Thanks for this deep dive! I remember quite a few of my past lives at this point going pretty far back and the bottom line is I don't think I was ever a fae. I've had my own encounters with them as a teenager. They are scary as hell and there are entire orders of them who absolutely despise humans. Some of them (from my limited understanding and of course I could be wrong) are in league with demons with the agenda of corrupting or damaging humans. Some of this is revenge for what we've done to them and the environment and some of it is just plain malice. I agree with you that many are seeking incarnation because their souls are roaming free with nowhere else to go. Of course flesh incarnation is only one choice in a buffet, so it's anyone's guess how those free souls will end up.
Yes, I am naturally nocturnal. I do have a choice, so I hit the sack at about 1-2am and get up at 9 or 10. My temperament is very fiery. It took many years to control my temper -- discursive meditation was the ultimate key to understanding what that was about. My main issue is that I am an astral and etheric energy geyser. My giant hair is a physical symptom of that non-physical phenomenon. It's both good and bad.
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Date: 2022-08-10 06:34 pm (UTC)Yes, I am naturally nocturnal. I do have a choice, so I hit the sack at about 1-2am and get up at 9 or 10. My temperament is very fiery. It took many years to control my temper -- discursive meditation was the ultimate key to understanding what that was about. My main issue is that I am an astral and etheric energy geyser. My giant hair is a physical symptom of that non-physical phenomenon. It's both good and bad.