Kimberly Steele

Just had an interesting thought, I tend to struggle with gratitude with those to whom I am closest. For strangers, co-workers, or distant acquaintances - no problem. My job is in many ways essentially centered around gratitude, so I have to be grateful - even superficially so, when I don't actually feel that way - a lot of the time. I think perhaps that impacts my personal life to some extent, as it feels safe to express sublimiated anger or impatience. I've got some problems with Mars is my natal chart (not being in touch with anger and negative emotions), so this might be one way that is being expressed...

Thanks for the space to think and sorry for the navel-gazing!
-lp