My Ogham think you were a woman in your last life and that you were contented and happy for the most part, and much of that happiness came from having found a good spouse. I sense you were happily married to a good man.

They provide Saille or Sensitivity well-dignified. This is a girl card ruled by Aphrodite. If you were a woman who was happy in your last life, it would make a great deal of sense if you have a longing to recapture that feeling and spend a great deal of time chasing it. Instead of trying to re-create the circumstances and capture someone to complete you on the physical plane, I suggest delving deep into discursive meditation to gain insight not only about your past love lives, but those of others, the theme of love and its many iterations in literature, and to profoundly understand human love as this may be one of the keys you were meant to explore in the illusion that is incarnation.