is to prevent them from the sin of compliance. The trouble with this is curses, unless thrown by someone with uncanny natural skill, tend almost not to work at all. They’re ninety percent blowback, much like an amateur chemist finds out when he mixes colorful ingredients from his chemistry set without reading the directions first. I may have mentioned the woman I knew who made a poppet of a celebrity she hated and ended up saddling her family with the horror of chronic disease. In cursing the poppet, she opened the door to a demon. The celebrity does not have a good life, but that is mostly due to the celebrity’s own doing. By hexing the celebrity further, she created blowback that cursed her own loved ones. Had our would-be witch gone the opposite route and thrown a blessing on her troubled celebrity poppet, that would have ricocheted back at her and improved her life. I’m not saying her family members would have been spared as I don’t know their karma or why they have it. Nevertheless, I am confident that the entire household would have felt happier and blessed in ways seen and unseen had she chosen not to bumble into inviting a demon into her house.

Prison and Recidivism

To curse is to kick up dirt while angels shake their heads. I say this and I am all for capital punishment. Pedophiles, including ones who claim to have not acted on their urges, should be put to death upon discovery. Their deaths should be quiet and relatively painless. The same is true of certain murderers: a life for a life. Imprisonment, which is a form of cursing, does not work. If Lara had a gazillion dollars and could imprison all the compliant schoolteachers in a dungeon of her own design, she would only create an angry tribe of schoolteachers who would adapt the masked child as their symbol of power. Trying to reprogram someone else’s brain via a cycle of punishment almost always backfires. If you want a pedophile to stop raping children, you put him or her to death and let God sort it out. If you imprison a pedophile, you create an uberpedophile who is better at avoiding scrutiny.  Since Lara ostensibly isn't going to murder her compliant enemies, she ought to skip directly to letting God sort it out and spend her energy blessing herself and her own loved ones.  

Cursing: Everybody Does It!

I rant about Christians with great frequency, but little did I know I would run into some surprisingly dogmatic members of a non-Christian religion in my recent life.

As it turns out, anybody can be a dogmatist, including believers in the religion of Progress. True Believers love their curses even if their language is as clean as the driven snow. When somebody wants you to join their cult, they will extoll their virtuousness to you, bragging about how blessed they are, never once considering how hubristic (and downright asking-for-trouble stupid) it is to gloat about one’s own blessings. Meanwhile, you are thinking they doth protest too much… If their God is so great, why does He so desperately need them to advertise? Friendly advertising quickly turns into frustrated browbeating — why don’t you show interest in their superior deity? There must be something wrong with you! Moments later, whether they realize it or not, they’re cursing you for being so self-content and self-aware. Surely you need an intervention, and that intervention needs to be authored by the God you’ve whose potency you've questioned on their behalf in a roundabout way.

One does not have to formally make a poppet or write out a spell in order to throw a curse. Humans throw curses all the time. Praying for someone without their permission is often a form of curse, especially when you pray for them to “see the light” of your wisdom to supercede what they were already doing. The most talented cursers can kill with a thought. That is the reason for the supposedly unfounded dread of medieval peasants of witches who could sour milk by looking at it. Though not easy to attain, unseen power of that nature is quite real and always has been real.

The only way to stop a curse is to overcome it with constant blessing. That is what Jesus, Buddha, and the other great healers of the world tried to teach us. That is why I don’t devote my Speakeasy group to harassing maskturbators but instead create ways of blessing patriots who would rather get on with their free and happy lives. That is why I devote much of my spare time to goofy projects that don’t seem all that important on the surface like composing music for the Orphic hymns and cooking nourishing vegetarian meals at home. The land wants us to bless it. We are little and the ways we bless it are mostly insignificant, but rest assured that every little bit helps.

Date: 2022-01-17 09:27 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Thank you, Kimberly.
Persimmon Abstruse Golem

Date: 2022-01-18 09:52 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I read all your posts, they are excellent.

Date: 2022-01-17 10:11 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I do my best not to be rantworthy...

—Princess Cutekitten

Date: 2022-01-18 12:22 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] illyria2001
"Pedophiles, including ones who claim to have not acted on their urges, should be put to death upon discovery."
Agreed. Seeing these 'MAPs' advocating for understanding on social media disgusts me. They are predators, sick souls, nothing better.

Date: 2022-01-18 10:04 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
The only issue with this is: How could you be sure there has been no mistake?

Innocent people have been wrongly convicted before. Would you really want that on your conscience? Would that be so much different from cursing others?

(This is a genuine question, btw.)

Milkyway

Date: 2022-01-20 01:39 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
"Deserves it! I daresay he does. Many that live deserve death. And some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them? Then do not be too eager to deal out death in judgement. For even the very wise cannot see all ends." -- Gandalf

Date: 2022-01-18 04:37 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
As it is written: Do not be overcome with evil, but overcome evil with good.

Or, in a line from one of my all-time favorite movies:
"Evil begets evil, Mr. President. Shooting this thing will only make it stronger."
-Father Vito Cornelius, in The Fifth Element

Date: 2022-01-18 08:51 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
It's actually from the New Testament, and attributed to the Apostle Paul.

A note

Date: 2022-01-18 07:30 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] denebalgedi777
Some occult writers have also noted that strong emotions can create a psychic attack like a curse even if it's not exactly intentional. And this carries karmic consequences as much as an active one. This is why I think it's important to be careful what influences you allow into your life. In the past year, I got too much involved in the egregore of anger AGAINST the current situation and I think it may have caused some unintended difficulties including adversely impacting my own health and relationships. I'm trying to do better this year and turn that energy into something positive. Wish me luck my pals.

PS I was living in a suburb of a big city and had to move out because the social climate got so oppressive. I mentioned it on my DW blog, and will write more on it over time. It's sad to have things go that way but sometimes making a change is all you can do.

-DA777

Re: A note

Date: 2022-01-19 11:21 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] methylethyl
"make himself scarce..."

Lately, I've been idly wondering if New Zealand's new round of border restrictions isn't them preparing to repel a wave of the world's super-rich, heading for their NZ mountain bunker hideaways. I mean, who wants those guys? No small-country government with any brains whatsoever will want to be see *harboring* that crowd. It'd make them a giant target for everybody wanting to get *at* those people.

Re: A note

Date: 2022-01-20 05:45 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] methylethyl
In their fantasies, they fail to account for the people who do their laundry, take out their trash, clean their bathrooms, cook their food, fly their planes, arrange their travel, provide security... how many of those folks really want to live in the bunker with them, once they become global personae non gratae. I mean, if you're so unpopular you need to retreat to your fortified bunker... ain't nobody who has a family in the town will want to wash your underwear for you.

Re: A note

Date: 2022-01-19 03:50 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Are you trying to do better this year, carrying the template of the previous disappoint with you? Or are you doing good this year? Point blank.

Future results do not have to be in any way incrementally connected to previous outcomes. Startling state changes do occur. I fully expect this to be one of those startling years when changes that have seemed inconceivable for many, many decades suddenly become utterly unstoppable.

Expect great things of yourself this year. The Changer is fast approaching, and I seriously doubt that he will single you out for exemption from his influence. Roadrunner reserves that curse for the Coyotes and Karens blocking his path.

— Christophe

Re: A note

Date: 2022-01-19 10:38 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Thank you for these words, Christophe. From my own experience I know that what you say is very true. It is good to be reminded.
Écru Fuzzy Pufferfish

Date: 2022-01-18 10:23 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Thank you Kimberly. I'd never really considered imprisonment as a curse in that way before, but you are correct - it's a fairly abstract and irrelevant punishment for a given crime (except, perhaps, for unlawful imprisonment or kidnap). It's an interesting fact that most of the ancient world never usually imprisoned anyone - penalties were typically execution, enslavement or removal of the offending body part (or just a fine). I'm not saying that's the best approach either, but it is at least more logical.

I also came across a web page the other day which had screenshots of all the people who had cursed Trump on Twitter when he came down with corona back in 2020. I skim-read about the first three, not particularly wanting to take in/on anything unpleasant lingering on them, but I had to stop reading them properly as I felt physically sick. I fast-scrolled down just to see how far it went, and I didn't reach the bottom, but I'd estimate there were several hundred at the very least. All sorts of horrible pictures, weird script/languages, symbols and invocations - these were some involved curses, not just general yelling.

I shudder to think what these people have invited into their lives.

Finally, I note how frequently the most outspoken people on sociopathic media both for and against vaccines, lockdowns, etc who call for the total annihilation of their enemies have died after "a short illness" lately.

Raspberry jam is tricky to throw, and even trickier to remove.

Date: 2022-01-19 10:49 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
There was also exile.

Date: 2022-01-19 10:48 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Well, they're on the learning curve... As are we all, if at different points thereupon.

I don't envy them their lessons.

I guess I'll find out what mine are. I'm doing the best I can and taking it one day at a time.

Écru Fuzzy Pufferfish

Vikings

Date: 2022-01-19 04:04 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Apparently it was a custom among the Vikings that if a woman of the community was raped, the men would cut the head off the rapist and present it to the woman raped so she would know that he could never harm her or anyone else again. I have told that to many women, many of whom would be against the idea of killing such people...but they often get a look in their eyes like they wish they lived in a society that would do that...and maybe were seeing the cut off head of a man who harmed them.

Otherwise yes, to send a curse to another, it will definitely come back to you.

WHD

Re: Vikings

Date: 2022-01-19 05:10 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
If a woman outside the community was raped however, no big deal.

I always LOL @ these normie fantasies of a world where rapists are constantly dishing out justice.

Re: Vikings

Date: 2022-01-19 12:57 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
It is a peculiar human trait and particularly "woke" of late to discount all of the past because it is a supposed cesspool of oppression/backwardness. The point of my bring it up is not to say be like Vikings, but rather to be a society less permissive of rape and a more intolerant of rapists.

Re: Vikings

Date: 2022-01-21 04:39 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
No. That's lie propaganda about them. The vikings, that is- Scandinavian seafaring traders, raiders, conquerors and fortune-seekers, were highly respectful to women, and considered a rapist to be the most dishonorable kind of degenerate imaginable, to be killed on detection. Even during the conquest of the Danelaw, they treated Anglo-Saxon women far better than the christian Anglo-Saxon men ever did.

On a related note, those poisonous monks bearing the alien desert religion at Lindisfarne had it coming.

Re: Vikings

Date: 2022-01-21 04:03 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
This urban legend begins like the story of that SCOTUS judge’s confirmation hearing in which the woman was speaking of being molested by the young man of privilege.

Sadly he still got confirmed to the Supreme Court. But we all know that he likes beer.

Annette

Re: Vikings

Date: 2022-01-21 04:56 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
There is that.

Problem for me was I experienced a similar assault and was unable to do sweet FA about it. I did have a biker boyfriend at the time who offered to beat up my rapist, but I did not want to go there.

I’ve wondered if I would have been less wounded by the experience if I’d accepted some Viking justice ( the boyfriend was, now that I think of it, of Norwegian descent, thus he fit the bill for being a Viking) but I chose otherwise.

My rapist did not turn into a candidate for SCOTUS and I was restimulated during the hearings.

Such is life.

Annette

Re: Vikings

Date: 2022-01-22 03:59 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Thanks for posting this.

Annette

Re: Vikings

Date: 2022-01-22 02:59 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Kimberly,

I am a legitimate victim of sexual assault, albeit fifty years ago, and the woman’s claim against the SCOTUS candidate were very triggering for me and, I suspect, other legitimate victims of sexual assault.

Are you filtering my post because this is a touchy topic for many, or for another reason not clear to me?

I’m confused.

Annette

Re: Vikings

Date: 2022-01-23 02:33 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
All is well between us.

Yeah, it’s taken me years to let go of anger/fear at/of men. I still have to deal with it sometimes and I’m willing to dig deeper as it presents itself to me. I figure it’s part of my spiritual path and spiritual healing.

Check on the sleeping with the enemy part. That sure has gotten convoluted some times.

I’ve been trying to apply what I’m learning about binary thinking and transforming it into ternary and beyond. I mostly fail, and I’m still working it through.

Life sure has its interesting aspects, doesn’t it?

Annette

Re: Vikings

Date: 2022-01-23 08:43 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
What bothers me is that we seem to have been deeply bothered by the same event, but for very different reasons: I had my life ruined a few years earlier by someone accusing me of sexual abuse, and found the entire thing very triggering as well. It strikes me as very concerning that this appears to have triggered such strong emotions in different people.

It doesn't bode well that many victims of sexual assault saw your plight there, while many victims of lies about sexual assault also saw our plight there in the exact same events.

Date: 2022-01-19 05:27 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Pedophiles are predators and sick souls, no doubt, but consider that they are motivated by the same drive to heal and rebalance their Selves as the rest of us are. They may well be too scrambled to ever succeed in getting themselves healed in any significant way during this incarnation. They also may pose far too great a threat to unscrambled children to ever justify allowing them any contact. Yet all of us do yearn to find our missing balance and be unburdened of the curses torturing our souls. Well, everyone who's still human, that is. Those who jumped into oblivion, leaving a human-shaped void for a demon to inhabit, yearn for nothing but imbalance, malice, and chaos.

Demons like Dahmer aside, most pedophiles are stuck somewhere in their own horrific childhoods, where they lost (or had cruelly extracted) an essential part of themselves. Their drive to go back into that trauma to discover how to love that shattered, unlovable, rejected part of themselves is ridiculously healthy. It would grant them the keys to the kingdom, if only they could rise to the challenge (the same could be said for most of us, let's face it!)

What makes them pedophiles is not merely that they shy away from that challenge (as most people do) but that they cower, so overwhelmed by the unconfrontable contents of their Shadow that they will submit to any external projection promising them respite from that threat. Hence, they distort the need to love the child within into a craving to have sex with the child without. Projecting the contents of the Shadow can be a very destructive habit!

In art therapy, music therapy, and role-playing, projection plays a vital role in restoring broken souls through creative imagination. But in pedophilic behavior, it just keeps repressing the wounded child further and further back into the unexamined darkness. To say nothing of the horror it inflicts on the physical child being molested!

The same kind of misdirected projection can be seen seducing so many of the obsessively anxious, caught up in the current mass formation, into hurling noxious epithets at their unvaccinated friends and family. Turning complex living people (whether innocent children or innocent unvaccinated’s) into convenient stock characters with which to unwillingly populate the endlessly recurring role-plays of past abuses, which far too many people today lack the necessary courage to interrupt, has reached pandemic proportions.

Pedophiles demanding to be called “minor-attracted people” in order to drag the rest of us into the unresolved schizophrenic nightmare they’re trapped inside of is a pretty good indication that projecting the unlovable parts of themselves onto pre-pubescent children has done nothing whatsoever to heal the fractures in their souls. Maskurbators demanding that we must “trust the science” (their Science™, no doubt) in order to drag the rest of us into the unresolved schizophrenic nightmare they’re trapped inside of is a pretty good indication that projecting the unlovable parts of themselves onto disobedient neighbors has done nothing whatsoever to heal the fractures in their souls. Legitimizing and doubling down on either of those failed strategies is unlikely to improve their results.

Nor is the attempt by Lara to impose her own brand of cancellation-enforced compliance on all Chicago school teachers (in order to drag them into the unresolved schizophrenic nightmare...) going to yield any better results than the mainstream cult of cancellation it was modeled on. My point is that projecting our unresolved issues onto children, neighbors, teachers, or quite frankly pedophiles cannot help us heal the fractures in our souls.

What can is the innovative, Shadow-diving form of projection that Jung called creative imagination — contemplation and visualization of the traumas, curses, unlovable parts, and deadened dreams of our larger Selves. Delving with compassion and caring into the most broken parts of ourselves, including the parts that most remind us of timid teachers, disobedient neighbors, or ghastly pedophiles, is how to find the keys to the kingdom we each buried so very long ago.

None of us escapes childhood unscathed. Some of us are more scathed than others, but we all desperately need compassion for the parts of ourselves we have forgotten how to love. Practice compassion for the rejected, both inside and outside. If necessary, send them off to the electric chair with compassion. But always keep in mind that there but for the grace of god go each and every one of us. We may each of us, through simple cowardice, end up in that election chair one day, in at least one of our incarnations. I certainly hope, when my day to reap that bitter karmic harvest arrives, to turn and find a god’s innocent child hanging beside me, graciously willing to absolve me of my many sins.

— Christophe

Date: 2022-01-21 07:22 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I think the chance of the serial killer inside coming out again would be lower in you than in most people. If your soul already explored that indulgent depravity and already suffered its karmic blowback, why on earth would it ever want to experience that again? That would make you one heck of a slow learner, and that's not at all the impression your writing leaves me with.

As far as the currently captivating cowardice olympics go, I think the death panickers have us all way outclassed. We can only wonder (preferably from a safe distance) at their incredible feats of cowardice. Some of them seem quite intent on breaking the previous world cowardice record — I really think they might pull it off!

As for blogging, I don't know where I would find the time. I'm lucky if I can stay on top of the laundry and bill paying now that I've discovered how fascinatingly complex the unseen world is. How you all pull it off is beyond me. Thanks for everything you're doing here.

— Christophe

Date: 2022-01-22 04:27 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
The main problem with a death penalty for pedophiles is that it will lead to them killing their victims. If one of them gives in to his urges and rapes a kid, and then knows that the kid's word could put him on death row, what will he do? He's already in as deep as he can go. Life imprisonment is the way to go, perhaps with some amenities if they're willing to turn in others (few of them operate alone).

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