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open_space ([personal profile] open_space) wrote in [personal profile] kimberlysteele 2023-05-16 09:56 pm (UTC)

"any celebrity worth her weight in crap" - that's funny lol

That's quite courageous to put yourself on TikTok and also for not have taken your own life. For the past months my mental health has been through the floor and even though now it is better and improving I did have suicide ideation a few months back and it ain't pretty. I also thought about suicide being a terrible idea from the metaphysical perspective and that and knowing the pain that someone committing actual suicide creates have been the things that stopped my mind whenever it was trying to follow that direction. Sometimes the pain is so hard you just want it to stop! But if you endure it, it does seem like an initiation into something else and also a wake up call into taking things much more calmly despite the fact that hell can break loose, or seem to break loose inside and outside.


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