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Heaven is a very confusing concept because it appeals to our human tendency to try to frame our universe as a collection of binaries. There is a Piscean delusion that all can be split off and categorized into two opposing paths: light or dark, right or wrong, good or evil, black or white, them or us. Life is not that simple; there is always a spectrum. When we refer the autistic spectrum, nobody makes the binary mistake that you're either autistic or you're not. The autism spectrum is widely acknowledged -- we are all on it to some degree. Not only is autism recognized as a spectrum, it is recognized as having flavors and specialties. My own autistic specialty deals with macros, otherwise known as overarching trends like the ones I discuss on this blog and in this essay. 

The place beyond space and time is not entirely separate from the here and now as dogmatic religions (including the dogmatic, atheist religion of Progress) would have you believe. Thinking of it as inaccessible is a fallacy and a trap. We are always in it all the time. The angelic and the demonic are within us and surrounding us at all times -- it just is a matter of what you vibrate to. Consider a radio. The radio waves in any given area provide an array of various stations to which you can tune in. You may not be able to see the radio waves from stations floating through the air, but that does not mean they are not there for the taking, and there in lies the rub. In our extremely literal, spiritually retarded era, what cannot be seen or touched is viciously misunderstood.

People are always chasing the place beyond space and time as if it was not a state you exist within all the time. Genuine spiritual work does not help you technically go anywhere. What it does is helps you to perceive and connect you to that peculiar radio station. 

In which I explain my hypothesis in the most bass-ackwards way possible

I am retarded (we are all retarded in some way) and that is why I am going to explain what little I know about the place beyond space and time from the bottom up, from the end to the beginning. 

When we die, many of my fellow retards think we go to heaven or hell. They are wrong, and they are also right. The place beyond space and time initially feels like heaven. We immediately get a glimpse of the place beyond space and time if we have a near-death experience, if we literally die, or are psychically perceptive and find ourselves near to someone who crosses the gates of death. The place beyond space and time, which I will from now on refer to only as the Place, is where all of your dead relatives, loved ones, and beloved pets wait to greet you past the tunnel of white light or the carpet of stars or whatever you end up "seeing" when you die. Unless you lived your life in a wholly unbalanced, angry, sad, and dissonant way, you are going to see the white light and you will have a choice to rejoin your loved ones. You will have a feeling of balance that is not achievable with a Meatworld body, and this will probably feel blissful, which is why it will be called heavenly by anyone who returns to Meatworld after being near death enough to tell the tale. 

The Place (that is not technically a place) is a state of balance. It is not heaven and it is not hell. It is not swayed by the extremes we have to deal with in our own tortured, material lives. The Place is not extreme punishment, nor is it extreme bliss. The Place requires detachment from the material body, and that is blissful because incarnation is awful and heavy. If you've been trapped in a material body for any length of time, getting rid of it is going to feel amazing. 

Okay, Starseed

You might be asking "why/how are my dead relatives and buddies in the Place?" You might be saying "they don't live forever" but yes they do. Your relatives and buddies who died before you and the ones you have not yet had are there because time and place are not issues to be overcome in the Place. The part of us that lives forever is the non-corporeal spirit that is transcendent of emotions and the emotional world. Each one of your human and non-human pals has an origin, and it is the original beings you access via your own original being in the Place. The physical part has very little to do with the Place except as a mnemonic device for organizing the soul's experiences. 

The non-physical soul lasts way, way, waaaay longer than the physical. It lasts longer than memory itself. That is why afterlife stories such as Disney's Coco (possibly my favorite Disney film, btw) are wrong in their presumption that the spirits of the dead can only gain power and presence via being memorialized by the living. No. The spirits of the "dead" are eternal. The temporary incarnation or manifestation of that spirit on the physical plane is dead. Sure, you can try to preserve someone's legacy or incarnated image. You can even go as far as taxidermy, freeze drying and epoxying  their Meatworld body into semi-perpetuity, but this does nothing for their soul and only delays you from moving on in a healthy fashion. The body is temporary. So are the ego and emotions that were housed in the body. When you see your relatives and friends in the Place, you will initially perceive them as crude, base representations of the swarm of souls you were incarnated with. There is a whole group there. Like you, they get to experience the Place, a place beyond time and physicality, between lives. They reside there all the time because we all do. The Place is where we actually come from. Without it, we would not exist. The place is the place of origin and the place that came before. The Place is causal, just like the dream of flight gave rise to the airplane. 

Can you choose to opt out?

You can choose to rebel and skip the Place between incarnations. There are some who think they can skip incarnation altogether and they are usually wrong. They are often the type who get stuck or spiritually bound to comets. There are also lots of stupid things you can do to tether your perception to the physical plane, such as being extremely greedy (the recently dead George Soros and the OnlyFans CEO Leonid Radvinsky spring to mind, those two are going to have some major hurdles when it comes to accessing the Place). Killing yourself or causing your own premature death through extreme neglect or disrespect of your physical body will also delay and muck up your ability to go through the natural process of being in the Place and washing the soul clean. Those who sell their souls to demons, a process which is nowhere near as obvious as cinema would have you believe, will have trouble accessing the perception of the Place. Like Rudolph Steiner, I believe that the MRNA vaccines had the aspect of a soul contract and that the contract tethered one's perception to the physical plane. Perception is as perception does, however, and any soul that vibrates to the Place's clarity can easily shake off those shackles with spiritual work. 
The parts of us that are eternal meet up and discuss because the Place is a forum of knowing. Because it is beyond time and space, you can access it from anywhere. You can access it right now. Most people choose not to and if they do opt in, they don't know how to go about it. 
Once again, I will reiterate that the Place is not heaven. It has never been heaven. Knowing is not heaven.

How can you use the Place? 


When you're feeling bad, like you've been wronged or are going through some crap, it is a good time to take a quiet walk, to sit down in meditation, to close your eyes, and to "see" yourself in the Place. Imagine you have died and you don't have to worry about anything anymore on this planet. Now go find whoever you need to talk to and have a conversation with them. If that is another person who wronged you and you need them to truly understand the ways they laid you low, go talk to that person's higher self. Talk to them in a rational way, explaining how their behaviors in Meatworld dragged you into their unnecessary drama. Once you have talked to the person who has upset you, realizing of course that though they may hear you in the Place but no change will transpire in the material world. you will feel a weight has been lifted. Try to walk with it, and try to listen. When you have discussed the matter thoroughly in the Place, you will have resolved it in the only place where it matters, which is the so-called higher plane. Even if you never resolve it down here, you'll resolve it. 

My cat Kiki was the love of my life. I was obsessed with the well-being of that cat in a way that I have never before or since been obsessed. I imagine that Kiki went to the Place when she died, and I tried to prepare her for this eventuality while she still lived. I occasionally visit her there now that she is dead and I look forward to a much clearer visit with her once I die, though for the aforementioned reasons, I will do nothing to expedite the process. The easiest vision, I found, was to picture Kiki in a beautiful apartment where she was taken care of by an angelic woman. She was in perfect health (this was not so during her life) and was free to roam among the healthy houseplants, to eat plentiful cat food and table scraps when not chasing mice. This manifestation of the Place is kitty heaven only because my human brain is dim and deficient. I leave it to the gods to someday show me what it actually is. I tried to put the Place into her head to ensure she would find it when she died and I believe I succeeded. For Kiki and I, the apartment is our Place that is unfettered by time or the need of an actual, physical location. 

Go to your happy place

The reason why it is so difficult to see the Place is because we are covered in Meatworld bodies and we struggle to even know we have souls here. Despite all its beauty, this world is extremely dense and heavy. We have the double disadvantage of living through a spiritual dark age, so accessing beautiful places like the heaven world for loyal pets becomes stymied with "Why can't it be like that down here?" and "I hate this place". 

This is not an easy time to be incarnated -- it is demonic. We all need a heaven world that we can access when it gets too rough here on the physical plane. We also need to acknowledge that we have chosen to be in heavy, terrible incarnation for reasons beyond our current understanding and that to crave non-incarnation and heaven because it feels better than what we are going through here is unbalanced and will lead to continued disorientation and imbalance. 

After Kiki died, my father died. In an odd way, it was harder to deal with Kiki dying than it was to deal with the passing of my father. At least with my Dad, we were speaking the same language, both in the here and the hereafter. 

I was the only person who figured out my Dad was dying. When he was a few weeks from death, something inside me knew his time was soon, and I managed to express how deeply grateful I was to him. I mysteriously ended up being the only person in the room when he actually died, and I do not believe that was by accident. I "saw" the guides come and take him in my mind's eye. When he died, I said to him that I knew it would seem like forever for me, but that I would see him soon enough. What feels like an eternity in Meatworld is a pocketful of nothing in the Place. The saints came marching in and he had to be in that number. He went, and I can access him anytime I want, but I have to do it by embodying his best characteristics. More on that in a second.

Necromancy, seances, and Ouija boards

There are plenty of people who use septic, horrible ways to talk to dead souls. They reliably miss their formerly-human targets and conjure an array of vile beings from the lower astral who delight in impersonating loved ones and famous people, and this can be considered the consequence of playing stupid games and winning stupid prizes. Seances, Ouija, and various conjuring in grimoires are all brands of necromancy. Necromancy does not call upon the souls in the Place but instead calls to the parts of the soul that are still tethered to the physical plane because they vibrated to density during incarnation. The souls of suicides and hungry ghosts flood any given Ouija and seance session because like attracts like. Necromancy is a perversion. Instead of going to the Place and meeting souls where they are, you are forcing them down and obligating them to sink to your level, at least temporarily, and to revisit the worst parts of their old egos and incarnations. The Place is beyond ego. That is why we don't use Ouija boards, join seances, or force the dead to communicate with us via rituals. None are divination because they do not involve the divine. They are the astral equivalent of going to a seedy bar and accepting whatever "free" drinks arrive in front of you. 

The way I ethically talk to my Dad, who was a hard working man in life, is I do hard work. I passionately work like I don't need the money. He was gregarious and kind to regular people: the store clerk, his co-workers, neighbors, obviously his family. That is my way "in" to the Place: I treat people who flit through my life the way he treated them, with warmth and openness. That is what I invoke. I continue his work here on Meatworld. When you really miss somebody like I miss my father, you will miss someone who was imperfect and complicated. To reach them,  you will embody their best selves and the work they were put on Earth to do, especially if they did not meet those goals. You will be able to go to the Place at that very moment you are busting your ass to do the kind of work they did while they were here. You will have tuned in to their unique frequency. That is when you will be able to talk to them, right then and there, silently and secretly, as you do their work. When you are able to embody what they did right and best, you instantly become able to channel the force that originated them. 

Why I clean my toilet and sweep my own floor

Now let's apply the same principle to household objects. I clean my toilet night after night. I wrote a whole book about this called Sacred Homemaking: A Magical Approach to Tidying. This is Meatworld and that means we all have a bunch of stuff. We have homes and spaces we occupy, we are inundated with trees, sky, plants, cars, animals, bugs, and a whole ecosystem. When we do the work of recognizing the best aspects of what surrounds us instead of fixating on the negative as many do, we focus on the higher part of that ecosystem. As I have said over and over in these essays, gratitude is the ultimate in spiritual short cuts. If you want to talk to God, the only "quick" way (LOL at quick) is to be grateful. Thank you is the fastest way to heaven. When you consider something that is usually taken for granted like the toilet, it invokes the god in it and invokes that which is good about it. The subtle aspect of the toilet, the impulse of hygiene that created the toilet that you are appreciating, is what is going to help you the most. The reason why cleaning your own toilet every day brings good fortune is because you are embodying humility. That is what brings wealth and happiness, not the actual god Venus Cloacina or Ususama Myoo. Again, it is not the actual god helping in the boneheaded "you scratch my back and I'll scratch yours" fashion of fairy tales, it is the humility of the one who will always clean up his own messes even if he becomes extremely wealthy who vibrates to the balanced signal. The balanced signal is what transforms you into a Soichiro Honda, yes, that Honda, the same one who started the Honda company that populates half the cars and motorcycles driving down the road. He believed in cleaning his own toilet every day until the day he died. This is what can happen. I don't know what you want to happen where your personal wealth or success is concerned, but if you are looking for a bizarre and unexpected way to come into earned wealth, try cleaning your toilet at least once a day with humbleness in your simple heart. 

The Place is one of rest. We all go to the Place when we sleep. I am not one of those who is developed or ascended enough to remember it. We all go there, and our ability to remember what transpired is dependent on our level of spiritual perception. Yogis don't need as much sleep as you and me because they have done enough work to have memory of the Place in waking consciousness. Insomniacs are not so lucky. When I get extra sleep, I awake refreshed because I can tell I have been able to access the Place. I can tell by the way my brain is the morning after. The deeper the sleep, the more we are able to dive through the levels that give us perceptual access to the Place. Again, it all comes down to vibration.

More caveats


We all have the instinctive knowledge of the Place. When you see a rock star commanding the attention of a crowd of thousands of people, when we see the athlete at the top of their game or the politician at the height of their popularity, we know we are seeing a rare manifestation of high Meatworld potential and we long to experience of the same apparent union of soul with purpose. The Place eventually shows us heaven or the formation of the ideal as an astral pyramid. This happens after we have thoroughly detached from our material sheaths and the egos associated with it in incarnation.

The ideal can easily drive us mad on the material plane with insane lust to achieve it. For instance, drugs. Drugs are another seeming shortcut at the glimpse of heaven, and much like surfing realized potential in Meatworld, drug-induced experiences carry a heavy price. You don't get to see without blinders when you Timothy Leary your way into transcendence; not completely. The work has not been done and the good has not been embodied, and your vibration stays the same or lower than it was. 

The Place does not just give us a glimpse of heaven. It also shows us all that we did to unnecessarily mess up our own lives and how we created drama with others. It shows us perspective. And so we return to the beginning of my strange approach to grokking the Place, that of seeing a panorama of lives lived once we are free of our material bodies. We go back to those talks you had with people who made your life unnecessarily difficult, with lengthy analyses and conversations about the aspects of yourself that put you there with them. Those conversations you will have with those people, places, animals, and things with whom you had trouble while walking alone will be much easier when you actually die because you will have already hashed them out with the appropriate souls. You will have already put aside the worst parts of incarnation and sublimated the goodness in yourself and others via hard work and gratitude. 

Hope this helps. 






Date: 2026-07-06 08:11 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
"You might be saying "they don't live forever" but yes they do."

Always a chance they've done some horrific thing in life and then end up hitching a comet out into the void instead, like you've talked about in one of your past essays.

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