I hope things get better for you this year. I don't comment much but I enjoy your blog. Despite the lockdowns, I have begun to feel more liberated in an odd way. The more the media tells me to live in fear, the more determined I am to make the most out of whatever amount of life I have left to live. This feeling of bravery has spread into other areas of my life; this past year I have had an existence I never would have thought possible, and I have discovered hidden depths within myself. I am grateful for 2020 despite all of the tribulations and anxiety, and I am going into 2021 a new and fearsome thing.