I would venture to say you hate nature. I don't envy you what you believe is your unique view of "the way things are". Yes, the material plane is absolutely brutal and nasty, evolution is hideous, and as my husband once wrote in a song "Your god is disgusting to allow even one" as he referenced a hideously abused child begging for mercy. Your argument that everyone (including wildlife) wants to be in the American suburbs deserves some deep examination. I don't agree with you because I think you overestimate your own perceptions, however, what you've said here is great food for thought, and for that I thank you.